Hiya I'm back i only got 1 reveiw after i updated last time and i updated five times whick makes me sad :( would i get more reveiws if i kill mer and der lol
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Chapter 11 – I bruise easily by Natasha Bedingfield(I bruise easily so be gentle when you handle Me)
Mark
Addison's a bitch (A/N my favourite line)
She is lying to Derek and I can see Meredith act like she doesn't care but I've seen her in the hallway looking into Derek's room and cry I almost went up to her but Ryan went up to her instead… wait how did she know Ryan.
Derek
I could see my doctor, mark and Ryan talking outside my room before coming in.
"Hey Derek long time no see"
"Well that's what you get for living in Boston"
"So what's up with you anyway?"
"A concussion and some memory loss it's only a bit I'm sure I've not forgotten anything important"
"Yer, nothing important" mark agreed he seemed slightly sarcastic but I shrugged it off
That's when Richard came in talk about full house.
"Everyone out I need to talk to Derek" he ordered
As they all left I looked at each of them my eye's lingering on my doctor I think it was doctor grey a bit longer.
"I a soon as I heard, Derek what's the last thing you remember?"
"Chief are you ok"
"Yer just are you still with Addison"
"O course I'm still with Addison why wouldn't I be"
Tat's when he went for the door he seemed disappointed sad and upset the problem was I didn't know why.
A couple month's later Meredith was beginning to show mark was getting more and more wary of Ryan's attitude's towards Meredith, Derek and Addison were at there best.
"Derek do you ever think of renewing our wedding vows?"
I was taken aback the answer was no I mean before my accident we weren't really at our best, but now we were normal we spent more time together and we were in love again.
Maybe renewing our wedding vow's wasn't a bad idea after all.
"Do you want to renew our wedding vow's?" I asked
"well yer but I don't want it to necessarily be renewing our vow's I want it to be like a first wedding so it's just as important"
I loved that she was so thoughtful.
"I would love to marry you again"
(No this is not a horror story although it seems like it)
Meredith
It's still as bad the beating's although he now make's sure to miss my abdomen.
He's made us "friend's" with him and Addison and I don't know how long I can take it my only hope the person who I thought I could spend the rest of my life with was in someone else's arm's.
He still thought they were married.
The only thing keeping me going is the hope that he maysomeday remember and save me and my baby, yes my baby I will never admit to it being ryans and I can't say it's derek's because I'm to scared so it's mine and that's all there is to it.
He's home now I hide in the corner trying to stay out of view, it doesn't work he storm's into the room and pulls me by hair he start's kicking me and punching me dangerously close to my baby.
"You should be happy now huh" he smirked
I looked at him confused.
"There getting married and were invited"
"So how's it feel finally losing?" he asked
I looked at him seeing the evil in his eyes, Derek and Addison were getting married and for the second time that year I felt my heartbreaking.
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so that was chapter 11 not very long but still... R+R PLEASE