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Logan P.O.V
I just hope I DONT become a convict. But hoping doesn't always get you want you want now does it?
"I-I can't fuckin do this anymore." I cried and put my head in my hands. Just because I'm a guy doesn't mean I don't cry. What I did was a good thing. If I didn't kill him, he-he would've killed Dana. I-I-I wouldn't want to believe it. I would eventually go crazy. I love her so much...it would tear me to shreds if that ever happened. Thank god I took care of him. I...I just hope it was enough.
Man
once sang to me
Look at you saving the world on your own
And
I wonder how things gonna be
Cos the time here it passes so
slow
In a city of devils we live
A city of devils we
live
Find somebody to learn
Boy you gotta love someone
more than yourself
I can feel the fire of the city lights
burn
It's hard to find angels in hell
I just can't believe I actually killed someone...again. I could be in jail for god knows how long, I just hope I'm not.
Flying
alone I
Feel like I don't belong and I,
Can't tell right
from the wrong, why,
Have I been here so long
In a
city of devils we live
A city of devils we live
Questions
I can't seem to find
To the answers I already have
And
you can't see the sky here tonight
So
I guess I can't make my way back
I keep asking myself...what would happen if I actually DID lose her? I know I would go crazy but..It would kill me. I wouldn't be able to handle it. I really wouldn't be able to.
What
if I wanted you here right now
Would you fall in the fire
burn me down
If I wanted you here right now
Would you
fall in the fire burn me down
If I wanted you here right
now...
In a city of devils we live
In a city of
devils we live
A city of devils we live
In a city
of...
I don't belong
Don't belong
I've
been here too long
Too long
I looked around, this place was nasty. It reeked of sweat and some nasty shit. I looked at the cold metal cuffs surrounding my once free wrists. Once a free person, now a captive inmate. I guess freedom is a privilege. I just wish I still had that privilege...
Dana P.O.V
I took a deep breath in and went into deep thought...what happened to Logan?
I saw the gang arrive and questioned their sad faces.
"Are you guys alright?" I sincerely asked. Chase shook his head no and looked at the ground.
I saw tears flowing from Zoey's and Lola's eyes. Chase had red eyes and Mike...Mike...Mike looked so red. He was tearing but mad at the same time.
"Dana...It's Logan." Zoey slowly responded. Logan?
"What about Logan?" I asked. Nervousness obvious in my voice.
"Last we heard, he killed Antoine..." Lola replied. Isn't that a good thing? What's going on?
"Uh...isn't that a good thing guys?" I asked, something wanted me to be deathly afraid of the answer.
"Ya, but...he's in jail. The thing is Dana...even though California doesn't have the death penalty...their gonna execute Logan because...because..." Zoey couldn't finish. I felt the color drain from my face. I looked at the boys...silent and crying.
"Wh-Wh...WHY?!! TELL ME!" I lost it.
"Because...Antoine was the second person he killed. Even though there are a lot of murders in jail...their gonna execute him because they want to make sure it doesn't get 'out of hand' I'm so sorry Dana." Chase softly whispered. I felt wet tears stain my face. I felt my hands get clammy and my skin felt cold.
"Ex-Ex..Execute." I stuttered. Execute. Execute. Execute. I kept repeating that word in my head.
"N-No. It can't be. THEY CAN'T!" I screamed. I clenched my fists, not bothering to wipe the new tears staining my already wet face.
"Were sorry Dana. Out of all of us, it hurts you the most. You love him. A lot more than any of us thought was possible." Mike finally spoke up.
"Its not fair! THEY CANT...THEY...NO!" I struggled to find my voice. I couldn't speak. I was so taken back, I felt like my heart was going to stop. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.
"Please...Someone tell me this isn't real." I said as I leaned back in my hospital bed. Silence.
"TELL ME!! IT ISN'T REAL!! ZOEY?!!" I hollered and looked at her with pleading eyes. She looked up at me and shook her head.
"I wish. I'm sorry Dana." She replied.
"I...just...guys...I need time to myself." I softly said. They slowly walked out and left me with my thoughts.
They can't really do that...can they?
When I read this chapter over, I actually almost cried. And I wrote it! Anyway, don't kill me for the execution thing. Just review and find out what Dana's gonna try to do to help.
-Talar
