AN:- Hi all, sorry for the lack of updates but this took a lot of thinking and rewriting to finish! I hope you like the ending of this story, I happy with it, especially as it's my first attempt at writing slight smut! I think this chapter is definitely an 'M' . Thank you all for your reviews, it' great to know there are people out there that enjoy the whole Jack/Gwen thing as much as me. I have an idea for a slightly smutty one or two shot involving our favourite pair, so will hopefully be posting it soon.
Gwen opened the door to her flat and stepped inside, Jack followed her, walking towards the lounge in a companionable silence.
"Sit down, i'll make us some tea."
Jack ushered Gwen to the sofa, moving to the kitchen to put the kettle on.
"You don't have to do this Jack. I'm ok, go..." she sighed and slumped back into the cushions.
"I know I don't have to do this but I'm gonna anyway Gwen. Your not looking after yourself so I am going to have to do it for you." he smiled a warm smile at her.
Walking over to where she was sat on the couch, he placed a mug of tea on the table infront of her and sat next to her.
Stretching his arms across the back of the sofa, one trailing behind Gwen's shoulders, his hand absently twirled a piece of her hair in his fingers.
She leant forward and picked up her tea, cradling it in her hands, bringing her knees up to her chest.
Jack looked at her noticing tears rolling down her face.
He scooted closer to her, removing the tea from her hands, Gwen just looked at him through watery eyes and leant her head on his shoulder.
"Jack, I've ruined my life, I've ruined Rhys' life, how could I have been so stupid. You warned me, but I carried on, and now look at me. I'm pathetic."
Jack sighed "Gwen, I wish I could tell you it will be ok, that you will sort everything out with Rhys and things will be back to normal but I can't."
He looked at her as she broke down, her body shaking as she sobbed into his shoulder.
" Jack, you are the only thing left with me that I can rely on. Please don't leave me." she was still crying.
"Oh Gwen I'm not going anywhere, I promise. Shh.. It ok, " he tried to soothe her, stroking her shoulder.
"I don't want to be alone Jack, I'm so scared that Torchwood will isolate me from almost everything I love." she hid her face in his shoulder, he heard her mumble faintly "except you..."
Jack pulled her head up to look her straight in the eyes. "I will always be with you Gwen, one way or another."
He squeezed her hand in his, stroking the back of her hand with his thumb.
She leant towards him so slowly. He could feel her breath caressing his face, it was taking all of his self control not to travel the final distance, no, that was her choice.
Gwen gently lifted her hand, resting it on his chest, the cotton of his shirt soft against her palm.
His hand came up and held hers, gripping her fingers and holding her hand to his chest.
She let out a breath she hadn't realised she was holding and let her lips gently brush against his. They were both surprised at the softness and heat of the others lips.
"Gwen..." Jack breathed.
He opened his eyes to find hers staring straight at him. Tears rolling down her cheeks, but smiling one of the most beautiful smiles he had ever seen.
"Shh..." she whispered, placing her finger on his lips.
He looked at her with wonder and gently kissed her finger, taking the tip of it into his mouth and running his tongue over the pad.
Jack took her hand in his and intertwined their fingers, leaning forwards he began gently kissing the tears from her cheeks.
She found herself playing with the soft hair at the base of his neck.
When his lips met hers this time they were moist and slightly salty with her tears. She ran her tongue along his bottom lip then his top, she felt him shudder against her and she leaned into his body a little more.
His hands came up and splayed themselves across her back, his tongue seeking entrance to her mouth.
She parted her lips slightly allowing him tentative access.
He kissed her then, a deeper, harder kiss, his lips pushing against hers, moving them with his.
His mouth continued his assault, his tongue sliding along hers, his teeth nipping at her lower lip. She felt like she was sinking, like she was drowning – there was a rush between her ears, and she pressed fully into the kiss, holding on tightly so she didn't fall.
He gently found her tongue with his own, each caressing, licking and tasting eachother.
Hands were roaming over eachothers bodies, kisses getting deeper, they pulled apart desperate for breath their foreheads resting against eachother.
Gwen leaned forward and took his bottom lip between her teeth and bit down gently.
A low noise, a cross between a growl and a moan escaped him, his lips attacking hers, wandering down her neck, nipping at the flesh between her shoulder and neck.
She moved against him, her hand gripping at his ass.
Her hands shook as they tentatively opened the first button of his shirt. He stopped kissing her and looked at her.
"Are you sure?" Jack asked.
Gwen replied by running her hand down his thigh.
"Mmm.. I've wanted this for so long, with you.." Jack's words came out like a deep breath, he responded by pushing his hips sharply towards hers.
Their kissing grew more frantic, hands all over eachothers bodies.
"Take me to bed Gwen Cooper" Jack looked her right in the eye as he spoke.
She took his hand in hers and led him to her bedroom. He glanced around her bedroom, everything in it's place, almost as if Rhys had never existed.
She looked up at him, suddenly unsure of herself.
Jack put his hand on her chin and tilted her face up to his.
Gwen reached on tiptoes and pressed her lips once more against his.
Suddenly his hands were everywhere, she led him towards the bed.
The back of his knees hit the bed and he fell to a sitting position on the mattress looking up at Gwen.
She grinned and straddled his lap, putting her arms around his neck, licking and nipping her way around his neck.
Biting his earlobe she felt his hips buck up to her, a smirk on his face now.
He shoved his hands under her top and pulled it over her head.
She blushed slightly when he stared at her bra, her breasts threatening to spill out of it. His fingers traced the black lace material and she whimpered slightly.
Jack manoeuvred them so he could stand up, Gwen wrapping her legs around his waist.
He turned and lowered her onto the bed, looking down at her he grinned.
"You are so beautiful Gwen Cooper."
He traced a finger down her neck, across her chest and traced a line over her stomach.
Gwen smiled at him shyly and pulled his shirt off, admiring his muscular chest and arms.
Jack settled himself ontop of her and started kissing her neck, while his hands reached behind her back and unclasped her bra.
Once her breasts were exposed his mouth dived onto them, kissing them, licking one nipple then the other, making Gwen squirm underneath him.
His head moved lower and he placed open mouthed kisses across her flat stomach, feeling the muscles contract under the skin as he went.
He looked up at her, a predatory look on his face, this time it was her turn to smirk as she looked down across her body to him.
He started to unbutton her jeans and she lifted her hips helping him to pull her jeans, shoes, and socks off with little effort.
Jack leaned up on his knee's and looked at her, then begun unzipping his own trousers.
Gwen sat up slightly and her small hands gripped his waistband and pushed them off his hips gently.
They looked at eachother then, not needing words, Jack slid the length of his body against hers, until their faces were once more inches apart.
He leaned down and kissed her softly as he entered her.
Gwen's eyes shot open and they both gasped at these new sensations flooding their bodies.
"Gwen...I...god...Gwen..." Jack gasped into her mouth as her hips moved quickly against his, matching his speed.
He could barely control himself moving faster against her, feeling her tighten and release around him, being spurred on by the moans and soft whimpers coming from her.
Gwen managed to turn them so she could straddle his lap. He leaned up from where they were joined and hugged her close to him as she lowered herself onto him slowly.
He smiled up at her, she just grinned and wrapped her legs around his waist, giving them a better angle.
Suddenly she tightened around him, making him groan out loud and move into her in a frenzy, sweat glistening over both of their bodies.
"Oh god... Jack... I'm.. " he cut her off, pushing his hand between their bodies and pressing down into her core.
They fell with eachother, hand clawing at one another, names being gasped and then whispered soothingly as Gwen collapsed ontop of Jack.
She stayed like that, head resting on his chest, curled up around his body until their breathing slowed. Jack wrapped his arms around her and pulled her up so they were once again staring into eachothers eyes.
"That was amazing, you are amazing." he whispered to her.
"Jack, I don't know what I feel. I've never felt like this, how I do now, when I'm around you, when I think about you. " She smiled and kissed his lips gently.
" But I love feeling like this." she added.
"So do I Gwen. So do I."
Gwen rolled onto her side, exhaustion sweeping over her.
Jack pulled the duvet up over them, fitted his body behind hers, wrapping his arms possessively around her and kissed the back of her head.
He felt her breathing level out and knew she was sleeping soundly.
Smiling to himself he closed his eyes, thinking maybe finally he would know true peace, thanks to his Gwen Cooper.
AN:- so that's it. Hope you liked. Look out for my next fic, it will be called Vanishing Act.