A/N: Okay, Easter Break!!!! YEHH!!!
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Chapter Seven
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Plotting a Love
Ginny struggled in her sleep, his words repeating over and over again in her mind.
'Do you love me, Ginny?' 'Do you love me, Ginny?'…
She rolled in her sleep that night, she could not fall asleep as usual and her new wings were killing her.
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
She woke up before time. She had to talk to someone about her feelings.
Who better than her best friend, Albus?
She dressed quickly and dragged Draco's invisibility coat from under her bed and put it over her wings.
She raced towards the Headmaster's quarters and knocked on the door.
'Albus!' she called.
She repeated this five times before she heard him coming towards the door.
He opened the door and smiled at her bitterly.
'I-' she tried to speak but Albus silenced her by taking her arm and pulling her inside where he took the invisibility coat from her back.
'As I suspected.' He said, his twinkle gone from his eyes.
Ginny looked down embarrassed.
'I thought you wiser, Virginia' he continued sitting by the fire.
She sat beside him on the floor.
'I need you now, Albus, as a friend not as my headmaster.'
He surveyed her and sighed.
'Yes, continue, Virginia'
The disappointment in his eyes and his voice hurt her more than anything else.
She let a sob out but then she started to tell him everything.
'I don't know how it happened, I truly don't know. One moment I was just lusting over him and then my wings appear. I didn't know I loved him, Albus. I thought it was save to consummate my lust, I never thought it was love I felt.'
'You should have been wiser, my child. To give chance to that forbidden relationship when you could be caught in its web's…' he paused and looked down at her 'If it were other man, my darling, I'd never forbid you from seeing him even if that person was your professor…but Draco Malfoy is not a loving person, his education lacked emotion besides pride, honour and hunger for power.'
'But he's changed somehow' she retaliated 'Yes, sometimes he's still the prick he was last year but…other times, he's … sort of caring.'
'You know that's not enough.'
'He's lusting over me, I know. I'm just his new toy…but…why is he risking his job for me, then?'
'He's a Malfoy, Ginny. He doesn't need the job but that's a good point. Honour and pride in his family means he could never be with a Weasley, why risk being exposed to the world as the professor shagging her student?'
'ALBUS!' she was shocked at the old man for his choice of words.
He chuckled. He was always at ease talking about anything with Ginny. Sometimes he forgot she was so much younger than him and his goddaughter.
'Anyway…' Ginny continued 'What am I to do?'
'First we have to hide this wings or everyone will know' he pointed his wand at her back and the wings disappeared.
'They're invisible for now. When you sort your feelings you'll be able to make them appear and disappear when you wish them to' he explained to a very nervous Ginny.
They sat silently for a while until Ginny asked another "hard to answer" question.
'Do you think I'll be able to make him love me?'
'Do you want him to?'
'If he is indeed my mate, then I have no other choice, do I?'
'Does he know what your wings mean?'
'No…I lied to him, I mean, I didn't tell him everything, just that I was undeniably a part of the Ginger Angels now'
Albus pondered for a while.
'You should make him confused about your feelings, Ginny. Make him think about you every minute of the day, make him beg for you to satisfy his need…'
Ginny smirked 'So what's the plan?'
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
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While Ginny and Albus where plotting against a certain blond professor, said Professor was plotting a way to get himself out his father's plans.
Ginny and Draco did not see each other for a week.
Ginny avoid him most of the time using Harry's invisibility coat to go to classes and Draco was growing impatient about this cat and mouse game.
He sighed as he sat in his desk and opened the door for his seventh year students to come in.
He did not notice a redhead student coming in and sit just in first desk just across from him.
He stood up just in time to see the last student enter the room. The students were whispering and murmuring to each others and pointing to something in the front.
Malfoy looked around the first line and stopped when his eyes met a scowling redhead.
He smirked.
'I knew you'd come back,Miss Weasley. As I told your colleagues, I'm irristable. Ten points from Gryffindor for taking so long and I think another ten for not asking the professor for his authorization to re-attend the class.'
Her scowl made place for a Malfoy-ish smirk.
'Well, see, Professor, I did not ask said authorization as the headmaster gave me it already. And second, I did not come because of you but because the headmaster asked me to come because as Head Girl I've to set an example for the other students.'
He smirked and started giving them work to do.
Malfoy walked around the room surveying his students work. He stopped in front of Ginny's desk and muttered 'What a wonderful role model you are, Weasley'
She frowned and glared at the Advanced DADA Professor.
'I don't know what you mean, sir…' she mused in her most innocent voice.
He leaned behind her as if he was analysing her essay and hissed 'I think you do, Weaslette'
She stopped herself from shivering as his breath met her ear.
He stood up and said to the class.
'Ten points to who tell me how to kill a Gilding Frog.'
As usual Ginny's hand shot up.
'Miss Tyler'
The Slytherin girl stood up and with a sneer at Ginny said 'Freeze him with a freezing spell or use the binding spell, Gilding Frogs die when they are restrained of movement.'
'Very good, Miss Tyler.'
Ginny scowled at his sneering face toward the Gryffindors.
'Very good, Miss Tyler' she muttered.
He raised an eyebrow at her but continue to ask questions and ignoring every Gryffindor's hands in the air.
By the end of the class, Slytherin had one hundred points more than the Gryffindors.
Ginny stood from her desk and Malfoy called after her.
'Weasley, stay behind I need to discuss your return.'
Everyone left the room knowing that those two were ready to attack each other by the look on their faces.
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He locked the room, leaving her inside.
He walked towards her. Ginny leaned against his table and wore a bored mask to disguise her feelings.
'What, Malfoy?'
He leaned to kiss her but she turned her face.
He looked at her surprised.
'What's wrong, Virginia?'
She glared at him.
'Don't call me Virginia. It's neither Virginia nor Ginny for you. I can't do this anymore '
'What are trying to say, Weaslette? Why are you avoiding me all of a sudden?' he fumed.
She sighed and continued her role.
'I need something more.'
Malfoy stood there, his mouth half opened looking at Ginny as if it was the first time she saw her.
'I knew this would happen. First is just lust and sex but then you girls start being possessive and needy…' he muttered.
'It was all it was and all it would be, Malfoy. That's the reason I won't do it anymore.'
'Weasley? What the bloody hell are you on? A week ago you said it was okay…'
'I've to lie to everyone, Malfoy, I'm losing my friends for nothing!'
'Nothing?!' he hissed 'It's that all you think of us?'
'Because that's all YOU'll let us be, Malfoy' she replied.
He kept silent. She sighed and stood straight.
'It's over' she said simply dropping a bag on his desk and walking to the door. It was locked.
Malfoy sat at his table.
'You're breaking up, with me? After that night, after all we have done to keep this thing between us going and alive?' he asked.
She turned around to face him from her place near the door.
'That's exactly the problem, Malfoy. We can't even name what we had. It was just lust and now it's satisfied, done, over. I don't need to keep this up just to be hurt in return.'
'What are you saying, Weasley?'
'It's nothing worth to risk my student life for, not anymore. Everyone could see it.'
'A week ago you'd say that it was worth risking. What have you done to yourself, Virginia?'
She looked him in the eyes and chuckled bitterly and softly.
'Remember when Harry proposed? You asked me if I loved you because if I didn't I should rethink my life?' he nodded understanding everything.
'I might have felt something for you but my hate for you is bigger… I don't want to lose everything because of something that is not concrete, for something that you won't allow to be something more than nothing.'
With that said she flicked her wand and opened the door, leaving Malfoy behind thinking about her.
She closed the door behind her and as soon as she did this she started running as fast as she could to the only place she could be alone.
In the Room of Requirement, Ginny sat crying. It hurt so much but she had to leave him, it was part of the plan.
She had to make him understand that she needed more, to make him stalk her, to make him love her.
The forbidden fruit is the greatest, right?
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He dropped his head in his hands.
He didn't know why it hurt so much. Why was his heart aching like there was no tomorrow?
She didn't want him, not what he was willing to give to her.
He just had one option open now.
He took a small parchment from his table and wrote to his father only three words.
I accept,
Draco
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Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life.
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A/N: Hope you liked it, a small twist in the end, I know. It was just going so fast that I had to make it slow down a bit.
So, can anyone tell me :
What's Lucius' plans for Draco?
Who was the man who saw Gin and Draco' exchange at the ball?
A cookie for who guess what one of those questions…lol.
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