Yes, this may seem like a really short chapter, but heres the thing, I wrote a really long chapter and really it couldnt be read all in one so this is just half of it, trust me when put together, it ended up being 21 pages so it was long! but yeah the good news is, the second portion of this will be out by next week, being that it is done and complete. oh for those of you who check my profile, sorry, my beta got back to me late yesterday, or else it would have been yesterday

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Chapter 16 Part I

Falling Into You

Sango began her day wondering the weird things that occurred in the last week. Since that night she and Miroku were blocked in, they became closer and slowly, though somewhere in back of Sango's mind, she still didn't fully trust Miroku, she thought she could. That is to a certain extent.

It was there last official day before they left for the city again. They were going to leave the cabin the next day in the morning. The thing of it was, Sango was getting her period soon and any girl who has one, of course the girls hormones are… higher than usual.

Miroku really wasn't even pressuring her during the week; he was more concerned that she would get better. He knew for a fact that her little brother would be really pissed that she sprained her ankle in the first place and that both of them were on a mission in the first place… hopefully Kohaku got done what he needed to.

Sango decided something, with her newly discovered trust in Miroku, there was something else she realized as well. She loved him, she doesn't know when it began, but all she kept thinking about when she was laying in that bed while Miroku came to every need, was that this man, this man was a person she could see herself spending the rest of her life with. Being able to walk more now on her own, she paced the bedroom back and forth a couple times, limping still, she made a decision. Tonight, being there last night in the cabin before they would go to the city, she would make love to him.

It was nearly dinner time when Sango came out of the bedroom with a turtle neck and black slacks on. It wasn't exactly her idea of what she pictured she'd be wearing when she made love to someone, but hey, it was too cold to even think of wearing something like a sun dress. And plus, it wasn't even like she planned she would be doing something like this now. Maybe for once, Rin, although not really to great on giving advice considering she was with a non-emotional person, was right. Sex would help uncover what he was hiding from her and she him. Let's face it, she wasn't exactly a person that spilt her guts to anyone willingly and for once maybe after this she could.

Sango limped down the stairs as best she could. She was about to walk into the kitchen when she heard Miroku talk in a very harsh tone, obviously to someone on the phone.

"Why can't you tell me!" Miroku raised his voice a bit more. A short moment of silence arose and then all she could hear was the phone being slammed down.

Sango decided to wait a couple of minutes before she entered. She really didn't want to start something, not now, not tonight. Little did she know the very conversation that Miroku was having with another person the on phone was about her.

She walked in after thinking the coast was clear with his anger and she came behind him and snuggled against him. He breathed a deep sigh as he felt her arms around him and calmed down a bit. It was amazing how the very source of his anger could so easily make him calm once again.

He turned himself around and faced Sango. He kissed her head and held her there for a couple of moments, and then he realized that apple pie would burn if he didn't take it out soon. He told her to sit at the table, and she did. Miroku served them both what seemed to be a recipe that he learned when he was younger. It consisted of chicken, some type of alfrado sauce along the noodles of course. It tasted delicious along with the apple pie he had made for dessert.

It was time, and all throughout dinner, Sango seemed to have jitters. She wanted to tell him that she loved him, and she wanted him to say it back to her. She was of course afraid that he wouldn't return her feelings and the fact that this was the first time she had ever felt this way about another man. She was also hopping this would be the first and the last man she ever make love to.

"Miroku, I think you can sleep next to me tonight. I'm walking fine, I don't think you'll be able to hurt me." she said a barely audible voice. He though did pick it up and wondered what she was up to.

She took his hand and led him to the bedroom. She sat on the bed and he figured it out. He shouldn't, this is wrong; he couldn't just have sex with her. Even throughout the week he wanted to nail her, he still had this aching feeling in his stomach that he shouldn't do this. He may regret it, and for whatever reason, he knew he would.

With Kohaku

Taking one last look around Sango's room, he put everything back the way it was, unfortunately, he did not find what he needed to, the jewel. His master would surly whip him for this. He needed to think hard and long about this, where she would hide it. He knew for a fact that she may have not trusted him, but this was insane. He could storm in on her when she got home tomorrow, but he was pretty sure that it would blow his and maybe even Miroku's cover as well.

Back with Sango and Miroku

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Sango pulled him to sit down next to her and spoke slowly. "Miroku, I've changed my mind about something and I think you should know, I'm ready to have sex with you." She would have said make love, but she still wasn't sure what he felt for her, and all throughout dinner she tried to coax him into telling her but he didn't say anything. Every time she brought it up about the future or anything close to what they felt for each other, he would switch subjects. Some would maybe get the impression that the person didn't love them, but some how the way he said and tried to avoid, she truly thought he did love her.

Sango kissed so passionately, it would have made any tingle with shivers at the sight of first love. For quite a few minutes the only thing they did was make out and then came the hard part. They broke apart and Sango took off her shirt. He looked at her with awe. He honestly couldn't believe she was doing this. She looked at him shyly and felt so awkward about doing this in the first place and all he could do was stare.

"Miroku, you do want to do this right?" He merely nodded. At the moment he was becoming painfully hard and couldn't focus straight as to what was just about to happen. He took off his shirt as she stared at his biceps, greatly impressed Sango was, and Miroku's ego just shot up a whole notch. He wasn't wearing an undershirt, so for the first time since she saw him nude in her bed, she got a close up view of god really gave him. He looked her in the eye and as if she knew, she nodded. This would dramatically change there relationship forever and it was still okay for her to stop. She took a hold of his head and forced there lips to meet. He kissed her almost instantly.

Feeling her underneath him, knowing he was in control, he suddenly forgot what his thoughts about this being wrong in the first place. All clear and righteous thoughts were out the window, and now he and her were simply a man and a woman, nothing more nothing less. He would screw her silly and he would enjoy it. He took off her bra, and noticed the blush that came about her face. His mouth watered at the sight and what ever blood was left in his head went south.

He fondled them, and suckled on them a bit. She moaned so inaudibly, she doubted that she even did. Miroku would soon change that though. She wrapped her legs around his waist and he lifted her up so now they were in the middle of the bed, him on top and her below. He grabbed her pants and the buttons flew off. He backed away and ripped off the pants from her butt, through them on the floor and soon enough he was sitting in between her legs. Staring at her, he smiled. Her chest rising and falling, waiting for his next move. She was already panting and he began to as well. He stuck his fingers in her bikini straps of her underwear and pulled down. The first thing Sango did was close her legs. That included him in between them as well. He felt his member being pushed into the bed more then he wanted to and he couldn't hold back a loud moan. He spread her legs apart again and took off his pants and boxers. Sango blushed looking at his member, he wasn't exactly small. In fact he wasn't small at all, he was huge and just the thought of him actually trying to fit that thing inside of her made her blush even harder.

Though he should have, he didn't reassure her that everything would be okay. Instead, he entered her, knowing fully well that she wasn't that virgin she portrayed. She bit her trying to hold back a moan. She wasn't sure if she feeling more pain or pleasure. Even the bastard that raped her wasn't this big. To think that had that bastard that raped her, had he not, it was very possible that Miroku would have been her first, but any of those thoughts wee soon out the window when he thrust into her. Sango moaned as well as Miroku did. Just the feeling of tightness surrounding him was amazing! Within the first couple of thrusts Sango oragasmed. It was like that for the next two hours straight, Miroku pursued her over and over again, until he honestly lost it to his breaking point. At her last orgasm and his, they yelled each others names. When he finally took himself out of her, she cuddled against him, her back to his chest. She didn't mean to, but she couldn't resist.

Okay for those of you who didn't read that, read this next part it is important!

In a low voice she said, "Miroku… I love you." He was a bit shocked, but he knew it was coming, throughout dinner she kept throwing hints at him that she did. He didn't want her to say that because it was going to be harder to let go. He tightened his grip around her waist letting her know that he at least acknowledged what she said to him, even if he couldn't say it back to her.

They had sex two more times that night, not as long as the first, but certainly just as good.

It was five am when he awoke. He looked over at Sango who was sleeping soundly. He covered he shoulder, put on his robe, and snuck downstairs. He made himself some coffee and went back upstairs. She was still asleep and he went out on the balcony, staring off into the distance of the beautiful mountains, with the sun arising. He contemplated what happened last night, and finally came to a realization.

Slowly but surly he was falling in…

"Miroku, what are you doing up already?" Sango said giving a lazy yawn; she wrapped her arms around him. She was thinking about what she said to him last night, and she wasn't quite sure what he felt about her saying that she loved him. Last night, she gave him all of her, and from the looks of it, he did except it, so that was good at least. He really didn't say anything, but just stared off into the distance.

Realizing that he might want to be alone right now, she said, "I'm going to go start packing, what time did you want to leave here by?"

"Ten." Was all he said and she walked back inside, though because she was literally fucked senseless last night, she could barely walk. Her legs felt like jelly. He watched her walk inside like a penguin. He laughed lightly, but realized she must be really sore for her to walk like that.

She walked down the hallway and down the stairs. That book, she wanted it so badly, after all, she really didn't get a chance to look at it. The problem was, how she would get it if Miroku was always around. Then it hit her. He didn't shovel for the day yet. It wasn't a lot, but it would be enough to buy her sometime so she could grab the book and put it in her suit case. She opened the front door, then shut it, knowing fully well that in order to get out of the drive way they would need a massive clean up of snow.

She nearly ran back upstairs and said, "Miroku, umm I think we need to shovel because we can't get out of the driveway if we don't."

He nodded and as she was walking away, he said "hey with the way you're walking and your ankle, I'll shovel." She nodded, and started walking downstairs again. She was going to make eggs and sausage. When he came down stairs, he was surprised to see that Sango was cooking and had already set a plate for him on the table.

Smiling he sat down and ate the food greedily, after last night, he certainly did gain an appetite. When they were finished, Sango began washing the dishes and packing up the remainder of food in the fridge in boxes. Before he left out the door, Miroku put his plate in the sink and kissed Sango on the cheek. Maybe he did feel the way she did about him, but in any case, there was no time to think of that. She needed to go get that book!

She hopped up the stairs and went straight to the library. She opened the door and searched for the book. She soon found it, exactly where she left it. Behind another large book. She grabbed it and ran or rather rushed out of the room as fast as she could. She heard the front door close and stuffed it into her bag. She laid down on the bed as though she had been there the entire time. Miroku came in and smirked.

"So I guess you wanted another round from last night," getting on top of her and kissing her mouth harshly. "Unfortunately, we do have to go. So I promise to make up for this another time." Kissing her lightly. Sango smiled knowing all too well, that leave it to Miroku to make any situation a perverted situation.

"You done packing though, because we have a long ride ahead of us and I think it would be best if we get going now."

"Yeah, that's fine."

Soon enough they were out the door and leaving Vermont. Somewhere both of them would never forget the time they spent together.

With Sess and Rin

"So, Miroku and Sango are coming back today are they not?" Sess asked Rin while she was cooking some pancakes.

"Yeah, I hope they had fun. They do deserve it, especially Sango. I don't think I've seen her this happy… ever." Walking over to Sess with pancakes in her hands. She put them in front of him and then he grabbed her waist and pulled her down to sit in his lap.

"Rin, I just hope that Miro didn't do anything stupid?"

"What do you mean…?"

"Forget about it, I have to go to work, so let me just eat the pancakes then I'll go." He picked up the fork to stick into the pancakes but before he could even get near his mouth watering buttery pancakes, Rin snatched them away from him. He opened his mouth to say something, but then Rin stuck her hand over his mouth.

"Tell me what the little jerk did, because if he dares to hurt Sango, I will make sure that his ass is creamed. Therefore, by you not telling me, I won't have sex with you for a week." Rin said

He knew she would do it too. He decided, he would have to tell her, or it could be his ass.

With Sango and Miroku

Miroku covered Sango with the blanket, as he waited for the light to turn green. They were finally back in the city and a waiting to get out of this damn traffic. He felt as though he should go to a priest and discuss his sins, he felt so bad for doing what he did in the previous night. Though, he can't say he was complaining. He did love the sex, but now, it wasn't just messing with her, and it was more personal. She was in love with him, or so she said.

He parked into the garage and gave Sango a gentle push. She awoke with the gleam of sleepiness in her eyes and looking towards a blue eyed Miroku.

"Hey, were at your apartment, so I'll take you up and then I have to go check my messages at home because my boss was suppose to call me during our time off."

Sango nodded and picked up her duffle bag. Miroku took her other bags and followed her into the elevator. The very elevator that he threatened to make out with her while an old couple was watching. He smiled thinking of the thoughts of all there dates. The ride up to her apartment seemed longer then he last imagined it to be. He couldn't believe all they've went through in the past couple of weeks. There relationship really did seem to blossom. Its just too bad that had she not been another woman, he could have made a future with her.

He grimaced at the thought of actually saying goodbye to her. She was something that he would certainly never forget.

The elevator doors opened and both of them walked to her door in silence. He kissed lightly and they said there goodbyes.

The first thing she noticed when she walked in was that Kohaku was sitting on the chair, awaiting her arrival back. He came up to her and hugged her. She would never find out about the slashes he had on his back, or the bruises to his stomach. She would never witness him being so scared, but yet not even sensing it enough to figure out exactly what had happened when she was gone for that one week.

She sat down and he did as well. "So how was your week away from your big sister?" Sango asked playfully.

"Well…"

Flashback

The cracking of a whip from behind him could be heard along with his painful screams of agony. Not being able to fine the jewel, he did the one the thing that he shouldn't have. He should have run away, but Naraku would have found him regardless. At first, when he met him, and told him about him not finding the jewel, he seemed as though it were okay, in fact, it could even be said that he was acting fatherly towards him. Then all of sudden, he walked behind him, grabbed his arms, and tied them up. He got the whipping of a lifetime that day. Not to mention the broken ribs he had endured by another young apprentice as himself. Blood spilling from his back onto his pants and the floor could be seen. His only choice would have been to run away, and he didn't.

End of Flashback

"It wasn't bad; I hung out with a couple friends and nothing else. I visited Keade whenever I got the chance too."

He walked out of the living room into the kitchen feeling that if he didn't get out of there when he did, he may have just blurted out everything that happened. He thought of what happened yet again, and the very thought that he actually thought Naraku could be a fatherly figure sickened him.

He may have lost his father a long time ago, but regardless, no one ever could take his place.

"That's good I mean, at least I can always depend on Keade when I need her to look out for you." Sango said while shifting through the mail on the coffee table. Nothing out of the ordinary, bills as usual. She would of course have to go visit Rin to get her things back.

She stood up and walked into the kitchen where Kohaku was and immediately after she came in, he walked away. Weird she thought.

Kohaku then yelled that he had work and walked out the door. Sango thought that there must be something going on, but then again, he could just have work. She decided if she wanted to trust him again, she would have to let it go. She had to stop questioning him, and hopefully just move on. Not to mention she had other things to worry about. She told her boyfriend that she loved him, her best friend was coming home today, and she needed to get all of her things back from Rin. This was going to be one hell of a long day.

With Inuyasha and Kagome

"Whoa, glad we beat the snow. Rin said that they've gotten a lot of snow over that past week. In fact where Miroku and Sango were, they had gotten so much that they were snowed in for pretty much the entire week."

"Wonder if they did anything stupid." Grabbing all of there suit cases and bringing it inside the apartment, right behind Kagome. He walked past her and then felt a slap towards the back of his head. Apparently she was in one of those mood swings again. She could be happy one minute then absolutely pissed another minute. Not to mention the little crying she'd done over there honeymoon. It was certainly interesting. He really didn't expect her to have so many mood swings, but then women do. He must have given her a dozen flowers on numerous occasions to make up for the littlest mistake. He looked at her and gave her a pouty look.

"Don't give me that look, Yasha; Sango would never do anything like that. At least I hope not."

"Me too." Thankful to switch topics.

"What's that suppose to mean?" Kagome said realizing that maybe he was hiding something.

"Well, I mean… it means nothing Kags, don't worry bout it."

No matter how long she'd known Miroku, she knew he could be quite a challenge but she knew that when ever Inuyasha got that look of worry in his eyes, it meant trouble. She pushed with all her might to pin him against a wall, though knowing very well that he could easily take her down, she stare she gave him would make him not even move an inch. "Okay spill it, despite my pregnant state, I can easily make you fall to the ground, if he's done anything hurt to my best friend, he will pay as well as you, so start talking!"

"Okay, okay… I mean it's nothing to do with him cheating or anything, I've just heard some things about the type of jobs he's done for his boss."

"Wait, I thought he was a lawyer… what type of jobs exactly."

"Well, the thing of it is, I'm not sure, I've just heard some of the inmates at the jail house saying things about him as I pass by to make deals with some of the defense."

"So what have they said?" Kagome starting to worry. He may have been a womanizer, but he was still her friend. The fact that her best friend was involved didn't help either.

"Hey I don't know that much and it's most likely a load of bullshit. I mean I know Miroku, he wouldn't harm anyone. It's not like him."

"Yasha, start talking… for his sake and Sango's you better hope that its not that bad."

With Rin and Sango

After Kohaku left and Sango unpacked, she called Rin to go eat a late lunch/ early dinner. They met at the TGIF's in time square. Wasn't exactly the best, but hey they were just looking forward to seeing each other. They called Kagome, but apparently she couldn't make it. Sango was going to stop by her apartment after she was done with Rin.

Sango came two minutes after Rin to find her seated and ordered drinks for both of them already. Getting up from her seat, Rin hugged Sango. They sat down and picked out some nacho chips for an appetizer as well as there main meals.

Rin sat across from her knowing fully well what Miroku did at Inuyasha's bachelor's party and knowing that if she were to say anything to Sango, she would fully be the cause of all the pain. She wanted to see her friend happy and with someone who cared but then again, that's really hard to find now a days.

Sango couldn't wipe the smile off her face if she tried. She was ready to explode. She needed to tell somebody, and god dammed, she was going to tell Rin. Though she did wish Kagome were here as well, she would be seeing her right after anyway.

"Sango has anyone ever told you that you really need to smile more often. I don't think I've seen you smile for more than ten minutes and here you are doing it since the time you've gotten here. So tell me, what's got you all smiley?"

"Oh Rin, I need to tell someone, or else I'll explode with happiness." Rin internally grimaced at what she was about to tell her, but she would have to sit there and be happy for her.

"Rin, me and Miroku had sex over the vacation. It was amazing! I mean here I thought sex was such a vial thing and I mean I even told him I loved him. He didn't say it back, but I have a feeling he does love me. I don't think I should worry about not trusting him anymore, he is so… I can't even describe it. He's so wonderful. I think I really have met my soul mate. Even though he is a little pervert…."

Sango went on and on and all Rin could do was shake her head and smile. If she were to tell her what she known, it would kill her. She had to find out on her own, and keep it on the down low. It was best he told it to her as well. It killed her to hold this from her, but what else could she do?

Authors Note!

Btw, I will be putting out a new chapter out either Monday or Tuesday, so it really all depends, I'll keep you posted in my profile!
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