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Chapter song- "Shattered" by Trading Yesterday.

I never knew someone could make me feel,

So insecure but confident,

So Loved and cared for,

So free but yet…. So guilty…..

Draco knew it was not the best choice. He should have broken the bet. He should have told Pansy the truth. He should have….. Stayed with Harry. He should have.

But he didn't…..

And he hurt Harry. He didn't have the courage to tell them the truth. He couldn't even break a small bet. And he broke a heart. Harry's heart. It hurt him but he didn't even think it through.

He loved him. He really did. How could he have done that?

He didn't see Harry at school anymore. Not in any classes. Not during the break. He just disappeared. He met Ron and Hermione a few times, but he never met Harry. Ron would always glare at him and have anger in his eyes. Hermione would look away.

He knew that he deserved it.

He hurt him to let him go. But he couldn't even walk up to Harry to tell him the truth. And he already told Pansy. She wasn't fazed.

The days stretched out. And came the time when he first met Harry. The real Harry Potter. The shy, quiet boy. The boy he fell in love with.

The time passed slowly. But it was slipping out. And Draco could feel something wrong. Something like pain. Like there was something very important slipping out of his grasp. And he needed to save it.

And one day when he returned to his house, he heard the phone ring. He walked up to it. He picked up the phone to hear an urgent voice.

"Is this Malfoy Manor?"

"Yes."

"May I please speak to Mrs Narcissa Malfoy?" The voice was hurried and he could hear voices in the back ground.

"Just a minute." And he called his mother.

His mother hurried towards the phone and as she talked, her face grew pale. Her eyes were filled with worry. And as soon as she ended the call, she called Lucius.

After a call that Draco didn't quite understand, Narcissa took a hold of his hands and ushered him towards the sofa. They sat down and Narcissa told the story of Harry.

How he ended up at the hospital. How he tried to commit suicide multiple times.

"The call I got…. They told me that he tried it again. This morning and this time…." Her voice cracked. "It was worse."

Draco's heart fell into his stomach. His face was pale. The world spun. Harry. He was losing him. He was losing his hope. His love. His heart.

He stood up and Narcissa followed. He walked. Then ran. Words echoing in his brain. Harry! Harry! Don't go!

He burst into the building and asked the nurse about him. She asked his name and quickly ushered him into a hallway, where he spotted Ron and Hermione. Ron was sitting with his head between his hands. Hermione was sobbing.

As he walked closer, Ron looked up and stood up. He walked towards him furiously. Anger evident on his face.

"What do you want, Malfoy?!"

He looked down. "I heard about Harry and…"

"What do you want from him now?! Can't you see what he's going through because of you?!"

Hermione walked up to them and calmed Ron down.

She asked Draco and they all sat down on the seats.

Draco knew they were really angry at him. But he just wanted to see Harry. See if he was okay.

And a doctor walked out of the room.

"Is anyone named Draco here?" He asked and Draco nodded, confused. He could feel the others' eyes on him.

"He's calling your name out again and again. I think if you could meet him, he would finally get out of his nightmare."

And Draco stood up. Hermione patted his shoulder and whispered, "Please save him."

And he opened the door and walked towards the pale boy.

And felt guilt wash over him again.

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