Alright, this is a human AU

Norway=Lukas

Mathias=Denmark

Emil=Iceland, Tino=Finland Berwald=Sweden

Part 2 will be put up soon, I'm just doing this because I have major writer's block and I'm trying to write out some stuff to get rid of it hopefully.

:) Hope you enjoy!

I fix my hair for the fifth time this hour as I anxiously sit on my couch waiting for my blind date to show up. honestly, I'm not looking for much just a quick one night stand after that I'll be fine but he seems to be taking forever. I sigh standing up and walked in to my kitchen and poured myself a glass of wine, might as well start drinking his fault he's taking too long. As I take a sip I let out a satisfied sigh, this was pretty good I'll have to thank my brother for sending it to me. I lean against the counter looking down at the glass examining the dark red liquid, what am I even doing with my life? I'm finding random strangers online and inviting them over to my house so that we can have sex, I use to be this organized, successful person but now I just don't know anymore. I shook my head trying to get rid of these thoughts, now wasn't the time to be thinking like this it won't be good if I'm depressed. I finish off the wine that was in the glass and set it down on the counter. Just as I did that I hear the doorbell ring I quickly head to the front door to answer it. Before I open it I fix my clothes making sure there were no wrinkles, I fixed my hair and checked my breath, there was a hint of wine but for the most part it was fine. I open the door and smiled glad he looked like his picture, there was one guy who looked completely different from what he had on his profile let's just say that didn't go well. I noticed he brought flowers, how sweet sadly I'll probably just throw them out the next day. Both me and him smile awkwardly at each other, the first-time meeting was always awkward so it made sense.

"So, would you like to come in?" I step back so when he was ready he could walk right in, "It's nice to finally meet you…Mathias?" I asked just to make sure I got his name right.

He nods and steps inside, he smiled at me and gave me a quick kiss on the lips, "Yeah, and your name is Lukas, right?" He asks shutting the door.

I nod as well and went in to the kitchen to get him something to drink, I poured him a glass of wine and walked back over to him. "So how do you want to do this? I'm normally up for anything."

He chuckled, "Straight to the point I see." He hands me the flowers as he took the drink, "Well however you'd like to do it, I don't mind."

I took the flowers and set them down on the table I'll just wait until he finishes his drink then we can start, "Like I said anything is fine, and just so you know my brother does know I'm having someone over so if you are some psycho and try anything it won't end well for you." I informed him as I crossed my arms and leaned against the wall.

He laughs as he takes a sip of his drink, "Don't worry I'm not going to hurt you or anything like that, I think we're both doing this for the same reason." He set his cup down I noticed it was still half full.

"And that would be?" I ask looking up at him noticing he moved closer and I was almost pinned against the wall.

He smirks placing his hands on either side of me and leans down so we were face to face, "This." He said simply then placed his lips on mine in a gentle yet needy kiss.

Now we're finally getting somewhere! I thought as I wrap my arms around his neck and pressed against him. I start kissing back and opened my mouth slightly to allow his tongue access to my mouth, I feel his tongue move against mine and I shuddered. I feel his hands wander down but he didn't do what I expected, I gasp feeling myself being lifted so I was now looking down at him as he held me. I grip his shoulder's tightly not wanting to fall.

"Where's your room?" he asks as he pulled back from the kiss.

I lick my lips then kissed him once more before pointing to the stairs, "Up those then to the left, first door down the hall."

He nods and followed the directions I gave him easily carrying me up the stairs and to the room, he kicked the door open and gently placed me on the bed. He looks down at me as he pinned my arms above my head, he was strong and for some reason I found him a lot more interesting than the other's I've slept with. This was going to be a fun night for both of us.

A few months later after that event I was heading to my brother's place for our family dinner, The place I use to live. I now have my own apartment and a steady job so now I'm too busy to even think about sleeping with total strangers. Anyways back to the point, He wanted everyone to meet up tonight because apparently, Emil got a new boyfriend and he wanted to meet him. I sighed as I walked through the thick snow nearly tripping a few times because my boots got stuck. I make it to Tino's house and just opened the door not bothering to knock, I see Tino cooking in the kitchen and Berwald helping him which was nothing new because it seems Berwald would even let Tino walk all over him if he wanted to. He was a nice guy and all but he was quiet and always looked so serious I never could understand how he dealt with that all the time he just always said the same thing. 'He has his sweet side'. I sit down on the couch and put my feet up on the table ignoring the fact my boots were still wet from the snow and probably making a mess.

"I'm here!" I shout over the Christmas music and leaned back resting my head on the pillow that was set on the couch.

Tino looked my way and smiled brightly he quickly walked over to me and gave me a tight hug. "Oh, my gosh I've missed you so much it's been so long since we've seen each other!"

I nod and hugged him back but it ended when he scolded me about having my dirty, wet boots on the table. Though he's my brother he raised me and Emil when our parents died it was hard times but we managed and now that he has Berwald he seems like he's doing fine now. Emil is living in his own apartment and so am I so we're both doing fine as well. I took off my boots and set them by the front door just as Tino had said and then went to sit back down on the couch. Just as I sat down I see the front door open and I look over and saw Emil walking inside, I stretch to try and see who he brought with him. Emil took off his boots and set them down next to mine, he smiled as he looked up at me he turned around and grabbed someone's hand dragging him inside. My heart stopped once I saw who it was it was the worst possible person he could have brought. I watch as he took off his shoes and set them down as well, once he did that and looked up he noticed me too and his eyes widen.

"Tino, I made it!" he shouts and let's Mathias's hand go and walks in to the kitchen to greet the other. I watch Mathias awkwardly walk over to me and sat down.

I look right at him and glared, "What are you doing here, and why are you dating my brother!?" I whisper to him though I probably sounded a bit loud but not loud enough for the others to hear.

He flinched at my tone and sighed, "I didn't know he was your brother ok? I'm here because he asked me to come."

I continue to glare at him, "I swear if you're just with him for-"

"Lukas stop scaring him, he's not a bad guy at all!" Emil lectured as he sits down on Mathias's lap and gave him a quick kiss.

"Yeah, whatever. You're my baby brother I have to be protective especially since some people aren't what they seem…" He hinted towards Mathias and the other grew slightly nervous.

Emil just rolled his eyes, "You say that about all the guys I date, I promise he's a really nice guy."

I cross my arms and huffed as I look at the T.V. "Mhmm..Whatever you say Emil."

It grew later in to the night and Tino had offered us all some drinks, I accepted and so did Mathias, we both were drinking some champagne and we had a few more afterwards until we were both tipsy. I chuckle as I lean against him we were all sleeping here for the night since the storm got to strong and no one would have been able to get home safely so Emil had gone upstairs to sleep.

I look up at Mathias grinning like an idiot, "You know, you were pretty good last time I saw you." I nearly shouted my words slurred and messy. I was surprised he could even understand me.

He chuckled, "yeah? You weren't too bad yourself, it's kind of funny how we met up again though I mean… I only started dating Emil because- he reminded me of you." I hear him hiccup in the middle of his sentence then he rests his head on mine.

I frown "Really? So you don't really like him do you?" I felt kind of flattered but, I knew it'd hurt my brother if he found this out.

He nods and wraps his arms around me, "Yeah, after we went our separate ways I couldn't stop thinking about you even though I didn't know you that long."

I sigh, "You do know it was just a one-time thing, right? No strings attached, nothing." I ask looking up at him.

He nods, "Yeah, but I kind of wished it wasn't and we were able to go out and see each other more or something."

I shook my head, "We couldn't, and we still can't especially not now you're with my brother and you better stay with him too because I don't want him crying because of you."

He frowned, "I don't know if I can do that knowing you're so close to him, it wouldn't be too bad, would it? Me and you together, I can leave Emil and we can start dating…" his voice grew softer as he spoke and he started leaning in closer I could almost feel his hot breath on my lips.

"Mathias… I can't do that to him." I whisper softly as well as I gazed in to his eyes.

He curled his index finger and used the side of it to lift my chin up, "Then, I'm sorry…" before I knew what he meant his lips were pressed against mine in a passionate kiss.

My hands gripped his shoulders tightly and both our eyes were closed as he lays me down on the couch, I feel his free hand slide down to my sides and slip under my shirt feeling my bare skin. I shiver at the feeling of his cold hands on my warm skin. I whine as he pulled away from the kiss, his cheeks were slightly pink and I'm sure mine were too as we both stared at each other. I really got good look at his face and noticed he really was attractive, I wonder what he thought of me. Before I could do anything, he went back to kissing me though this time he was using both hands to feel around my body. I shut my eyes again and moaned softly really enjoying his touch, but then I started remembering this was my brother's boyfriend who was doing this, no matter our history together this wasn't right. I opened my eyes and gently pushed him away, I notice the hurt look on his face but did my best to ignore it.

"Mathias, we can't do this we have to stop now." I run my hand through his hair and gave him one last kiss, "I'm sorry, I really am but we can't- we can't be together." I got up and left him there on the couch alone and went to my room.

So much has changed those few months after we met, I wasn't sleeping with strangers anymore, I had finally gotten my life back together again, I had my own place, but now he's back in my life and my past is coming back to haunt me not to mention he wants to start dating me. I shook my head clearing away all those thoughts, it was probably just the alcohol talking and when he wakes up it'll just be an awkward dream, we'll both go back to our lives as if nothing happened. I climb in bed and turned off the lamp, I shut my eyes and soon fell asleep though my dreams were filled with that man all night.