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Chapter 17
"Oh uhm" Believe it or not but Regina's unable to form words. Unable to think of any that would make sense right now.
Slowly, her eyes travel across the file that she's still holding onto, almost possessively. She looks upwards and towards Henry's concerned expression.
His beautiful green eyes search her face in worry as his little eye brows are furrowed and his thin lips make a tight line.
Lack of oxygen is threatening for her to faint but before that can happen she starts to slowly take control of her breathing.
A few slow and calculated though shaky breaths later she's able to offer Henry a small though warm smile.
Emotional almost… well, no not almost. Totally emotional.
"Mommy?" The boy curls up his nose in concern. Something, or rather everything about his mother's behavior feels incredibly odd.
And although his intuition might, logically, just be that of a five year old… the boy can't be fooled that something isn't up.
Regina nervously takes another look at what's startled her in the first place. Her heart is going crazy and a lump forms in her throat.
As if speaking didn't seem impossible enough already. She swallows it back and pulls up her nose.
Realizing that she's about to cry, she preventively brushes the first telltale signs away with a delicate though shaky set of fingers.
Her cheeks feel hot and are actually entirely red. Henry reaches for her face and softly brushes his hands against the skin that's burning from the inside out.
When her eyes look into his again, she clears her throat and shakes her head to regain at least some composure.
"I'm sorry sweetheart. Mommy is…"
She pauses, taking a moment to think of exactly what's going on with her.
"mommy's a little surprised and…" and what?
"Why are you surprised?" He cutely asks, not understanding one bit of the situation. His mom hasn't even put any of her paperwork back on her desk.
Something must have thoroughly surprised her indeed…
And just seeing how his eyes are so wide in question and his pinkish lips are slightly parted
as he awaits some kind of explanation is making her heart skip several beats.
It's as if she sees all of the details on his face much clearer than she ever has. As ridiculous as that undoubtedly sounds. But it's true.
Of course, she couldn't possibly love him any more than she's been doing since the day she knew she was pregnant with him
but that doesn't change the fact that looking at him now is making her fall in love with him all over again.
With his soulful green eyes and cute grin.
With his beautiful smile and round face.
How could she not have realized this earlier?
How could she not have seen it?
One more glance at the piece of room-spinning information in her hand and Regina gets up to finally put the fallen files back on her desk.
The most important one on top.
The one containing some very enlightening information on a certain sperm donor.
Enclosed information that Sidney must have been able to retrieve for her and then had failed to mention that he had.
Or perhaps he had mentioned it and Regina had been too preoccupied for it to fully register.
How long exactly has this file been laying around the house for? It doesn't really matter anymore now, does it?
"Sweetheart, what do you say… You and I go down to the park and get some fresh air?"
"Okay?" He suspiciously eyes her but nonetheless definitely likes the idea of a trip to the park.
"Let me go get our jackets and then we'll be on our way." She nods again and smiles nervous and anxiously.
For a couple more moments, she stands still and continues to stare at Henry, biting her lip before snapping herself out of it,
turning around and fetching their jackets.
"In the park… will you tell me why you are acting a little weird?" He questioningly murmurs causing for her to actually laugh a little.
And it feels so incredibly good to do so.
"In the park… I'll tell you, sweetheart. Promise." She chuckles warmly and nods, holding out his jeans jacket for him to put his arms through.
Of course, before they make it out of the house she pulls him into an incredibly tight momma bear hug,
combined with kisses to the head and murmured declarations of unconditional love…
But when they do eventually make it outside, they both really enjoy their little walk.
Henry is joyfully skipping a couple of feet in front of his mother
while excitedly listing up what types of dogs he'd think would make the perfect additions to their family. Pointing out some as he sees them pass by.
"Oh so you're going to take care of six dogs then?" She teasingly smiles at him and chuckles.
He rolls his eyes, shakes his head and clicks his tongue the way he's seen and heard his mother do countless times.
"Not all of them! First just one… I'm just pointing out options." He says.
"Aaah okay why thank you darling, for giving me options." She chuckles and gives him a teasing wink.
"When can I know why you were so surprised?" He suddenly stops dead in his tracks and with that also halts his mother.
She takes a big breath and nods "Now." and smiles, feeling how nerves rush through her entire body.
She knows how she feels about what she's just found out…
But she can't have any expectations for Henry on how he should feel about it. She can simply share the truth and see how he reacts to it.
They find a bench, situated perfectly in a patch of sunlight and make themselves comfortable.
Henry's sitting sideways with his legs bend at the knees, ready to fully focus on his mother and her words.
"Okay momma, I'm listening."
The boy levels his gaze with Regina's, sporting a serious expression and nodding his readiness for her to commence sharing whatever it is she's got to say.
"You're such a big boy, sweetheart.'" She praises him proudly and he can't help but grin wide and by doing so breaking his little serious act.
It's absolutely adorable.
"Remember when I told you about your donor?" She sweetly asks him and puts a hand on one of his knees.
"Of course!" He enthusiastically nods "He gave you half of me!" and smiles.
"Yes." Regina chuckles and nods before specifying matter of factly "Well, he gave me half of what I needed to be able to have you."
"Yes because you already had the other half." He logically reasons and regards her closely, not wanting to miss a word of what she's about to say.
And still, entirely oblivious to the impact what she's about to tell him is going to have on his life, Regina nervously thinks to herself.
She wills herself to keep calm and continue talking.
"Yes. And remember how I told you that that's why you don't have a daddy because you have a donor instead?" She goes on.
"Yes and I have you, mommy." And he just sounds so happy when he says that, it makes Regina feel like she's on top of the world.
She might as well just have won the luckiest woman of the world award because it is certainly how she feels.
It's unbelievable how her heart feels like it is testing the limits of how much love a human heart can contain as she can practically feel it bursting with emotion.
"Always sweetheart." She truthfully and emotionally smiles before turning a tiny bit more serious because of how nervous she's feeling.
"Okay… Now I need you to really listen closely Henry because it's going to be difficult to explain this. But any questions you have, you can just ask.
You know that right?" She asks him, just to make sure.
"Yes, I'm listening mommy." His concentration on her words is unwavering and it makes it all the more intense to Regina.
She silently swallows and draws in a big breath.
"Do you also remember how I explained to you how Emma's body is a little different from other women's?"
"Her babymaker is different" Henry instantly confirms that he, indeed, has not forgotten that. Of course he hasn't. How could he?
It's not like they've been acting secretive about it and after all… Emma's been helping him perfect his skills in the art of peeing while standing up.
"Yes Henry!" But still, Regina's actually really happy for his choice of words… because they're definitely talking about babies being made, aren't they?
"Exactly… that's exactly what this is about." She continues to smile at him.
"You know how both a man and a woman babymaker are needed to make a baby." She states rather than asks.
They've had this conversations before…
Henry knows babies don't grow in crops so Regina is fairly certain she won't have to explain the child-proof biology of it again.
"Yes" Henry confirms what she'd expected and then absolutely pleasantly surprises her by adding "or a woman… and an Emma babymaker."
She smiles from ear to ear, radiantly, proudly and feels how her heart leaps at the innocence in her son's voice.
"How are you so smart?" She stares at him in awe and with the utter most love.
"You're smart too mommy." He giggles cutely and blushes a little at his mom's obviously heartfelt compliment.
"So, what I want to tell you is… that your donor is… like Emma." She slowly tells him while closely studying his face.
"So…." He blows out his cheeks in confusion and then pouts a little, his eyes still squinted in deep thought.
"I'm sorry baby. I should be more clear. Henry, …."
Regina smiles apologetically at him before sighing, swallowing hard and then biting the bullet.
"Emma is your donor."
Henry is silent. Entirely silent as he looks at Regina. He's still squinting at first but his brow soon un-furrows and his mouth forms a perfect little 'o'.
"Does that mean that I'm half you and half Emma?" He curiously asks his mother before smiling hopefully. Excitement shining in his eyes.
She goes from being speechless to wonderstruck, chuckling with watery eyes and then she sweetly points out
"You're entirely yourself, darling."
Henry nods his understanding but is still anxious to have it confirmed.
"But I'm made of you and Emma…" He says.
"Yes darling."
The very first thing Emma does when she comes home is walk towards her girlfriend and engulf the woman in a strong hug, while playfully kissing her neck.
Regina can't help but giggle at the cute display of affection and blushes as she draws back a little to lay eyes on Emma's face.
It's what she's been wanting to do all afternoon.
The girl is smiling beautifully and beamingly.
"It was a-ma-zing, baby! We had so much fun. You won't believe the stuff some of the kids came up with…
They have such a crazy imagination, most of 'm didn't even realize it!"
The passion in her words and the honest happiness she sees radiating off of the blonde is truly mesmerizing…
Regina almost can't compose herself because she wants to just blurt out what she's found out already.
She bites her lip instead and keeps her breathing under control.
She squeezes Emma's arms tenderly and copies the girl's smile.
"I wanna hear all about it! I knew it was going to be a success… I am so proud of you darling…" And she couldn't possibly mean that any more than she does.
Emma blushes and lowers her eyes shyly at the compliment.
And Regina can't help but notice the striking resemblance with a certain little boy in that moment.
She silently wonders again how she could have missed it. How she could have not seen it all along…
Of course, she wasn't looking for any resemblance before…
Perhaps -she'd even considered- … the traits Henry and Emma share were something she'd felt subconsciously attracted to in the girl…
Just because it's what she's come to consider as beautiful and familiar.
Honestly, there's no way of knowing… but that's alright.
It never mattered… would never have mattered… but just, this… the truth…
The actual truth is so special and amazing that she can't help but feel absolutely elated about it.
Regina still wonders why Emma's never mentioned she's donated…
Surely, the fact that she conceived Henry with the help of a cryobank should have made it easy to share such a thing?
but somehow, Emma'd never told her. It's the one thing that makes her a little hesitant to tell Emma what she's found out…
But for some reason, and perhaps it's wrong of her, but Regina's not scared that Emma won't be happy learning what she soon will.
Even though it might seem scary to come to know such a huge thing… That she has a son.
But she knows Emma and her heart and how it's filled with love for Henry. How the girl smiles and looks at the boy.
How she's completely swallowed him and loves him unconditionally…
Yes, Regina's fairly certain she's going to make her girlfriend extremely happy with this news…
For all the times that she's been too insecure to allow herself to be fully happy, today Regina Mills feels nothing but excitement and love.
She feels strong and confident and proud of her family… It feels both so new and so familiar. So right and so complete.
Not that she's changed her mind on wanting to create an addition for their team.
She's been wanting that with Emma before she knew about the donor thing.
Regina considers that she should make that clear to the girl as well…
That she's been wanting Emma's baby since before she found out what she did.
Before the girl was in the picture, using the same donor as she had for Henry had just seemed pure logic
but the moment Emma had entered their lives and she'd finally found out about the girl's ability to get an erection and inseminate another woman,
one and one had obviously been two.
And not because that's simply what they'd be physically capable of but because it's what her heart had desired and she felt was right.
She lets Emma tell her all about how her workshops went.
It is like an endless stream of enthusiasm just keeps gushing out of the blonde's mouth and it is absolutely beautiful to witness.
Regina doesn't think she's ever heard Emma talk this much but something tells her she could definitely get used to it.
She's very happy and proud of course, when Emma tells her she's already booked for a couple more workshops next week.
The attending teachers had absolutely loved her methods to inspire the kids and thus asked her if she was available for more sessions.
Naturally, she'd jumped at the opportunity, knowing Regina would agree that it's a great chance and a career path that she should definitely explore.
And well, yes… Regina does find herself nodding and grinning as her girlfriend tells her all of this.
They're seated on the couch, but both very differently from the other.
Emma is kind of… half laying down actually. Her right leg is pulled up -of course discarded of any footwear- and resting in the leather seating
while the other loosely swings at the knee as it hangs down and drums a nonsensical rhythm against the side of the couch.
She's resting her head in her left hand while the other plays with a couple of strands of hair.
It's safe to say that Emma is totally relaxed and comfy. Still enjoying the afterglow of a successful and fulfilling day.
Regina on the other hand, is sitting a bit straighter and I guess you can say that her posture is just slightly more tense.
She too is drumming a rhythm with her foot. It's a different one from Emma's though.
Hers originates from a place of nerves and a particularly tense muscle in the hollow of her knee.
Her palms are sweating from anxiousness.
What exactly is the right moment to tell the woman of your dreams she has a son and it is yours?
"Emma." Regina suddenly exhales.
Her cheeks are red from the building anticipation and her smile is a nervous one but the twinkle in her eyes tells Emma that she's okay…
Just both ready and nervous to get this conversation started.
The girl instantly sits up and nods, showing Regina she's got her full and undivided attention.
If Regina's willing to start sharing, she's not going to be the one to stop her from doing so.
That is what this night is supposed to be about. Sharing and opening up.
But then, when they've locked eyes and staring so meaningfully at each other, it kind of seems like the brunette is at a loss for words.
She's not even thinking of words, to be honest but rather studying the girl's face and looking for bits of Henry on there…
finding them effortless now and falling in love with her all over again too. So sue her but yes, she's distracted.
Emma sees it for something different; an overload of nerves and decides that maybe she should take the lead in this conversation…
If it will make Regina feel more comfortable to open up as well, then that's what she's going to do.
"Why don't I start?"
She softly smiles and takes a hold of Regina's left hand, notices how it's warm and damp and then lovingly entwines their fingers before squeezing reassuringly.
"So… It's pretty scary to talk about this, right?" She nervously chuckles.
"Trust me, I agree but euhm… we can't keep avoiding it… and neither would I want to because… because I want for us to be able to move forward and…"
She silently scolds herself for rambling like this and decides to just get right to it. She inhales long and deep and locks eyes with the brunette.
"Okay, here goes… Regina, I know you want to be pregnant again… well, that you want to try for another kid…
and you really should know that you're not alone… I want that too… not just for you but for us."
Now, this is where things get really scary. That's why Emma caves and shyly looks away, but she continuous to talk bravely nonetheless.
"Now, I fully understand your choice to want to use Henry's donor… Because it makes sense and just… why not, right?
But I don't know I just feel like… well, you and me making it together would make sense as well. To me at least.
Of course, regardless of what you decide I'll love it and would really try my best to earn a place in their life, if you'll let me and if that's something you want too. So yeah, I want you to know that you have options… you can track down the donor dude but we can also do it together.
Or if you want to use the donor and still do all the rest together, that's okay too…"
Emma's face and chest are completely red flaked now. She can hear her heart thumping loudly between her ears and feels her stomach do somersaults.
Regina on her part, can't do anything but listen at her beautiful honesty and heartfelt confession while crying.
It's silent and it starts off with just red eyes and a single teardrop but soon both of her cheeks are entirely wet with emotion.
Tears that, so far, Emma hasn't noticed.
"But I have to say my personal favorite is just us doing it together. All of it. Fuck this is the worst speech ever, isn't it?
And I'm being totally preposterous thinking that you'd ever even consider that…I'm sorry I'm just nervous and you know how I get and"
Obviously Emma's startled when she looks up and is faced with an extremely emotional-way more so than expected- Regina.
At the same moment, the older woman puts two fingers against the girl's mouth. Halting her from saying anything else.
"Emma sweetheart." She smiles and shakes her head.
The girl is staring at her both scared and expectantly. She didn't overstep, did she? Shit.
She shouldn't have started rambling like that… her mouth gets ahead of her brain and who knows what kind of shit she's said.
These kinds of thoughts haunt her mind in the seconds in which Regina gathers her composure and thinks of whatever it is she's about to say.
Which is…
"First of all… I love you… second… I… yes, I do want another child and three: I don't care for any other possible option but you."
She hoarsely tells Emma, leaning closer and boring her big brown eyes into the girl's.
At first the latter says nothing… she blinks a couple of times, yes but she's kinda running short on words and honestly,
no one is to blame her… because… did Regina just say…
"You… seriously? Regina…" She whispers in a voice that, regardless of it's wavering, carries a certain strength to it.
"We're doing this? We're going to make a baby together? A buddy for Hen?"
She asks, asks and ask because of how unbelievably sure she wants to be of if that's really what Regina wants too…
Regina's lips form a smile so genuine it's contagious, before biting the lower one and gently saying
"There's still a couple of things we need to talk about first though…"
She cutely nods, encouraging herself for what's to come.
"Of course…" Emma copies her nodding, also encouraging the brunette to continue.
Then comes a question she hasn't really expected. Not after what they've just kind of decided already.
"What do you know about the Fairlife Cryobank, Emma?"
The question makes Emma nervous again but she reckons that she'll soon understand what Regina's getting at. fully understand, hopefully.
"Euhm just that it's a spermbank with a good reputation." She clears her throat and answers.
"You know it's the one I used for Henry, right?"
"Yeah." Another nod and Regina softly sighs.
"Emma, why have you never mentioned you donated?" She so carefully asks in case there's actually a serious reason why Emma's never told her.
"What? How do you… I mean, I… It was a long time ago… I'm sorry I didn't think it mattered."
The girl awkwardly stumbles over her words. She's startled to say the least. "Did Ruby tell you that?"
"Don't worry. It's okay…" Regina ignores the girl's last question and merely offers her a kind, warm smile. "But you could have mentioned it."
"Yeah, I just…" Emma bashfully grimaces "I feel a bit awkward about it because I wasn't 18 yet."
"Oh… then how?"
"Fake ID. I was 17 and I needed some money… and I didn't want to do anything sketchy like you know… drug related or something…
and even though donating sperm wasn't exactly the best idea either, at least it felt like I was doing something positive, you know?" She tells Regina truthfully.
"Of course… you were." says the brunette. Finding it so heartwarming to realize just how beautiful her girlfriend has always been.
"So yeah…" Emma awkwardly mumbles, hoping for Regina to maybe understand her or at least not think she's a complete fool. "That's that."
Regina is still closely studying her face… she's definitely anxious to get to the point. That's why the next thing she says is…
"Sidney has found information on Henry's donor." Her voice is both cautious and warm yet there's a slight tremor to it.
She swiftly gets up to retrieve something from her desk.
Emma, once again, is startled. Of course she is.
"Oh… he did?" She furrows her brow. Not feeling all too happy to learn this particular bit of information.
She does try to hide it though, quickly covering up her frown with a pokerface.
"Yes." Regina nods and says simultaneously.
"Okay…" Emma offers her a hesitant smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes before clearing her throat and asking exactly what's on her mind
"So, wait, does that mean you're still considering using"
"Have a look." Regina just smiles as she sits back down and places a certain piece of paper into Emma's hands.
"I don't know, I don't really…"
The blonde quickly shrugs and looks away from Regina's face as she's already pushing the file back into the older woman's hands. But the latter doesn't budge. She gently takes a hold of Emma's right hand with her left and uses her own right one to guide Emma's focus down onto the undoubtedly life changing bit of information between her fingertips.
The moment Emma catches sight of what she's holding, she's initially thoroughly confused.
She narrows her eyes and re-reads some random information she remembers once filling out
and of course most prominently and on top of the page notices her own boy name. Emil Swan.
"What's this? This is my file… How did you get this?" She looks back up at Regina who's staring back at her with wide, somewhat watery, eyes.
"It's Henry's donor's file." She slowly articulates for Emma, realizing that this is going to be a hell of a lot to take in.
"What?" Emma whispers before shaking her head. "No it's…" and quietly gasps "What?"
Both her eyes and her mouth are wide in silent shock as all oxygen seems to be stolen from her lungs.
"Emma…" Regina smiles and gently cups both of the girl's hands that are gripping the piece of paper tightly.
"This isn't a joke, is it?" The girl quietly asks, feeling tears well up and spill.
Regina softly exhales and shakes her head "No darling. It's true."
"You picked me?" Emma's voice cracks as she stares so deeply into Regina's eyes now.
In that moment it hits Regina hard... That 'being chosen' has always been an entirely foreign concept to Emma.
And also that… in whatever way… she'd choose Emma over and over again. Like she has.
"How could I not have?"
The older woman breaks out into the largest smile ever and nods several times…
physically confirming her statement and unable to keep herself from crying non-stop.
"Henry…" Emma suddenly whispers. "Oh my god… Does he know?"
and finally, she too begins to smile… nervously at first but that's just due to her current astonishment, of course.
"I told him." Regina admits and bites her lip before continuing.
"We had a big talk but don't worry, he promised he wouldn't tell Ruby and Kat yet." She reassures her.
"Was he…" The girl now hesitates. "How did he react?" She asks tentatively.
Regina breaks out into happy chuckles and truthfully tells Emma "He couldn't have been happier."
"He was happy?" Emma shyly though excitedly asks and smiles.
"Over the moon." Her girlfriend nods in confirmation.
Emma hums before softly laughing and taking control of her breathing again.
She stares down at Regina's hands and shakily though tenderly strokes them.
"God I wanna hug him so badly right now." She lovingly and longingly sighs.
"You will tomorrow."
Naturally, both women continue to cry and are still kind of trembling or rather buzzing with emotion.
Breathing hard and are feeling so much. Sitting almost entirely still while looking at each other in awe.
"How crazy is this?" Emma speaks up in wonder.
"Incredible you mean." The brunette chuckles and nods.
"Incredibly crazy and crazy incredible." The blonde rightfully decides.
She leans in closer towards Regina. Finding an entirely new kind of excitement and intensity between them.
A bond that has always been there but they've only just discovered.
"As you can imagine, Henry feels extra special knowing that he's officially got two mommy's." Regina breaks their sniffle filled verbal silence.
"Mommy?" Emma blushes and uses one of her hands to wipe away some tears.
"I… I know when you donated that's not what you had in mind but maybe"
Regina carefully says and sweetly strokes Emma's knee, in serious need of some physical contact with the woman.
Maybe Emma doesn't feel ready for the label just yet and if that's so, of course, Regina will respect that.
Even though their little five year old could not be more ready to start calling her something along the lines of mommy, Regina's sure.
"Regina, how do you feel about all of this?" Emma so very tenderly and carefully asks her next.
Regina's sort of surprised by the question. She shouldn't be though. When has Emma ever not been considerate of how she feels?
The girl always always always takes her heart into account.
"You're worried about how I feel?" She grins cutely.
"Of course…" Emma nods. "I'm not going to just claim a certain place in Henry's life if that's not something that you're comfortable with…
that I'm his donor doesn't mean that I immediately have to be his other parent."
She considerately reasons, having nothing but her girlfriend's feelings in mind.
"Oh sweetheart, but to him that's what you've been since the moment you stepped into his world.
It has so much more to do with you as person than with the fact that you're his donor."
Regina shifts a little closer towards her. Leaning even closer towards Emma until their noses are just inches apart.
"And to you?" The blonde seriously though sweetly asks her. Her eyes wide and completely void of expectation…
Whatever Regina feels, she should be able to share.
"To me?" Regina breathes against her lips, wets her own and smiles confidently.
"To me you're the woman I want beside me to raise Henry and whoever ends up joining us.
You're the woman I want to share laughter and tears with. Preferable the happy type but whatever gets thrown my way I want to experience it with you.
Emma, you're it for me. So, if you ask me how I feel about all of this… I must warn you… my answer will be one of actions, rather than words."
That last sentence she says while smirking and Emma hums excitedly as she feels an amazing shiver run through her body.
She's stopped crying but is, of course, still blushing and chuckles hoarsely.
"Talk about romantic seduction."
"Well, it's not the most ideal moment cycle-wise to try and get me pregnant but we can still practice, right?"
Regina grins at her daringly and places a warm, promising kiss onto hungry lips.
"Practice does make perfect." Emma affectedly groans and now grins as well.
"My thoughts exactly." The older woman grabs for her sides and goes to stand up, pulling Emma with her.
She walks the girl backwards towards the stairs while softly nipping at her neck, jaw and mouth.
Emma follows. Of course she does.
When they're upstairs the younger woman doesn't wait too long before reaching down to undo the button on the brunette's jeans.
"Let's get you out of these." She murmurs hungrily.
Regina smiles and couldn't agree more. She helps Emma take them off of her and then thoroughly enjoys the girl's hands kneading her ass.
"This has to go too." The blonde decides next as she starts to pull Regina's shirt up,
forgoing buttons because her patience is slim and she'd much rather put her fingers to better use.
Her girlfriend chuckles and obliges, pulling the garment over her head and tossing it on the foot of the bed.
"What about you?" She smiles as Emma reaches around her and frees her beautiful round breasts from delicate lace.
Regina can practically feel how the air around them is thick with expectations of amazing sex as it hits her stiff nipples and further hardens them.
And well, Emma's kisses of admiration being planted onto her sensitive skin is not bad either.
"Me? Oh I just have to whip out my dick and I'm good to go. Or you know, come, of course." The girl looks up at her, grins and teasingly winks.
"You can be such a moron." The older woman rolls her eyes before gasping as Emma treats her left nipple to some amazing oral attention.
Regina whines with need and then groans as she decidedly reaches to undo Emma's pants and pushes them down her ass.
She takes a step backwards until she feels the bed so they can relocate and continue this horizontally.
Emma happily follows her girlfriend before her fingers start to investigate lower regions as she lets them dance down Regina's stomach,
her lower belly and into her panties finding warmth, need and desperation.
Simply finding her girlfriend's exquisite pussy entirely ready for her.
"And yet you still crave me inside of you…" She dirtily teases Regina further while slowly dragging two fingers down the entire length of her slit.
"Don't push it, Swan."
Regina growls and glares at her but the effect of said glare kind of diminishes a lot due to her panting and the way she's also softly moaning in between words. Regina reaches for Emma's underwear and doesn't hesitate any longer when she slips her hand into them and instantly starts to rub the girl's erection up and down and up and down and up and... well, you get the gist...
Emma sighs content at feeling her lover's hand work magic on her and kisses her before grinning once again and saying
"Well, you certainly know how to pull it, Mills."
Regina lightly slaps her shoulder with her free hand and tightens her hold onto the dick she's holding while lightly scolding the blonde.
"Will you shut up already?"
Emma just continues to let her fingers play with Regina's leaking pussy,
consciously not entering her just yet and kisses her before pulling back and deviously smirking in victory.
"I thought you liked a little dirty talk. In fact, I know you do."
"Oh is that so?"
"Yeah it makes your pussy so very wet."
To emphasize her point she slides two fingers one-knuckle deep into Regina's heat and then expertly curls them
while pulling back out, gathering extra juices and rubbing them all over the outside of Regina's sex.
Coating her warm and throbbing clit, and making her entirely slippery, completely ruining the pair of panties the woman's still wearing.
No matter how badly Regina'd normally wish to come back with some witty reply… it really wouldn't be worth the effort of thinking of something right now …
All she wants to do at this point is just throw her head back and let Emma play with her. Play with her thoroughly and hard.
"It makes it so damn easy for me to fuck you." Emma murmurs against her mouth. Alternating between licking and biting her kiss-swollen lips.
"Do it." Regina suddenly whines and lets go of Emma's penis… Not that she's been doing much of jerking the last few minutes… She tried.
She really had but she's been too lost in her growing pleasure to concentrate on her own movements.
Emma hadn't minded too much since it hadn't held her back from becoming entirely turned on and hard.
She still felt Regina's soft fingers against her dick and balls and she's been humping into the warm, slightly uncontrolled touch…
enjoying it immensely nonetheless.
"What?" She cutely chuckles. Not that she doesn't know what Regina is asking her. Asking of her. It's just that she really likes hearing her girlfriend say it.
Of course, Regina doesn't disappoint.
"Please fuck me."
Emma smiles and this time kisses Regina tenderly while pulling her girlfriend's ruined panties down her legs before pushing said legs open wide,
positioning herself and expertly entering her favorite vagina in the whole wide world. She deliciously thrusts in and out of Regina in a nice steady rhythm.
Gripping at the older woman's ass to be able to penetrate her as deeply as possible.
Somehow, they both last quite long… find themselves on the edge for long stretches of time and stay there together… move a little slower,
postponing their peak… wanting for their moment and their pleasure to last.
After who knows how long, Regina's legs are too tired to wrap around Emma's body anymore, so instead they lay nearly limp and totally trembling…
spread wide open, offering herself entirely up to the blonde and all of the girl's wants and needs and having her own ful-quite literally-filled in the process.
She welcomes each thrust with a moan and a sigh… content to be filled by her lover like this…
Loving every inward movement and with every retraction already longing for Emma's next move.
Focusing on the noises of their wet skins and the slipping of their sexes.
Emma's balls as they rhythmically slap her ass and how that too excites her.
Emma's hands as they reach for her nipples, pull them and share them with her lips as the girl alternates between sucking,
biting and just allowing her fingers to play with them.
Where Emma is still getting the energy from is a complete mystery to Regina. But she enjoys it so thoroughly she honestly couldn't care less.
When, suddenly, they lock eyes again and Regina moans particularly whiny, Emma smiles at her and nods…
Both of their breathes grow a little more frantic as their bodies start to move more intense again. Emma's thrusts speed up and grow a little harder.
Their eyes and jaws go wide as their exhausted bodies finally, god fucking hell, finally vibrate with orgasms and fluids flow out of them,
into and against each other.
Their bodies are damp and smell of the other. Beneath their nails the other's skin can be found.
Bite marks decorate their bodies and tomorrow they'll most likely be deliciously sore.
After making love and after enjoying bathing in the amazing afterglow of their orgasms,
Emma strips herself of the rest of her clothes before they continue to cuddle closely.
Their hands never stop stroking each other… constantly reminding the other of how amazing that feels.
"Regina?" Emma softly speaks up.
"Yes darling?"
"What made you pick me? I mean, as Henry's donor…"
Emma openly wonders. When she donated she hadn't really considered that anyone would actually choose her.
She didn't have any impressive information like diplomas or athletic accomplishments to mention and impress anyone with.
So, what had made an amazing and successful woman like Regina pick her?
"I thought you were a beautiful person." The brunette truthfully says and plants her lips upon Emma's cheek sweetly.
"You hardly knew anything about me though…" The girl shrugs and turns her head to be able to look at Regina.
"Do you remember what you wrote as your reason to donate or well, 'personal note'?" The woman then asks her… as if that should explain it all.
"I…" Emma smiles and then chuckles "Yeah…"
"I read that and I knew right away…" Regina tenderly explains.
Emma can actually feel herself blush and curls up her nose a little awkwardly "You didn't think it was too silly?"
Regina softly laughs at the cute display of bashfulness and shakes her head.
"It was the perfect amount of silly to be exactly what I wanted."
Emma smiles, feeling reassured by Regina's heartfelt statement and nods.
The brunette reaches for one of her girlfriend's hands and entwines their fingers for the night.
Emma presses herself a bit closer against the brunette. She thinks of the past and of the future. She thinks of Henry and of new life.
She thinks of the decisions she's made over the past few years and of how she couldn't be more grateful of how things had gone.
Grateful for her seventeen year old self to have penned down what she had on that donation form.
Somehow she still remembers every word. And somehow she feels the need to repeat them right now.
Softly and in the warmth of their bedroom but most importantly… to the mother of any and all children she'll ever have.
"This is for someone who needs it
Whether there's three, two or one of you
Whether you're purple, blue, yellow or green
you're male, female, neither, both or something in between
Whether you've founded Starbucks or work there
You believe in God, Amun Ra, the Flying Spaghetti Monster, or don't really believe in prayer
Even if you prefer the movie from the book
And regardless of if you call it gazpacho or cold soup
If you've got a heart bursting at the seams with love to spare, know that it's everlasting,
unconditional and that you'll never not or rather always be there...
then this is for you
E.S."
I realize this was a pretty long chapter but I didn't want to rush these scenes.
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