Song name : the autumn effect
Artist : 10 years. I don't not own inuyasha.
as I tuned my guitar I was deep in thought I knew sesshomaru was leaning on the door the spell I put on the door wouldn't allow him in til I said he could. I sighed I may have feelings for the demon lord. I frowned why me of all people. As my guitar was tuned I played my favorite song.
Casting a cool breeze
Supplied by the Autumn
Question where it went wrong
Climbing Jacob's ladder
Climbing Jacob's ladder
Kindly could you re-evaluate
Autumn's animated growth
Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Keep on fighting one died from burning at his throat
Autumn swiftly stole the breath of body, mind and soul
Try and come to willingly embrace
Kharma's kiss of withering decay
Death feeds, Hell breeds
Subside in the Autumn
Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Keep on fighting one died from burning at his throat
Autumn swiftly stole the breath of body, mind and-
Silent beauty
No one cares
Silent ending
No one is there
I put down my guitar and stared at nothing I heard a a loud shrinking voice that even hurt my ears. I glared at the door. It was night now to my surprise" Lord sesshomaru lord sesshomaru! It is I your loyal servent jarken I bring urgent news it seems lady aika has destroyed a couple of human villages along with one demon village miles from here but still in the westren landsWhat do we do my lord?!" I heard sesshomaru growl and told jarken to wait for him at the front gate he than spoke through the lock door. " Julie mate when I come back this door better be open. ...and you play beautifully as well as sing. I will see you soon love I will send for Mai. "
I didn't say anything which earned me a sigh I sat on the bed my emotions on high I hate when I got like this my thoughts tend to go dark when times like this and my mother or kagome was always there ...I wonder if she and the kids were alright she did say was going to be back. I wonder how a guy like sesshomaru would like me I was broken I had scars from cutting myself and had issues that no one can heal. I started sobbing than I don't want to live like this anymore. A soft knock was heard on the other side of the door.
" miss Julie lord sesshomaru sent me to take care of you may I please come inside my lady? " Mai asked I sighed and walked towards the door and waved my hand over my spell barrier and let Mai inside. Her eyes showed saddess for her friend as she can tell I was crying I smiled the best I could.
"Mai i don't mean to be rude but I think I just need some time alone if I may also ask when will my cousin be here?" Mai looked a bit hurt she wanted to comfort me as a friend should but understood why she didn't want to .
"Miss Julie your not being rude or have to ask any thing your my lady . As for your cousin she will be arriving the next month as she her mate and the children will be living here from now on as well as the monk and demon slayer. Lord sesshomaru had made the agreements. If I may so my lady forgive my lord he doesn't mean any ill will though it doesn't seem like that to you he does love you good night my lady"
I watched Mai leave I know she wanted to stay but I just wanted to be alone I went towards my bag and got what I needed to get ready for bed. I got my black with white skulls fluffy pj's bottoms and a long sleeve black shirt and went to bathe.
As I sat in the warm water I thought of all that happened tears started to form I hated that feelings were beginning to form for sesshomaru even after all he did I looked at the date on my wrist 02/12/99. I was going to be two years older. My mom wasn't herself thanks to my family than I lost my mother. I looked at my wrist and with my finger I used my magic to carve out the date of the death of my brother I didn't know what came over me but I couldn't stop by now my arm was a red with blood. I heard someone walk in the room eyes wide I masked my scent hoping that sesshomaru didn't catch the smell of blood and washed my face I got dressed and walked out to come nose to nose with sesshomaru.