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"You know you are in love when you see the world in their eyes, and their eyes everywhere in the world." - David Levesque -

a/n: That last chappie was exciting wasn't it? Yeah...well, here is the next one! Warning: shmex in this chappie!! I wanted to thank all of you reviewers soooooo much!!! Especially Phaz, kochelle-chan, Darkspider, and oathkeeper.x.oblivion!!! If I had a fan club you guys would be at the top of the pack!!!!!!! Lurv you, and all the rest of you wonderful people that take the time out of your busy reading scheduals to review!!!! Happy Readings!!!!

Sora's POV:

It took me a few minutes to get ahold of myself. I had just confessed my love to the boy I've had a crush on forever. Holy shit. I bet he thought that I was some kind of freak for telling him that! Damn it!

Wait...what about the way he had been looking at me? Had that ment something?

Standing up slowly, I made my way out of the tent. Looking around, I spotted his silouette sitting on a boulder, looking out across the valley of Destiny. The sunlight making his hair shine brightly. I walked up to him quietly, trying not to cry out in pain, and careful not to disturb his peacefull surroundings. I stepped up beside him, and he jumped slightly at my sudden appearence. He stuttered, "S-sora! Y-you shouldn't be up!"

I just shook my head and said smiling, "I'm alright."

He starred at me for a momment, and when I looked up at him, he turned from me quickly. For a second, I thought I saw a hint of a blush. Turning away as well, I felt my own face heat up. That's when I felt two arms wrap themselves around me. My eyes opened wide as I saw that Roxas had jumped swiftly from the rock, and had embraced me. He burried his head in my hair and said, the tears in his voice audible, "I'm so glad that you're okay..."

I was stunned. Slowly, however, I felt my arms lifting themselves to wrap around his waist. I pulled him to me, and felt my body melt into his. We were a perfect fit, and I heard him falter in his somewhat heavy breathing for a momment. He leaned away to look down at me for a momment. We gazed into each other's eyes, and he finally clutched me to him again. I yelped slightly, and he let me go quickly.

"Oh! Your cuts! I'm so sorry!" he cried out, starting to drag me back to our tent.

I tried telling him that I was fine, but he wouldn't listen. He insisted on me going back into the tent and resting until we were supposed to wake up. But, I wouldn't. I told him stubbornly, "I'm fine! Really!"

He just smiled and sat down next to me, making sure that I laid back. We talked the rest of the time about what had happened only a few hours ago. That is until I asked, "How are we going to make sure the teachers don't find out I'm hurt?"

He starred at me for a momment and then asked, "Why do you not want them to know?"

"Well, they'll freak out and we won't be able to go to the resort! And I did not come all this way not to go!"

He laughed, and said, "Alright, you'll just have to make sure they don't see your cuts."

I nodded, and he went over to my bag, picked out my red sweatshirt, and tossed it to me. It was a good thing that we decided to hide it from everyone, because just then the teachers came around to give us our wake up calls. It was a close call; I had just gotten the sleeves on my arms, when a teacher poked his head in.

"Oh! You're already awake! Good. Well, breakfast will be ready in ten minutes, so get ready to leave right after."

"Thank you!" we both said in unison.

That's when I realized something. I asked Roxas glancing around, "Where's Riku?"

"Oh...heh..." he said shifting uncomfortably. "He and Kairi didn't come back from the woods until about 30 minutes after you woke up. They uh...had to do something."

I grinned and said, "So she told him huh?"

"Yeah. It was a little bit after you fainted. They got you up on my back, and as I was carrying you Kairi stopped and told him. Not the perfect momment, but he accepted her anyways."

"I see." I said, rolling up my sleeping bag and placing things back in my pack.

Roxas rolled up his own bag, and threw his pack out the door. I followed suit, and we both headed over to the groggy crowd of kids waiting to get cereal from a large tub. Once we ate, we hit the road. It was really good to see Kairi and Riku walking hand in hand having no care in the world, but I couldn't help but feel a little jealous. Looking over at Roxas, I saw that he was starring straight ahead at the path in front of him. He looked so regal, so strong, and so handsome. He turned his head slightly and caught sight of me starring, and we both blushed furiously.

After another hour of walking, I began to feel the effects of the cuts and exhaustion I had suffered from previously. I grew slower and slower, and soon I had dropped behind the whole group and struggled with keeping up. Roxas glanced around for me after a while and saw me, he stopped and waited for me to catch up, and then said kindly, "Here. Get on my back."

"Oh no! I'm fine!" I lied.

He gave me a look and I continued softly, "Alright..."

He kneeled down, and I hopped on. I turned bright red. I, Sora Takaiawa, was being carried by Roxas Fujioka, up a hill, towards a romantic hideaway resort. (a/n: We finally figure out what his last name is!!!) How much better could this get? Even though this was the best thing that's ever happened, I still insisted upon walking once in a while. But, he stayed next to me the whole time, even when we took breaks, he never left my side.

It took us the rest of the day to get to the resort, but once I caught sight of it, I didn't mind at all. It was the most gorgeous place I had ever seen. Even better than the school building. The woods opened up to reveal greener grass than I had ever seen, flowers clustered in different places to create a path to the front doors, the building was a porcilin white, and was very colonial. It had a red roof, and hundreds of rooms, with balconies jetting out from almost every window. Off to the side was what really caught my attention. A giant waterfall fell gracefully from high above, to crash spectacullarly into a pond.

I was mezmerized, and so was everyone else. Roxas let me down from his back gently, and as the group moved past us in awe, I turned to him and said excitedly, "We'll have to go swimming in it!"

He grinned down at me, blushing slightly and said, "Yeah..."

We were given rooms that would fit two people. Roxas and I shared a room. Like it wasn't awkward enough without me having to sleep in the same room with him! It was ten o'clock, and I was beat. Flopping down onto the king sized bed, I let out a huge yawn. Roxas laughed slightly and I asked indignantly, "What?!"

"Nothing. It's just that you're so cute!" he said smiling.

My face must be getting a permanent blush because every time I was around him, it wouldn't stop turning red! I unpacked my things, and changed my dirty clothes quickly. I took off my sweater and shirt. I winced in pain as I put on a clean longsleeve white shirt, and a blue shortsleeve. Roxas was doing the same, and I asked him quietly, "So, I heard that there was supposed to be a meteor shower tonight."

"Yeah...?" he asked casually, pulling a black and white checkered sweater on.

I started stammering, "Y-yeah...and um...do you w-want to go see it w-with m-me?"

He looked up at me smiling and said, "That would be cool."

I sighed and said, "Well, we'd better hurry if we're going to see it in time."

"Okay then!" he said, rushing up to me and taking ahold of my hand. He dragged me down the halls of the resort at lightning speed, passing others heading in the opposite direction. We made it out the front door in record time, but he didn't stop there. He continued jogging down the slope to the water fountain we had seen before. No one else was outside. Only us.

As soon as we found a place next to the water on two rocks, the stars began to fall. I watched in awe as what seemed like thousands of them fell from their place in the infinite sky. I said pointing, "Look! This is the part where the commit is supposed to go by!"

I was right. Just as I put my hand down to my side, the commit came into view. It's white tail trailing out behind it thousands of feet, it's body creating a bright blue/white fireball. I shut my eyes tightly and thought, I wish that I could find that little boy on the playground someday. That way, I can tell him how much I love him.

"Sora..."

My eyes opened and I looked over at Roxas sitting stock still next to me. I raised an eyebrow and replied, "Yes...?"

He looked up to me finally, and I saw that same look again. Like the one back in the tent. He leaned closer to me and took up my hand gently as I watched him further. He got in close to my face so our lips were only inches apart. That's when he spoke up again, he asked softly, "Do you...believe in true love?"

I think he had already asked me this before, but I answered anyways, "O-of course!"

He smiled, and whispered, "That's good...h-have you ever met anyone that you loved more than anything?"

What an odd question. I was a little embarassed to answer. But, I mumbled, "I think so..."

"What was his name?" he said stroking my hand with his thumb.

I couldn't answer him, so I just turned my head away from him and looked down trying to hide my blush.

Suddenly, I felt his finger push up on my chin, so I was gazing into his eyes once more. He grinned and whispered, "That little boy's name...was Roxas Fujioka...and he's very pleased to meet you."

My eyes were immediatly filled with tears, and before either one of us could say another word, I flung my arms around his neck and kissed him. I had been waiting my whole life to do that. I kissed him passionetely for a few more seconds, wraping my arms around him and practically climbing on top of him, until I felt the pent up tears of so many lonely days spill out from the corners of my eyes.

I cried out angrily, hitting his chest with my fists, "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!"

I said that over and over again, my fists growing heavier every hit. He waited for me calmly, and when I finally stopped and started sobbing into his chest, he pulled me into him, whispering, "It's alright...I'm sorry...so sorry..."

I couldn't take being mad at him another second. I had to taste him on my lips again.

Lifting my head up swiftly, I caught him just as he was about to speak. He was stunned for a momment, and then he began to relax, almost melting into me. He placed his hands in my hair and on my back, pulling me up so there was no room for us to be apart. My toung danced around his, teasing and searching for an unknown treasure. Our kiss became so heated, that we ended up falling backwards into the pond at the base of the rocks we had been sitting on. It didn't phase me though. Luckily the water was shallow enough so that I didn't drown the both of us.

The need for him became so great, that I moved my hands from amidst his hair, to his belt. I tried to unbuckle him, but he immediatly pushed my hands away. I drew apart reluctantly and starred into his eyes questioningly.

"Why don't we go to where it's more comfortable?" he asked, nodding his head in the direction of the hotel.

I nodded, and we both stood up, sopping wet. We laughed slightly as we saw the need for each other had blossomed in our pants. Taking his hand, I led him back to the room quickly. For one, eager to finally get what I wanted, and two, to make sure no one saw us like this. I shakily opened the door, and as soon as it had swung away from the frame, I had been turned around, and was being kissed into the room.

We fell on the bed in a heap, him still kissing me wildly. Slowly, we scooted up to the pillows, sheding pieces of clothing as we went. First it was my shirt, then shoes, socks, belt, and then pants. Now I was clad in only my boxers, our bodies separated by his thin pieces of fabric, and my even thinner pieces. Drawing away from him, I gazzed into his eyes, questioning him if he was ready or not. He nodded slightly, and he began to move his way downwards, managing to swirl his toung around my nipples, and dipping into my bellybutton as he went.

Then, in a matter of seconds, he had taken my boxers, slippped his fingers into the elastic wasteband, and pulled them off. I gasped as I felt the cold rush of wind blow past my erection, and I blushed as I saw Roxas' eyes widen as he took in my length. I immediatly felt uncomfortable, and selfconsious. A slight blush crept into my cheeks and I moved my hands so they were covering most of me up.

"Don't..." Roxas whispered, placing himself between my legs and stroking the side of my face with the back of his hand.

I nodded, my body seeming to melt under his touch. He continued to trail his fingertips up and down my skin, finally skimming down to my most sensitive area. I gasped as he placed his hand gently over my throbbing member, tightening his hold on me as I began to squirm in pleasure. He smirked as he started tugging up and down on me, teasing me slowly. A moan escaped my lips before I knew it, and he was newely fueled.

He continued to pump faster until the both of us were hot and sweaty, screaming out each other's names. My hips bucked against him when I felt a pressure building up. I gasped, "Roxas...I'm-"

But I didn't. He released me just then. I whimpered slightly as he let go and moved off of me slightly. I had just about been there. I tried to force myself upon him, just so I could feel that pleasure again, but he placed a finger to my lips and pushed me onto my back once again. Just then I realized that he still had articles of clothing on still, and his pants were binding his full erection. I grinned seductivelly and pulled on his hips so he was closer. I slowly undid his pants while he threw off his shirt and watched me intently. They slid down to reveal boxers and a fully erect dick.

I wet my lips slightly, tugging on the boxers so they slipped down neatly to the covers. I was in shock. He was perfect. I litterally felt my jaw drop. Roxas grinned down at me and mumbled, "Surprise." before moving down on me once again.

He laid himself over me so our dicks were rubbing against each other. His eyes fluttered slightly as I grinded my hips against him. He slipped his arms around me and pulled me close, our lips crashing together with enough force to bruise. I closed my eyes, and wrapped my arms around his neck so we were even closer. But, of course my 'little need' was still on my mind.

Smiling, I managed to flip him onto his back before he could protest. I then sat up so I was straddling my new lover, and I began to pleasure him and myself slowly. I pressed our members together and began to rock against him. He placed his hands on my hips and squeezed. Excited, I began to speed up, and go faster, and faster. Until once again, we were crying eachother's names into the dark.

But, he did it again. He managed to fling me onto the bottom once again, except this time he didn't stop. He did something completely different. He moved down, easily sliding along my sweaty panting body. I was wondering what he could be doing, and that's when I felt it. He pushed a finger inside of my tight ass hole. I cried out in pain. I wanted it out of me, it hurt too much, and it felt too wierd. I didn't even know you could do that.

"Sora...Sora...relax..."he cooed. "It'll stop hurting if you relax and open yourself up."

Closing my eyes, I took in a shakey breath and tried to relax. It was hard to get used to, but after a while I started feeling the real pleasure in it. He slid another finger in, and I tensed up in pain once more. But, he moved slowly. Just for me. I could see the want and the yearning in his eyes. He continued to move them in and out as slowly as possible, and he added a scissoring motion to loosen me up. Then he put a third didgit in and continued to stretch me until I was completely comfortable.

"Are you ready...?" he asked apprehensively.

I nodded, whispering, "Yes."

He took one last good look at me before he positioned himself above my entrance. He glanced at me once again, and then...pushed in. It wasn't bad, but there was still an explosion of pain before I felt it melt away to be replaced with pleasure. I gritted my teeth as he pennetrated deeper and deeper. Then, he stopped, and when I looked up, I saw that he was panting.

"God you're tight..." he gasped, leaning down to kiss me passionetly.

I grabbed him and felt that fire burning in me again. I couldn't wait, I needed him to have me now. I licked his ear and growled hungrily, "Take me..."

He nuzzled my neck for a momment, biting down occasionally. Then, as he was kissing me again, he began sliding in and out of me. Ever so slowly. I moaned into his mouth as the kiss lingered. He smiled into my lips and kept moving. Every so often picking up in speed. We had stopped kissing now, and were putting everything we had into the new task. He pumped harder and faster, his hands clutching the sheets by my head with enough force to tear them. He was moaning and gasping as he continued. Occasionally he would slam into me extra hard and I would get the most wonderful feeling. I cried out every time he did that, and soon, he was hitting that special mark every time he thrust in.

"Roxas!...Roxas!... Oh God!..." I screamed, wrapping my arms around him and digging my fingers into the skin on his back.

I could feel that pressure again, and I could tell Roxas was too by the was his thrusts were decreasing in rithm, but increasing in depth. I grabbed onto my own cock and started moving up and down on it in time to his thrusts. After a few more minutes of hard pumping we both came. Him first and then me shortly after.

He collapsed ontop of me, panting and shaking. Almost crying.

I looked down at him worredly and asked, "What's wrong?"

He shook his head and said laughing, "Nothing! Absolutely nothing! I'm so happy and..."

He burried his head in my chest and held me close. Clutching as if I was about to fly away. I ran my fingers through his hair and whispered, "You were my first..."

He mumbled, "You were mine..."

This I was a little surprised at that. I asked him, "But, how did you know how to do that so well?"

He stiffened slightly, but the shaking didn't stop. He was quiet for a few minutes before he said anything again. He whispered, almost inaudibly, like a scared child, "You wern't really my first, first. When Axel and I...were together he..."

I was dead silent. I just held him to me and listened as he went on shakily, "He drank alot, and from what I see now, he still does. The thing is, one day, he snuck into my room in the middle of the night and...he..."

Tears fell onto my chest, chilling me to the bone. He continued, "...he raped me..."

"Oh Roxas..." I mumbled, pulling him up slightly so I could rest my head on his.

"It was horrible...I never spoke to him again, and I told the guards that if they ever saw him, to arrest him. They did. Five times, and that scarred me. He would have attacked me five more times if I hadn't stuck up for myself. And...Sora...it was so hard to go to Destiny High, but I saw you in your uniform that night...and I knew you had been that boy on the playground."

I was starting to cry as well. I whispered painfully, "So...you came to be in the same school as me...because you loved me, even though that monster was there?"

"Yes, but I knew I would have to if I was ever going to get closer to you." he mumbled, calming down slightly. He tilted his head up to look at me, and I kissed him gently.

"I love you so much, Sora. Ever since that day I saw you driving by in my car, I knew you were the one. That's why you're my first."

I was really crying now, and we held each other the rest of the night. Either peacefully sleeping, dreaming about each other, or whispering sweet nothings as we caressed each other tenderly.

a/n: Am I not the genious in the cute department?!! Awwww!!! I was so excited when I was writing this, I think I went like, a thousand words a minute!!! Anyways, review, tell me what you thought of it, and see ya in the next chappie!!!