I swear, I was not thinking clearly when I posted that last chapter.
At least not about where I cut it. I simply thought... hey this is a good way to end the chapter, right?
without realizing just how cruel that might actually seem :/
Of course, I soon realized my mistake :p which is why I tried to write extra fast...
This chapter is long, maybe too long... I'm a little uncertain if it turnd out the way I wanted it to...
Anyways... Here goes :O
CHAPTER 10
"What?"
Emma's heart sinks. Both Regina's tone and voice are impossible to read.
The older woman seems to just stare at her, lips a little parted, eyes slightly narrowed, skin lightly flushed.
Emma's eyes flutter closed and back open quickly, as she's working hard to keep tears of hurt at bay.
She swallows thickly but her throat is just so fucking dry it has this horrible effect of making her feel like she's about to choke.
She's forgotten how to breathe properly, combine that with the fact that her heart is beating at an uncountable rate,
low in her stomach where an overdose of potato chips is threatening to go up and out,
and her skin is itching so much she wishes she could strip herself of the body she's in, hide and make the world forget she ever existed.
It goes without saying… but Emma Swan is feeling miserable.
"Is that a rhetorical what or did you genuinely not understand what I said."
She coldly murmurs, her eyes barely even registering what's happening in front of them.
If Emma'd have the strength to analyze the situation in that moment, she'd see Regina's features turn soft.
She'd see how deep brown eyes grow wide in understanding.
Well, not complete understanding… but this new information, it does explain a whole lot of things to the brunette.
It's just that she really needs to know more…
More about this young woman who's been keeping herself a mystery to her for so long.
"No, I'm sorry, I understood… I just… are you saying you're transgender?"
Regina softly asks, her tone deep and rich and warm with tenderness and it's completely taking Emma off guard.
The girl's breath hitches as she seems to automatically draw in air when she hears those emotions in Regina's voice.
"No… just… I've always been a girl. Just… you know, with a penis."
She stammers out, wishing she had more of an explanation as to what she is…
Regina's completely silent for a moment. She's thinking hard. Studying Emma's face carefully as it seems to be growing less pale and more red.
And even though she looks entirely uncomfortable, at least she doesn't look like she's about to die, which is a huge step forward and at least a little reassuring.
Emma draws in another breath, filling her lungs as good as she can manage before continuing to try and explain.
"I was born with it and then… as I grew up the rest of my body turned out to be female…
my mind and the way it works, I've always felt like a girl… and I know I should have told you… but I had no idea how and"
"Emma… hold on… I…" There's so many questions going through the older woman's head… she's not even sure where to start asking.
"You have a full grown penis?" is the first thing that comes to mind.
"Well…" Emma awkwardly clears her throat as she's about to confess "Yes, it's not underdeveloped if that's what you're thinking."
She says and nervously sucks in her lower lip,
biting it hard in order to be able to focus on this physical pain rather than on the nearing rejection that's bound to take place.
"Fully functioning?" One of Regina's deadly eye brows go up.
The way in which she's curious just seems like the strangest reaction, Emma could have imagined for her to have.
Regina's leaning forward, continuously studying Emma's face, full focus on what she's about to say.
Letting those brown eyes bore into Emma's nervous green ones until, really, the blonde has no choice but to look back at her.
"Yeah fully." Emma says automatically, adding a little nod. Completely dumbfounded and paralyzed.
All the while it feels like every single particle of her body is squirming uncomfortably.
"And… balls?" And the way Regina says that. The way she seems to be trying out that word.
The taste of that word on her tongue and the possibility of Emma having them, it makes the girl's thoughts stutter before they're even formed.
She hesitates to say anything, uncertain of what Regina hopes will be the answer to that question.
Even though it's completely unfanthomable that she even really cares. Really cares. Not just because Emma's a rather fascinating specimen.
"Well… yeah." Under different circumstances Emma would joke that it's kind of a package deal but she's far too nervous for that now.
It's a shame, Regina might have found it funny.
"Oh." The woman quietly says and nods. She closes and opens her eyes a couple of times and seems to be hesitant to say anything.
What is there for her to say really?
Ok great for you, now get out. It was good knowing you. Have a nice life.
Emma's almost ready to leave, she just needs to make one more thing clear before she does so.
"Euhm… So yeah… I know it wasn't fair that I didn't tell you… and that this… you knowing… was inevitable… but I just…
I was happy and selfish and you have to know that I'm really really sorry for lying and"
And somehow Emma's ridiculous need to apologize is exactly what gives Regina the words to express herself.
Before Emma's able to ramble her way into breathlessness, the older woman firmly interrupts her.
"I understand that you… that you didn't know how or when to tell me… but Emma, you could have… and I would never judge you because of it."
She tells the girl truthfully.
"Well yeah because you're just that great… but I wanted to postpone it." Emma chuckles dryly… Of course Regina's not going to laugh in her face.
Of course she's going to give her a nice pep talk that she shouldn't be so hard on herself… maybe even suggest she can continue to clean the place.
"Why? It's pure self torture." The older woman's face scrunches up in confusion.
She gets why Emma's insecure to tell people… especially someone she cares for,
especially someone she's attracted to but she really fails to understand what Emma'd thought could be the upside of postponing such a thing.
Surely the girl must have wanted to tell her on many occasions…
"No, This this is torture… having to lose you… This is what I've been trying to push back, hold off for as long as possible…
I know it's not fair but for a moment… I was so happy, Regina."
"Lose me?" Regina grimaces and shakes her head. Her eye brows are furrowed to their full potential and her lips are forming a confused little 'o'.
"As my girlfriend." Emma awkwardly clarifies and clears her throat.
"What?" And well, realization is starting to dawn on the brunette but… surely Emma can't actually think that this could ever make her not want to be with her.
"Because I fully understand. Of course I do" But yes, it's exactly what Emma's so convinced of is her new reality.
"You think I don't want to be your girlfriend anymore?" Regina softly asks her, breathing out slowly, trying to control the beating of her heart.
"You're a lesbian, Regina .. I can't give you what you need…"
Emma chuckles, in a pour attempt to come across as unaffected but the exact opposite is true and so very apparent.
Emma's on the verge of breaking down and crashing hard and Regina just now realizes how fucking big of deal confessing her truth is.
This is a moment she's been fearing ever since they started dating, hell ever since the girl started having feelings for her probably.
"Emma, what I need is someone that makes me happy…You make me happy… I need you… I'm just…
I'm sexually frustrated because I want you physically as well as emotionally."
And quite frankly, Emma's brain is having a lot of difficulty catching up with what's happening and with what Regina is saying.
She doesn't recall exactly when, but somewhere during the last minute,
the older woman has taken both of her hands into her own and has started rubbing endless circles into her palms.
"But I have… I mean… I don't expect you to want, you know, what I'd consider regular intimate contact… you know… sex… with me…"
Yes, her words come out mumbled and awkwardly but really, can you blame her?
Regina doesn't say anything, she just looks funny at Emma as if she's got no clue of what the girl is talking about.
"you know… like, with penetration." The girl continues to shyly clarify.
"What?" Regina softly asks her… It's not that she doesn't understand Emma's concern… it's just that… somehow… because it's them.
Her and Emma… she couldn't possibly phantom not wanting to be as close as possible. Regardless of the younger woman's physique.
"Because obviously… that's not what you'd generally enjoy or desire…"
Emma murmurs, entirely aware of the way in which her cheeks are burning like eternal suns, shining a bright light on the mishap that is Emma Swan.
And growing more and more red with the second.
Regina shakes her head and offers her a sweet smile.
"Emma, honey… I've had sex with a strap on. Plus… you've actually seen my dildo… I do enjoy something inside of me."
Emma chokes on some saliva then and nervously recovers while biting her lips before nodding
and daring to make eye contact with the gorgeous woman in front of her.
The mere idea of Regina having strap on sex has somehow fried her brain and Emma's trying really hard to not totally envision exactly that.
"Oh… right I'm sorry… I'm not very familiar with lesbian strap on sex."
She pulls up her shoulders a little, hoping that's enough for them to just dismiss the subject.
But of course it is not.
"That's okay… I can teach you…" Regina slyly smirks at her.
Emma actually and genuinely chuckles then.
"Wouldn't it be weird for me to wear a strap on though?" She rolls her eyes at the ridiculousness of the idea.
"Not you, silly… I would wear the strap on…"
Regina playfully squeezes her hand and smiles wide with teeth so white and predatory, Emma's breath hitches in an incredibly good way.
"Okay that's even sillier" The girl shakes her head while regarding the older woman with narrowed eyes.
"I don't have a" and as Regina arches a brow, the girl realizes "… oh." And swallows thickly.
Her mouth is too dry to be healthy as she's entirely flustered.
"We'll see, right?" Regina huskily says and offers her a warm smile.
"Right." Emma smiles back at her, just a little… too shocked to have full control over her facial functions.
"Have I ever fantasized or considered sex including an actual penis… no…
but it's not like I ever thought I could feel so strongly towards someone that happens to have one either…"
Emma's now mainly focusing on staying alive.
Because the speed at which her heart is racing and the difficulty she's having with breathing right now could be considered quite alarming.
"So, would we have to use protection?"
"You mean… if I could get you pregnant?" The girl warily asks, finding answering questions rather confusing at the moment.
"Are you?"
"Fully functioning in every way." She tells Regina, offering the woman a hesitant smile this time as she's biting the inside of her cheek.
"Okay… well then… did you bring condoms?"
"Now?" Emma gasps and looks wide eyed at the gorgeous brunette in front of her.
Regina finds the girl's reaction incredibly entertaining as she's smirking at the sight in front of her.
"I was honest about my intentions for tonight, was I not?" She speaks casually.
"You mean" forgive her, but Emma's running a little low on words at the moment.
"Do you have condoms with you?" As clear as that question seems, the blonde is certain her ears must be playing tricks on her.
"I don't." She slowly says and carefully studies Regina's reaction.
Which is fucking crazy because the woman actually seems to pout in disappointment.
"I honestly never expected that you'd want to sleep with me. You know… if you knew."
Emma quietly confesses, never letting her eyes leave Regina's gorgeous face.
The older woman rolls her eyes and smiles. "Come here." She gestures for Emma to lay in her arms and to be honest, the girl could really use a hug.
She sighs while turning around and allowing her back to melt into Regina's front.
The brunette affectionately nuzzles her nose into the side of her face.
"Can I see you?" She sweetly asks her girlfriend after a moment of silent cuddling and curling up in each other.
"You mean… if you can see it?" Emma snorts and turns her head a little so she can raise an eye brow at the brunette who's now actually a little blushy herself.
"I'm curious… and excited." Regina shrugs and smirks cutely while staring at Emma's slightly parted lips.
"I'm nervous." They tell her before Regina tenderly captures them to warm with her own.
"You're not still scared, are you?" She huskily asks against them.
"What if you realize you find it disgusting… that you're repulsed by me?" Emma's voice wavers as she expresses her obvious concern.
"I won't." Regina tells her straight away. Her eyes travel back upwards so she can see what Emma's thinking about.
"But you don't know that…" The girls smiles sadly.
"Emma, I don't want you to even consider the possibility."
"Hmm."
"Darling, if I'm going to do things to it, I'm bound to eventually see it."
And that voice of Regina's is so beautifully laced with desire, mischief and all kinds of things that make Emma's head spin and her privates tingle.
"Oh god." Emma groans and curls up her nose, looking impossibly cute.
"What?" Regina smirks almost knowingly.
"Now I get these images of you doing things to it…" The young blonde squirms nervously in her girlfriend's warm embrace.
"I know, me too." The latter murmurs against the girl's crimson flushed cheek.
"If you're going to be saying things like that it's going to jump to life."
Emma daringly warns her and is feeling such an incredibly sense of freedom while doing so.
She's actually able to just say things like this now, isn't she?
As normal as those words leaving her lips now seem, just moments before she could have never imagined for that to ever be possible.
"You're getting hard?" Regina asks her seductively, her tone low and making Emma's skin almost tremble with want.
"Well." Emma bites her lip.
"No lying, okay? Have you been hard for me, before?" Regina looks straight into Emma's now dark green eyes.
"Are you kidding me? I'm hard for you multiple times a day, if not all the time."
The girl chuckles and doesn't even think twice before so effortlessly sharing the facts.
"Really?" The brunette smiles wide, so very pleased with the answer her girlfriend's given her.
"Really, Regina. You're so sexy." The girl breathes out the obvious.
"I feel the same way about you."
The woman's hoarse voice tells Emma exactly how Regina's feeling right now,
it makes her confidence reach new heights as she finds herself tentatively asking "So euhm, have you been wet for me?"
and she tries so hard to sound sensual and composed.
"Soaked."
Comes Regina's instant reply… and well, Emma's not sure what planet she's on or what language they're speaking anymore.
"Emma, I'm so tired of masturbating… Why do you think I'm so desperate to have you in my bed?"
Although it really sounds like English, what Regina's saying can't possibly be what Emma's hearing, can it? Her world has taken such a crazy turn tonight.
Her mind is reeling when she leans forward, connects their lips and slips her tongue inside of Regina's mouth, willing the woman to moan for her.
She does, instantly.
Until Regina pulls back just a little and murmurs into her mouth
"Please, can I see you?"
At this point, she really can't think of a single reason why she shouldn't just give Regina every fucking thing she wants. Always and forever.
"Okay…" She nods and offers her girlfriend a cute smile.
"but I want to see you too."
"You've seen me dear." The woman chuckles and then adds "In my desperate attempt to get you horny enough to sleep with me… remember?"
"Oh I remember… But I think I need a little encouragement to do this… so please… may I see you too? Again?"
She pouts this time, playfully so and the air around them is suddenly so light, Emma could swear the loft has taken off and is floating somewhere… outer space.
"Of course." Regina smiles.
It doesn't take Regina very long before she's entirely stripped bare.
She even makes quick work of her carefully picked out underwear.
There will be many occasions on which she'll be able to show off all of the seductive silk and lace she owns…
tonight is about who they are beneath all of their layers.
Her clothes soon form a modest pile on the side of the couch as she's approaching her fidgeting girlfriend who seems to be stalling getting rid of her underwear.
"Baby?" Regina smiles while tugging a bit of hair behind the girl's left ear.
Emma inhales long and deep while staring down at the space between them.
"Sweetheart, look at me."
"Hmm" Her eyes travel upwards, feeling her own body's instant reaction to seeing Regina's, so gloriously naked in front of her.
"What's wrong?" The woman's holding Emma's chin in a sweet but firm grip, unwilling to let the girl look away.
"I... Isn't it too weird for you that I have both?" said girl whispers.
"Oh Emma." Regina smiles and shakes her head.
"You know… boobs" she gestures towards her own -not nearly exposed enough to Regina's liking- heaving chest.
And then nervously lowers her hands towards her still boxer clad center, drawing Regina's eyes to the area.
"and a dick."
"Honestly?" Regina's slightly wavering voice is warmly resonating through the room and Emma's entire being.
"On you it's so exciting..." She smiles ... looking genuinely excited and it's all it takes for Emma to mirror her expression.
"I've never showed anyone my breasts." Emma suddenly tells Regina, while the latter is letting her warm hands travel over and around the girl's shoulders.
Emma really feels that Regina should know more about her and her story... as weird as all of it might sound.
"Never?" Regina tilts her head... a little taken aback by this. But not enough to halt her actions.
By now her fingers are working on the clasp of Emma's black bra and then the garment so willingly falls to the floor.
Regina can't help herself, and really… can you blame her? But her eyes momentarily wander off towards Emma's newly exposed flesh.
Two soft looking mounds of milky skin, topped with the most perfect, pink areolas and nipples she's ever had the honor of laying eyes on.
All the while Emma just seems completely clueless of her current state of undress, completely engrossed in what she's about to say.
"I know that what I'm about to say will seem so bad and so wrong on so many different levels but I want you to know that I never wanted to hurt anyone
and I deeply regret the lies I've told."
The girl breathes out, actually taking Regina a bit off guard.
"Emma?" The woman leans forward and rubs her nose against the girl's. So tenderly. So sweetly.
The blonde's eyes flutter closed. Her next words are whispered but heard.
"I've never had sex as a girl."
"What?" Regina pulls back slightly and Emma's eyes fly open before the stammering commences.
"I felt like it was impossible for me to show anyone how I really look like naked... and I thought that I had no choice but to choose ... and well...
since my boy parts were impossible to ignore during sex... there was only one option."
"You dressed as a boy." Regina logically concludes.
"Only when I went out to clubs." Emma quickly confirms and clarifies.
Regina nods, thinks and then slowly asks her "Did you feel like a boy?"
"Never..." Emma breathes out the word, as if it's a huge weight that she's getting rid of. "And it was frustrating too...
Because I never even stood a chance with gay girls." She curls up her nose and blushes and it's so endearing really, Regina can't help but chuckle.
"Oh baby." The woman pouts sympathetically and then Emma continues
"So I taped in my breasts and ... well it's obviously grown now but my hair used to be shoulder length and then I just put it up in a bun. girls seemed to dig it." She smirks a little slyly while shrugging nonchalantly and it's actually fucking cute to see a tiny glimpse of confidence on a half naked Emma.
"But yes..." She then nods "It's a little strange to know that you'll see me entirely naked. I don't even look at myself... all of it. Ever."
She shakes her head and looks off to the side, seemingly lost in thought.
But Regina can't have that.
"Oh but sweetheart... look at me." She says.
Emma does. Instantly. It's not like she wants to space out from this amazing moment.
"I'm going to worship all of you." Her girlfriend smiles so gorgeously Emma's entirely lost.
The next thing she knows, green eyes grow wet with emotion as the girl's breath hitches while a needy whimper leaves her pink lips.
Pale eyelids flutter closed before they open again and look at Regina in wonder.
"You like that?" The woman softly asks her in a voice so hoarse with want it's driving Emma mad.
Emma nods quickly and Regina continues to work her nipples so softly and gently it's sending sensations throughout the girl's entire body and being.
Soft strokes with the backs of her fingers. Infinite circles around them. Gentle pinches, tweaking them hard and horny.
"Do you feel it down there, when I touch you here?" Regina asks her while bringing plump lips against Emma's quivering but oh so willing neck.
"I do." Her breath hitches once again and along with the air flowing from her lungs, comes a string of moans as Regina's fingers tug her now entirely stiff nipples a little harder.
"Oh god!"
"You see… it's all equally part of you… and it's all equally good and wonderful." Regina kisses a trail of kisses towards her girlfriend's mouth now.
The woman's fingers stroke soft, tender lines towards the waistband of Emma's boxers, so gentle and slow so Emma has the time to make her halt her actions.
She doesn't though, Emma's hands find Regina's but only to wordlessly tell her it's okay and to help her get rid of her last piece of clothing.
The only sound that can be heard in the room at that moment is the sliding of fabric over smooth skin as the girl's underwear pass her butt.
Emma inhales sharply and then allows Regina to pull it down her front as well.
Temperature air hits her privates as it springs free. Regina silently takes in a deep breath.
Okay, so… that really is a penis…
Honestly? She's never seen a full grown one in real life… that is, until now of course.
As much as she'd like to take her time and expect it closely, get properly acquainted, it's impolite to stare plus it might make Emma feel uncomfortable.
So, after just a quick glance and noticing how Emma's erect shaft is just a little bit curved to the right,
her balls fit snugly below it and it's surrounded by a thin layer of blonde curly hair, Regina wills her eyes to travel upwards again.
Where she's hoping to look straight into those beautiful green eyes she's so come to love. Oh.
She sees pale eye lids as Emma seems to be looking down at her own body.
"It's bigger when it's fully hard."
She shyly murmurs while nervously pouting her lips.
"Baby, the size is perfect." Regina's chuckle is like a sweet melody as she softly strokes her lover's cheek.
"But I mean... just so you know... I'm still a little nervous now… but it'll be better."
"A little nervous?" Regina raises a playful eyebrow and hums huskily.
"Just a tiny bit" the blonde giggles, completely flustered.
"It's okay... I'll help you relax." The brunette then whispers hotly and rubs her full beautiful lips against Emma's thinner pink ones.
All the young girl is then able to do is just hum and nod weakly... completely captivated by Regina and their togetherness
Their hands wander and Regina touches Emma's nipples to stimulates her further like that.
She gently takes Emma's hands in hers and then places them onto her own chest, hoping Emma's comfortable enough to do whatever she feels like.
She does, soon enough Emma's gently toying with Regina's hardened buds and massaging the beautiful mounds of flesh with so much care and skill,
Regina's entirely overwhelmed. The next thing they know… they're both moaning hornily, connected at the lips.
And that's when it happens.
A warm hand tentatively strokes Emma's hardness. Slim fingertips reach around it and start to softly rub her.
The girl gulps and can't help but quickly look down, her eyes and jaw wide.
Regina reacts fast and leans forward to give her small kisses, attempting to soothe her worries.
Because she's really got absolutely nothing to worry about.
The girl's arms reach around Regina's shoulders and neck as she wills the woman to come closer so they can really get lost in each other.
In the best way imaginable. Her lips wander a path along the brunette's jaw as Regina keeps, and now a little bolder, stroking her hard on up and down.
Until suddenly Emma winces a little bit. Regina abruptly stops her ministrations and locks her confused brown eyes onto Emma's sweet soothing gaze.
"Can I show you something?" The girl carefully asks her.
When the older woman nods, Emma smiles warmly and then bravely reaches down between Regina's thighs…
Fingertips lightly slide along wet, soft skin there… and well, Regina's entirely breathless…
The blonde softly rubs her fingers between folds that don't mind the intrusion at all, taking her time to warm up her girl.
Her lover moans lowly as Emma brushes along her excitedly enlarged clitoris,
continues to rub her slit and reaches further so she can get her fingers as wet as possible.
When the girl draws back and a whiny whimper is heard from that deep husky voice she's come to love so much…
Emma looks into Regina's eyes and notices how they've turned entirely black.
She then looks down at her standing penis, silently letting Regina know to look as well… and places her now wet and slippery fingers around her own cock.
Her other hand reaches for one of Regina's hands and shows her how it slides so much easier when lubricated.
The movements obviously go much smoother and easier than before and both woman smile at the small accomplishment.
As silly as that might sound.
"Thank you." Regina softly says while continuing to stroke her girlfriend.
"How's that?" She asks a little uncertain while so obviously trying to sound sexy and confident.
'So good. Your hand is…s-so soft." Emma breathes, hardly able to speak anymore.
Her lover leans forward and captures her lips once more.
"It's really unfortunate you didn't bring a condom." She murmurs against Emma's wet mouth.
"Yeah… I'm sorry…" The girl sighs. Her mind's completely blown by how amazing Regina's touch is feeling.
The barely there, soft noise of the woman's jerking motions over her dick is just impossibly sexy
and Emma's not sure how much longer she can keep herself from climaxing… also, how to exactly tell Regina that.
I'm about to blow my load. I'm gonna cum. Baby I'm ready to shoot?
She doesn't want to say something that sounds too crass and might turn Regina off.
"I need you Emma." The latter pulls her from her thoughts.
"I need you too." The young woman breathes out truthfully.
"No I mean, I need you inside of me."
Their eyes lock and Regina's hand around Emma's sex tightens a little.
"Oh fuck."
"Let's just… You can pull out, right?" Regina anxiously suggests. And well fucking hell, she's serious, isn't she?
"You mean?" The girl croaks.
"If you want." Regina suggestively bites her lowerlip while nodding.
"Oh I want." Emma whispers.
And even though Emma had been about to blow her load, going to cum, ready to shoot…
Regina had let go of her now rock hard shaft so they could make their way towards her bedroom.
"Let's go upstairs, I want to do this in my bed." She'd smiled bashfully and gorgeously while giving one last gentle pull on Emma's throbbing cock.
"Darling, are you okay?" Regina now softly asks her younger lover. She's made Emma sit and scoot up towards the middle of her bed.
The girl had of course done as she was told…
As self conscious as you'd expect her to be, she's actually much too overwhelmed to focus on hiding herself.
Regina can't help but find it so incredibly sexy… the way Emma leans back on her palms, consciously or not putting her entire body on display like that…
Those milky breasts with their beautiful pink hard –something she rightfully prides herself for- nipples,
those impressive abs and her glistening dick laying upwards against her belly.
Her soft looking, lower part of her package visible between her open thighs going over into long smooth legs.
Her face though, is completely flushed with emotion.
"I'm okay... I... I'm sorry I'm being such a mess. I know I must seem sad... or unstable but I promise to be more confident and sexy in a moment…
I just need a moment , I'm so happy and so very overwhelmed by all of this... and you..."
She shakes her head from side to side and offers her girlfriend what she hopes can pass as a reassuring smile.
"Hey... I'm so happy as well..." Regina's smile though… it's wide and it's absolutely gorgeous as she regards the girl with so much awe and openness.
She so graciously moves towards Emma, crawling her way towards her girlfriend in a way that makes the blonde's mind reel.
"Baby, the way you look at me..." Emma breathes out. The words leaving her lips airy and quivering.
"What about it?" Regina playfully asks while tucking a stray of Emma's messy hair behind the girl's flushed ear.
"It does things to a girl..." The blonde tells her and then bites her lip.
Regina chuckles cutely before smirking.
"I can feel that, dear." She glares seductively and puts a little pressure on her thigh that's now blissfully situated against her girlfriend's groin.
Emma's laugh is gorgeous and infectious. Husky and laced with lust but then she shakes her head and lets her eyes travel over every little detail on her girlfriend's face. "Not just that... Regina..."
She reaches down to gently take the brunette's left wrist up towards her own naked chest and places the perfectly manicured hand on top of the skin and bones separating her heart from it's owner.
"This... is what you do to me."
Regina can't help the moisture from gathering in her eyes as she feels how very fast and hard the blonde's heart is beating beneath the palm of her hand.
How very gorgeous its rhythm is. So very much in sync with her own.
She smiles wide and nods.
Then she reaches down and takes a hold of Emma's erection.
She spreads her knees and puts them on the outsides of Emma's thighs, locks eyes with Emma and guides the tip to her opening.
When the head of Emma's dick is situated inside of her wet opening, Regina swallows thickly…
It's warm and throbbing and perhaps a little thicker than she'd anticipated.
She takes her time to sink deeper onto the excited flesh and allows her own juices to coat in generously… this really doesn't form a problem at all to be honest.
Regina's happy to find that at the point where she feels like she's filled to the brim, Emma's dick is actually entirely inside of her.
She bites her lip and looks up at Emma's flustered face. The older woman smiles wide and chuckles.
"You're okay, baby?" She asks seductively.
Emma nods before speaking "You're gonna ride me?" She smiles wide and excitedly.
And yes, Regina could just answer that question… but she can also just start bucking her hips into Emma's, filling herself with her lover's sex over and over. Naturally, that is exactly what she does.
She's moaning and whimpering in desperation to drown in the younger woman. Or rather, drown the girl's dick in her juices.
Emma can't believe the sensations. Regina's body seems like it was made to do this.
The blonde looks down between them and sees how the brunette's sweat covered breasts move enthrallingly with each motion.
Those stiff nipples almost rubbing against her own and she just has to touch them.
Her hands cling to the older woman's lower back but then sensually stroke their way sideways and upwards until she's able to cup her girlfriend's breasts.
Regina whines hornily.
The force with which she pushes herself onto Emma intensifies even further when the girl leans forward and bites her lip,
taking as much of this perfect moment in as possible and uses both of her thumbs to softly stimulate Regina's nipples further.
Regina gasps and then hungrily leans into the blonde's touch. The speed with which said blonde moves her fingers increases into rapid strokes.
Causing for Regina to turn into a sizzling hot mess on top of her.
See, you have to know… Emma's been on the brink of cumming hard ever since Regina started jerking her off…
And well, the woman's now been riding her for a while… in the most sexy way imaginable… Just… God… the way that woman's body moves against her own… Her beautiful strip of dark curls against the smooth skin of her cunt that repeatedly collides with Emma's drenched and glistening dick.
The blonde really can't allow herself to focus on all of it for too long or too intense or she's going to do something that will undoubtedly upset her brunette girlfriend. But just the way Regina arches her back and pushes her pussy onto Emma's cock is absolutely mind-blowing…
It's actually pure torture. Honestly? Emma really really wishes for Regina to orgasm any moment now, preferably yesterday.
She just knows she won't be able to hold off her own climax much longer.
"Oh baby I'm almost there… ooooh fuck. Don't stop! Please don't stop."
Regina closes her eyes tightly and opens her mouth while trying to not faint from the extreme amount of pleasure she's feeling.
And she's not even cumming yet.
Emma has to do something so she grabs Regina's ass
and turns their position around so she's on top and can decide the angle and force with which she fucks her girlfriend.
She swiftly takes a hold of Regina's legs, bends her knees and vagely remembers something about the brunette being supple…
That was no lie.
Emma's balls threaten to tighten and she pulls her partner as close as possible,
thoroughly fucking Regina just the right way so she hits her girlfriend's G-spot nice and good.
That's what does is.
Brunette hair slams back against her pillow as Regina lets out a strangled moan of absolute ecstasy and intimately coats her lover with her juices of pleasure.
She continues to spasm in delight before going entirely limb, the cutest blush gracing her body.
Emma's main focus right now is on something else though… She pulls out of Regina's warm tightness and then rapidly jerks herself off.
She literally cums the second she's out of her girlfriend.
Her eyes are pinched closed as she blows her load on Regina's stomach.
A little has leaked onto the brunette's sex as the white of Emma's sperm contrasts so beautifully with the olive tone of the older woman's skin.
Regina opens her eyes slowly and then looks at it in awe.
She seems to be completely captivated by the scene in front of her, on top of her.
It's when Emma comes down from her sexual high that she starts to panic. She curls up her nose and shakes her head annoyed at herself before starting to ramble.
"Shit. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to…. do it on you… I was just… I couldn't hold it any longer. I'll just clean"
Regina cutely rolls her eyes at Emma's ridiculous need to apologize and interrupts the girl while gently tugging on her arm.
"Just hold me, Emma." She affectively pulls her down to her side so they can just lay together and cuddle.
"I made a mess." Emma murmurs against her neck.
"That was so sexy, Emma." Is all Regina says but the tone of her voice is sexy and actually impressed.
"It was?" The girl quirks up immediately.
"Thank you for pulling out… I… would have been completely irresponsible…
I was so far gone seriously it would have been okay if you came inside but you were amazing… and sweet."
Regina huskily tells her while tracing Emma's lithe form with one of those soft hands of her.
"Just… a condom would have been handy…"
"We could have cum together." The older woman nods agreeingly and Emma hums softly.
"You don't have a brother, do you?" Regina then quietly asks.
"I don't." The girl confesses and feels her girlfriend nod against her again.
They lay, tired and in extreme comfortable silence for a while. Most importantly, they lay together.
When all of the sudden Regina chuckles softly, Emma cranes her neck so she sees what seems to be so funny.
"What?"
"Well… I never … would have expected to ever crave… dick."
The woman raises an eye brow that, if Emma wasn't so very exhausted from the emotional evening,
would definitely be enough to make the girl ready for round two.
"Crave dick?" her voice is sounding so raspy it sends shivers throughout all of Regina.
"Just yours of course, dear." She smirks.
"You crave my dick?" Emma asks again, just for good measure.
"I won't be able to stop thinking of it."
Regina softly tells her while looking deep into her eyes… really wanting for Emma to know how much all of the girl means to her.
"You're crazy."
"No Emma Swan, I'm absolutely mad about you."
I really hope this chapter was what you'd hoped for it to be and not too long and slow...
It's just that I felt that they needed to talk and take their time getting comfortable, you know?
Here's to hoping you agree! ^^
Also... and this is actually extremely important... I was blown away by your massive response to the last chapter! THANK YOU SO MUCH. You've no idea how much it means to me.
I'm really excited to tell you this story and have you be part of this!
Enjoy your weekends darlingz! and take care :3