A/N: Hey guys so sorry I haven't updated in a bit my summer class is kicking my butt haha. But I only have 2 more weeks and then I'm done and will be able to update more. And I made this chapter longer than the others to make up for it being up later than usual.
This chapter will be back to the reality with Quinn and Rachel starts to realize that she is having alternate realities. There will also be more glee characters in this chapter. There will be some drama with Finn just like in Glee, I love and miss Cory but Finn is the bad guy in this story sorry. Some Rachel POV and some is not.
Thanks for all the reviews, follows, and favs. Let me know what you think of this chapter. Thanks so much!
Slowly I start to wake up and start to dread what the day has in store for me. I really don't want to have to deal with my dads today, I just want to be alone. Looking up at the clock I see it is nine o'clock and I let out a groan. Rolling back over on my side I hear the door open and someone walk in. Maybe if I'm really quite my dads will think I'm still asleep and leave me alone.
I feel a hand on my shoulder and someone place a light kiss against my cheek and then on my eyelids. I shoot my eyes open because there is only one person who has ever woken me up like that.
When I open my eyes I have to catch my breath at the beautiful sight in front of me, Quinn. Not saying anything at first I just stare at her and I feel nothing but pure happiness seeing her stunning face again.
"You are so gorgeous when you first wake up," Quinn whispers.
I grin up at her and take the coffee she has made me.
"I was thinking we could go out and go to breakfast this morning. Go to that little diner down the street that you love so much. After you finish your coffee of course." Quinn says with a smile on her face.
Leaning up I set my coffee down on the night side table and kiss her lips. "That sounds like an excellent plan," I mumble out.
Quinn pecks my lips once more and gets up from the bed, "Great. I'll let you finish your coffee and get ready. I have a few emails for work I need to finish and then we can go."
"Okay I will be ready in just a little bit babe," I call out to her and she walks out our bedroom door.
I sit up in bed and drink my coffee trying to wrap my head around what is going on. One minute Quinn is alive and well and everything is normal. And then another she has died and I am dealing with losing her. Is this a dream right now or is Quinn dying a dream? What is happening to me, why am I being thrust back and forth between these worlds? I don't understand what is real and what is just a dream anymore.
Groaning out in frustration I walk over to the bathroom and start to get ready. These questions just keep swirling around in my head and I can't make sense of anything right now. Finally, I decide to just let this go for now because Quinn is here alive in front of me and I am going to enjoy every second of it. I'm not going to worry anymore about what is going on, I can deal with that another day.
I throw on a pair of jeans and put on a loose V-neck t-shirt and walk down the stairs. Quinn is sitting at the kitchen table with her laptop and reading glasses on, which I find super sexy.
Walking over to her I place a kiss behind her ear and whisper, "You know I love it when you wear your glasses babe."
"I think you might be the only one Rach," Quinn giggles out lightly.
Grinning back at her I grab the car keys and get my purse.
"I can drive if you won't me to Rach," Quinn calls out as she shuts her computer and walks toward me.
I cringe at the thought of her driving, "No it's fine babe I don't mind."
"Are you sure? I know how much you hate Saturday morning traffic."
"I do not and yes I'm sure," I say as I hop in the drivers seat before she can say anything else about it.
We pull out of the garage and head toward the diner. Turning up the radio my new favorite song comes on and I start to quietly sing along.
I'm latching on babe, now I know what I have found.
I feel we're close enough, I wanna lock in your love.
Now I've got you in my space, I won't let go of you.
Got you shackled in my embrace, I'm latching on to you.
Feeling my wife staring at me I stop singing and look over to her "What?"
"You have the most amazing voice, I just love it when you sing," Quinn mumbles out embarrassed she was caught staring.
Pulling in to the parking lot I park the car and put my hand behind her neck and smash our lips together. Swiping my tongue against her bottom lip I am quickly granted access. When our tongues touch all I can think is how bad I want to throw her in the back seat and ravish her but I know this is a very public parking lot.
We pull apart gasping for air and I grin up at my wife and can barley contain how happy I am that she is here and everything is normal, well almost normal.
"What did I do to deserve that amazing kiss," Quinn asks.
"You know how much it turns me on when you compliment my singing," I smile up at her and get out of the car.
We walk into the diner and grab our usual booth and wait for our favorite waitress to come help us. Quinn and I found this diner not long after we moved here and fell absolutely in love with the old timey feel and the staff. But our favorite part beside the delicious food is our sixty-year-old waitress Betty. When she met us she said how much we reminded her of her husband and her when they first got married forty years ago. We spent hours just talking and learning about there life and fell in love with her and there story so it just became a tradition that we come here every so often and catch up with her.
"Well if it isn't my two favorite customers, it's been too long," Betty says as she walks up and gives both of us a hug.
We smile up at her and Quinn takes Betty's hand "Hey Mrs. B. How have you been?"
"Oh you know me just keeping these young ones on their toes. You think they would get tired of me stealing all there tables," Betty laughs out.
"I'm sure you are giving them a run for there money," I reply.
"You no it. Now what have you two lovely ladies been up to?"
"Mostly just working," Quinn says with a slightly guilty look on her face.
"What have I told you two about that? Don't work yourselves too hard, you have got to make sure and make time for each other. You have a lifetime to work and make something of yourselves."
"You are right Mrs. B." I reply as I grab Quinn's hand and smile at her.
"Aren't I always," Betty states winking at us. She turns to look at the kitchen when the sound of shattered glass rings through the diner.
"Goodness, these kids these days I swear. I better go check on that, you two want your usual?" Betty asks as she starts to walk toward the kitchen.
"Yes please," we both call out to her.
"I feel bad for whoever dropped those plates because they are about to get an ass chewing," Quinn chuckles out.
"Me too I would not want to be on the receiving end of that, no thank you."
Looking up at my wife I take her hand "She is right though."
"What about kids these days?" Quinn snickers out.
"Well yes but I was talking about what she said about making sure to make time for each other. It got me thinking and I want to say I'm sorry for how much time I've been spending at the studio."
"Rach, there is no need to apologize you and Tina are finally getting a good client base and you have to spend a lot of time with them. And besides I've been working a lot lately too with different magazines and studios so I completely understand."
"I know but I just don't want us to look back and wish we had spent more time with each other if something happens to one of us," I stutter out.
"Rach, baby nothing is going to happen to one of us," Quinn says reassuringly.
"You don't know that Quinn, nothing is guaranteed. Something could happen to you and I would be left with nothing but regret that I chose to build a super successful business over spending time with you," I say tears forming in my eyes.
Quinn gets up and sits down next to me in the booth "Baby, why would you think something is going to happen to me? I'm right here and everything is fine okay, what brought this on?"
Looking up into my wife's stunning hazel eyes I wonder if I should tell her. Why not just tell her you had a bad dream of her dying and that's why you feel this way? But what if this is just a dream? Ugh this is so damn confusing not knowing what the hell is going on.
Deciding not to tell the beautiful blonde just yet I grab her face and press our lips lightly together. "It's nothing babe. Just what she said hit a nerve and I don't want either of us to regret anything okay."
"Are you sure Rach, because I feel like there is more you are not telling me."
"I'm sure babe, I promise."
"How about we make a deal? If you feel like I'm working too much just tell me and I promise I will drop everything and come straight home to you. How does that sound," Quinn asks.
I pull her tightly into a hug "That sounds perfect and I promise to do the same."
We see Betty start to walk back over to us carrying our food and drinks to us.
"You two are just so freaking adorable, you can't go an entire breakfast without sitting next too each other can you?" Betty questions with the biggest grin on her face.
Quinn laughs, "I just can't seem to keep my hands off her."
"Mmm hmm. Well just make sure and keep those hands in friendly places, I don't want to have to hose you two down," Betty counters back.
Grabbing a drink of water I try and hide the blush that is creeping up my cheeks.
"Oops looks like I've embarrassed your honey over here."
"She's just embarrassed because she likes the sound of me not being able to keep my hands off of her," Quinn replies with a smirk.
"Quinn Fabray!" I call out trying to stop the humiliating banter about our sex life between the two.
"Looks like someone is getting in trouble, I'll leave you to get your punishment," Betty snickers as she walks over to another table.
"I'm sorry Rach. You now how we get, we were just joking."
"Mmm hmm," I mumble out as I eat my food trying to forget the awkward conversation that we just had.
"Anyway, I was thinking since we are both off of work today we could just go rent some movies and lay in bed, get our cuddle on," I say winking up at my wife.
"As amazing as that sounds I don't particularly want to be killed by Kurt for skipping tonight."
I look up at Quinn with a puzzled look trying to figure out what she is talking about.
"Rach, don't tell me you forgot. Kurt and you have been reminding everybody about this for weeks now. His big dinner party at his house tonight with the whole high school glee gang together."
"Shit, is that tonight? I completely forgot," I say already dreading going. "Can't we just skip? I just wanted to spend time just you and I tonight."
"Rachel Berry, are you seriously asking me to skip a glee get together that you helped plan?" Quinn asks shocked.
Shrugging my shoulders at my wife and giving my best pout hoping it will get us out of going.
"Are you sure you are ok? Not that I don't mind you wanting to ditch tonight but I'm the one usually begging to get out of these things and you are the one dragging me," Quinn questions still puzzled by what I'm saying.
Before we can finish the conversation Betty walks up and brings us our check.
"It was really good seeing you both, don't let so long go before I see you two again okay?" Betty states with a don't argue with me look on her face.
"We won't Mrs. B, promise," Quinn counters smiling.
We pay for our food and leave our beloved waitress a big tip before hugging her and heading back to the house. I stay quiet in the car trying to think of the right thing to say to get out of tonight but I know it's no use. I honestly don't want to deal with Kurt if we don't show up either. I just feel like I just got my wife back and I don't want to share her, I know that's selfish but I don't really care at this point. Another part of me doesn't want to push Quinn to not go because I know she will question me about it. She is right I always jump at these types of things and I love going to them but I don't want to have to explain to her why all the sudden I don't want to go.
We pull up to the house I walk in and continue to think about how the deal with this when Quinn grabs my hand and turns me around.
"Are you mad at me or something?" Quinn asks with concern in her voice.
"What? No babe of course not," I state as I gently squeeze her hand.
"Well you didn't say a word the entire car ride and even when we got into the house you are still silent. Look if you really don't want to go to Kurt's dinner thing I'm sure we can figure out something to tell him. I just don't understand why you don't want to go all of a sudden."
"No you were right Q we need to go, I helped set up the whole thing and everyone is expecting us."
"Are you sure, you seemed pretty dead set on not going back at the diner. What changed your mind?"
"At first I just wanted to spend time with you just us two but we need to go. Plus it will be fun seeing everybody together, it's been a while since we've all been together," I state trying to convince my wife I'm fine with going.
"Okay. But are you sure this has nothing to do with the fact Finn is going to be there?" Quinn looks at me questioningly.
"What?"
"Kurt told me last night Finn was coming in to town and that he was going to be there. Are you sure you are not worried about him saying something to us?"
I scoff, "No babe it has nothing to do with him. I could care less if he said anything to us, he needs to get over the fact that we are together and married. And anyway Kurt told him he better not start anything so I don't think he will."
Quinn pushes my hair behind my ears and looks into my eyes "I'm just making sure baby. I don't want him bothering you or you worrying about it all night okay."
Nodding my head she pushes her lips lightly against mine and pushes me against the kitchen counter. Quickly I turn her around and push back "I'm going to go take a shower and get ready for Kurt's."
"Wait, what?" Quinn asks with a puzzled look on her face.
When I start climbing up the stairs I turn and look at my attractive blonde wife and she is standing in the exact same spot with the same puzzled look. Chuckling lightly I open our bedroom door and yell down the stairs "Why don't you join me baby?" As I walk in to the bedroom I hear Quinn running up the stairs loudly and burst through the door butt ass naked.
"How the hell did you get undressed so fast?" I ask giggling at her eagerness.
"I'm full of tricks," Quinn states smirking at me.
"Oh really are you now."
"Get in that shower and I can show you what kind of tricks I have," she says as she slaps my ass and jumps in the shower.
Striping off my clothes and climbing in to the shower I can't wait for the tricks she has in store for me.
Driving over to Kurt's I feel myself getting a little bit nervous. I am nervous about seeing Finn since it has been so long, I just didn't want to admit that to Quinn. Finn just has the tendency to either complain about Quinn and I's relationship or he just ignores we are together completely. Both of which irritate the shit out of me but I always keep my calm because I know I have to keep Quinn under control more than myself. I'm also nervous because this is the first time I will be seeing anybody besides Quinn since I've been having the dream of her dying or the dream of her being alive, I'm not sure which is the dream at the moment.
We pull in to the driveway, I take a deep breath and walk toward the door and ring the bell. I hear Kurt's boyfriend Jay call out to him to get the door and I giggle at their banter that they are obviously oblivious to the fact that we can hear it. I feel my wife grab my hand and I sneak a quick kiss before the door swings open and I am greeted with my best friend Kurt.
Kurt grabs both of us and throws us into a hug, "Well hello ladies, you are the first to arrive as always."
Quinn snickers, "You know Rach like us to get here to help you and so she can greet everyone first."
I playfully slap Quinn on the arm and pull Kurt in for another hug, "Thanks for everything."
"Uhh you're welcome but you helped plan this party as much as I did," Kurt replies with a confused expression on his face.
"Yeah I know I just wanted to say thanks." I realize I was thanking him for everything he did for me when Quinn passed away in my dream or reality. He was there for me when I found out and stayed with me until my dads got into town, he dealt with me when I was at my worst and I will always remember that.
I hear Jay come into the room, he walks up and hugs us and says how much he has missed us. Jay is a model and travels a lot, he has been in Europe for a couple of months and just got back. It's hard on Kurt having a boyfriend that is gone all the time but they really do have a great relationship and I couldn't ask for a better guy than Jay for Kurt.
"How was Europe Jay," I ask excited to hear about his travels.
"Rachel, oh my gosh you would have loved it. We traveled to Barcelona, Paris, Rome, London, Prague, and Madrid they were all absolutely beautiful places you and Quinn have to visit all of them. As fun as it was though I missed Kurt way to much, if he wasn't so busy on his book tour he would have gone with me," Jay states with a disappointed look.
"Well the trip sounds amazing. I'm sorry Kurt couldn't go with you but he probably would have complained the entire time any way. You know how much he hates to live out of a suitcase," I say earning myself a glare from Kurt.
"You know it's true Kurt, you are a homebody and always will be," Quinn pipes in.
"You two are not allowed to gang up on me and tell all my worst qualities to my boyfriend. He doesn't know them all yet," Kurt states.
"I'm sure he knows more than you think, you are not very good at hiding any of them," Quinn counters as Jay and I giggle.
Before Kurt can retort the doorbell rings and he walks off to answer it as we continue to giggle at him. We turn to the door and see Tina and Mike walk in, we all greet each other and walk to the bar area to grab some drinks and a few snacks. We all sit and talk about everything that is going on with us but we six see each other the most because Tina, Mike and I work together and Kurt doesn't live far from us.
I walk over to the bar and Tina follows, "Hey Rach. How was your day off yesterday? Did you enjoy the day?"
"Yes I enjoyed it very much thanks for covering for me. How was the session with Ashley?"
"It went good but I need you to work on her vocals on Monday see isn't hitting some of the high notes on her song Drive and she works best with you," Tina replies.
"Okay I will first thing Monday, thanks again for covering for me. I just have been working so much I just wanted a day with Quinn," I say as a give her a big hug because she could never understand how bad I needed that day off to spend with my wife.
Tina and I continue to talk when suddenly I feel strong arms wrap around me and feel a kiss against my shoulder. "Hey Tina, how's everything going?" Quinn asks while she continues to hug me from behind.
"Rachel and I were just talking about her day off yesterday and how much fun you two had," Tina says with a wink.
"Oh yeah thanks so much for that. You have know idea how much fun it was," Quinn retorts with a smirk and a blush creeps up my cheeks.
As I am about to keep the conversation from going any further I hear Kurt yell out, "Rachel quit cuddling all up on your wife and come help me finish this dinner that you promised you would help me with."
Rolling my eyes I turn around and softly peck my wife's lips, "I better go before he gets riled up, I love you."
"Love you too baby," Quinn replies with another kiss on my lips as I walk off to help Kurt.
"Hey Tina can I talk to you about something," Quinn whispers turning around to make sure Rachel isn't listening.
"Yeah sure what's on your mind Q," Tina responds.
"Has Rachel been acting different around you lately?"
Tina looks at Quinn with a puzzled look, "What do you mean?"
"It's just she has been acting really clingy and talking as if something could happen to one of us. She didn't even want to really come tonight, which is strange for her, she lives for these things. And she took off work yesterday and didn't care to follow me around my shoot and I've caught her crying a few times. I don't know I just feel like she is hiding something from me and I wondered if she has said anything to you," Quinn asks worryingly.
"No she hasn't said anything to me. I did find it odd that she took off yesterday because she has been the one pushing to hurry and finish Ashley's new album but I just figured she was burnt out and needed a day. I'm sure it's nothing Q she probably is just stressed from work, we have been crazy busy I wouldn't worry to much about it," Tina replies as she puts her hand on Quinn's shoulder.
"Yeah maybe you're right. I'm just worried about her, will you let me know if she says anything to you."
"Of course Quinn but Rachel never keeps anything from you, I'm sure if something serious was going on she would let you know," Tina replies reassuringly.
"Yeah you're right, I'm probably reading too much into it."
"Sorry to change the subject but how are you doing with the fact Finn is going to be here later," Tina questions.
"Ha. I just don't want him to say anything because Rachel hates it when I let him get to me and go off. She says its not worth it and she is right I just can't stand how he treats her and us," Quinn counter already irritated at the fact he is going to be here.
"I understand but Kurt and the rest of us aren't going to let it get out of hand, we want a nice dinner."
Quinn scoffs, "Is that even possible with this group."
Tina laughs and shrugs her shoulders, "I don't know but it's worth a shot."
I'm really trying to keep my cool in the kitchen with Kurt but I can't stand when he barks orders at everyone because they aren't doing things the exact way he wants them. But I try to remember he just wants everything to be perfect and to go smoothly and I understand that. As I set the table I hear the doorbell ring and more of the glee club pile into Kurt's house, I see Santana and Brittany walk in and then Sam, and Mercedes all join right after. Usually I am the one to be the first to greet everyone at the door but I just don't feel like it tonight, I don't know what's wrong with me but I just don't feel 100% myself.
After I set the table I decide to go upstairs to the bathroom and try to gather myself. Dabbing my face with some cold water I look into the mirror and try to keep from crying. I didn't realize all the emotions I would feel from seeing everybody from glee because every time I look at them all I can see is them at Quinn's funeral. How they were all trying to be there for me and how they were all struggling with the loss of her as well. Okay you can do this Rachel just act like things are normal, everything is going to be okay. As I'm trying to give myself a pep talk I hear a soft knock on the door and my wife's voice on the other side, "Rach, baby are you okay in there?"
Opening the door I let her in and try to act like everything is normal, "Yeah babe I'm fine. I just needed to use the bathroom real quick before dinner."
"You have been up here for a while and everyone is asking about you. Wait have you been crying?" Quinn asks concerned.
I laugh at her accusation trying to throw her off, "No I was cutting up onions earlier and they just bothered my eyes, its no big deal."
I feel my wife staring at me as I turn to the mirror and try to fix my eye make up and I know there is only one way right now to get her to forget about this. Turning to her I jump on the bathroom counter and put my fingers through her jean loops and pull her in between my legs.
"You're so sexy when you are worried about me," I state as I start to pepper kisses on her neck.
I hear my wife moan out as I thrust my hips into her and pull her in for a searing kiss. Wrapping my legs around her I feel the hot blonde slide her tongue into my mouth and I groan out at the contact.
"Fuck Quinn I need you," I sigh out.
Quinn pulls back and smirks at me as she pushes my dress up and pulls my underwear down, "Rach, shit baby you are so wet."
I whimper as I feel my wife's fingers slide through my folds and circle my sensitive nub. "Ugh Quinn quit teasing me there is no time," I groan out as I buck my hips up into her hand.
Just as Quinn slides her fingers inside of me there is a loud bang on the door, "You two need to hurry the fuck up in there dinner is ready," I hear Santana yell out.
Feeling Quinn sliding her fingers back out of me I grab her hand to try and stop her. "Rach baby you know Santana won't stop banging on that door until we come downstairs. Come on I promise we will finish later," Quinn urges as she slides my underwear back up.
"We will be down in a minute Santana," Quinn yells out.
"Ugh fine but this is going to be a very uncomfortable dinner now because I am going to be hot and bothered through the entire thing," I groan out as I straighten my dress and fix my hair.
We walk down the stairs and into the kitchen and see everybody is sitting down waiting for us to start eating and I feel a little guilty everyone was waiting on us. Looking around I notice Finn's seat is empty and I am hoping he decided to skip out on tonight.
"Nice of you two to join us," Kurt says slightly irritated.
"Sorry I had something in my eye and Quinn was helping me get it out," I say apologetically.
Santana turns and looks at me suspiciously, "Come on now Berry. I don't even think Brittany believes that blatant lie, we all know what you two were doing up there."
"I don't know what you are talking about Santana," I say rolling my eyes.
"Well with the sexually frustrated look plastered on your face I'm guessing I either interrupted a little romp in the bathroom or Q seriously needs to work on her skills. Either way Q was helping you with more than your eye," Santana replies with a smirk on her face.
Setting my fork down I am about to give Santana a piece of my mind when Quinn chimes in, "Okay S that's enough okay. Can you ever go more than five minutes without trying to irritate my wife?"
Santana laughs and shrugs her shoulders, "But it's just so easy Q."
Brittany grabs Santana's hand, "San, Q's right leave Rachel alone okay."
"Yeah, yeah alright," Santana replies and goes back to eating her dinner.
There is an awkward silence at the table so Mike chimes in, "So Kurt I read your book made it to the New York Times Bestsellers list. Congratulations that's amazing."
"Thanks Mike, the book is doing so good that they have already signed me on to make it a series," Kurt replies excitingly.
"I knew you could do it honey," Jay says with a proud smile on his face.
I hear Santana scoff at the conversation and everyone turns to look at her, "What? I could write a book and get it on the New York Times Bestsellers list too if I wrote about all my gay fantasies."
Kurt shakes his head, "That's not even what the book is about Santana, maybe if you read it you would know that."
"No thank you, I think I'll pass," Santana retorts back.
"San, you finished the book the other day remember, in fact I think that was your second time reading it," Brittany chimes in with an innocent look on her face.
Santana whips her head toward Brittany, "No Britt that was a different book baby."
Everyone at the table giggles and Kurt chimes in, "Sure Santana."
Santana rolls her eyes, "Whatever, I was just reading it to see what all the fuss is about."
"Just admit you like the book and let it go. It's not going to kill you to admit it," Mercedes states.
Santana ignores her and continues eating her food.
Sam looks at his watch and then turns to Kurt, "Have you heard from Finn? What time is he getting in?"
Everyone goes silent and I can feel everyone staring at Quinn and I but I disregard the looks and wait for Kurt to answer.
"He was supposed to be here by now, I don't know where he is," Kurt replies just as the doorbell rings.
"Guess ogres can feel when they are being talked about," Santana says and I laugh for the first time tonight at something she has said.
Quinn grabs my hand under the table and looks at me, "You sure you're okay with him being here."
"Yes babe I'm fine just as long as he doesn't say anything negative I will be okay."
Kurt gets up and lets Finn in the house and I can hear them whispering in the hall, I'm sure Kurt is telling him to not start anything tonight. They walk in and Finn takes his seat, "Hey everyone, sorry I'm late my plane was delayed an hour."
"Ahh yes how is it in good old Lima," Santana asks earning herself a nudge from Brittany.
"It's fine Santana thanks for asking. I'm the head coach of the football team at McKinley," Finn states unfazed by Santana's comment.
Sam speaks up trying to keep Santana from saying anything else, "That's great man congrats."
The rest of the dinner was filled with small talk and awkward glances between everyone wondering when Finn would say something to us. Surprisingly he didn't say anything negative to us or about us and even congratulated Tina and I on our successful recording studio.
Helping Kurt clean the dishes I let out a sigh of relief at how well the dinner went. Sure Santana shot her attitude out every once in a while but we are all used to it by now and we all know she cares about us deep down. We all sit in the living room and reminisce about the good old days and talk about what each of us is up to now.
"So Quinn what are you and Rachel doing for your three year wedding anniversary coming up," Brittany asks with excitement in her eyes.
I see Finn shake his head and I try to ignore him as I wait for my wife to answer, "We are going to take a trip we are just not sure where yet, still trying to figure that out."
Hearing Finn scoff I decide to speak up, "Is there something you would like to say Finn?"
Everyone stops talking and looks between the two of us, I'm usually not the one to engage him, Quinn is, but I'm just not in the mood to take his shit tonight.
Finn looks at me surprised that I came at him like that, "I just think it's kind of ridiculous she hasn't planned anywhere to take you yet. I wouldn't have done something like that."
I see Quinn give him her HBIC look and I know she is about to go off but I jump at the opportunity first, "And who asked your opinion? You wouldn't have done something like that because you only cared about what you wanted to do, you would have never taken the time and planned a trip with me and made sure we both enjoyed where we went."
Finn scoffs, "That's not true and you know it, if she wouldn't have brainwashed you into thinking I was a horrible guy we would still be together."
Standing up I walk over to him and get right into his face, "First off Quinn did not brainwash me into anything, you broke up with me for another girl and then tried to get back with me when that didn't work out. I'm the one that made the choice not to get back with you because you are a self-centered ass."
"That's bull shit, I.." Finn tries to talk but I cut him off.
"Secondly I'm a lesbian Finn, do you know what that means? I like girls and only girls."
"You don't like girls Rachel! Quinn has brainwashed you into thinking you do but you don't, why can't you see that," Finn yells out.
I see Quinn out of the corner of my eye start to get up but Tina holds her back and tells her to let me tell Finn how I feel.
"You are so naive Finn, no one brainwashes anyone into thinking they like girls. I'm with Quinn now Finn, hell I married her she is the love of my life and you need to get over it."
Finn raises his voice and moves closer to me, "She doesn't love you the way I do, you just got with her to get my attention and now she has you thinking you love her. But you don't I know deep down you love me and you want me as much as I want you. Your relationship isn't real."
The next thing I know I feel the sting in my hand and Finn's face has a red shaped handprint on it and I'm being pulled back by Quinn. I try to move out of her grasp as I continue to try and lunge for Finn seeing nothing but red in my eyes. Kurt takes Finn on the back porch and Quinn shuffles me into the dining room trying to calm me down.
"Rach, baby he isn't worth it okay. Please calm down," Quinn pleads.
"How can I calm down? He said our relationship wasn't real, he thinks I still want to be with him even though I'm married to you! How does that not piss you off?"
"It does piss me off but I know our relationship is real and that we love each other. No one can change my mind on that."
"I know I just, I don't know, I just lost it when he said that."
Quinn grabs my hand and kisses it, "Does it hurt?"
"A little. Can we just go home I don't want to deal with him anymore tonight," I beg.
"Yeah sure let me tell Kurt and grab our stuff okay. Just wait right here," Quinn replies looking back at me to make sure I'm still okay.
I'm waiting in the dining room for Quinn when Santana and Tina walk in.
"Well well, who knew Berry had it in her. I have to say I'm quite impressed with that slap," Santana says amused.
"I think what Santana is trying is say is are you okay?" Tina asks with concern.
"Yes I'm fine Tina thank you. I'm sorry you all had to see that I just couldn't take him saying that."
Tina pulls me into a hug, "You have no reason to apologize, Finn should be the one doing that."
Santana walks closer to us, "Tina is right Berry, Finn was way out of line with that. If that would have been me and he was talking like that about Brittany and I, I would have done a lot worse than a slap to the face."
"Thanks Santana," I reply as Quinn walks up with our stuff.
"You ready Rach?"
"Yeah. Thanks for everything guys, it was so great seeing all of you and I'm sorry for how the night turned out," I say as I walk out to get into the car with head home with Quinn.
Looking out the window on the car ride home I can feel Quinn's worried look staring holes in the side of my head. I continue to look out the window but I grab her hand and give it a squeeze to let her know I'm okay.
We get home and immediately start getting ready for bed but neither of us is saying anything. I lie down in bed and feel Quinn climb in wrap her arms around me.
A few minutes go by and I'm almost asleep when Quinn finally speaks up, "I've never seen you get so mad before, you really had me worried."
I roll over and face my wife and give her a quick kiss, "I'm sorry I worried you. I just have never been so angry with someone. I love you and only you and to hear him say I'm lying just really set me off."
Quinn wipes away a tear rolling down my cheek, "Hey, I know you love me okay. I have never doubted that, he just can't deal with the fact that you are with me and not him. Finn is just bitter and he doesn't know how to deal with us being together but that is his problem not ours okay. You and me Rach we are it okay, we will always be together and that's all that matters."
Quinn holds me tight the rest of the night making me feel more loved than anyone else ever has and she is right this right here her and I is all that matters.
**Song Rachel was singing in the car for a minute was Latch- Disclosure ft. Sam Smith.