Sam had only talked to Lucky once since that night and that was on the phone. Sam coudln't see lucky, it hurt to much,but she wasn't going to keep him away from his child either. So sam sat it up where when she was at work, Lucky was allow to go over to her house while lulu babysit and visit his daughter. Sam made it clear she wanted him gone before she got home. Sam always called before coming home letting them know she was on her way home. Lucky didn't fight sam because he knew she was hurt and he understood. When sam called this time, Lucky had answered the phone. He had told her that Lulu had to leave because something was wrong with Spinelli. Sam wasn't happy that it was Lucky who was their but she understood. It had started snowing hard in port charles as sam was driving home. When sam got home she said thanks to lucky and he left. Not long after that did she get a phone call from Audrey, liz's grandmother. Audrey was calling Sam to see if lucky was still there because she knew he was visiting Alexa. Liz had audrey watch the boys everytime Lucky went to Sams to be with Alexa, so elizabeth could have some time to herself and relax. Liz had gone missing no one had seen her. They had even called Jason to see if he knew where she was because he had contact with Liz because of Jake. The only reason why everyone was worried about Liz is because the weather outside was turning into a very bad blizzard and quickly. Even though Sam hated Liz she wanted to help find her so she drove over to Laura's who gave her a lecture about being out in the weather with a baby. Sam asked Laura if she baby sit Alexa for her so she could go out and help look for Liz but didn't want anyone knowing she was out there searching. Sam had left her car in the street at Laura's and went out on foot. Sam was wearing gloves and a coat but was freezing her ass off as she walked through the park. The Snow was hitting her like amillion knifes as the visablity was dropping to none. Sam could barely see her hand when it was out infront of her. But Sam kept walking when she saw something on the ground in front of her. She got closer and realized that it was a person. Sam got down on her knees and checked to see if they were alive and they were barely breathing. when sam removed some snow from the face she saw that it was Elizabeth. She figured she would try and get liz to wake up by being rude to Elizabeth. So sam started talking to her while she took the snow off liz.
"you are stupid you konw that. a freaking blizzard out here and you are missing. how stupid do you have to get? Lucky is going crazy looking for your sorry ass, everyone is. I don't know why people care about you but for some god forsaken reason they do so you better not die because i bet they blame me for letting your sorry ass die. so don't"
Sam called Lucky on her cell telling he found her in the park and shes passed out... after that she lost her call and couldn't get it back. She had gotten enough info to lucky about liz and where they were. Sam had realized that the tempature had just dropped so much more than it already was. Sam wipped more snow off.
"You know you dieing would make my life a hell of alot easier Liz but you can't die, Cameron and Jake need their mother
Sam got afriad that Liz could lose the baby. So Sam took off her coat. Showing she had a very thin Long sleeve shirt on and wrapped Liz up in it trying to keep her as warm as she could. But with sam not wearing a coat she was exposing herself to the bitter cold and to the chance of getting sick. Sam kept wipping the snow that kept pilling up on liz. Sam arms were frozin but so was the rest of her body. It was hurtign sam to move because it was so cold and the temp was dropping more and more. Sam finally heard people screaming her and Liz's name.
"OVER HERE" sam
yelled and her voice was shaky. She saw Lucky and EMT's running to
them. "liz your safe now, lucky's here"
Sam stood back
as they put liz on a board.
"Sam where is your coat?" asked lucky
"I wrapped it around
liz trying to warm her up"
"why are you out here
anyway"
"i heard she was missing and i wanted to help
find her, i might not like her but she is your wife"
Sam was shaking so bad and Lucky could tell there was something really wrong with sam.
"Sam are you
o..."
sam has passed out in luckys arms. The EMT noticed
that sam's face was really blue. they realized sam was showing early
signs of hypothermia. Lucky carried her to the ambulnce that took
both liz and Sam to general hospital. Lucky was driving behind them
in his car. They were trying to get both Liz and Sam warm again. The
Emt had been putting Hot Packs on sam that they had in the amblunce
until they got to general hospital. When they get to the hosptial
they take Liz in one directoin and Sam in the other. Both were
uncontinsous. Lucky showed up when they were taking them away and
couldn't decide who to go to first. So he decided to go to sam. When
he showed up to Sam's room she was coming in and out of
continousness. They were taking the backs off as they placed a IV in
her arm that contained Warm Saline to help get her body heat up along
with putting warming blankets on her. Her face was still blue. Lucky
sat down next to her while they were placing more blankets on her. He
grabbed her hadn that was under the first layer and felt her cold
hands. Lucky would be grateful to sam because she didn't have to help
find liz let alone save her and rick her own health in doing so. Sam
looked at Lucky.
"What are you doing here?" her tone was shaky and a little hourse
"im making sure your ok"
he was looking at her with loving and caring eyes. Sam wasn't stupid, She hadn't forgotten what happened and how liz was.
"you should be with her wife lucky"
"im getting ready to go see her but i wanted to make sure you were ok as well, you saved her life sam and you didn't have to especailly since theres no love loss there"
"im fine, i always
am, you should go"
Lucky had the feeling sam didn't want him
there. He was getting up when Dr. Lee walked in.
"i'm glad i found you lucky"
"is liz ok?"
"thats
why im here"
"whats going on"
sam was listening
intensely especially since they were in her hosptial room.
"she is still
uncontionous. They are having a hard time getting her body tempture
where it should be, but luckly sam found her or liz would of
died."
"what about the baby" they both looked a sam
as she asked the question. lucky looked at dr. lee
"she lost the baby
lucky, im so sorry"
Sam sat up in bed a little and looked at
lucky her eyes were wide as she saw emotions run over him.
"but is liz going to
be ok"
"yes but we need you to sign this so we can
perform a DNC to take the baby out"
Lucky didn't say anything and just signed the form and Dr. lee left. Lucky sat back down he was devastated. Lucky started crying his head on sam's bed. Sam felt so bad for him. She placed her hand on the back of his head. Lucky was breaking down and not just because of losing the baby but because he was tired of being confused and not being able to help the women he love. Sam jsut sat there and listened to lucky cry, and talk about his fears and concerns and how sorry he was to sam about hurting her. Sam was still pale but her body temp was up and they took some of the blankets off giving sam more moment. Sam doctor came in a little concerned because sam was very sick she had pneumonia and that she wont be leaving the hospital anytime soon. Sam had fallen asleep when lucky had left. Lucky had been going back and forth and didn't know sam was really sick. Liz still hadn't woken up yet. Sam had gone unconcious again becauase everything her body was trying to fight. The doctors and nurses were all back in sam's room when lucky showed up.
"whats going on?"
"she has lost consiousness again, do to her body fighting
the hypothermia and pneumonia"
"what she has
pneumonia"
"ya, i take it you didn't know"
"i
had no idea, is she going to be ok?"
"because of the
heroics this little lady had saving your wife, she is fighting a lot
right now to survive but if she doesn't wake up soon, she could slip
into a coma that could last for years or kill her"
they doctors and nurse left as lucky sat down next to sam. he grabbed her hand.
"come on sam, wake up, your baby girl alexa needs you and i need you, i couldn't stand losing you and a child all in a short time, especailly since you saved elizabeths life, when you don't even like her but yet you did it because she was my wife, sam i need you in my life even if its as a friend and mother of my child. Im sorry i hurt you but i do care greatly about you and i just need you to wake up"
lucky stood a little kissing sam's lips. He was happy to feel some warmth from the blue lips. Lucky sat back down. one hand was holding her the other was rubbing her hair back. Sam eyes slowly started to flutter open and lucky let out a sigh.
"im glad your awake"
"didn't i tell you to go be with your wife"
sam took a deep breath.
"yes you did but she
is still asleep and i came back to check on you when they told me you
were unconicous again"
sam weakly looked at lucky.
"i'm fine, im a
survivor plus i have a baby to live for"
sam faintly smiled.
THe blizzard had stopped by the afternoon of the next day. Lucky was
with Liz again who still hadn't woken up and they weren't sure if she
would.He went back to sams room who was talking with a doctor. lucky
listened from the hall.
"i want to go
home"
"you can't your still very sick"
"but
i need to get to my baby"
"i understand that
but you have to stay here a little longer"
"what if i
brought her baby here would that be ok?"
they looked at lucky
who was walking into the room.
"i dont see why you couldn't ill leave you to alone"
"you would do that
for me lucky"
"of course, liz isn't waking up so i need
to get out for a little what better than going and getting my
daughter"
"well thanks she is at your mothers"
"ok ill be back in a
bit"
sam ended up closing her eyes and taking a nap while he
was gone. while lucky was gone to go get his baby Liz had woken up
and wanted lucky. Lucky got to the hospital and didn't know that Liz
was awake and went to take Alexa to Sam. Sam was so happy to he her
baby girl and Alexa was sitting up on the bed all by herself when liz
was rolled into sam's room. Liz still didn't know about losing the
baby. Liz is angry when she sees them all together.
"Why the hell are you
hear?"
they looked at the door at liz.
"i just got back she wanted to see alexa so i brought her"
liz didn't say anything.
"im glad your ok"
sam said truely caring and not just acting.
"shut up, who cares what you think"
"hey, i saved you, i didn't have to but i did, so show some graditude or get the hell out"
"ha you probably tried to kill me"
Lucky watched them interact. Alexa was sitting on Sam's lap eatting her bottle. Her finger held his. Sam looked down and smiled.
"Lucky why don't you take liz back to her room."sam said.
lucky got up and moved behind liz.
"i think we should go, sam is right"
"Sam is always right" liz snapped "but she is right, your place is with me and our baby."
"liz, we have to talk about the baby." lucky said moving to her level.
"what does sam want you to leave once the baby is born or whad does she want my baby?" liz asked glaring at sam.
"no, sam wouldn't do that" lucky said "we will talk back in your room"
"sam knows somethitn about my baby, the way you to keeping looking at each other. what is going on?" liz asked.
"not here, not infront of alexa." lucky said moving her chair but Liz grabbed the end of sam's bed.
"No tell me here" liz said.
"ok" lucky said moving around in front of her. "liz you were in the cold for so ong. when sam foudn you she covered ou with her coat and suffered through the cold, she did it so you adn the baby had a fighting chance. but it was to late, the baby is gone" lucky sai. "she didn't survive"
"no, you are lying, this bitch told you to tell me this so you would leave me, she is lying, i know the baby is fine" liz said. "don't listen to this bitch, she is hateful and mean"
"no, liz i am sorry but the baby didn't make it"
"no. the baby is fine, lucky why are you listening to her, stop bleieving this BITCH"
liz was screaming and Alexa didn't like it and started screaming. Sam moved her to calm her down.
"Lucky take her out of here" sam hissed "she is upsetting alexa"
"oh poor Alexa" liz snapped. "she would be better off without you, you are a horrible mother, you selfish bitch you cost me my daughter, you stole her" liz said standing up.
"liz, sit down, you aren't strong enough."
"no this bitch stole my daughter so im going to steal hers, move lucky." liz said.
Liz pushed him away but it didn't work. Sam pressed her call button and several doctors and nurses came in. Patrick ordered a sedative.
"i am going to take her from you and i am going to make her believe you are a monster, the worlds worst mother." liz said moving closer.
Alexa was screaming louder as Liz tried getting closer to her. Sam held he away but she was pulling her when liz stopped and slumped inot lucky's arms. Epiphany placed the surinage in the box and went and help Sam get Alexa settled down in Sam's bed again. A couple of nurses took Liz back to her room and got her settled in her bed. Lucky was in pure shock about what just happened as he sat down in the stool that was now in the corner of the room because it had been pushed when liz was fighting her way to the bed. Sam was shaken by Liz threats of taking Alexa away. Lucky slowly looked over at sam who was holding Alexa close and whisptering "no ones ever taking you away" and kissing her babys head.
"Sam i am so sorry, she shoudln't of said that to you"
"she is suffering a major loss lucky, i understand that, i have been there" she said. she looked at him. "go be with her"
"i should" lucky said.
Lucky didn't now what to do. His head and heart was at a ultimate battle. He wanted to be with Sam, his heart was screaming it, but his head told him he just lost a child with liz. Lucky just nodded and stood he leaned over and kissed Alexa's head and then sam's and he walked to the door.Sam knew what was going to happen next.
"Lucky"
Lucky stopped on his way to the door and looked back at sam.
"Yeah"
"Will you please stay away"
Lucky was confused.
"What do you mean Sam"
"It will be easier getting over you if you stay away from Us."
"Sam" Lucky had said in a thats to much to ask from me.
"please lucky, this way i can move on and you can be with your wife and kids and not feel conflicted or confused about us, i will never denie you your child Lucky but just walk away and don't look back"
Lucky had nothing to say. He walked out the door to sam's room shutting the door behind him. He looked back in through the window to her room and saw tears falling from sam broken heart. He wanted to go in there so badly and just hold them and say he chooses them. But he turned and left down the hall going to his wife. Sam watched him leave her for the last time. She knew that Lucky was goign to follow his head, and stay with liz out of obligation to her and her sons. Sam knew what she had to do now, she was no where close to letting lucky go for good but she knew it had to be done. Even if it left her Shattered and Alone. She looked down at her baby girl.
"I'm not alone, I have you"
She kissed her baby girls head as they layed their together. Sam was crying softly as she watched her baby girl fall asleep next to her. Soon Sam had cried herself to sleep.
