(Ginny's Thoughts)

Chp. 6- Pain

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Last Chapter:
Just then Ginny heard a door slam.

(Oh bloody hell! Here we go...the battle begins!)

Present Time:
Ginny could feel her heart quicken its pace at the sound of the door. There was only one person it could be and that was the last person she wanted to see.

Breathing in deeply, Ginny managed to contain her tears. She wouldn't allow herself to turn into rubbish over a stupid git like………….

(God I can't even say his name!)

Ginny exhaled through her nose and turned to Hermione who had a frown on her face.

"Hermione do you have some pajamas I could wear?"

"Yes."

Ginny watched her friend as she went to her wardrobe and grabbed out a big t-shirt and some pants.

(Hermione has such a nice figure and look, and she just doesn't realize it. I wish I could make her see it.)

"Thanks Hermione."

"No problem Gin."

"Well I'm going to the bathroom to change, and freshen up. Be out in a bit."

Ginny opened the bathroom door hesitantly. She made sure to peek inside before going in. She walked inside and locked all the doors.

(Can't chance it!)

Ginny quickly took her clothes off, and put Hermione's on. She wasn't a person who liked looking at her body. She had always felt self-conscious about it.

She was thinking about doing some changes to her hair, when she heard a knock on the door.

Ginny froze, and saw her reflection in the mirror.

She was pale, and her teeth were biting into her lip.

Ginny walked quietly over to Hermione's door and put an ear to it.

The knocking wasn't coming from there.

Feeling panicky she walked to the common room entrance and put her ear to it. No knocking from there either.

Ginny walked over to Draco's door in a daze, and was met by a pounding on the door.

She could feel her body stiffen with fear. What would she do?

Before her mind had time to react to her body's actions, she realized she had raced over to the common room door, and unlocked it. After she did that, she raced to Hermione's door, and flung it open.

Ginny closed it quickly, and breathed heavily.

"What's the matter?"

"M…he was knocking on the door!"

"What did you do?"

"I unlocked the door he wasn't knocking at and raced in here."

Hermione started laughing.

"What?"

"You should have told me, so I could have opened the door, and bitched him out."

"Sorry my mind wasn't comprehending what my body was doing."

Ginny started laughing too.

"Ok so now what are we gonna do since it's a girls' night?"

"Well I already spilled my stories about my broken heart."

"Ok let's play truth or dare."

"Alright."

The girls' ran over to the bed, and flung themselves on it. They started giggling again.

"Ok Ginny truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Have you ever been in love?"

"Yes. Ok truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Who do you like?"

"Well…….."

"You have to tell the truth or you have to kiss the git in the other room. I know a spell that tells me if you're telling the truth."

"Ok, I think that guy at Heed was cute, and I kind of think Dean is cute."

Ginny knew Hermione was telling the truth.

"Ok Gin, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"Ooooh, risky aren't we?"

"I'm feeling adventurous."

"Ok I dare you to drink a whole bottle of wine!"

"What? I'm gonna be drunk as hell!"

"So, it's only gonna be us girls. You like having more fun when you're trashed."

"Ok find me a bottle then."

Hermione summoned a bottle of wine.

Ginny grabbed it and proceeded to drink it. After 5 minutes she had finished the whole bottle.

"Jeez Ginny, you must be thirsty."

Ginny laughed.

"Ok Hermione truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"Alright, I dare you to drink a whole bottle of rum."

"Hey no fair, I thought of you getting drunk first. No repeats!"

"That's not in the rules! Besides if I'm going down, I'm taking you with me."

"Alright."

Hermione summoned herself a bottle of rum, and chugged it down in no time.

"Jeez Hermione you alcoholic," Ginny replied and laughed her ass off.

"Ok Ginny truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Do you think Harry is cute?"

"Yeah, but I could never date him. He's like my brother, except he isn't overprotective, or a git."

"Yeah, he's like my bro too, and he's my good friend too. That would be too complicated."

"Ok Hermione truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"I dare you to send some guy a horny letter by owl, with no signature."

"Ginny," Hermione hissed.

"What? I can't help it, this wine is making my mind kinky," Ginny replied and giggled.

"Alright find me some parchment and a quill. I'd rather do that then kiss Malfoy."

Ginny found Hermione a bottle of ink, a quill, and a piece of parchment.

"You are so naughty Gin. No one better recognize my handwriting."

"Use a spell, so the handwriting is modified."

"Good idea, my head is not responding anymore."

Hermione began writing.

"Ok I'm done."

"Let me read."

Dean,
I've been watching you lately. I've thought about riding you buck naked, and taking you in my mouth over and over again. Every time I see you, my pussy gets all hot and wet. I have to pleasure myself, thinking it is you making me moan with ecstasy. I want to fuck you silly, till I can't move any part of my body. I'm getting horny just thinking about it. I can just imagine your huge cock sliding into me. I've got to go get out my equipment, so I can climax with you on my mind.

Ginny burst out laughing.

"Do you REALLY feel this way Hermione?"

"God No! But I have to make it nasty," Hermione replied and laughed.

"Ok modify the writing and send it off."

"Modifiano."

Hermione summoned a school owl with her wand, and sent the owl off to Dean.

"Maybe he will send a reply back!"

"God I hope not!"

"Ok I think I feel nauseous. The wine is getting to me."

"Yeah, I can feel the rum clouding my head. Truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Who do you want to kiss right now?"

"I don't know….let me think. I guess Blaise?"

"Ewwww. He's a Slytherin," Hermione replied and she was slurring her s'.

"So, he's pretty cute, and I really don't like anyone at the time."

"Yeah I guess he's ok."

"Truth or dare."

"Truth."

"Do you think Malfoy is cute and be honest."

"He's not hot, but he's not ugly. He's ok looking, I guess. Truth or dare?"

"Dare," Ginny replied and started giggling.

"What the fuck?"

"I can't help it, this wine is making me all happy and giggly. It makes my stomach feel weird."

"Ok I dare you to kiss Malfoy," Hermione replied and started laughing her head off.

"No way!"

"Well since you decline, you have to kiss Malfoy!"

Ginny could feel her heart quicken. How could she kiss him after what he did? But she had too. Hermione would think she was a wimp if she didn't. She had chosen dare, and she wouldn't back done.

Ginny walked out of Hermione's room, and walked over to Malfoy's door. She breathed deeply.

Ginny knocked slowly, and waited for Draco to open the door.

Draco appeared at the door with only boxers on, and when he saw who it was, he was shocked.

Ginny stood on her tippy toes, and kissed him lightly on the lips. She ran to Hermione's room, and leaned against the inside of the door.

Hermione and her began to laugh their heads off.

Ginny felt a surge of energy rush through her body. That was an exciting and daring thing she had did.

Ginny felt like she was 10 ft. tall.

"I can't believe you did it. Where did you kiss him?"

"On the lips, lightly," Ginny replied and locked the door.

Walking over to the bed, Ginny could feel her heart beating wildly.

Ginny jumped onto the bed and bounced up and down.

"Truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Do you wish you were me when I was kissing Malfoy?"

"Kind of."

"Wow!"

"Truth or dare?"

"DARE!"

"Ok I dare you to scream 'I am so fucking horny' out of my window."

"Alright."

Ginny walked over to the window, and opened it. She took a deep breath.

"I AM SO FUCKING HORNY," Ginny screamed in a deep, throaty voice.

Ginny grabbed the window, and closed it softly.

Ginny's hand covered her mouth, to stifle her laughter.

"Ok Hermione truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Have you ever had sex with anyone?"

"Yes….once."

"Who was it?"

"A muggle. He's my neighbor. His name is Adison."

"You naughty girl Hermione! When was it?"

"Last summer."

"Really? That's cool."

"Ok anyway truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"Did YOU ever have sex?"

"No. Truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"I dare you to stuff your knickers with toilet paper, so it looks like you have a huge ass!"

"Ok," Hermione replied and went into the bathroom and closed the door.

Just then there was a tapping on the window.

Ginny looked over and saw 2 blurry owls. She blinked, and walked to the window. The owls' dropped a letter each and waited on the windowsill for a response to give back to the owner.

Ginny looked at the letters and saw one was from Dean, and one was from Draco.

"Hermione hurry up and get your ass out here. We have some visitors."

Hermione walked out, and turned sideways so Ginny could see her massive toilet paper stuffed ass.

"You like?"

"It looks hilarious. Look there's a letter from Dean, and one from Draco!"

"Really, read them, I can't my head is spinning."

"Alright."

The girls' walked to the bed, and lied on their stomachs.

"Dear mystery lover,
I'm glad I am the person of your fantasies. Maybe we can make them a reality? Where are you right now? I can take you to the edge of ecstasy. I can see my fingers, inside your pussy, stroking you, making you horny as hell, then I pull my fingers out, and pump my cock into you, and we cum together. Don't use the equipment…stay horny for me; so I can come and make your fantasies come true. I want to kiss your whole body. Give oral sex to you. Take you in an empty classroom, and in the girls' bathroom.

Dean"

Hermione and Ginny started laughing.

"Are you gonna write him back?"

"God no!"

"Ok let's check out the next letter, shall we?"

"Yes let's."

"Dear Ginny,
You confuse me so much. The first minute you hate me, then you are at my door, and you kiss me. Which is it? I hope it is the second one. I feel bad for what I did on the train. You should have let me explain though. She came onto me. I know I shouldn't have done it, and I hope you will forgive me, and let us start over again. I know I'm not perfect, but I almost am. I have a problem with openness and commitment. I know you are in Hermione's room. Will you please come out and talk to me?

Draco"

Ginny sat there, not knowing what to do. Should she talk to him? Should she let him suffer? Ginny looked over at Hermione who had a smile on her face, and was nodding her head.

"You know you should go talk to him Ginny," Hermione said slowly.

"Yeah, but look at me Hermione, I look like crap."

"Ok well let's get you some clothes, and some make-up on then."

Ginny went to Hermione's wardrobe and opened it up. She found a tube top, and short shorts. She went over to Hermione's make-up and started to put a bit on. Ginny put her hair up in a bun, and turned to Hermione.

"Knock em dead cherub!"

Ginny braced herself and walked out into the common room. She saw Draco sitting on the sofa. His face lit up when he saw her come out.

"Glad you came out Ginny. Come sit down by me," Draco said, and patted the couch next to him.

Ginny went over, and sat on the couch across from him. Draco got up and moved next to her.

(Can't you tell I don't want you next to me? My luck you'll make a move, and I'll fall for it. Must keep your mind on task Ginny. Even if you're drunk!)

"Ginny I'm so sorry I kissed Parvati. I know it was wrong. But she started it."

Ginny didn't say anything, so Draco went on.

"I never would have done it if I knew you were coming back. That had to have been the stupidest thing I have done in my life."

Ginny didn't say anything again.

"Jeez Ginny, won't you say anything? I would rather have you yell, then give me the silent treatment."

Ginny kept her mouth shut. He didn't deserve to hear her talk after what he did. For all she cared, he could rot in hell.

"Ginny, I'm so sorry," Draco said, and took Ginny's hands in his own.

Ginny pulled her hands away from his. She could see the anger building up by the way his eyes had a glint in them.

"Bloody hell Ginny! I've never said sorry to anyone else before, and here I am saying it to you, and you just ignore me! If you're gonna act this way, then I shouldn't have said anything to you at all."

Ginny turned her head away in disgust. This is not the way it was suppose to happen. He wasn't supposed to cheat on her. Ok so they weren't going out, but he wanted to sleep with her, so the least he could do was not sleep with other girls. She shouldn't have to forgive him for anything. How could he? He cheats on her, and expects her to forgive him, and understand what he did. She didn't want to!

"Ginny! Why the hell won't you talk to me?"

Ginny cleared her throat and turned back to Draco. She was going to make sure she didn't cry, and that she talked in a no emotion voice.

"Yes, that was the stupidest thing you have ever done, I don't know if I will forgive you or not. I should have known you would do something like that. It's so like you."

"I'm so sorry Ginny! I was so confused."

Draco grabbed Ginny's hands, and this time Ginny didn't grab them away.

"Will you accept my apology or not? I need to know, because if you don't I don't know what I will do."

"I have no clue Malfoy, because I would never do anything like that to you. That's the difference between us. I'm loyal, and you're in bed with a different girl every night. This won't work out between us. I want an actual relationship with a commitment, and all you want is a one night stand."

"Don't say that Ginny, please don't say that! I like you."

"It needs to be said. It's true."

"Can't we try again?"

"We could try a thousand times, and it would happen every time."

"Ginny please, I need you. I only want you."

Ginny pulled her hands away.

"You should have thought of that before you kissed Parvati."

Ginny got up and walked to Hermione's room. Draco grabbed her arm, and twisted her around.

He took her hands and got down on his knees.

"Please Ginny! I will do anything. You want me to give up one-night stands? You got it. You want me to buy you everything you want? I will! I'll do anything."

"Then leave me alone," Ginny replied and walked into Hermione's room, leaving a depressed Draco out in the common room.

Well this is really long; hope you like it! Please R& R! I think this is my deepest chapter so far. It's more about depressing things, and not so happy. Well keep reading to find out what happens between the two, if anything will happen!