sorry this chapter dead short but I wanted to update as quickly as possible because i know i hate it when the fanfiction i read takes ages to update so thats probably why i'm rushing things-sorry about that-please reveiw if there's anything you thing i should put in or how you think i could improve my writing or my stort it would be very helpful-after so many chapters i will put a special mention to every one who reveiwed my story - i hope to make my story long but if i struggle i've got a secret idea for a sequel anywhay...

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Chapter 3

Meredith...

There he was just a couple meters away from me and I couldn't do it.

That's when he saw me I saw him shift before coming towards me and I freaked I turned quickly and stated to walk away.

Problem though walking not really faster than running he caught up with me before I could get away and dragged me into an on call room.

"Meredith" he questioned me

"Dr shepherd" I acknowledged him and had a failed attempt to escape through the door.

"stop, stop calling me Dr shepherd. I know I lied or well didn't tell you but please just listen to me."

"and what exactly is it you want me too listen to do you have some soppy speech planned saying how you're sorry"

"what do you want me to say"

"Meredith I'm going to go home and put my head in the oven cause I can't go on living knowing what a heartless bitch I am something like that" I could feel my anger getting the better of me.

"so you want me to kill myself"

"no I want you to tell me the truth, and only then will I consider being your friend"

"fine, me and Addison a have been having problems over the last couple of years. We just distanced ourselves and I fell out of love with her so I got the divorce papers signed three days ago. That night in the bar I wasn't expecting to go home with you and I didn't expect to see you again so I didn't tell you I should have but I didn't and I'm sorry"

"first of all Addison as in Montgomery as in OB/GYN attending, secondly you have a lot of making up to do"

"how about you come to a party with me in Boston its my friends bash"

I froze it couldn't be Ryan I was just being paranoid.

"I'm not really into that stuff, we can talk later. Honestly its gonna take a hell of lot more than a party to get me to forgive you. Oh and don't think you've avoided my question Addison as in OB/GYN?"

I sure as hell hope not its already awkward working with Derek I didn't need it to be awkward working with Addison as well.

I noticed his hesitation.

"unfortunately"

"you are so going to pay, SERIOUSLY" and on that note I left the room.

Only I still couldn't get my mine of that party it couldn't be Ryan's could it he often had party's unfortunately.

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first of all thanks for reading my story it means alot to me and don't blame me for my bad writing i'm only fourteen and really crap at english

oh and I have to say the part in the middle about the putting his head in the oven I stole from veronica mars-great program but can't think of anything for fanfiction to do with it so I'm sticking to greys.