Sorry for the lack up updates, I sorta just woken up and realized Maybe I should update heh heh. So here is you update! Thank you for all the wonderful reviews.

(A/N)The timeline is set one year after the movie and consist parts of the manga. Please be warn that this is a yaoi fanfiction and contains sexual situations not appropriate for T hence the reason it is a M rating fanfiction. Also it does contain dark themes and Roy!Angst so if you are not comfortable with this then I advise you not to read this fic. All and all I do hope you all enjoy this story.

Title: Let thou be punish

Pairings: Roy/Ed Envy/Roy

Minor pairings: Royai, Winry/Ed

Rated M For blood, violence, angst, dark themes, torture and sexual situations.

Summary: Post Movie: With a tragic war bestowing the people of Amestris, what can the captured and tortured Flame Alchemist do? Can Edward teach him to love again? Warning Angst and Dark themes.

Disclaimer: I do not own Full Metal Alchemist because I would've made the series with plenty of yaoi goodness!

"Blah"- talking

Blah- thoughts


"Hmm...I'm thirsty, so thirsty. I wonder when was the last time I had something to drink. Water would taste nice. But water is bland, plain and boring. I need some excitement in my life. Alcohol, yep that's rich and fun! I wonder if I can ask for some scotch, or maybe whiskey. Yes whiskey would be nice right Maes? Yep a nice tall glass of whiskey. Oh no thank you no ice today. I want to enjoy the pure taste. Yes taste I can't seem to remember what good food tasted like. I think it was once good. Maybe I don't know, what do I know. Well I know alchemy, flame alchemy to be exact. Yes just manipulate the oxygen. Separate the hydrogen and oxygen create a spark to create some sort of flame or heat then boom there goes the whole neighbourhood. I wonder how long it actually takes for someone to die from my flames. Is it just a second or does it feel like an eternity. I wonder when my good dear friends will come to save me. Soon I hope. I can't wait to see them all, yes that would be nice right Maes? I cant wait, I love my friends right Maes? I would never hurt them, like they hurt me. Hurt me, yeah they killed me but that's what I wanted right? Yep I can't wait to die, wouldn't that be nice Maes? Right Maes wouldn't it be nice? Can I get that whiskey to go?"

Opening his eyes Roy stared back into the dark, metal room he was in. Slowly he can feel his sanity slipping. Maybe it already slipped and was on the ground broken and bleeding. Damn if Maes was here to pick up the pieces. But he's too broken to be saved by a dead man. Oh that's right. He's dead. Laughing to himself Roy smiled a twisted smile. Mostly to himself out of stupidity and realization. Maes is dead and is never coming back, Roy's anchor, his special little get away from life, his addicting drug was gone. Six feet under, probably rotting away already nothing but bones and medals.

He had to stop relying on a memory and fake lies. He was alone now, it's up to him now to stay sane. But he already convince himself that he was already insane. Lost in a fake reality of insanity where everything was perfect and beautiful.

Almost closing his eyes again, waiting for the next array to be activated something loosened on his wrists and ankles. The sudden feeling nearly sent Roy into shock. Such a small feeling, like freedom was too much to bear. Looking down at his wrists his eyes widen. The once heavy metal lock was released. Someone from the panel above released him? They never did that, usually they would sedate him or beat him till he blacked out. He could hear a strange ringing sound. It sounded like an alarm but it was too quiet to hear. The area he was in was sound proof so no traces of noise could be heard. "Is this a drill?" Roy looked around the room once more. Everything seemed to be deactivated. Security must've been shut down.

"Can I run!?"

Moving around his seat he tried to sit up straight. It was very exhausting. His body was aching and sore. He couldn't feel his legs. No this wasn't freedom just a damn tease. A mockery at his condition to show how pathetic he really was. A sudden loud crash averted his attention towards the upstairs window. Something flew out of it followed by something else. Slamming unto the ground beside him, Roy held his breath. It was one of the lab assistants, and his head, which was supposed to be connected to a neck, then a pair of shoulders, followed by a torso, was sliced clean off. The other thing, which now resembled a human figure gracefully landed on the other side of Roy. This one seemed to be unharmed.

"Don't human beings make great bricks?" the stranger grinned at Roy. Ripping his eyes away from the bloody gory sight in front of him, he faced the mysterious man watching him, flicking his green hair back, his purple eyes dancing with excitement. "Pleasure to meet you Roy, the names Envy and were busting out."

Poor Mustang couldn't register what was going on all at once. This man, was a homunculus! Roy could see the orobourus on his thigh. Yes Ed made a drawing of him once since they couldn't get a picture. Envy one of the seven homunculi. One of the seven deadly sins. But what the hell is he doing here. Wait breaking out? Is this thing saving him? Perhaps Roy finally lost it.

"Hey, hey you stop zoning out alright?" placing a hand on Roy's shoulder shaking him slightly. "I need you to focus, fuck it took me a long time to find you and figure out this damn military base. I don't need you fucking this up for the both of us ok?"

"Wha...what are...you...t-talking about?" Roy stammered. His voice was horse from the lack of water and all of the screams and shouts. This couldn't be real could it? No maybe it was another sick dream, another wanted fantasy of freedom. "Yes it's just a dream, only a dream. No one is here to save me. Even if it is a monster. Just a dream, only a dream."

"And I thought you'd be itching to get out of this shit hole Roy, what's wrong all tuckered out?" Envy smiled a toothy grin, loving the way the man squirm and shook.

This was very unexpected. "No, I tried to escape...and they just find me and...they..." Drifting his last few words, Roy hung his head low, suddenly the floor seemed very interesting to watch. "Just let me die here like the dog I am," Envy shot him a glare, shaking his head. "Well Roy, I'm a bit hurt, I came all this way to save you and give you a life again and you wont accept it?" Envy making a foolish looking I'm-hurt face that slowly turned back into a smirk. Kneeling down on the ground Envy tilted Roy's chin with an icy cold hand staring him straight in the eye. "If I was the Fullmetal brat would you listen to him then?" A flash of light and once Envy was now Ed. That caught Roy's attention.

"Hey there bastard missed me?" The imposter spoke. "Is this better, will you listen to me now?"

"What...E-Edward...?" No it wasn't him, just a trick a mind game like the ones Dr. Shouji played on him. This is just a dream, just a sad dream to calm his mind so he wouldn't go crazy. "Make the best of this dream..."

"Do y-you think, that...a m-ma-mask will change my, my mind. Whatever your t-trying to do to make me trust...it wont work."

Envy, wearing Ed's face frowned. "Really, well then how about this face?" Another flash and now once Ed stood Maes. "Hey buddy how have you been?" Roy felt his heart drop. No this man wasn't Maes, it looked like him and sounded like him and maybe even act like him. But it wasn't him. "Take his face off..." Roy whispered looking away. "It's just a dream, it's not real, not real it's not real, not real..."

"What was that Roy, you should see a cute picture of my little Elysia she is so cute!" Envy continued.

"I said take off his face!" Roy shook, no not now, alone for so long then seeing this mans face. It was too much. "It's not real, this is all fake, just dream, just a dream..."

"Don't worry, I'll push you to the top, right that's what he use to say right?" Envy smiled. "Yeah I did my research Roy old pal."

"Take it off, your not him, your not him, your not him!!" Envy seemed to show a bit of sympathy (for now) and changed back to his original form, still smirking at the broken man.

"Yes?"

Roy tried to fight the tears but they began to fall, streams down his face. It wasn't Maes, Maes was a good man, a friend, like his other friends...who betrayed him, left him in this hell hole, just like Maes who left him all alone, all fucking alone. "A dream, I hate this dream, s-stop this dream!" He accidently said aloud.

"Oh?" Envy mused, "You hate this dream, what dream this is very real. Like how your friends left you, it's all real." The dark sin continued it's lecture while walking around Roy carefully stepping over the decapitate man beside him. "You know, like the way Hughes died and left you all alone in this world. Left you all alone with your cruel nightmares, and pain." Roy flinched, gasping for air. How did the he know that? Roy's nightmares and cries for help in his sleep. Waking up to only be alone, knowing he was going to be alone.

"Well, it wasn't too hard to figure out, I have been keeping my eye on you for quite some time," The sin continued now standing in front of the man. "He left you, because he didn't care about you, because he hated you."

Was it true? Did the man, his best friend, someone he cared for maybe even loved just left him like this on purpose. No he was killed...he died trying to...trying to do what? All these years and Roy almost forgotten his ambitions from his past, not anymore though. Damn that man. Damn him for dying for Roy. "I'm worthless, useless, why the hell did you die for me! I hate you for that, I hate you for dying for me!"

Hearing Mustang mutter under his breath Envy leaned in closer, his grin now a full fledge smirk not leaving his face. "Sorry, what was that?"

"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!"

Envy's smirk widen. Yes it was working. The man was isolated so far away, left with his own dark thoughts that he couldn't help but blame himself and his friends for his mistakes.

"You hate who Roy?" Envy pushed on, trying to make Roy explode with fury.

"I hate you, I hate you Maes I hate you so damn much."


"Alright men, there is an intruder in the facility. We must be cautious We believe it to be a male, with strangely enough long green hair and purple eyes." Dr. Shouji walked around the room eyeing each man dressed in combat uniforms. He knew who it was that it was something called a homunculi. Monsters that lived in Amestris that can live forever and are immortal. What a perfect day to test his theory. "Kill him if you must, but keep Mustang alive. He is our last line of defense to finally take down the Amestris nation. We need him alive,"

"Yes sir," The men all saluted.

"Good, then you must join the rest on the unit. Most of the other units are already located at section 10 and are waiting for my command to attack, but all our surveillance equipment has been deactivated, so you will all wait for my signal till you attack. You should be able to stop him by then. Go now!" Watching the soldiers separate going down at each section, Shouji walked towards another man wearing a suit.

"Get my helicopter ready Adam, if the homunculi doesn't kill all those men, then Mustang will." Adam nodded. "Yes but what if they escape?"

"Let them for now, it's suicide for us to stay here, they will bring the whole base down." Shouji smiled. He already knew if Roy were to escape then it was pointless to stop the man. The doctor knew the man wanted to kill him. "Besides, we can let Mustang do most of the dirty work at Amestris first," At first Shouji was worried that letting Mustang escape would be futile, and result in a failed experiment that he might truly go mad and kill everything in his path. But Mustang was broken yet, almost near his breaking point but cracks need to be deeper. With new information of the homunculus and information that the FullMetal Alchemist was spotted near Central, Shouji thought of a better plan. Let the Flames old friends finish breaking him. Then Mustang will be truly under his influence.

"Most likely he will be going straight to Central?" Adam asked.

"Yes, and his friends will bring him right back to us, the plan is going perfect, this homunculi character might give us a bit of a boost."


Breathing heavily, Roy felt sick, all the yelling and painful thoughts were getting to him. "I need...I can't stay here..."

Trying to move Roy fell forward from his chair only to be caught by a pair of arms. "Be careful angel, wouldn't want you to break your nose now." Tilting the mans chin again, he caressed his cheek softly very gently. Gasping from the contact Roy tried to pull away, but he was so weak he couldn't move a muscle. "It's ok, you can trust me Mustang, I'm here to help you," cupping the mans face while rubbing his back.

"It feels so nice...so gentle when was the last time I felt so safe?" It felt good, Envy's remarkably soft hands against Roy's skin. Closing his eyes he leaned into the hand. God did it ever feel good to have someone hold you. The other hand on his back slowly dragging along his back, rubbing the back of his head and combing through his hair. It felt so nice, Roy didn't even realize that he was humming softly. Moaning not from pleasure but relaxation. He knew this was wrong to enjoy this. He knew he should try to run away from this sin, but it's ben so long since he felt at ease. So long since he felt whole, and not alone. Fuck it all he thought, he was going to enjoy this moment. Even if it was sick and wrong to, and only lasted for a mere sec. It was worth it.

If he kept his eyes closed longer, he can almost picture a blond boy-no that was wrong, now a blonde young man holding him, touching him whispering soothing words to him. He could almost feel Edwards lips against his. So soft, so good. It felt so real. Something nipped his ear causing Roy's breath to hitch. His eyes still closed moaning softly. "So good..." he whispered. He felt a warm breath against his ear. "What's so good, I'll make it better," It was so low and husky Roy couldn't even tell who it was anymore.

Envy dragged his hand from behind Roy down his chest till his fingertips brushed his prison pants waistband.

"Mmm...oh Edward..." Envy shot his hand back, he eyes filled with hate and anger. "The damn man was thinking of that bastard,"

"No Roy, not Ed," Roy snapped his open staring at cold harden eyes. "No I was thinking of Ed...why Ed? Why did I like it when he..."

Before Envy could open his mouth a loud banging was heard outside the door.

"You are to remain silent and lay on the ground with your hands apart, if you resist we have permission to shoot you." A man outside yelled. Envy rolled his eyes. "Stupid humans, like they could kill me," Looking at Roy he smirked. "I guess I'll have to carry you then my dark angel," Roy flinched at the name. "His dark angel?" And in a quick second, he was lifted into the sins arms, pressed closely against him. "No more fighting, we will talk about this after we get out of here got it?" Envy stared at him possessively that sent a shiver down Roy's back. No why was that? It didn't make sense. He didn't like the sin, he just met the damn thing. Homunculi are evil monsters.

"You monster!"

Roy winced at the memory. But people used to call him that too. Looking up he saw Envy still looking at him, with a certain lust in his eyes. Roy felt his cheeks burn, blushing slightly he turned his head away trying to hide it.

"You know you look very cute while blushing," Envy playfully slapped Mustangs bottom, snickering when he yelped. "You sound cute too."

Roy could feel his whole face red. This wasn't right. He cared for Ed. Wait did he care for Ed more then he should? No he didn't. But he wished Ed would kiss him and make him feel good. "I think I've been here too long,"

The banging noises were louder outside but he was blocking out the noise. His eyes widen when he felt Envy kiss his forehead. "Mmm, yes I like you a lot Roy," Chuckling to himself Envy looked over at the door, missing Roy's blush again. "I've been keeping an eye on you for some time now Roy, and I know those people hurt you, because they haven't even left Central yet." Roy clenched his fist. A look of remorse on his face.

"Yes I know...they..." Hesitating at first, Roy leaned in against Envy burying his head against his chest. For some reason he did trusted Envy. Maybe because of all the beatings, and lies and torture. And Envy gently touching him and kissing him. Roy couldn't trust anyone, but he trusts the green haired sin. If only for a moment.

"Shh, lets get out of here," And in a flash Envy ran, smashing the door open, knocking soldiers over, breaking there necks with his feet, holding Roy tightly.

"Kill the green haired thing but don't kill the prisoner!" Someone yelled. Sounds of gunfire and bullets flying all around the room. Envy was still holding on to Roy, running down the halls. "Roy, I would just love to kill them all, but do you want a shot at them?" Teasing the man. Roy blinked, almost forgetting that he was wearing his gloves. Does he really want to kill all these men? No he wanted to kill Shouji, and only Shouji. But if it meant freedom then Roy would kill them all.

"Hold...hold my hand up...I-I can't move," Envy nodded and grabbed the mans hand. Roy even blushed when he felt the sin holding his hand. Shaking his head to escape those thoughts Envy stopped to turn around. Roy snapped, energy flew from his fingertips and just like that the whole part of the building blew up.

Envy smiled, enjoying the screams, and sight of blood splattering the walls, while Roy almost gagged and wanted to beg for forgiveness. No, not this time. Deep in his heart, he wanted to kill them, make them scream. "What's happening to me?"


Looking down from the helicopter, Shouji grinned. "Look Adam, it seemed that the west side of the base has just exploded." Adam looked over his eyes widen. "But how, how much power does that man have?" Shouji opened his book and continued reading. "In a single snap, or all together?"


"Nice shot Roy, shall we?" Looking up, he could see the night sky. "Looks like you opened us a path," Without a response from the man, Envy jumped from floor to floor, peering around each room to see soldiers dead. "Wow, you really did a number on them, I think I'm in love,"

Ignoring Envy's comment Roy shook his head, trying to fight off the screams that echoed through his head. "No, no, no!" he barely whispered. "I'm killing, I don't want to kill, I-I...I," Taking sharp intakes of air to calm himself down, he choked and almost vomited. He could feel the bile move up his throat, burning and bubbling. "Don't let that bother you, just remember all the pain and suffering they caused you." The homunculi replied. Roy nodded, he didn't know why he agreed with the other, but he did.

One more final jump and they were finally out of the scream filled burning building. Envy continued running as fast as he legs could, trying to move away from any sort of security or guards that may still be around the facility. Roy hadn't realize that hey had fled miles and miles away from the base.

"I'm free...oh god I'm finally free!" Feeling tears welling up in his eyes Roy looked up at Envy. "Why did you save me?" The sin shrugged his shoulders. Sure he had a reason, well not really. Roy intrigued him, interested him. He craved such pain and demise, and such power and fire. The man had it all. Yes Envy had been watching him for a very long time now. And wanted him as well.

"Never mind that, your safe now," Letting Roy go the man fell to his knees, staring at his surroundings in awe. "Night, I haven't seen the stars in such a long time," His legs were cold, yes snow it was snow. Picking up the snow between his hands he touched it, marveled at the feeling. "So cold, and real." His thin pale prison uniform wasn't enough to keep him warm though. Just grey pants and a loose shirt (stained with blood). But Roy didn't care. He was free, free from beatings, free from pain. Something he hadn't done in a long time, Roy looked up at Envy and smiled. It was small, but warm and kind.

"Thank you,"

Violet eyes widen and before the sin could say anything the man blacked out, laying on the snowy grounds with a small smile still on his face. Picking him up Envy held the shivering man closer to him. He needed clothes and food and perhaps a soft bed made for two. Envy grinned.

"So, shall we go on a date?"


TBC

Sorry for the lack of Ed in this chapter, but they will be plenty of him in the next. So Envy has the hots for our Roy does he? And Roy is still broken and in pain? And what about Dr. Shouji's plan? Well stay tuned!

And thank you for all the reviews!