Sorry I haven't updated in a while but my teacher loaded on lots of homework. Like 9 subjects a night.

Maddie POV

Now that he knows, we'll say goodbye. I can't live here any more. I can't start anything. I can get a record, it would mean being away for so long. It would break his heart and if I wait I might not get a second chance.

As I walk up to the Martins' suite I feel my stomach churning. An hour passed since I last saw him in the audience. Carey answers the door. Zack is not there, he's at his own apartment.

I leave still scared of leaving him behind. A new idea comes to mind. What if I make love to him than leave. The experience done, love still burning. I will ask him.

I knock. He answers. We talk. I ask. Surprised, he agreed. The night goes on.

That was 8pm. Now it's 4 am. I get up. Get dressed. I leave, tears escaping my eyes every step I take. Sadness lurking in my heart I look at him once more before shutting the door.

I might do a double update. Anyway review and I'll mention you.

MF