Day Two,
It is Friday today! I didn't want to get up today. I fell asleep yesterday thinkinig about Gabe. It was so strange, the way I feel about him I mean. I am still getting used to this feeling, I really don't think forgetting about him is going to make it anybetter. But it was the only thing I could possibly bring myself to do about the situation. After the usual morning rutine of waking up and getting ready I went to school.
"Rene!"
"Shut up Sam I need to do my homework!"
"Rene! Its about something you told me in the locker room yesterday…"
I then shut up and listened. She whispered. "Gabe likes you Rene!"
"what?! I dought that"
She told me that she over heard Dan and Jacob (Gabes close friends) say that Gabe thought I, Rene , was cute! I tried not to believe it. "When did you hear?"
"Maybe a few months ago…"
"What?!?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!"
"I didn't know you liked him!"
God I swear she was a pile of brainless squid. I could feel my heart race now. I was too happy. I was overjoyed. I looked behind me to his table and found him looking at me. God he is like a greek god. EEK! I just might know a guy who actually likes me back! No, I shouldn't , I need to forget about him. I couldn't though so the day went by pretty quickly. The only thing that made me happy was when Gabe talked to me in math, he was trying to be phsycic and I was logically denying everything like a smarty pants, he seemed to enjoy it cuz he smiled everytime he looked at me. That was about it though. The bus ride was crushed, there were 3 people in every seat even though it is a two person seat. We were smushed like a pb&j sandwhich under someones butt. God and I was hoping to talk to him.
I was ecstatic to fiind that there was some possibility of him liking me. I called Tori S. and told her everything.
"Ask him out!"
"I can't! what do I do if it goes wrong? I would never heal, but I still want to know what he feels about me!"
"Fine but I'm asking him for you!"
"No!"
"yes, besides, I wont mention you, I'll just ask and tell you what he says."
That was that. She was really going to ask him. I hope he says he likes me, or something that gives the "hint" that he does. Well it was getting pretty late, okay it was only 8:00, but I was getting tired so time to retire! Nighty night.
