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"Use whatever is at hand, be it friend or foe." Kyoya from OHSHC

a/n: Welcome back for a new chappie! I just realized that this story is going to be loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong. Well, don't forget to check up on this amazingly loooooooooooooong story!! Happy Readings!!!


Sora's POV:

"Come on Roxas! We're going to be late if you don't hurry up!" I called to him through his door. It was the morning after the script deal, and today was the day Yuri was going to the Kendo club.

"I'm almost ready! I can't find my other shoe!" he yelled back.

There was a bang, and all of a sudden he tumbled into me. We fell over, him on top, and we crashed to the floor. My heart stopped. I couldn't move at all. His eyes widened as he starred down at me lying helplessly beneathe him.

He jumped off of me like I had an electric charge and cried out, "I'm so sorry Sora!"

"It's fine..." I said vacantly, sitting up and brushing myself off.

He pulled me to my feet, and I shook off what just happened. We started sprinting down the hall as fast as we could, and finally after a few excrutiating minutes of running like mad men, we made it to the Kendo training gym. It had high clear windows with bushes surrounding it, so we could hide from view, and watch what was going on as well. I looked around and finally spotted Yuri and Riku sitting off to the side while two boys faught.

One of the boys was Hayner, and I saw that Yuri only had eyes for him, and that Hayner was fighting with much more tecniqe than was necessary. Obviously it was because he was trying to show off for Yuri, but I wasn't going to say anything. Hayner cried out, swinging his bamboo pole at the other kid, and struck true. The kids' legs were swept out from under him, and as soon as he fell, Hayner caught him at sword point.

"Well done Hayner! Let me see...who shall you go up against this time? I have it! Our newest member!" the coach yelled across the room.

Yuri's face went from white, to green, and white again as he stood up to get on the equipment for fighting. I looked over at Hayner when the coach announced this, and saw that he looked as though he had been slapped in the face about twenty times. There was a permanent look of shock on his face, and his complexion wasn't any different than Yuri's. But, of course Yuri wouldn't see. So, when they got ready to fight, they were both ready to win.

"Oh no!" I said, putting my head in my hands.

They began. All I could hear were shouts, and the banging of stick on stick as the fight escaladed. I was finally able to peer through my fingers as the fight got to its most intence part. Yuri and Hayner were like lightning with their strikes. Riku wasn't joking when he said Yuri was a natural. I wouldn't be surprised if he won. But, alas, I spoke too soon. Yuri had stepped the wrong way, and Hayner took that opportunity to do the same take-down that he had done with the other kid. Yuri's legs were up in the air, and as soon as his back hit the floor, the pole was holding him down.

Everyone was cheering so loud. I could barely hear myself think. What I saw next made my heart flutter. Hayner reached a hand out, pulled Yuri to his feet, and brushed away a strand of his white-blinde hair that had fallen over his eyes. Yuri was blushing so much, I thought that he was going to explode. Luckily, the coach was so pleased, that he sent them all off for an early let out.

Yuri came out a few minutes later, looking pleased, but a little flustered. Riku followed close behind, obviously telling him that it went alright, and that he did fine. Just then however, Hayner came bursting through the door. He caught a glimps of the two of them, and Riku noticed. He slipped away hurredly while Yuri was walking in the opposite direction. Yuri didn't notice, and Hayner called out to him, "Yuri! Wait up!"

Yuri jumped slightly, and turning around, I saw his eyes grow wide. He immediatly began blushing furiously, and as Hayner came to a halt next to him, he had turned a deep crimpson.

"Yo!" Hayner said out of breath.

Yuri could only nodd, and wait as Hayner caught his breath. He was finally able to speak after a few momments of tense waiting. "I'm glad I caught you before you left. I...uh...just wanted to tell you that you did a good job. You know, for being a beginner."

"Th-thank you!" Yuri said, blushing still deeper.

Hayner smiled down at him, and then asked, "Since we're off early...do you want to take a walk with me?"

Yuri gasped slightly, and choked on his air, but managed to wheeze, "Sure!"

"Great! Come on!" Hayner said, taking ahold of Yuri's wrist, and leading him off towards the trees.

"Oh man! This is great!" I squealed to Roxas, standing up and heading off towards the direction they had dissapeared.

He stood up too, and we both dashed into the shrubbery. It didn't take too long for us to find them. Only a few feet in, we had to duck behind the trunk of a tree. Yuri seemed to have had some difficutly seeing a ground-laiden branch in time, and had clumsily tripped over it. But, the greatest part of him falling, was that he had taken Hayner out as well, and he was now lying on top of him.

(a/n: What a strange coincidence? That seems to be happening alot lately! Tee hee.)

"Ahhhh! I'm so sorry!" he cried out, pushing himself off of the stunned Hayner.

"Don't worry about it." he mumbled dazedly, pushing himself up onto his elbows to face Yuri. Yuri hadn't stood up, and they were now gazing into each others' glittering eyes. This was the perfect momment. I took ahold of a nearby cherry blossom tree branch, and shook it slightly. Making thousands of petals fall around them. Yuri gasped slightly as the beauty unfolded before him.

Hayner reached up suddenly, and plucked a petal from the top of Yuri's golden locks. His hand traced the petal down the side of his face to brush against his lips. Yuri's eyes fluttered slightly as Hayner let the petal fall to the ground, and replaced it with the tip of his fingers instead. I was a genious! I nearly started jumping around, but Roxas managed to hold me back.

"Yuri..." Hayner whispered, cupping the side of his face in his hand.

Yuri leaned up to him and answered quietly, "Yes...?"

They starred at each other for a momment before Hayner spoke again. He whispered, "...I love you..."

Yuri gasped slightly, drawing back with surprise, but then realized what he had just told him, and mumbled back, leaning up against Hayner so he was lying on top of him once again, "...I love you too..."

They leaned in closer and closer until finally, it happened. The momment finally happened. Their lips met tenderly, and it looked as though time had stopped for them. For some reason, I didn't feel as happy as I thought that I was going to be. Instead, I felt tears spring to my eyes, and I couldn't stop them. Roxas turned away from the sight of the two of them getting more lustful in their kissing to grin at me, only to find me in my dismal state.

"Sora?" he whispered, placing a hand on my arm.

I lifted a hand up to wipe away my tears, and felt that that was already being covered. Roxas had already started brushing away the tears softly with his own hand, and I felt myself start to cry even more. He reminded me so much of that boy in the park, that I thought my heart was going to break. Of course it couldn't be him. He was Roxas Fujioka. I turned away from him and began walking away quickly. I had made it to the fountain when he caught up with me.

"Sora! Sora what's the matter?! What was that all about?" he asked, catching me by my arm and twisting me around.

The tears stung my cheeks as they slid faster and faster from my eyes. I tried wiping them away forcefully, but I couldn't get it out of my head. All I could think was, now Yuri found his love, but...why couldn't I?

"I'm fine!" I cried out, backing away from him slightly.

He advanced, starring into my eyes, "No, you're not! Something's wrong. You can't lie to me Sora!"

He was right. I couldn't. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't. It was just so unfair. The boy hadn't even told me his name, so how was I supposed to find him? I mean, I was only a little kid when I made that promise! How was I supposed to keep it if I didn't even know where to start?!

He took another step towards me, and I felt the back of my knees bump against something. My legs buckled suddenly, and I felt myself fall backwards. My arms flailed out in front of me, and I felt a pair of hands clasp onto them. But, I was too heavy. I pulled the person with me, and my head slipped under the surface of the fountain pond. I came up spluttering and scared out of my mind, but at leased the crying had stopped. I glanced around, and saw that Roxas had tried to save me. He was coughing, and wiping the water away from his eyes. He looked up and me angrily for a momment, and then all of a sudden, we both broke into identical smiles.

"You stupid fucker!" he guffawed.

I splashed him unforgivingly and giggled back, "Oh whatever ass-hole!"

We had a splash fight for a while, until we finally flopped out like a couple of fish gasping for air. Standing up, I laughed, "I had better go dry my uniform properly. Otherwise it won't be able to fit this 'stupid fucker' any more."

Waving goodbye, I dashed off to the front doors, and swung them open. Looking back, I waved again, and watched as Roxas sloshed around in an attempt to raise his own arm. He failed and just called to me, "See you later!"

That night, I felt as if I was ready to cry again. Curling up into a little ball under my covers, I felt the weight of what I was truly feeling weighing down on me, crushing my heart that had been trying to go on, day after day. Every night in my dreams I see the boy. I can feel him touching me again. It's as if I'm on that playground once more, playing without a care in the world. I think that that is how I know he's out there, that is how I know I'll keep going.

I believe that the heart does go on, waiting for the momment when it will be reunited with the thing that gave it life once. It will never let go. That's what hurts me the most. Once again, my dreams open the door to my memmories, and makes me relive that day, just to make sure I never forget what I promised to do so long ago.

Flashback-

My eyes grew wide as he leaned down quickly, kissed me lightly on the lips, and slid down the slide. Running back across the playground to his car, I realized what just happened, and blushed scarlet. And just when he was about to get back in his car, I stood up, and screamed, "I love you too! I'll find you someday!"

Flashback end-

I wish that I could see him again. A tear slid down from the corner of my eye, and I gained back my determination, "I will find you someday."

And at that, I fell asleep. Once again, dreaming about the boy that always haunted my thoughts.


a/n: HOW CUTE!!! Don't you think so?! Well, R&R and tell me!!