Jay hurried to the door behind Emma and they raced in from the rain. When they got inside, they could still hear the thunder and rain against the windows. Jay turned and looked around the house when the lights went off, "Damn." He whispered. He looked at Emma who too glance around but he cursed once more under his breath, "Jesus.."

Emma stood before him, her white tank top totally see through, but wearing a lace bra under. His favorite kind on a woman. Her breasts were firm inside her shirt, snug in her bra, and her body so fit. Her wet blonde hair splashed down over her shoulders and the rest of her clothes clung to her body in a way where she might as well been naked. Jay couldn't help but to stare.

Emma was shivering and he snapped out of it, "Here." He handed her his jacket quickly. He ran his hand's through his wet hair, leaving it in a messy wet look. Emma smirked a bit at it noticing how handsome it kind of looked. She then went to take his jacket. He was still holding it out, but not looking at her. She wondered why, then curiously glanced down at herself and her eyes widened.

Damn it. She shouldn't of worn white today. Well- he couldn't see everything.

Emma paused for a moment and then decided she didn't need the jacket, "I'm fine." Her teeth chattered a bit though.

Jay looked at her, shocked then a little angry, "Emma, you're shivering." He walked up to her, putting his hands on the sides of her arms and then trying to warm them up by rubbing them and pulling her into his body closely.

Emma gazed up at him, fire burning in her eyes from seeing the worried look in his eyes for her. She always knew in an odd way he cared for her, but now he didn't hide it. In fact, it seemed 10x stronger. Maybe it was cause Sean was gone now. Or maybe it was because they were adults now. She didn't care, she just couldn't keep her feelings for him down anymore either.

Jay's eyes burned back into hers and he swallowed, hoping what he was seeing was right. He remembered that look. That sexy, vulnerable, yet sneaky little vixen look. He damn well dreamt of it all the time since their ravine days. Sometimes he jacked off to it in the shower. Horribly enough, he also pictured it once while hooking up with another girl.

The other girls just never added up to Emma. They didn't amuse him like she did, or leave him in awe by her actions or words. They didn't silence him by one glance. They weren't beautiful in the way Emma was. His pretty little Greenpeace, who was growing up more and more gorgeously.

He took a big risk and pulled her closer to him, picking up her chin and giving her look like yes, he indeed was going to kiss her. Make no mistake about it.

His blue eyes drew her in and his soft lips called to her. Jay's intensity and passion was what always drew her in. Sean just never had that. He never made every hair on her body stand up from just a touch. Jay did that to her. He could also get under her skin like nobody else. Emma didn't want to fight it anymore. She needed him back.

Jay crashed his lips down to hers, kissing her passionately and she whimpered but held onto his shoulders and kissed back. As their tongues slipped into another's mouths, the drip, drip, drip, of rain started, and built until it was a steady 'ssssssssssss'. The two didn't care, not breaking the kiss even as the thunder still rumbled.

Emma wrapped her arms around Jay's next, smiling inside at the happiness consuming her heart and body.

She moaned as he roughly grabbed her breasts, squeezing them through her shirt, which was now soaked and transparent. They both knew it.

He pulled his mouth away, letting his lips descend onto her neck as he pushed their bodies back against the wall behind her.

"Jay." Her voice was scared, but looking for help.

"It's okay." He whispered, sucking on her neck more longing. "Nobody needs to know."

Emma nodded. She'd hate for Manny to find out. Did that make her horrible? Wait- no. Manny didn't seem to care at all when she dated Jay knowing that he and Emma had a history. And what did Manny call him during that time? Scum?

Emma moaned. God! Who cares! She and Jay had to finish this thing between them. Maybe if they did this, the burning need for him would go away. Something told Emma it might not be that simple though. But she could try. And by the ache she felt between her legs, she was guessing it was going to go a lot further than it had once before. Jay could really set her body off. No one ever really could besides him, not even Sean who took her virginity. It just wasn't the same. Jay made her feel so risky and bad sometimes (in a good way).

Jay quickly pulled her useless top off of her. Emma unhooked her bra and he bent down, taking a hard nipple in his mouth, and picked her up at the same time like she weighed nothing. With his wet clothes also clung to him, Emma could now see just how more muscular and lean he had gotten. He looked so manly and beastly with his new short boxed beard too. My god, she couldn't wait to have him.

She squealed as he sucked on one of her breasts, and then the other. She wrapped her legs around him before she pulled his face back to hers. One of his hands started to slide between her legs, her skirt pushed up already and he moved her wet panties to the side. He groaned, noticing she needed this as much as he did.

Jay smirked between their kiss when his fingers slid past the fabric and into her wet folds and she cried his name out with a gasp. She began to rock into his hand and in return, lowered her hands to his waist, undoing his belt and fly, letting his pants drop as she fished his cock out.

She moaned again as she stroked the seven and a half inches, knowing that she wanted to wrap her lips around him and remind him how good she could make him feel. She use to make him come so hard he panted like a puppy.

"Jay," Emma then arched her back, loving his fingers pumping into her. She opened her eyes and saw him hungrily gazing down at her. He grabbed her chin and pushed her mouth open with his, teasing his tongue against hers. She pulled away, having to shut her eyes tight and was nearing climax, "OH mygod!"

"You like that?" his voice was so sexy and deep. Emma nodded with eyes still shut. She couldn't even keep stroking him anymore, his fingers were too goooood. "Yes!"

"Did you miss this as much as I did, Em?"

Emma's eyes shot open and she stared back into his intense beautiful blue eyes. She shuddered, and her heart pounded. So it was true. He too felt the undeniable attraction, chemistry and ever lasting connection between them.

"Say it." He demanded. His eyes watched her breasts as she rocked against his hand and he lowered his head to kiss her breasts again, nipping it playfully when she didn't answer him.

Emma gasped, and clung to his shoulders, "I missed it!"

He pinned her hands now over her head, his body still pressing hers against the wall. She whimpered, feeling the loss of his fingers but got something better- His hardness was pushed up against her and she bit her lip, gazing over his handsome features and pushed her hips down to make him do it. She wanted him to. She wanted Jay to fuck her mindlessly.

She was always put on a pedestal by others. But Jay never did that. He knew she had flaws, and he still wanted her. Still thought she was perfect with them.

She nodded, and nearly begged, "Please."

He groaned, feeling her moving her own cunt over his cock to tease him, and to make him enter her already. His tip kept sliding in, but not all the way in.

He had to confess something. "This is what I wanted. I wanted you." He searched her eyes for a reply to that when she said nothing. Emma gave him a look of agony. She needed him to just take her, right now! "All of you Emma," he raised his eyebrow, "The dating, the meeting the parents- all of it."

"Yes!" Emma cried out and begged, "Just please, fuck me now."

He had to thrust into her right then, taking his left hand to wrap her left leg around him tighter so he could enter her deeper. Emma was glad his family was out, or they would of heard her animalistic scream. See? Jay always opened up a whole new side of her. And he loved knowing it. She also made him different too- more gentle, kinder.

They both gasped as his cock slid in and out, then she starting to moan and cry out as Jay started to grind his cock into his new/old lover. His lips had found her neck again, biting, sucking and licking.

"Is this what you want Emma?" He growled as he felt her pussy clamp down on his shaft. Emma was coming. She loved when he said her name, and in most times he only did in serious or intimate situations like this.

"YESSSSS!" Emma screamed as his cock shoved in and out of her, bottoming out with each stroke. "Oh god yes! JAY!"

She threw her head back, completely putting her trust in Jay since he had her pinned against the wall. She arched her back, trying hard to fuck him back.

Emma suddenly felt her orgasm peak, and at that point nothing mattered. Not the rain, not Manny, not Sean. Only they mattered- Emma and Jay. Jay finally with Emma.

Emma continued to moan as she looked at his face, smiling as she could tell he was going cum too and feeling another one of hers coming on again. She was starting to pain, glistening with sweat and he too dripped from the forehead by their intense fucking.

"I'm gonna cum again!" she gasped and whimpered.

That set him off. To know he was giving her a second orgasm in just 10 seconds was hot as hell. Her body was literally made for him. She was so tight around him, and he was ready to explode.

"I'm coming, baby" Jay growled, pounding harder and faster. "Here it comes! Oh fuck!"

Emma threw her head back and sobbed as another orgasm took over her. She felt soo animalistic right now. This wasn't Emma Nelson. At least, not the Emma people usually saw. It was the Emma only Jay Hogart did.

Thunder boomed again just as Jay's exploded into Emma. She lost her senses as she came, but when she was aware again, she loved the feel of him inside of her. Knowing she was safe on the pill, but the fact she got him to cum so hard made her swell with pride. He was groaning and breathless while nuzzeling her neck when she finally felt him pull out of her. She caressed his hair as he let her hands go, just holding her against the wall, her legs still wrapped around him.

He finally lifted his head, and he stared at her lips before she let him kiss her softly. She danced her tongue with his. They pulled away, and stared at another.

Emma thought 'wow', and then the words 'shit and fuck' ran through her head. She snapped out of it and he noticed her try to be put down and helped her. "What?" He furrowed his eyebrows and watched her move around him, grabbing that jacket he once offered that was on the floor and she wrapped it around her body.

Emma just shook her head, avoiding his eyes and collected her clothes. She looked kinda of cute with his oversized jacket on her like a dress. She snickered though and taunted him, "So that's why you bought me for the week? Wanted to use me again?"

"Use you?" repeated Jay with a ridiculous look at her.

"Should of just brought me to the ravine again. Like the good ol times-" she gasped out loud when he grabbed her, glaring down at her.

"Don't be so fucking hot then cold." He growled, "You know I hate that."

Emma tried to yank her hand out of his grip, "Well I hate being used, and thrown away like garbage."

"Like-" he stopped to laugh, "Are you kidding me, Emma? I wanted us to keep going and you walked away from me. Don't you remember? Back of the gym? During your little play?"

"You gave me a disease!" Emma yelled at him.

Jay bit his tongue and looked away in anger but also understanding, "I get that. And I'm sorry! I've been trying to do everything to make you forgive me!"

"Like what?! Dating my best friend?" she mocked.

He squinted his eyes right back at her, "Hurts, doesn't it?"

Emma couldn't believe he just said that. "So you dated Manny to get back at me?"

"It had it's other perks." He reminded Emma, "You're not so innocent. When Sean came back to town you moved in so fucking fast on him and pretended nothing went on with us."

"And you almost ruined that too. Telling him I 'damn near begged' to fool around with you?!" Yup, Sean told her everything that day.

"Cause he thinks he owns you!" Jay shouted madly. Emma jumped and gazed over his intensely features. She softened, and thought about that- it was true. Sean really did think he had a claim on her even when they were broken up. It was damn annoying and she kind of liked that Jay saw that too. She didn't feel crazy now. Sometimes it overwhelmed her to walk through a party or something and know nobody was coming up to talk to her because she was 'Sean Camerons' girl, even though she wasn't- not anymore. She had moved on. It made her insecure that she wasn't 'pretty' enough anymore though everyone told her she was gorgeous- so then she added it up. People were still afraid Sean would come back again and just pick up where he left off with her. Not anymore.

Jay couldn't quite look her in the eyes as he admitted, "Me and Sean don't talk anymore because I stood up for you. I told him he was fucking stupid for leaving you again, thinking he could just come back." He softened and gazed at her, "You're stronger than that, smarter." Atleast he thought she was and hoped that was true.

"Me and Sean are over." Emma said with a stern voice that Jay didn't second-guess. She then sucked in a deep breath. That didn't explain what her and Jay were. "Can I please..use your dryer?" he nodded, "Can you drive me home when the storm stops?"

Jay nodded. Emma bit her lip but nodded too and mummered a thankyou. Jay now stood in his boxers and her in only his jacket. They stood there, quietly, avoiding another but the room still filled with their sex.

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Around dinner time, Emma had just decided to take a nap in Jay's bed and was fast asleep. He sat on the edge of it, and turned his head over his shoulder, narrowing his eyes at her. She drove him damn crazy- didn't she see what he truly wanted? And for her to think he used her? He damn well felt her riding him just as hard back, he wasn't the one doing all the work or the only one getting something out of that. Oh but that, was fucking amazing. Better than their teen hook ups in the past. This was so much hotter. Better.

Jay hesitated but let his hand sooth up her leg, just gazing at her admiringly. She even moaned in her sleep. See? That's the effect he knew deep down he had on her. Why couldn't she admit it?

She wore one of his dry over-sized shirts now and she cuddled more into his pillows. He smirked, noticing how fast she had drifted off, he was tired from their 'session' too. He wanted to crawl right in there but he doubted she wanted that right now. Or, she did, but she'd never admit it. So fucking annoying and stubborn. But oh so fucking gorgeous. Even as she slept she was beautiful.

Meanwhile upstairs, Jay hadn't heard his family finally come home.

"A girl is here." Kevin whispered to his mom after he snuck downstairs and saw Jay sitting on his bed that girl 'Greenpeace' was sleeping on.

Mrs Hogart gasped and teased her son, "A girl?"

"the girl." Becca said, sitting across on the other couch while reading a magazine. Nothing got by her. She knew it had to be the blonde from the other day, the one Jay was finally getting the courage to ask out.

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"Jay?" Jay jumped when he heard his door knock and nearly hissed as he got up, "Busy!"

Emma stirred and fluttered her eyes open. She heard Mrs Hogart holler back, "Dinner is ready. Yours and Emma's plates are on the table and we're waiting for you."

Emma winced and Jay cursed, glancing back at her a little apologetically. He didn't know why his mother was being like this- she never made an interest in any other girl before. But mothers knew best.

Meanwhile, Jay's other sister Rachel was still in her room, she was the blonde one, and she heard a knock on the door.

She opened it to her brother and the pretty blonde girl from the other day. Ah right, Emma! 'Greenpeace' as Jay would call her.

She smirked, crossing her arms, "What's this?" she noticed Emma wearing Jay's oversized shirt and jacket. She looked very embarrassed right now too, blushing a mad shade of red and hiding behind Jay. Jay was just glaring at his sister.

"She just needs clothes." He said, "For dinner."

Rachel smiled widely, "I can do that." she looked at Jay, "You know Dad's coming home tonight though." she eyed Emma up and down, "you'll want to dress nicely.. it's always fancy since he's never home."

Emma snuck a glance at Jay..she knew how hard it was not having your real dad always around but he seemed to ignore her look. Maybe he didn't feel the same?

Jay shrugged his shoulders carelessly, "fine." he muttered.

Excitingly, Rachel grabbed Emma inside and Jay just stood there until Rachel raised an eyebrow, "Get out of here perv." she taunted.

He snickered and rolled his eyes, leaving. Emma blushed a bit when Rachel turned and she eyed Emma, "You're into my brother then?" she judged by the fact Emma might have been naked under the clothes.

Emma almost stuttered, "Uh- no. We just got caught in the rainstorm." Then had crazy good sex that Emma never thought really existed. She still couldn't believe she came twice. No wonder she needed a nap.

"Mhmm." Rachel sang, not believing it. She could practically see the hold Jay and Emma had on another when standing next to another.

"I'm not looking for a boy friend.." Emma frowned as her words just came out like word-vomit. She was desperate to just change the subject. Now she was picturing Jay as her boyfriend and as nice as the 'picture' was, it wasn't reality. Jay was nearly allergic to commitment. Emma would probably go crazy wondering if he was ever with other girls if they ever dated.

She couldn't do it. As much as she wanted to.

"Ohhhh right." sang Rachel, passing Emma some clothes she picked, "you've been having your ups and downs with your ex for years. Why not waste another year?" she taunted

Emma's mouth fell and tried to explain, "I just want to focus on me." wait, how'd she know about Sean?

"Jay says you're into environment clubs, and math studies.." Rachel clearly wasn't one for math since she wrinkled her nose as that. "Sounds like you have a lot going for yourself.. so give me another excuse."

"I'm happy being single?"

"then why are spending all this time with Jay?" Rachel smirked, crossing her arms.

Emma stood there, stunned and then a bit offended. "He bought me!" she insisted, her heart race speeding up.

"Girls can't be bought." she informed.

"For charity. It's important to me."

Rachel challenged her, "More important then self worth? I doubt it. Girl like you would debate this kind of sexist slave thing. You'd pull the plug as soon as you felt like it."

Emma frowned deeply, Rachel was so right, she really would.

Rachels smirk turned into a grin, oh those Hogart grins could swallow you. "Go get dressed." Rachel left it at that, knowing she got Emma there.

Emma went into her personal bathroom and as she changed she tilted her head. Rachel was right, real Emma would have a fit knowing girls were auctioned up at a charity event, I mean it was so inappropriate, boys buying girls when it was suppose to be for the elderly.

So why hasn't she called it quits? Well, obviously because Jay always had a pull on her. She loved when he was around. But as she said before, she didn't trust him. He made her heart do things she wasn't ready to admit out loud, but trust was a huge issue. How could they ever be anything when that was a problem?

Emma grabbed the hair dryer and tried to do anything with her hair. Wow. She was going to meet Jay's dad..why was she so tense?

Emma came out and Rachel squeeled happily from sitting on her bed. "You look HOT."

Emma wore a famous designers hip hugging white dress, it was tight, and short- with only thin skinny straps. But it hugged her body so well. Her tan was glowing, her eyes popping. Her hair was in a soft wave from the blow dryer and roller brush.

Rachel wore almost the same dress, but in black. Emma couldn't believe she was standing in a DESIGNERS dress.

"No wonder my brothers so into you," she practically purred and got up, grabbing Emma's hand to pull her along as Emma's heart fluttered.

His sisters knew?

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