Sorry for the wait...but my best friend Renee as suggested that I send one of my stories to BTR for them to read. Yeah...I am not getting shot at and maimed by a James Maslow because I made him have Kendall's baby. I love them but I'm too young to die! Oh and I ordered a jacket from Kendall's website. I have to say I was so excited to have a jacket designed by him that I almost died. If u want the link to the website let me know! Anyway here is the story so enjoy!
"Jamie?"
"James, baby, can you hear me?"
Hazel eyes opened to stare up into Kendall's face. The blonde smiled in happiness as he placed his hands on the brunette's cheek. James began to sit up but he stopped when saw how swollen Kendall's eyes were.
"Your eyes…"James started but Kendall hushed him as he leaned forward and kissed the brunette gently on the lips. Kendall smiled then a soft sob broke from his lips as he hugged the taller teen. He had been so scared; he thought that he had lost James. The brunette had been in so much pain while lying in the hospital bed. Kendall had to sit in the waiting room and listen to his beloved scream and cry for him.
James had begged Kendall to come to him, he had screamed and sobbed trying to fight the nurses that held him down. One time Kendall had raced to James' side but he was held back by a rather large male nurse. When James saw his boyfriend he instantly calmed down.
Kendall watched in silent prayer as the brunette's red, swollen eyes gleamed when he smiled a tired smile. He called out to him only to be stabbed with a needle to sedate him. Kendall tried to get past the man who was holding him but he was too strong and Kendall watched in anger as James' eyes dulled and rolled to the back of his head as he passed out in a nurse's arms.
When Dr. Kula heard about the way the boys were handled she flew into a fit of rage and threatened to fire the three men that were involved. But she only kicked them out of the room with Kendall in tow and slammed the door shut as she began to check over James.
…
"The baby is okay…I know that that's what you're thinking about." Kendall said as he looked up from the small box of Chinese food that he had gone and bought. James sighed as he placed his own box down. He stared at Kendall making the blonde sigh and sat his box of food to the side. Standing from where he was seated, he sat on the hospital bed next to James and took his hands.
"Babe—"
"Kendall…I-I can't do this." James stuttered out as he turned his head away. Kendall let out a sigh as he brought James' knuckles up to his lips and kissed them gently.
"I know you were going to say that but James you can't give up now. This is our child." Kendall's green eyes were begging the brunette but James squeezed his eyes shut in pain as he willed the tears to go away. He did want to have Kendall's baby but he didn't want any complications, then you had the press, the critics, their fans, families and the skeptics.
James already had to deal with the fact that he wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for Kendall.
When he had auditioned he wasn't the one who Gustavo wanted, it was Kendall. At one point James had despised the blonde for the obvious traits that he had and everyone loved. People only lived him for his looks but everyone loved Kendall just because of who he was. James had to say that he loved the blonde but he also was jealous of his love.
Kendall was the perfect package and he was just a 'cover boy'. Kendall frowned when he saw his love choke back a sob, James shoulders started shaking as he bit at his lip. Kendall blinked away his own tears as he kissed James' knuckles again trying to will the heart ache away.
"I'm scared Kendall. I'm really scared." James choked out as his bangs fell into his eyes. Kendall nodded his head; he was scared too. Ever since he and James had started dating he had been afraid. Afraid that the brunette would find someone that looked better than him and that he would leave him.
"I'm scared to baby." A soft knock sounded on the door and walked in holding a manila folder in her hand. James hurriedly wiped his tears away and Kendall straightened up as he wiped at his own face.
The brunette woman sighed as she sat in the chair that was left unoccupied; crossing her legs at the ankles she opened the folder.
"I'm sorry to interrupt boys but I know that you want to know how the baby is holding up?" She said as her hazel eyes scanned James and Kendall's faces. They both looked exhausted; James had swollen bags under his eyes from wear he had cried and Kendall's eyes were red. They both looked worn and tired.
"Yeah." Kendall sighed out as he felt James shift in the bed. The brunette was staring at the wall and that made Kendall nervous. He hoped that James had decided to keep the baby because he really wanted to have a family.
"Okay, James, Kendall, considering how rare the case of pregnancy is…well you have to be careful. I estimate that you're now about nine to ten weeks pregnant and a miscarriage can easily happen before twelve weeks." Kendall ran a hand through his bangs as he nodded. James sighed as he lay back against the pillows on his bed.
"But I've done blood work and James gave a urine sample and he's fine. I also gave him a physical to see where the blood was coming from and it just happened to come from that birth canal. He told me that you two had earlier relations so that may have caused the bleeding and the pain."
"But if the pain continues, I'm going to check for a UTI and I will check the womb. But, boys…" Dr. Kula ran a hand through her chestnut colored locks as he stared at the two young men. She didn't want to upset them any further than they already were but they needed a good talking too.
"I know that this is stressful, actually any pregnancy is stressful because you have so much to worry about. But James, this is something beautiful that you're going through and I hope to see it through to the end." Dr. Kula stood and walked over to them. A small smile was on her face as she brushed James' bangs out of his eyes and patted Kendall on the shoulder.
"I am your doctor but consider me a friend as well. I need you both to try to be stress free. Take a vacation and spend time together, collect your thoughts and decide on things you're going to need for the baby and the names. Remember you're only seventeen so try to enjoy it until the baby gets here."
She smiled at them and with one last pet to the shoulders she walked out of the room. Kendall turned tired eyes on James and saw that the brunette was rubbing his stomach. James' hazel eyes were shining with thought as he continued to stare at the ceiling. Kendall sighed again as he lay against the pillows next to his beloved and made himself comfortable.
Taking James' hand in his own, he leaned forward and kissed the brunette on the cheek before he brought his other hand to rub the belly that kept his child safe. Dr. Kula said that they needed to relax but how could they when they had so much going on?
They had to hurry and try to release their second album, they were going to do the sweepstakes next week, had tour dates and signings. They were going to do small shows here and there and on top of that everyone had to adjust to a baby being born. Kendall knew that he and James were not going to be able to relax any time soon.
He wondered if they had stayed in Minnesota what would have happened. Maybe he and James would be in the same situation but with less to worry about. Griffin had talked to them the other day about having a date to show James' pregnancy to the fans and the world. But Kendall was against the idea.
James was born to be a model; he had the perfect body but he didn't want people trying to down the brunette just because he was different, inside and out.
"Kendall?" James quietly called out. Kendall grunted pressing a kiss to James' shoulders. The brunette let a small smile form on his face.
"What is it babe?"
"Love you."
"Love you too."
….
"Hey, Kendall, do you think James will be able to produce breast milk?" Carlos said as they sat in the studio at Rocque Records. Logan nodded his head eagerly as he awaited the answer, James blushed and Kendall spit out the soda that he had drunk.
"Dude!"
"What? It was just a question." Carlos said as he played with a guitar that Gustavo had in the room. Logan sighed, his boyfriend had asked a very curious question and he wanted to know the answer. He hoped the Kendall's curiosity would get the better of him so he would know.
"I don't think I will, I mean, I may be pregnant but I'm still a man." James said as he looked at the lyric sheet. They were supposed to be practicing but Gustavo had given them a ten minute break. Carlos handed the guitar back to Kendall and the blonde set his soda aside as he strung his fingers over the strings making a lovely melody.
"So the song…I wonder why Gustavo wrote this?" Kendall said as he leaned over and looked at the lyrics James was holding. Carlos shrugged his shoulders.
"Do you want practice while he is not yelling at us?" Logan asked as he stared at his friends. They nodded and Kendall began streaming the guitar. The melody flowed through the air, Carlos went over to a small drum seat and started playing the beat to go along with it and they hummed. Kendall turned to kiss James softly on the cheek before he took a deep breath.
"I don't know why you always get so insecure
I wish you could see what I see when you're looking in the mirror
And why won't you believe me when I say
That to me you get more beautiful, every day…"
James smiled at Kendall as he began to sing his verse.
"When you're looking at the magazines
And thinking that you'll never measure up
You're wrong…"
They all paused and began to sing the chorus, all the boys were in perfect harmony and James loved it. He was in his element and it made him feel good to sing again. He hated it when he couldn't come to the studio but when sang it was like all of his worries vanished.
"Cause you're my cover, cover girl
I think you're a superstar, yeah you are
Why don't you know
Yeah, you're so pretty that it hurts
It's what's underneath your skin
The beauty that shines within
You're the only one that rocks my world
My cover girl
Oh, oh, oh, oh, my cover girl
Oh, oh, oh, oh"
James leaned over and kissed Kendall gently as he stood from his seat. Setting the guitar down, Kendall wrapped his arms around the brunette's waist as their kiss turned passionate. Logan blushed and turned his head away and Carlos stared on in awe.
Breaking apart, they rested their foreheads together and Kendall gave a dimpled grin to his brunette beauty. James batted those long lashes and then he ran his fingers through Kendall's blonde locks. But the moment was ruined as the studio door opened and came in a large box with Kelly behind it.
"Bravo boys, this next CD is going to be a great hit with the women." Kelly said as she walked in holding the box. The boys 'oohed' and 'ahhed' as they looked at it and Kelly sat it on the floor in front of James' feet. The brunette stared at in bewilderment then turned hazel eyes to Kelly. The dark-skinned woman shrugged her shoulders as she grinned at him.
"This is from Josie. She said you might need it." She said as she ran her fingers through her hair. Kendall watched as she flipped the long black tresses over her shoulder and he saw a dark purple bruise on her collar-bone. He raised his eye brows as he stared at it harder as she continued to talk to James.
"Josie?" Carlos asked as he stood from the drum set and walked over. Kelly rolled her eyes.
"Dr. Kula, she said that James might need this depending on his situation." She giggled at that. James gave her a glared before he bent down and tore the tape off of the box, opening it up he pulled out a breast pump with a black back pack inside along with a majority of baby bottles.
James stared in shock at the object then he stared wide-eyed up at Kelly. Carlos and Logan starting giggling before both boys burst into a fits of laughter. Kendall covered his mouth with his hand trying to hide the large smile that threatened to split his face in two. Kelly turned her head away as James let out a high-pitched squeal.
"What the fuck is this!?" He gasped as he held it out. Kendall soon cracked up with laughter only to earn a glare from his beloved. Kelly sighed as she giggled at the terrified look on James' face.
"Calm down, Josie was trying to help." She said trying to calm her laughter. James frowned as he stared at the breast pump. She was trying to help? was basically telling him that he will produce breast milk and…
"YOU!" James hollered as he whirled around to point at Carlos. The Latino stopped laughing and stared at the brunette who was now glaring daggers at him. Carlos thought for a minute before he pulled on his helmet and motioned to James.
"Bring it." He said. James let out a whale as he began to tackle the smaller male but Kendall quickly snatched him back and made the brunette look him in the face.
"James, do you honestly think that Carlos knows what a breast pump is?" Kendall stared at the brunette and James thought for a moment. What Kendall said was true. Carlos barely knew anything about sex but that didn't stop the Latino from trying to get it in with Logan.
The brunette sighed as he looked at the atrocious thing again. How was he supposed to know if he was going to make breast milk? He was barely four months pregnant.
"If you start squirting milk out of your tits it would be the hottest thing ever." Kendall leaned forward and bit the brunette on his clothed nipple. James gasped, lightly smacking his boyfriend on the arm.
"You're a freak." James said making Kendall laugh. Kelly sighed as she watched Kendall and James hug. It was good to see them back to normal but James' mood swings were sure to return at any time. Carlos and Logan walked over and joined their friends as the boys played with the breast pump and giggle over it like kids.
After practice the boys made their way up to the apartment where Carlos was eager to see if James could produce milk. Upon opening the door, Mama Knight stared at the contraption before she burst into a fit of giggles. James frowned and Kendall sighed.
"Mom, it's not funny." Jennifer wiped at her eyes before she motioned for the boys to sit on the couch and she took the device from Carlos' hands. Setting it on the coffee table she placed her hands on her hips before she stared at her boys.
"So…boys, what're you doing with a breast pump?" She asked. Carlos, Logan and Kendall looked at James and the brunette blushed. Mama Knight caught on and she coughed in her hand.
"Well, do you know how to use it?" Kendall gaped at his mother as the woman picked it up and stared at it. He prayed to God that she would not do what he thought she was going to do.
"Mom!"
Jennifer shrugged as she placed the pump over her left breast and showed it to James. The brunette was blushing wildly as Jennifer went on about how to use it.
"See, just make sure that it is over the nipple, where it can get good suction, and turn it on. When I was breast-feeding Kendall, boy, could he gobble down some milk." Jennifer sighed out at the fond memory of her son. Kendall, however, had turned beet red and just stared at his mother in fright as she began to hold the breast pump out to James.
"You can either use this or just attach the baby to the nipple. I breast-fed Kendall but I used a breast pump for Katie. Kendall had my nipples hurting."
"Oh my God, MOM!" Kendall stood straight as Jennifer stared at him in shock. Carlos and Logan were leaning on each other laughing their hearts out as Kendall snatched the breast pump from his mother. Jennifer watched as her son threw the pump on the couch and mercilessly beat it with a pillow.
"Kendall! What are you doing?" Jennifer hollered as she snatched the pillow from her son. Kendall huffed and stormed off into the room but James didn't miss those burning red ears that the blonde was sporting. He gave Mama Knight an apologetic gaze before he shot a glare to Carlos and Logan who were still laughing on the floor.
James stood from the couch and followed after his beloved leaving Jennifer to sigh. She didn't mean to embarrass Kendall but he was just asking for it when bringing in a breast pump. A ring tone sounded in the air and Jennifer pulled out her cell phone. Her face paled when she saw the caller I.D.
"Hello?" She asked nervously. Carlos and Logan sat up and stared at the woman in confusion as Jennifer ran her hand through her hair. Turning brown eyes to the two boys she placed the phone on the table and put it on speaker.
"Jen darling, it's Brooke. I was calling to tell you that I'm going to surprise my Jamie. I'll be flying in early next week." Carlos gaped at the cell and Logan fainted. Jennifer fanned herself as she stared at the door where Kendall and James were hiding themselves.
"Um…don't you think you should wait…I mean…the boys have a lot to do next week and…"
"Are you telling me that I can't see my son?" Brooke said agitation clear in her voice. Jennifer gave an awkward laugh as she thought of a way to keep the woman from coming. She knew that she should go ahead and tell Brooke that James was expecting but sometimes the woman was scary.
"No. Brooke of course not. I'll tell James when you're coming." Jennifer said trying to keep her voice from shaking.
Brooke gave her thanks before she hung up. Carlos tried his best to revive a comatose Logan but nothing the Latino did worked. Jennifer knew that when she told the boys that James would probably have a heart attack. She ran her hands through her hair again as she thought about what Brooke was going to say.
Brooke.
The woman terrorized everyone around her without a second thought and she was trying to make James just like her. Jennifer sighed there was only two things she could say.
"Oh shit."
