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Chapter two...what to say what to say? Oh I know! Do ya'll think its weird for Naraku and Kagura to be best friends? I mean it seemed to fit better than Kanna...(too young..and quiet) and then why didn't I use Kikyo...(looks to the side) because I don't like her. So I choose Kagura..sorry if that seems weird to some people. Well anyhow, this chapter will be Inuyasha POV! Yay!!!!!

Disclaimer: I own no Inuyasha, just the merchandise.

My heart was pounding as I entered into the room. I was the first one there before class had started. I took in a big breath of air, stood straight and walked up to my teacher. "Um...Sensei."

"Inuyasha, what do you need?" My heart rate quickened by the sound of his voice saying my name. "Sensei...um do you think..I could talk to you after class today?"

"Yeah ok, now go take your seat I need to get class started." I turned around to see that every one had already taken their sets and ready for the day's lesson. When did they get in here? I quietly took my seat, which was in the back of the class room, and watched as the love of my life gave his lesson.

That's right I'm in love with my teacher. Is it that strange? Well..not only that but I'm a boy..and so is Naraku. I'm gay and I've known that for a long time now, but no one else knows. Keeping this secret is they only way I know how I can get by. I'm pretty sure that if my family ever found out..well I don't know what they would do but I know its wouldn't be good. I have no one in my life I feel I can tell my biggest secret..well not including Naraku, but even that I'm not to sure about.

It was practically love at first sight. I came to school, not at all ready to start a new year, and just about the end of the day I see him. His long wave black hair, deep red eyes, pale skin. I knew it was love. Okay maybe not love, but over the year I've spent getting to know him, being around him, it wasn't hard falling in love with the man.

"Inuyasha!" I snapped out of what ever world I was on as I felt someone nudging me in the shoulder. "What do you want?" I was a little upset being interrupted from my thoughts. "Um" Her gaze led me to see Naraku standing over me, a little pissed.

"Sensei!" I took the shocked and embarrassed face off and put back my tough expression. "What?"

"Could you please answer the question?" He was leaning onto my desk right down into my face, glaring into my eyes. I felt like I was about to explode! He was so close, "um...what question?" He stood straight up and slapped the book he was carrying onto my desk creating a loud bang.

"You would know that if you weren't off daydreaming now would you." He smiled at me and took back the book. " Stop daydreaming about your dirty guilty pleasers and try to pay attention Taisho-san."

"Buurrrn!" about half the class roared. "Settle down class." He took his place back at the white board and continued, as I sat their totally embarrassed. If only he knew what I was really thinking about.

"Inuyasha. Psst. Inuyasha." I looked to the right of me to see Kagome smiling at me. "He got you good that time."

"Keh! Whatever! He's such an idiot teacher."

"Oh come on he's cool."

"What ever." I starred at Sensei, trying my best to pay attention, something about the planets I think. I don't get all this science crap...nor any of my other classes. There really is no point in school. What's the point. I don't need to know about stars and other pointless things like that to survive in life. School is just a worthless piece of time.

The bell rang, something I've been dreading since the begging of today. This would determine if I go home happy, or sad. My heart was doing flip flops in my chest as I gathered my items, I have to tell him. If not today then never. I need this feeling off of me. If he likes me great, if he doesn't O' Well! But still, I can't shake the dread I feel.

"Inuyasha what was it you wanted to talk about?" I looked over my shoulder to see Naraku, in his beautiful glory sitting on his desk. Man he looks so cool. "Um well." my eyes drifted to the side. It was hard for me to look him straight into the eye.

"out with it I don't have all day you know. I want to get home just like the rest of you kids."

"Right. Sorry." I walked closer to his desk and stood their like a complete fool. I can't say anything! The words, they won't come out! I love you! I love you! A thousand times I imagined saying this in my head, but now when it most matters I can't say anything.

I looked up at him and realized he was getting a little annoyed, but he still sat there so cool, in his white collared shirt and his black tie, along with black slacks. His hair was all over the place. Some collected over his broad shoulders, the rest of it hung over his back and scattered on the desk.

I love you! I love you! Say it Inuyasha ! Those simple words, "I love you!"

His eyes widened in shock as I just realized I said that out loud. I quickly cusped my mouth with both my hands. What did I do!? I just said that out loud! This..this can't be happening.

My eyes made contact with his own and I felt like I was about to cry. I can't keep the tears in! I'm going to cry. "Inuyasha" his voice was sweet, mellow, and filled with so much concern. It caused me to flinch. I was terrified. What am I going to do!? What is he going to do?

He out reached his hand to place it over my shoulder probably about to tell me that we can't be together. I don't love you.

I need to get out of hear. I veered around on my heals and ran out the door way as fast as I could. People starred at me as I ran down the hall way. I don't care what their thinking. I just wanna get as far away from here as possible.

Soon enough I was outside and taking in the fresh air deep into my lungs. I was gasping for air. It was hard to breath. My heart was still pounding, and my eyes red and still full of tears wanting to fall. But I wasn't about to let that happen.

I whipped my face, placed my hands into my pockets and started the long walk home. Damn what the hell did I just do!? I'm I freaking crazy or something!? Of corse a student teacher relationship would never work. Plus the freaking age difference, what I think by thirteen years. Can you say 'jail bate!'

I let out a loud and long sigh. Plus I don't even know if he is a freaking homo! I know lots of other people said they loved him and he never really said anything to them, just smiled and nodded. What if he already is in a realationship! I slapped my palm of my hand against my forehead, pushing aside my silver bangs. "Baka!"

"Inuyasha there you are!"

I shoot up in surprise from the voice that was coming from behind be. "Why are you calling your self an idiot?"

"Kagome don't scare me like that!"

"Scare you? Did I? I'm sorry." She walked closer to me and placed one of her hands on my forehead and one on your neck.

"What are you doing?"

"Trying to see if you have a fever."

"Why would I be sick? I never get sick." I pushed her hands off my face, and sort'a held it.

"You're not yourself today, so I thought you might be sick." she's worried about me. I guess she would. Kagome and I have been friends since kindergarten, and we've always looked out for each other.

"I'm okay. You don't have ta worry about me ya'know." We started walking again, my hands in my pockets and her hands clasped over her book bag.

"Inuyasha are you really okay?" I looked down at her, she was starring down at the ground. "If there is something wrong you can always tell me you know that right."

"I know that!"

"You don't have to yell!"

"Look who's yelling!"

"Because you're making me!" she clasped her hands on her hip and let out a long sigh, "you are so stubborn."

We continued walking for a long time in silence after that. Should I tell her? I don't want to cause her to become all worried over me. Gwad I hate being a teenager! Every thing seemed so much easier when we were little.

"Kagome I want to tell you what's wrong but you have no idea how hard it is to tell you, or anybody, what I'm thinking."

"Why is it so hard?"

"I don't know why!" This is why I hate talking about things. People ask me questions that I don't know how to answer and then I end up yelling at them. I hate doing it but its just the way it works.

"Well it shouldn't be hard! We are best friends and best friends tell each other every thing! No matter what it is! And best friends will always be there to listen!"

"Kagome." I stood there as she was glaring up at me. Her words went through to me. She was right, I should be able to trust her. "Kagome I promise I will tell you every thing but right now.."

I looked down at me watch and realized what time it was.

"Crap I need to get home! Sorry Kagome I promise I will tell you every thing, but right now its kinda hard for me. See you tomorrow." I ran down the streets as fast as I could. I needed to get home. Not like I really wanted to get there, however if I didn't there would be a major price to pay.

I ran up the steeps to my house and opend the door. "I'm home!"

"Inuyasha you're late. What took you so long?" My mother came out of the hallway carrying the laundry basket in her arms. My mothers name was Izioyi and she was one of the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. And I'm not saying that just because she is my mother. Her hair was long, straight and black. Her eyes were a beautiful amber color and her skin was luscious and full of life. She always had a smile on and worked really hard.

"I'm sorry I had to stay after class today." I took off my shoes and offered to take the heavy load from her arms. She gave me a unsatisfied look, "did you get into trouble agian."

"No! I had to ask the teacher a question." I'm not lying, I'm just leaving out the miner details that my mother really didn't need to know.

"All right. Get up stairs. Sesshomaru is already here so go help him unpack." And that is the exact reason I didn't want to come home. "Alright" I left my back pack down by the sofa and made my way up to my room and their he was, my older brother Sesshomaru unpacking his clothing into the closet.

"Sesshomaru." I slightly lowered my head and made contact with his eyes. He grunted and went back to unpacking his things. Prick. Sesshomaru is my older half brother by five years. We share the same father but different mothers, and we don't exactly get along with each other.

His hair was long and silver, much like mine, but his was a lot more fine than mine. And he also had the same golden eyes, but that's were the similarities end. He is a lot more intelligent and more proper. He's twenty-two years old and is attending college at the moment, trying to get his degree in doctoring. He's a total ladies man and can get any woman he wants. And did I mention he is a prick. I can't stand him. My parents freaking adore him. Throughout my whole life kept on comparing me to him saying stuff like, "you should be more like your older brother." I freaking hate it! And I hate him.

"Do you want me to help?"

"I can do it myself." And I'm sure he feels the same way about me. We were never very close, so its always so weird to be around him.

"Fine. What ever." I took a manga off of the book shelf I hade, plopped down on my bead and started reading it.

"manga? Shouldn't you be studding or doing something productive?" I kept quiet and pretended not to hear his question. He's always trying to make me study and crap like that! Its so annoying.

It stayed weird and quite throughout the whole night like that. Well not quiet really. When Sesshomaru is over it's like having the king over or something. I was the one who stayed quiet during dinner and then I dismissed myself and went to bed.

"Damn today sucks." I was now laying on my bed, hands clasped over my face. "I'm such an idot!"

"Yeah you are." I turned my head to see Sesshomaru entering the room, quietly closing the door behind him. "Stay out of my conversations!"

"When your talking out loud its hard not to." He's always so calm, face and voice. It's like the man has no emotions or something. "Shut up." I rolled over so I couldn't face his smug face. The room got quiet and I started to drift into a sleep when, "do you have a girl friend yet?"

I quickly spun around to face him, "that's non of your buisness!"

"So that's a no." He was no in his boxer shorts and was sitting at the edge of the bed. Yeah we share a bed. It's always been like that. And even though I'm gay I've never thought of my brother like that. I mean I don't even like being a foot away from him, so being like that to him. EW! I can't even think about it! I shook my head and stuffed my face into the pillow. "Good night aniki." I heard him get under the covers, and I closed my eyes waiting for sleep to catch me and take me away. But it was a long time before that happed. My thoughts were all filled of Naraku, and what tomorrow would be like, and some more perverted thoughts. The last thing I remember before falling asleep was muttering his name, "Na-ra-ku"

yaaaay! Fun fun! So yeah. There you go. I hope you liked it. I know I am loving this story so I hope you all are too. I'm so happy with all the reviews I am getting! It's so exciting! Keep up the reviews and I will keep up the story! Yippy!