Chapter 7:

"Jake" Miley grabbed him and pulled him back with all the strength she had left in her. He was shaking so badly and his arms was scrapped up where he had hit it against a jagged rock. The rain had slowed as the storm passed ,but it didn't matter because the pain and the hurt was still there as clear as day."Why Jake..whats happing to you?..." slowly she pulled his head close to her chest and held him tightly...'God Jake I can't loose you not now..' the pain cut her like a knife.." No matter what you may think right now... I need you Jake...I love you so much.." she realized how empty she now felt and how teas should be on her face where there was none.

Mileys POV:

I have never seen anyone so broken so vulnerable looking at Jake now I no longer see the arrogant zombie slayer but a lost man looking for an easy way out...some way of redemption... Holding him now seeing him like this I felt a small peice of my heart come alive again. It seemed as though we were like this for hours until he finally lifted his head and looked into my eyes trying to see any depth there I slowly stroked his cheek as he began to tell me the truth...that I had wanted to hear for so long,and all I could think was how needed to hear this but how much I didn't really want too.

Jakes POV:

I could feel her touch begin to melt away my guard and right into my soul and mabey thats what gave me the strength to stand. Taking her hand I led her to the lighthouse that sat on the bluff its light as a becon of hope like the sound of Mileys voice to my soul. The moment we were inside I led her into the keepers room which held a small bed and table. The moment she was seated I began to tell her the story that might end the current chapters of our lives together.

"Her name is Melissa" the moment I said her name I realized it was full of bitterness and hate which I could no longer hide. "When I was filming in New York I met her and it seemed to me to be a perfect way out...a way to start my life over..and keep you off my mind...so I began to date her" I kept my gaze on the floor in fear of reading the disgust that would be written across her face. "It had only been a few weeks until we ended up in her apartment and well..began to fool around...It wasn't really serious the first few times and I left at night feeling empty and missing you even more...that is until she told me she was inlove with me..."

I knew my voice was shaky but I had to let her know she deserved the truth and thats what I was going to give her. "Then we let things go to far and the next thing I know Iam sneaking out of her apartment in the morning.." I wished that was all the story I had to tell but I knew it wasn't. The hardest part of all would be watching her run out of here when I was done.

"It seemed to me that this was it I was begining to fall inlove with her and she loved me so we found ourselves together most nights... until the day

she told me she was late... and had bought a test and she was pregnant..with my child. The words that had haunted me for so long now hung in the air like smoke...but that wasn't even all of it I took a breath and found the strenght to continue somehow. " I did what was right and moved in with her to take my place as the baby's father...and to everyone around us we were the happy couple we had found true love..and made it work with our fame...but the truth was we fought everynight when we got home and at one point love just wasn't enough anymore I guess...

The tears filled my eyes once again but I didn't stop. "One night I got home late..and I found her in bed with our co-star and I started yelling at her about the baby...and thats when she told me...there wasn't a baby...she had an abortion... The moment the words were out of my mouth I felt physicaly drained as if I had no strength to even stand anymore... "She ...she killed my baby..and didn't even care..to tell me.." I dropped down on my knees and hung my head. I was waiting for the sound of the door signaling that she had left...but it never came.

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