Present 03-10-2018
When it ends I can not stand the tears and I start to cry, I hug myself and fall from the chair, I do not notice that he gets up and hugs me
-oye ya - he says rubbing my arm
- I always did what he told me to earn his love, but, he never loved me - I keep crying.
After a while, maybe 10 or 20 minutes go by and I do not know, this one does not separate even a second, when I calm down, it raises my face
- Hey, a beautiful woman should not cry, for a man like him-
-I was always a good daughter, my mother taught us to obey and I did it-
-Not all are good parents - he says with a sad smile - what if we are going to eat something in the city, not out of here it would be good to clear your mind for a while-
- I'd like that - helps me get up and offers me a handkerchief - thanks
we go to the door and he opens it and says to prepare a van, I finish drying my face a bit, he turns
- there is the woman I know ... relatively
He smiled, the van arrives and we got on, Nikolay drives for 10 minutes and we are in the city, it is very beautiful the last time I saw her it was all dark.
- You can come whenever you want, just tell anyone, and about the university-
- Thanks but I do not want to think about that yet-
he nods and we arrive at a bar-restaurant, we go down and enter, he looks and sees a table of two, we go and we sit down.
- Good menus - says a waitress, wait without looking away from Paul
-I'm going to order the Double cheese burger, with bacon and mushroom sauce and your Lizzy that you want? -
-mmmm I want one with special chicken- we deliver the menus
- Good and to drink-
- a Coca-Cola - I say
- a root beer-
the waitress writes down everything - something more-
- a serving of rustic potatoes that's all - she gives him one last look and leaves
- I thought you were more than wine - smile
- Wine and hamburgers is not a good combination - grab a rare face from which I laughed and also too
- You know, it's the first time since we met that we did not discuss-
- If you start most of them you are somewhat bipolar - immediately I cover my mouth, he just smiles
- If good is something that I have to work - says distractedly - you're better now, you already told me how you know what you do with Grace-
- A little thank you, and with Grace are women's things-
the waitress comes out of the conversation-her orders-places and leaves
we begin to eat, I bite mine is delicious, a little sauce falls on my chin I clean it with my finger distractedly and I look up 'I'm watching'
-it's delicious-
- I share that-
between jokes we finished eating, he pays the bill, he offers me the arm timidly I take it and we walk more aya of the cars
- I thought we would return-
-No, let's go to the park-
we continue walking and we arrive at the park we do not stop, the silence is comfortable
- you want an ice cream - says pointing
- If I would love - we approach
I order one of chocolate and the one of strawberry with vanilla, we continue through the park, although it is good to go out, I have a lot in my head
- Paul I can ask you something without bothering you - I say licking my ice cream
- Clear question-
- Because you accepted the payment with me - he tents but responds
- If he offered you to me, he could see you offered to another and who knows they were thrown to you-
-umm. He thought you would do something to me-
- maybe .. I do not know, when he told me about his daughters I immediately thought of Grace and my protective side came out-
I'm satisfied with your answer, I keep eating my ice cream enjoying it
-delicious - question
- If it's delicious - I say with a smile - you want to try - I offer it
he takes my hand and tastes the ice cream - definitely delicious - he says licking his lips 'because I look at his lips' he offers me his and I take his hand and taste the one of the
- It's good - I say seeing him, he smiles
We walk to the exit of the park and finish eating, we go back down the street
- I miss my brothers, I know can not come but ...-
- If you like you could have a video call with them - says interrupted me
- I would like that, thank you - I hug him, but immediately I separate
-you're welcome - says smiling.