(3 months after Gray ran away) written from Gray's point of view
I was going to end it. I was so sure that that was what I wanted. Running away and ending it without anyone knowing I was dead. It was my master plan and it was the most stupid plan ever. Here I am still alive with no home and no money blindfolded in a dark room. So how did I get in this situation? let's start with the beginning It's simple I tried to kill myself and I failed but got damaged . It's truly a miracle how I survived. And as depressed as I am. I'm relieved. I shot myself in the head and the moment I pulled the trigger I felt it, regret. Turns out that I did want to live. I just needed a reminder. You see? the story is simple. But do you know what isn't a simple story? The story of how a man with the perfect family became a depressed guy.
there are no guns involved in too this one. But believe me, the story isn't as clean as the first one. For starters, it's about a Man who got raped and drugged. Shame is a strong enemy. If I could choose between the shame I feel right now and someone ripping off my nails and stabbing me a thousandth times with a blade that's on fire. I would choose the last option. I know I sound like a drama queen. But I deserve to complain a little right?
okay maybe not. I could have stayed. I could have focused on the guy I have a crush on and my amazing family instead of fact that I was raped. But I didn't. instead, I lost myself. And now I need to find myself again.
The first step to that would be going back to fairy tail. But I'm too ashamed to go back like this and I don't even know where I am. And then there is Chearl. There is no way she's letting me go. She is the one who saved me, she heard the shot and found me. She brought me to a hospital and let me stay at her place She was so sweet and then out of nowhere she drugged me tied me up and blindfolded me. I hardly hear her talk;. I tried to go home once but she stopped me and locked me up in a room. (that was pretty easy because I was woundedl). I'm not scared. I have no idea what's going to happen but I'm not scared at all. Maybe because the worst thing possible already happened. But I do feel something else. A pain in my heart. I'm pretty sure it's there cause I miss them, I miss them all. But most of all I miss you Natsu.
(end of Gray's point of view)
Natsu walked in Fairy tail the moment the gates opened everyone's eyes were on him. They wanted to know, but no one dared to ask. Did he find Gray? Or anything that could lead to him? The answer was obvious, you could read it on the look on his face. "No, I didn't find anything. If that was what you guys wanted to ask." the fire mage said. He was frustrated he missed the ice princess so much. he wanted to see him. He needed to see him. Who knew that missing someone could hurt so much? "Natsu you should rest for a day," Mira said. " No, I can't every day I'm not looking for Gray could be in pain our worse" With those words the fire mage left again in the hope that he could find his friend. Erza and Lucy followed him in the hope of helping him.
After sleeping on the cold ground in the dark room he was held captive in. Gray opened his eyes hoping it was just a bad dream. it was dark but he could still see the pattern of the wallpaper. And for the first time being locked in that room, he noticed how ugly the wallpaper was. "God how could anyone have such a bad wallpaper," He thought. And then he realized why he didn't notice it before. He was blindfolded before. "So you're awake, Don'tworry I won't hurt you I will even bring you home Chearl said with a big grin
"bring me home? Why?"
"because I want something from you, it will be like a trade"
Sorry bad chapter, sorry for not updating for a long while. and sorry it's short but I'm on a block. Next chapters will be better and I know such a twist? I had no idea how Gray got in that situation I wasn't even planning on making him "want to live again" and making him realize he wants to be happy with everyone but it just happened while writing this I had no control over it. And to be clear Gray still has a depression and everything. He just realized he doesn't want to give yet, he is still going to struggle but he is going to try harder to get better. I'm also writing another story I will publish it in a couple of days when the first chapter is ready but don't worry this story will be finished.