Um, hi?
OKAY I'M SO FREAKING SORRY! I HONESTLY FEEL LIKE CRAP!
But I do have legitimate reasons for not, well, existing for basically a year.
NUMBER 1: High School
As many of you know, high school sucks. Like, a lot. And as a freshman last year, I was thrown into a very depressing and exhausting ten months. Since the last chapter, I had cross country, an insane art teacher, an AP class that I had to take a national exam for, and the work for that class was unbelievable. I had a massive study guide for each chapter in my textbook, a current event essay, and I had to define at least fifty terms each chapter. And as far as my art teacher goes, I was up until one most nights doing his homework, and then waking up at six for cross country.
Things did get better after my fall semester, but it was still hard. Art was over, but the national exam was nearing, not to mention track had started.
I swear I have PTSD from track. Anytime I hear a whistle, some one say set, or an air horn, I'll either start running or cringe. My track friends and I have cried over it enough that it's funny….. Not really, I want death.
ANYWAY, school was awful
NUMBER 2: GROUNDED AND BROKEN COMPUTER
This kind of explains itself. Grounded+broken computer= no writing.
AND FOR THE FINAL REASON
I was extremely depressed.
I'm fine now, and happy, but during the school year I really just wanted to quit. I didn't see a purpose for life, and I hated it. I hated everyone and everything. It was awful. But, I learned to deal with it, and I think I'm okay for now. But for anyone out there with depression or anxiety or anything else, I encourage you to just try. Try to push through and to see the light at the end of the tunnel. And yeah, it's going to hurt, and it's going to be hard, but I believe in you. And I really think that each and everyone of you are going to do something great in life. And if you guys ever feel like you need to talk to someone, please message me on Tumblr, or just PM me! I may not respond right away, but I'll try to. And my tumblr, btw, is caroline_the_runner. I'm warning you, it's a mess with no direction. Like me!
And on another note, I'm going to re-write demigods invade, and them pick this story up again. I don't want my little seventh grade writing on the internet forever! So, I'm going to remove the story, and start rewriting immediately. And I'm changing my name. I spent waaaayyyy to much time on the internet the past year, and watching anime, listening to Panic!, FOB, and MCR (rest in peace!), and basically being an internet hobo, so this is just going to be a reset for me.
