wiieee next part is finished. : p
now from the point of view of Rei. I thank thee all of whom have reviewed on my first chapter
THANKS FOR REVIEWING:
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copyright of the lyrics: A Perfect Circle - 13 minutes
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Rei POV:
Its funny when things go wrong,
I get tired of waking
For all the things I've loved before
I'm tired of breaking
I stuff my face in my pillow, feeling the warm tears flowing down. Stinging in the corners of my eyes. I wish I could just stop crying. But I know it will never be that way. I am only crying for you my dear, and I know you will never understand nor accept it truly.
Good things are far ahead, yeah
but my patience is shaking
Only 13 minutes left,
but is it worth waiting..
I just hoped, for once, he would drop that icy cold mask. For he isn't like that. But I know he never will. His aura that tells you to stay on a distance of more then ten feet, the way he acts when others are around. But it's not like you, I hoped so much, I could break that shell around you. But it only created more distance between us.
Would you care for me
cause I'm tired
Tired of all this life
Would you care for me
cause I feel like..
I've been cut inside
More tears escape my eyes, when the thought strikes me again, leaving my mind scarred even deeper then the last time it happened. He will never hold me, never tell me it will be okay. He will never say those three sacred words that would enlighten my soul. Those three words, that will stop my tears from flowing.
It's blatant to feel so wrong
to get hurt by the taking
everything that I've said before
I hesitate saying
Curling up as small as possible, I try to push the thoughts out of my head. What if he would wake up? (1)
He would tell me to stop crying like a baby, with his harsh cold voice. Maybe even hit me. Like he always does with Tyson. Why? Why can't he just for once show some patience, some warmth, any emotion at all? If only I could tell him, how much he means to me. How much I care for him. That he is the reason I cry at night, for he will never be mine.
I'm crawling fast ahead, yeah
the pace that I'm making
Only 13 minutes left
but it's not worth waiting..
Sometimes I wonder why, everything turned out like this. I could have been so happy so lively. Now I'm faking everything. People usually think I am the most cheerful next to Max and Tyson. The mother hen of the group out of free will. But all are lies and false images. I only live for one goal, and it will never be reached. It makes me wonder, if I could stop this pain from coming in another way. To stop the tears from flowing, with one swift movement.
Would you care for me
cause I'm tired
Tired of all this life
Would you care for me
cause I feel like..
I've been cut inside
I almost scream the lungs out of my body when a warm hand grabs my shoulder and softly shakes me. I don't dare to look at the owner of the hand, and avert my eyes in shame. Then he speaks, his voice so different from usual, so filled with, emotion.
"it's okay, let it out"
I almost gasp when he sits down on my bed and pulls me in a bear hug.
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(1) as if that didn't happen yet ne? – slight smirk-
YAH-NESS!!! My second part finished!! Please review everyone I really want to improve my writing skills. And that is impossible without feedback ne?
-bear hugs all the readers and reviewers- THANX FOR READING!!!!!