Chapter VI:Do You Love Me?

"I Love you, Crawford… to the very last drop of breath in me."

I kissed the picture of the Mastermind. He was the world to me now. The blood keeping me alive. Everything…everything…

Before, life was just monotonous. Nothing but shit. My existence had been driven by revenge and bloodlust all along. Until he came…

My mission has been completed, and now all I have to do is wait.

Sigh. I never imagined Yoji and Ken… I laughed. The memory of accidentally walking into Yoji's room to find the two Weiss kittens snuggling with each other came back to me. And they didn't even notice anything!

So we all share equal interests, huh? Maybe all assassins are gay.

But I cannot wait. I have to see Brad. I need him.

I ruffled my blonde hair and put on a trench coat over the white turtleneck Crawford gave me for my birthday. The day when he suddenly stole me from Weiss, hid with me in a dark alley and expressed his love for me. No, he didn't talk. He just kissed me like mad. Yes, that night I learned the difference between love and obsession. He was in love; I was in love…and obsessed.

I looked in the mirror and threw myself a kiss. To Brad with love…

………

"Harder…"

Moans.

"Yeah, that's it…"

Grunts.

Ah ah ah ah ah… "I'm coming!" …Ooh…

"Rub it in…"

Glass shattering. Couch squeaking. Screams…

What the – ? I thought. What's happening inside? Damn! What if my Bradley's hurt! Don't tell me the Schwarz mansion security has finally crumbled!

I pounded at the door, all the while shrieking, "Crawford! Crawford! Open the door!"

In an instant, the noises stopped. Giggles… Footsteps…the door half-opened and Nagi's naked body welcomed me.

"Hey, Weiss boy!" he greeted, completely oblivious to my stunned stares. "Come in…"

"Where are the killers?" I asked, looking around for signs of a surprise attack.

"Shh…" Nagi whispered, putting a finger over his mouth, opening the door a wee bit wider.

I had a bad feeling about Nagi's nudity. He seemed quite…oily, and there was some kind of whitish gooey substance smeared on his mouth. I pushed the thought aside.

Anyway, I stepped in…only to find myself in the middle of a storm. No, a hurricane! Couches were turned, vases were broken; there were wet stuff everywhere. The place was hell broken loose!

"What happened here?" I asked, disgusted.

The boy just gave me a freaky smile and tilted his head, motioning for me to follow him as he ascended the stairs.

Elch! Schwarz sure is freaky! But I followed him anyway. Why is he acting as if nothing was wrong when everything was so frenzied?

"You'll never understand," Nagi said, as if reading my thoughts. No, he was.

Finally, we arrived before a great door, emblazoned with diamonds and onyx. This was The Room. I've heard about this room before – nothing but oblivion and the four of them…

Suddenly, the noises were back again… and louder this time. Clearer. Stronger.

"Do you know what day it is today, Omi?" Nagi asked me, his hand resting on the knob of the door.

"Uh… November 13…" I answered, unsure of myself.

"Yes," the other boy replied. "Friday the thirteenth…"

"So?"

"Celebrate with us…" While slowly stroking himself, Nagi opened the door…wide enough for me to see CHAOS – their so-called celebration.

I gasped, clutching my heart, feeling my knees go numb at the sigh of it all. For a moment, I couldn't breathe. Hurt surged through me. No… he couldn't do this.

Tears stung my cheeks as I heard the taunting noises, as I saw the Truth.

But if this was the Truth, I'd better go back to living a life of Lies. Is this really the truth?

Or another of Schwarz's sick jokes?

Schuldig, pumping into Crawford, his long shaft easily gliding in and put… Farfarello, relishing the feel of Crawford's mouth engulfing him… My Crawford…in the middle of all this perversion!

Then, Farfarello noticed me and said, "C'mere, kid! Join us!"

Crawford took out his mouth and added, "Yeah, c'mere and I'll suck you to death." Then, he went back to his licking, not even bothering to be ashamed in front of me. Pig!

Schuldig didn't say anything. He was too absorbed in his climax. Nagi soon joined them, violently shoving his erection into Farfie's mouth.

I studied everything with a heavy heart. So this was life… this was the future I traded Aya's life for.

Dammit all!

I heard Crawford's cry. He was having an orgasm…with three other men. Three pigs!

I couldn't take it anymore. I forced my tears to stop, and I began to undress…

A/n: finally! After a long hibernation……tbc