Hi Hi~! okay first of all, i want to start this chapter with an authors note. I will close the poll voting and thus, wont continue it anymore. I plan to make the decision of which character will be first etc. etc. And as you have seen, i have deleted Iori's route because i plan to make some changes (I Mean GREAT changes) in it. so this will be the linings of each Character routes:
-Fuuto
-Natsume
-Azusa
-Iori
-Tsubaki
I do not know yet how many chapters each routes may consist, but as my plan follows. I'll make two ends each route, the Happy end, and the Bad end (so we can feel the tome feeing lol). I still have lots to learn with my grammar and such but, i will do my best in doing each of the chapters, and try to portray every scene in to words (I'm always to lazy to that that but i'll try my best!)
Sooooo! let's start with Fuuto's route! (if this fiction is too cheesy and such, please forgive me, if some chapters are like that, it means that I'm on shoujo mode lol)
3rd person's P.O.V
Weeks have passed since the last time 'Tsumiko' worked with Fuuto. And no matter where you look at it from others eyes, they don't attract. Personality, style, & their way of thinking doesn't match at all. But is that really it? they do say that "opposites attracts" and their last work together left Fuuto a great impact. because there is a girl that actually opposes the great him. I mean, it's the first time! all girls go "kyaa~! kyaa~!" over him with just one wink, and that popular guy, finally found someone that is different. Though, what Fuuto is feeling right now is not adoration nor love. it was just a mare amazement that kick his interest. He honestly think that "this will be a great pass time". Yes, mean right? but we all know Fuuto so who cares?
Tsukiko is different though. She ―as much as possible ― wanted to avoid working with any of her step brothers that doesn't know her secret. Anyway, why is she even keeping this work a secret? that, we don't know, but I'm sure it'll be revealed later on.
And now, because of her Father like manager, Yamada-san… she has been given a chance― once again― to work with the 'great' Fuuto. or so what he calls himself. Yamada-san and FUuto's manager see the chemistry of the two in work. well that is in work. (personal life? no, let's not talk about their chemistry in their personal life..) So they planned to make the two work more with each other, of coarse 'Tsumiko' and FUuto opposed this but, Fuuto ―being a real jerk― finds it as a chance to annoy the emotionless girl that irritates him for unknown reason. Plus, they still have the ongoing punishment, that the one will serve the other for a week. Well the two tied so they will take turns instead. But, because of those two's prides, they wont give up the position of being first. Really, watching them bickering and not getting tired of it tires me instead, will there ever be a time that these two will get along?
Of coarse, we do not know yet…
let's look forward to it though.
Tsukiko's P.O.V
"ah, Tsukiko, could you help me prepare breakfast?" Ukyo called out to me. You see, i decided that, even it's little by little… i want to open up to them… i know that i may hurt in action and i'm afraid of that but… Azusa-san, Iori-san and the others are here for me so… i think it's worth trying… I'm starting to think that i want to start anew. To learn to trust people again. Well it's hard but, i want to ease the feeling of me wanting to change for the better. Plus, i think that i should trust my new Family… even if were really not part of this family…
well… we ARE just adopted.
"Tsukiko? you okay?" Ukyo waved a hand in front of me. i replied him with a nod, and then quickly look down and give myself a light slap on both cheeks.
I shouldn't be thinking of this depressing things right now. yup, let's not think about it…
I started helping Ukyo prepare breakfast, and then i notice him looking at e while smiling.
"umm… is there something… wrong?" i asked.
He blink wondering why i asked such question, then chuckled.
"ah, no. I was just thinking that you've somehow changed. You talked to us more, and your emotion is not as hard as before. i feel like you're slowly changing, and learning to open up to us. I'm just happy. At first i thought you hated us, I'm quite relieve you know. you're starting to be part of the family? oh, I'm sorry, not starting. You ARE part of this Family, so just be who you are," he give me a pat on the head and a smile. he might have just said those words carelessly, but it touches me. i feel like crying… I'm so happy… because even if i;m like this… they are willing to accept me for who I am.
"Thank you…" I smile whole heartedly with a teary eyes. he again patted me like a big brother would to his little sister.
"Ukyo-san?" Ema's sleepy voice called out. making Ukyo jolt and interrupting him
"o-oh. Good morning Ema." Ukyo replied with a blush.
This is the one thing that i get in my knew family, their feeling of love for Ema… is not just for a little sister. I'm not surprised thought, but as i thought… i hate it. why…? i mean she said she wants a family then…
while i'm lost in my thoughts, bitter memories of the past broke down. I decided to quickly leave the kitchen.
as i thought. I can't face Ema yet. I don't have the courage yet…
I walked out as fast as i can, making Ukyo-san called out my name questionably. I glanced at Ema who supposed to be a little sleepy because she just woke up but…
did i just see her smirk? or my mind is just playing tricks on me? do i hate her that much that my mind made her look evil like that?
i quickly walked away while looking down, then i bumped into someone.
"Hey! what's with you being clumsy early in the morning?! watch your step, idiiioot!" who else could say those harsh words? none other than Asahina Fuuto. As usual, worst attitude ever. I want to get along with him, and get to know him better, but… we just can't get along with each other. we can't even properly converse with him without his cussing. honestly…
I hate his type.
"…" I look at him emotionless, then bowed my head as sign of saying sorry without saying any word.
to be host, I DO hate his type but… I probably can't handle him because… because he hates me…
He's always the first one who always show his hatred towards me… and i know that… speaking to him more… will leave me breaking.
so i'll keep my distance.
you can all say that i'm just scared. And that may be so. but… you can't blame me… because i feel that if it's him… he can open up the wounds in my heart that hasn't heal yet…
because he's one of the most affectionate brother towards Ema.
"What's with that stance? really, you don't have manner! learn from Onee-chan! are yiou really sisters~? maybe your just adopted my rintarou-san~?" He smirk as he said those harsh words.
"Adopted" …yes… I AM adopted… WE are adopted… but… why only me…?
I angrily look at him. not noticing that i, myself am crying with anger and hurt.
I saw his eyes widen when he saw my face.
"o-oi..―" he was about to say something but i cutter it out by slapping him.
Yes, I― Hinata Tsukiko― Just slapped an Idol, no not just a mere Idol; I jet slapped the super popular idol― Asakura Fuuto's face.
"Adopted?! What if I told you I am?! no, what if I told you that WE are?! don't go saying word you don't even know! you wanna know why? BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW A SHIT ABOUT ME!" I shouted then run away, leaving the guy with a shocked face.
I hate it. I always averted my eyes on the fact that we are just adopted. I hate to admit it. I understand that we are just adopted but…
why do i feel like Rintarou-outou-sama treats Ema more like a daughter than me…? were the same right? we the daughters of his friend…
and yet… why…?
i run out of the Asahina residence to the near-by empty park.
Perfect. no one's here at this time.
i quietly sat on the swing and stare at the distance. recalling the most awful past memory i had… that is when…
I learned we're adopted.
Ten years ago… on the day of my 6th birthday… was my worst day ever. it is when the hard truth unraveled.
―10 years ago―
tomorrow's finally my birthday! God… please… even just for this day, i hope that Father notice me. I hope that they wont compare me… Please make my wish as you're present.
I prayed in my mind all night. I was so excited that i can't even sleep. I was really looking forward on it because maybe… just maybe, for this day might not be the same as the other days… because it's my special day… my very own
day…
"Kenji… Yukie-san… are you guys properly watching over the two? they are such adorable children… it's such a waste you didn't have a chance to meet your own daughters. Ema.. and Tsukiko, they're always doing well. I hope i properly raise them with their real parents personality. so, you guys can just rest there and watch over them as they grow into fine young lady. Oh, by the way, It's Tsukiko, your 2nd child birthday! Ema was lucky that she even met You two, though she was still a baby that time, so she probably don't remember know but… Tsukiko… she didn't even meet her own mother… I don't know when will the day come that i have to tell the truth to those two but… i can assure you, I treat Ema and Tsukiko as my real daughters… well, that the end of my report to you guys. I hope you can be assured." I heard my dad speak to the altar. it was the altar that he never let us touch.
but
more importantly…
what does he mean…? we're not his real daughters? then… all this time… we were raised by a stranger…?
―flash back ends―
i was young but I understand well that we're just adopted. and our era parents.. are now…
after that i quietly went back to my room and cried all day.
It was suppose to be a happy day… why… why did it all became like this..?
dad was asking me why and was trying to cheer me up, but i didn't stop. whenever i look at my dad's face… i always came to think that "then… who am i to this guy…? if he's not my real that… what am i to him..?" and some other negative things.
in the end Ema got dad to go with him and play in the park while leaving me, on my birthday, all alone in the house while crying. I even saw Ema laugh… but… i didn't mind…
as years passed and i grew to be more mature, I accepted and considered the fact that Rintarou is my father. i'm in debt to him. But, even so… i wasn't able to feel a fatherly love over him… if… if it was my real father… i wonder what how he'll treat me..?
i remember that back then, i always think of how my parents look like, and what kind of personalities do they have. I wondered that, If they were alive… will i be like this now? will i still feel alone? will something change? are they watching over me…? the if they are, i have to smile! i have to smile for them…!
i thought all of those deep things even though i'm a child. I love them, even though i don't know them. though… i wonder when…
when did i stopped thinking about them..?
when did i become afraid thinking that i'm adopted?
when did i become afraid of thinking of them… and smiling for their sake…?
i wonder when… did i become like this…?
"in the end… i didn't even get to see neither of their faces… all i know that my mother's name was Nagami Yukie, and my father's name was Nagami Kenji… and that my real name is "Nagami… Tsukiko"…" i mumbled to myself and sob. it feels like my feelings suddenly became heavy and just exploded and flowed. i feel like these tears, were the tears that i kept in , all this years.
oh yeah… this is one of the reasons why i hated Ema… how can she smile freely, and act like a slut like that..? without even knowing a thing…how can she live like that? why is she so car free?! I hate her! i hate her! i hate her! i'm…. jealous of her… because even though she don't remember it anymore… she has once felt… my parents warmth… she has once been, hugged, and kissed, by my mother. she as been given love…
even though it me… who wants to see them the most…
the dark feelings i have from Ema suddenly came over me. A great feelings of hate, and jealousy…
" i wanted to meet them… and yet… Ema… who don't know a fuck about them… was the one who―…" i wasn't able to continue because i suddenly burst in to tears again.
"Oi… can you quit your crying already?" I saw fuuto standing in front of me. great. the guy who's the last person i want to see right now, just appeared.
"hey! what's with that face?!" he said. but this time… i can feel that the tone of his voice was not as harsh as always
Fuuto's P.O.V
wha-… what's with her?! how dare she slap the great me?!
"Adopted?! What if I told you I am?! no, what if I told you that WE are?! don't go saying word you don't even know! you wanna know why? BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW A SHIT ABOUT ME!" Tsukiko suddenly shouted. it was the first time for me to se her so angry, and sad. i offended her. seeing her crying face left me a bad feeling. a feeling of regret.
"fuuto! what the heck did you do this time?" Ukyo, who heard Tsukiko shouted approached me.
"you, take care of this mess." he plainly said.
"ha?! why should I―?!" I protested but, with Ukyo's calm face, and scary demeanor he said― "I'm saying GO AND APOLOGIZE." he said it more like an order. i was scared. but… I was also…
worried… because, i did make he cry…
i search for her. and as i search, i think to myself.
"why am i even that annoyed with her?" "why am i that ill tempered towards her?" yet she didn't do anything towards me…
and as i desperately search…
i finally found her, and also…
my answer.
"Oi, can you quit crying already?"
―END OF FUUTO's ROUTE CHAPTER 1―
I hope you like it! I'm too lazy checking it so i don't know if there's some kind of typo, or wrong sentence, so just,… please don't mind it! anyway! i hope you like the first chapter of Fuuto's route.