Meredith…
What the hell was that.
Really, I mean what did mark do to deserve that.
"What was that" I questioned helping Mark to his Feet.
"that was my wife's Mistress"
I froze, not because of the mistress part but the wife part. What wife?
I couldn't take it I was afraid of letting my emotions go about his lying, so I made up a stupid excuse about having to check up on my patient.
I didn't even have a patient I just couldn't stand it I had to get out of there.
So I did what anyone with a brain would have done I avoided I'm an avoider I avoided my mother and ryan by moving away and got avoided by my own father and friends but honestly I can't blame them.
Put in their position I would have avoided me to, problem is I can't my past always catches up with me sooner or later.
My only wish is that ryan wouldn't that is a past that I would happily avoid.
I just hope I can.
Derek…
How could I have been so stupid as to have said wife.
I saw her freeze up, she mad some excuse about checking up on her patient.
I couldn't tell if she was lying I don't know her that well but I could tell she felt out of place deceived I just wish I could find her and talk to her.
That was my new mission to find Meredith.
First place I went was to Bailey she had to know who Meredith's patient today was so that's where I went I found her just as she was going into the elevator(lift).
Turns out Meredith was in the pit, so she didn't actually have a patient.
I was starting to get worried, she must hate me, and not in the whole teenagers you won't let me go to this party so I hate you kind of crap but the whole you lied to me and I don't think I could ever forgive you kind of way.
You know the bad way.
I had to give up on my unsuccessful search when I was of the clock so I went to drown my sorrows in scotch, the same drink I had when I first met her, double scotch single malt.
That's when I finally found her she was sat just feet from me it took her a moment to notice me and when she did she went straight out the door no hesitation, just straight out.
I would have followed her only joe stopped me before I could leave my stool.
"give her some space, you lied pay the price"
I just looked in my glass it was still full but it wasn't going to be for long as for the hangover well like joe said I had to pay the price.
I just wondered what the price was.
Meredith…
He's a lying cheating bastard and I'm a dirty mistress who didn't even know she was a mistress.
Talk about stupid.
I saw him in the bar tonight he actually look sad.
I couldn't stand being in the same room though so I left.
I actually thought he might follow me so he could give me his explanation talk about ironic the avoider actually didn't want to avoid, I suppose when you've been doing it all you're life you start to get tried of it.
I was tried and for once I didn't want to avoid so as soon as I see his tomorrow at work I would talk to him.
Yes that's what I was going to do, AS IF.