Abandonment is indeed a big issue, especially if it gets to people the way it did in the last chapter.
Abandonment problems can cause broken relationships and ruin things, these affected people will draw away or be really dependent and demanding, reassuring will not work for them.
So please be understanding to people who show signs of these issues.
And for this chapter, if you ever feel this way, please talk to someone, even if it's an (online) friend, or a hotline! (suicide hotline for example)!
If all fails, I'm always here to be talked to and with and help you if you need it! please don't be shy!
Depression
Sometimes it was there, and sometimes it wasn't.
Depression isn't always as bad as people say it is, but it can be.
Because some days everything is fine, normal, and just good.
But other days...
It can be as simple as a bad comment from someone or something small going wrong that can trigger not wanting to come out of bed.
Coming out of bed seems so useless and life seems so meaningless, the motivations of the days before has left and all it leaves behind is a ruined person.
Either your mind feels numb, your head's running hundreds of miles per hour, or you just simply want to cry and a sob stuck in your throat is just making you feel uncomfortable.
Some day it can be as bad as wanting to do something to yourself.
And Marinette could totally agree with that.
The hollow feeling in her chest would hunt her, making her unfocused.
She tried setting her mind on creating something, but only to fail as she held her pencil, her eyes trained on the blank page of her sketchbook she hadn't drawn in for days.
And she just wanted for things to be over, she just wanted for it all to stop.
She was constantly exhausted from fighting akuma's, patrolling, worrying, homework, lack of sleep.
When she was in school she wished for vacation, but when vacation came she felt numb and alone and restless as she laid in bed most of the days.
She was happy when she could see her friends or her kitty, but the moment she was alone her mind drifted off and the feeling of sadness returned.
Somedays the pressure of it all became to much and she just cried, Tikki nuzzling her cheek as she weeped.
Or she would go for a run, sometimes she stayed so long and sat on the Eiffel Tower alone until Chat Noir suddenly showed up.
For a while she could forget things as they talked and joked, but a little while later as she layed in bed, turning around restlessly, her mind would go back to every choice she had ever made in her entire life.
She didn't want to feel this way, this helpless. She felt selfish for feeling so bad, because she had a roof atop of her head, a loving family, passions, amazing friends.
But still the feeling wouldn't leave for even a second, hunting her day and night.