I wake up to liza playing the G note on the piano."nooo wfuhue2priiuh ahhhh stahhpp" she laughs at me and complains about it taking me forever to wake up. Mrs. Smith tells us to dress nice because someone who we know for sure is going to adopt one of us is coming. It takes everything for me to not roll my eyes. No one would want me so I just wear my nice jeans a PANIC! T shirt considering its summer. I brush my long hair dyed black and blue at the ends. I let it fall to my waist. I put on some light foundation to hide my pimples then look at my wrists. might as well try to hide them. I grab some foundation and put it on my wrists,

" come on y/n we gotta go" Liza says. I nod my head and walk down to the park. with my group. I look around and just look for something to do. I find a shaded tree near a lake and sit there drawing and singing trapdoor by twenty one pilots.

"do me a favor and try to ign..."I was cut off by sitting next to.

"y/n please just come over with the group the person is here" she asks me and I sigh standing up helping her up as well. The person comes in and looks at us. Its a middle aged couple. A man with blonde hair and a brown headed lady. They smile at me...oh that smile that I get every time. eventually they decide on ryan. A boy that is a few years younger than me. I give a forced smile as they leave and run back to where I was before tears threatening to fall. not here y/n wait till you get back to the center I take a shaky breath and take my ear buds out just playing the music out loud. The album vessel plays and I sing along leaning my head on the tree. once again i'm interrupted by someone sitting next to me. I sigh.

"why are you here alone and not with the others" The person who I now know is a man asks me.

"eh. I never get chosen so I just kind of gave up" I respond turning the music down.

"oh" he responds.

"If you don`t mind ME asking why are you talking to me and not over there with the other more care free kids" I ask still not looking at the man however he sounds familiar .

"because you remind me of myself" he says. And I look straight ahead not because of what he said but because of a lady that says

"tyler have you met all of them." i sigh putting my head in between my legs and turn my music up again as another lady comes over to them and they walk to the papers.(this is the voice in your head)just give up y/n were never going to get adopted.I know and besides I gave up a year ago. we head back to the center where tells us who got adopted. I hum I write Sins not tragedies by PANIC! we sit down and listen. that when I realize TYLER FRIXEN JOSEPH AND JENNA FRIXEN JOSEPH ARE IM THE SAME ROOM AS ME AND I TALKED TO HIM...wow you didn' even know it was him dummie you could have gotten him to like you. i know. I hang my head low.

"ok kids so three of you got adopted mills. you are now ryan miller. destny wats you are now destiny keller..and the last person is y/n l/n you are now y/n joseph" At those words I jerk my head up and I can't stop smiling making my chaped lips hurt even more.I lick my lips in attempt to make it stop and go up to my room to pack. I throw all of my clothes in a suitcase and take my posters down softly walking back down the stairs. I hug my friend and .Then look at my new parents. tyler and jenna joseph?