A/N: R&R! Please!

Disclaimer: I don't owe Luna or the other characters-

Dear Diary,

I'm writing this in my bed and it's really late.

Today was a pretty awful day.

It always is.

Today it was Valentines Day.

Last year Draco Malfoy, that awful Slytherin boy teased me about I didn't get a card.

He lived with his father and mother in some rich and fancy place, I suppose. He's always hanging around these weirdo blokes, Crabbe and Goyle and his awful girlfriend, Pansy Parkinson. She's always babbling, and babbling and teasing and babbling.

I can't stand her!

She may be infected by a… Oh no I'm babbling again.

She always teases me about how I'm babbling and odd.

And I think it's true.

But still it's not a very nice thing to say.

I don't go around and call her awful all the time.

Anyway, better odd than ordinary and boring.

My dad always say that, when I'm sad about the others teasing.

Oh, well, it was Valentines Day and I didn't get a single card.

People actually don't know it, but I'm very romantic.

Other people just thinks "Hey, she's odd!" and then never see anything else.

It's kind of depressing, actually.

Well, I kind of hoped a little bit I would get a card from him, but I didn't.

I suppose if he did, and anyone found out it would be awful for him.

But still…

Maybe he actually sent a card, but it didn't come.

It's a nice thought, but I know it's a lie.

Anyway, Ginny told me that Cho Chang was on a Valentines date with Harry.

She seemed very upset.

I can understand that, she likes him very much.

Maybe even more than I like him.

Hermione and Ron were meeting in the three broomsticks, but I don't think it was a date.

It's raining now.

I can hear it outside.

It's nice.

Rain has always been my favorite weather.

It feels nice when it land on you.

I like water.

The rain is also beautiful.

It reminds me of myself.

If you look closer then you don't see annoying rain.

Then you see rain and it's different every time.

Sometimes it's storming, sometimes it's just dripping and sometimes it's just raining.

Anyway, that's not the point today, that rain is beautiful.

The point is that rain mach every mood.

When you are sad, depressive, angry or just empty.

Also if you are happy it can show that you are enormous happy, just happy or just a bit happy.

I'm just empty.

It was an okay day, but my crush, didn't gave me a single card.

Or anything.

Anyway, it's really late now and my hand is shaking so I better stop now.

I'll see you around, Diary.

With love,

L. Lovegood