One more chapter left ! chapter 8 and FINISHED ! il start a new story by the way , its not a KibaHinata it's a sasuHina which il call Shattered Dreams soo search for it in 4 or 5 weeks ! pleeease enjoy and I hope my grammer got better ! please review! Thank you very much!!!
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"Kiba-Kun .. you were everything that I wanted .. you were everything I desired in a guy .. you were there for me always.. you got me flowers when I least expected them … you used to cry whenever I was hurt .. you laughed when I needed to hear a laugh .. you were the shoulder I always leaned on to cry..How cum I was so blind .. " Hinata said as she wiped away the tears from her eyes , it has been 1 month already and not one guy of the village has returned , no news was heard , they disappeared , and all the girls in the village had their hearts hang up from a high building and they hope that their guy would come and help them and if the guy didn't their hearts are going to fall and break.
" Hinata-Chan " Tenten said as she placed her hands on Hinata's shoulders , " don't worry , he is coming back I mean he has a reason to come back right " Tenten said then was shocked to hear Hinata's answer " no.. he has nothing to return to .. he said I was everything to him and that I didn't love him back .. but I do .. and it hurts me so much that he left without knowing that .. it hurts me so much I just want to rip my heart off " , " Hinata..Chan " Tenten said but knew that she had to leave Hinata alone , she knew that is she stayed with her any longer she would only make Hinata cry more so she left , " where are you Kiba-Kun "
" Hinaaaataaa " a girl yelled from outside the hyuuga resident , Hinata thought it sounded familiar , Hinata walked towards the gate and was shocked to see Kiba's older sister , " onee-chan hello " Hinata said as she looked away , for some reason she couldn't look at her because she looked like Kiba ,
" oh my god Hinata what did you do to yourself "
"you lost weight "
" you look pale "
" its dark under you eyes , have you slept well "
" your face is red " , Kiba's older sister said these stuff after each other not leaving a chance for Hinata to speak , " im sorry its just that Kiba its that I couldn't " she covered her face and cried , " ne Hinata , wipe your tears , I am inviting you to our home , I think you are going to feel better " Kiba's older sister said , Hinata nodded.
" Welcome Dear Hinata " Kiba's mother said as she gave Hinata a big warm hug , " come in come in act as if your in home " she said , " hai " Hinata said , Kiba's sister walked Hinata to the living room and sat beside her till her mother called her to help her cook so she left and Hinata was left alone , " Hinata dear if you want you can walk and check out the house " Kiba's mother yelled , so Hinata decided to check the house out , Hinata opened a door and saw a room decorated by puppies stuff , and had a bed and a dog house " Kiba-kun " she whispered as she slowly entered the room , there were cloths on the floor , she picked them up and tided them up , " it smells just like him .. Kiba-kun I miss your everything " then she saw a book that took her attention it said " My Diary " she opened and started reading a few things but she was shocked to see that every page had something to do with her like the first page which said :-
Dear Diary
Today I entered the academy , it was very fun , we get to play all sort of games and I am looking forward for tomorrow , today I saw a very cute girl , she has short navy blue hair , and white eyes that is very weird but I like it , I think her name is Hinata , she is shy and very cute and I will make her my future wife hehe ! and I wonder what is mum gonna get me for me 5th birthday , I want a new shirt! So I can look cool !
As Hinata read this she cried so much but she couldn't help her self she just had to read the next page which said :-
Dear Diary
Im five years old now ! and guess what they got me for my birthday ! a puppy ! I wonder if girls like puppies ! cause today I spoke to her , her voice is sooo soft and I told her about my puppy which me and her called akamaru , she insisted to add maru I wanted akainu but she wanted maru so I had to listen , she said he was cuute and adorable and I think he liked her ! I wonder if she will ever call me cute hehe.
Hinata could do nothing but cry more and read more but she flipped to fast she reached half of the book :-
Dear Diary
There is this guy which I hate his name is Uzumaki Naruto ! EISH how com he gets Hinata's attention ! how com she likes ! She blushed from him ! not from me !! IHATE HIM ! I DETEST HIM! He did nothing but act lame and cool and she liked him ! so from now on il act cool and lamer than him ! so she would like me !
" so that's why you used to fight with naruto all the time and used to always compete with him " she giggled why crying then she said " Last page "
Dear Diary
I am 17 years old now and I finally realized why I like Hinata so much .. wait I think its love .. yes why I love Hinata so much .. its because of the way she smiles..the way she never gave up and always had that inner strength in her , although she may be physically a little weak but she didn't care all she cared about was to improve herself .. to change .. nobody sees how hard she tries .. I used to like her before because I thought she was cute and adorable but as we grew I grew fond of her .. I realized that I love everything in her .. big and small .. I just wish she would stop trying so hard because she already reached the top .. she was always fighting and never gave up .. that's why shes different .. I wish I could tell her how I feel .. I just wish.
"Kiba –kun " Hinata cried out his name then wiped her tears and said " I must be strong , I must be strong for Kiba-Kun " then she returned his diary " il try my best Kiba-Kun I promice " she said hoping that the wind will carry her words to him , Hinata left the room but part of her will never leave this room , part of her grew in this room , the part which is called Courage.
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" The men has returned " a lady yelled and all the women dashed and waited by the gate , they waited desperately for their men's return including Hinata , she was nervous , what was she going to tell him what was she going to do but she knew none of that mattered as long as he returned back to her . " Neji! " Tenten yelled as she ran towards an injured guy covered with bandages and other stuff , Tenten kissed neji for a lot of times and said " you look like a mommy " he laughed then frenched her , Hinata thought they were cute , " Naaaruto you idiot " sakura said as she ran towards naruto and hugged him " I was worried sick " , " I was worried too " he said then kissed her , almost all the girls got their guys back , few waited and few received terrible news.
Hinata was left alone , everyone returned home but her ,it was night , she continued waiting for Kiba , she was sad but glad , she was glad nobody told her Kiba died , but she was sad because he didn't come , what happened " Hinata-sama why haven't you return yet " a figure said from behind Hinata , as she turned she saw her cousin standing there looking worried " Tenten is worried about you , well erm im worried too please lets go home " neji said , " I cant .. I must wait for Kiba " Hinata said but then she saw a terrible look on neji's face " whats wrong " she asked , " well you see Kiba is reported missing cause erm he just disappeared " neji said as he looked away unable to face that hurt face , " no don't tell me that " she said , " I'm so sorry " neji said then he saw Hinata running pass him covering her face , she did not know what to do but cry he was gone .. maybe for good , she couldn't tell him , it burned her , she felt like she wanted to die and get rid of this terrible world.
3 Months Later
A lot have happened , Naruto and Sakura got married , Tenten is pregnant with neji's baby and shino met this girl called Shey but Hinata remains broken , her hopes her dreams all shattered , she is empty , blank just like her eyes , life is not like how she knew it , Kiba hasn't returned for her , and she doesn't think she can go on without him , so she lost hope in living without and she can only be with him in her dreams " Kiba- Kun ".
" I see you smilling again Hinata " Tenten said , " im trying " Hinata said as she gave them a small smile , " well keep trying and you will feel great , you will feel alive " Tenten said , " I don't think I can " Hinata said , "Why not" Tenten asked , " cause my heart its just " , " well don't worry everything is going to be okay " Tenten said , " I hope your right " Hinata said , " ne Hinata if I give birth to a boy im going to call him Kiba and if I got a girl I'm going to call her Kina" Tenten said then Hinata smiled.
Lately Hinata wasn't able to do anything but to remember Kiba and regretting every minute she did not spend with him , she felt like their was this black cloud above her , she saw people holding hands , making out , getting pregnant , giving birth , being together because they loved each other only made her sick of life and feeling like living is useless.
Hinata read kiba's letter for the vert last time , she kissed it and returned it to her box , she hoped god would forgive her for the great sin she is about to do. She slowly stepped to the cliff of the mountain that hide a valley beneath it , the valley which is about to be her grave.
" Hinaaata " tenten yelled , " jeesh where is that girl " she said , "hina" tenten couldn't continue she was to shocked ! she found that all kiba's belongings were in a box and that their was a letter, she ran towards it and read the letter :-
by the time you are reading this I would probably be sleeping in the bottom of konoha's valley I hope you would find in your heart to forgive me
truly yours hinata
Tenten immediately ran towards the cliff and saw hinata standing at the corner of it , saying her prayrs with her eyes shut , " HINATA GET OFF THE CLUFF" Tenten yelled , hinata was shocked to see her here " leave me alone , I'm begging you " what are you doing? Are you stupid? Do you think it's the end of the world! " Tenten yelled , " what do you know ? you don't know how I feel right now! The world Is meaningless to me now so why should I live why nit I end it ! imagine you life without Neji ! " hinata yelled , " this is not the hinata I know " tenten spoke softly , " The hinata I know never gave up she always had that hope to hang on " , " well that hinata died the day her heart died " , " hinata please don't ".
END OF CHAPTER 7 ! you must be looking forward for chapter 8 ! and oh forgive me mina!