Hey,I finally get some time to write...:)
I was kindda busy because entering high school, but know I would probably update once a week, and if I get more reviews :D.
Anyway,sorry for long wait, here's the story:
2-Flying thoughts
"I'm alone, this is nothing new."
This was the first phrase that Anna was saying when waking up, and the last before she felt asleep.It could not be helped.The feeling, the deepest and the most powerfull , the solitude… that emptiness…the lost love, always growing deeper in her obsessed mind.Every second meant another tear, another fearfull emotion that was attempting to escape her heart. She needed social contact to remain alive, cause she was going crazy because of her loneliness.And she thought at Hao.
He was standing on a throne, made of blood, the blood of entire lost humanity.Hao thought sometimes…did he made a mistake?Maybe he killed guilty and innocent people together, not tireing with sorting.This wasn't good…or it was?He had no answer.Deep inside, he was painfully alone… no one talking free in his presence, nobody making different statements from his.It was boring being king.He fought for nothing, did he?He was The King of Fools.
He was living into a luxurious palace, having lots of servants at his orderes, and had nothing to do all day.He walked in his garden, he sometimes fighted some stupid shamans opposing him, but most of his time was occupied by ruling.That or this?Black or red? Blue or purple?
"None of these, you morons, I want a world with no colours, cause they are blinding me with their light and happiness,and I hate light,I hate happiness… because I don't have them…"
He remained quiet, thinking of this stupid ,perfect world he created. Why? For no reason, just a caprice of him.And now what?He wanted ALL world dead, no matter animals ,plants or shamans.Just kill the Earth because it's cruel game.He wasn't powerfull…compared to the nature…compared to the universe.He was just a little nothing.And there was Anna.He liked her for being stubborn and not doing suicide, he admired her courage .She was that he once was.But that times were far away, in that other human world, deep buried in Earth's memories.Time passed, and Hao discerned an year as a second, when Anna discerned a second as an year.For Hao, was enough time ,but for Anna not.She was not immortal.Hao let down his sight…it was a good feeling thinking that Anna was somewhere on world, but it felt horrible thinking that someday she will die.He just couldn't accept it.
'Your highness, a letter!'
'Arigato,Kanna.'
With trembling hands, Hao took the letter and just stared at it.He knew it was from Anna, he could say it only by the envelope's fragrance.He could sense her silky hair, her red scarf, the fragrance of the lost old times.He stared at the letter for about an hour, just sensing her.But maybe he was a little afraid of opening it…
Dear Hao,
I don't know why I'm writting this to you,it seems that
we are away, both of us.
I have to say the truth: I'm feeling alone, and you are the
only person I know.I know you are feeling the same, so let's
have a deal…
I'm coming next week.
Love,
Anna
Hao shooked his head in disbelief.She was saying the truth? She admitted she was alone? Impossible!This was definite not Anna!But he knew it was her, that little letters, that voice…he started dreaming on her arrival. It was happening something weird, and he was concerned about Anna…admitting feelings was not her style…
She was looking in vain.What a stupid letter, like Yoh wrote it through her mind.Yeah, stupid indeed.Why giving Hao hopes, when even her …
"I don't know what I want.I'm fooled by myself every second, and I'm changing.But why?Do I really want to be with Hao? He killed Yoh…" she let her escape a sigh and she scowled.
It was to late for her to give back, so she started her journey to Hao's castle. It seemed that Hao understood her hidden message, cause all the shamans were fearful in her very presence, and she knew why…Hao settled everything, now she was The Queen.The Queen of Fools.
She was although traveling hard , modern transports as planes or cars weren't existing any more, because of the pollution.She was riding a horse, and after she would be taking a veil boat.Yes, life returned to it's very origin. And this all because of Hao.Anna was annoyed to hell, but this wasn't as disturbing as having to endure Hao's appeareance, so allot like Yoh's… Wounds that she thought healed were re-opening, and the blood was flowing again from her heart.
Hao prepared Anna's room next to his, the best room in whole castle.He wanted her enjoying her staying, even he knew she will get lost again, and forever.But he just wanted to apologise , for his mistake…even so, he didn't know how.
"With other girls would be simple .." he thought with a smirk …"but Anna is like none other…so hard to understand, and although so easy… "he let his eyes losing their brightness.
"How can she come to me, when I killed her love in front of her eyes? She is just too good..she knows I'm lonely, and she is coming here to help me, as she would help Yoh…" he closed his eyes with darkness.
"She is a bright angel, even her heart's darkness will never heal…I don't wanna take advantage because of her weakness, cause in the end I will suffer too…I don't want her…She is just my angel.."
Anna looked in the horizon, where the sea was embracing the sky.It was an hour left before the boat will come to take her on the other continent.
"Hao…I'm coming…I hope you haven't forgived, cause I haven't…That words of despair…cause they were real…"
"I am weak, but you are weaker!"
end chapter two!
