Hey my wonderful readers

Hey my lovely readers. I'm almost all better, going to school today, that's always a good sign right? Sad thing is, I feel worse today than I did yesterday when I stayed home, sigh, oh well, I guess I'll live. Haha. So since it's late start I told myself last night that I'd wake up when I usually do and then write for you guys, but when my alarm clock went off I just turned it off, set it for an hour later, and went back to sleep, so sorry guys, I'm writing this in the 10 minutes I have left until I have to leave. But for all you who want to know, I look super cute today! Yayyy! My friend got my this super cute like navy blue shit in Hawaii, and its got a black turtle on it with a green, orange, black, and white design around it, it was too big though, so I cut it up the sides, then made cuts going horizontally across the sides, tied the ones on the front to the ones on the back, then cut out the neck, and tied it at the shoulders with green ribbon, wore a green under shirt, and some 'ragged' blue jean shorts, I have my hair in a high pony tail, oh and my friend also got me a bracelet that's like made from beads made out of a coconut and then it's gout this long, almost flat one in the front that says 'Maui' and its got two blue turtles on either side of Maui so super cute. My shoes aren't that cute, just white, blue, and grey tennis shoes, but hey, they match :D. So that's my randomness of the day, hope you enjoyed it.

Sooo…it's now day two of writing, and I have a grilled cheese, suck on that!

Ruminative-Be: wow, thanks. I'm glad you like it! :D

MarineMP18: pshtt. Like I'd stop writing for some stupid sickness, well, the first day I did, but can't leave my readers waiting now can I? And taking it easy is for wimps :P , haha, jk.

Shichinintai's Girl: No problemo, anything for a faithful reader/reviewer! Haha, he won't touch her, well not in any way like that, he just wants to make sure she's okay, he wants Kagome and Inuyasha together, not himself and Kagome. Yes, I decided he'd be a REALLY good friend, I like him that way, don't you?

Sgt. Justin Smith: I'm sorry…you may not want to read Kagome's dream then…/…but it's crucial to the story that she does…otherwise I really can't write much more.

Abused Abuser: um, btw I keep trying to change your name to Abuser Abuser…cause I can't seem to get the concept the a d is not an r. Oh well. So if I reply to Abuser Abuser, it's you. Haha.

BoredGirl17: Yeah, Kagome's pretty much a player. Lol. Jk. She's just making friends, they all just happen to be guys, and she's very gullible.

KagomeMarie: yeah, but they're JUST FRIENDS. Hehe, don't worry though, her and Inu will get like that soon enough. Or not so soon, depending on how I feel.

Last Chapter:

Kagome's last thoughts before she passed out from exhaustion were 'Inuyasha…please, don't be mad…'

Currently:

"Kagome? Kagome? Wake up, we're here," Bankotsu gently shook the sleeping girl, he was pretty exhausted himself and didn't know if he had the energy to carry her all the way up to his room, not that she was heavy or anything, she was actually pretty light, but he didn't know if he could carry himself, let alone the both of them, but Kagome didn't wake, so with a grunt he picked her up bridal style and began the long descent up the stairs and down the hall to his room from the garage. 'Why did I have to pick the room farthest from my parents? Theirs is right next to the staircase, oh well, I'm sure they wouldn't be happy with me carrying a passed out girl to my room in the middle of the night.' He mentally sighed in relief as they approached his bedroom door, he turned the knob, 'Damn, locked. And my keys are in my pocket, how am I going to do this?...' he thought to himself, gently placing Kagome down on the floor, grabbing his keys, unlocking his door, pushing it open and picking up the still unconscious girl 'Wow, heavy sleeper.' He walked inside his room and placed her on his bed pulling the covers over her limp body and tucking her in. 'Now…where do I sleep?' looking around the room Bankotsu spotted his couch, grabbed some extra blankets, put some clothes on (AN: remember, he walked out of the party in his boxers, hehe…), laid down and fell into a deep sleep.

One hour later:

Kagome awoke from her dream with a start, gasping for air and breathing violently, she looked around, this wasn't her room, where was she? How did she get here? Why was she in men's clothes, 'Oh no, what happened? Think Kagome, think…there's gotta be a reasonable explanation for this... What did you do today, or yesterday, or whatever, what did you do? THINK!' after a minute the nights events dawned on her and she suddenly felt like vomiting, she remembered everything, the party, the alcohol, the rape, her rescuers, but what she remembered next made her brake down and cry, she had hurt Inuyasha, he had sworn he would protect her and she just discarded it like it was a piece of trash, she may have lost him forever, he seemed so broken when he walked out of that room, but she was so scared, he was so violent with that man…(AN: 'words' is Kagome's conscious, "words" are Kagome's thoughts.)'He was only protecting you Kagome…' "What if he was protecting Kikyo?" 'He shoved her out the door and slammed it in her face, I doubt he was protecting her…' "Doesn't mean he was protecting me, he probably just wanted to take out the frustration of Kikyo cheating on him…" 'Why would he make Taro swear not to touch, or even look at you ever again then?' "He was just being a drama queen. He needed a better reason for beating the crap out of that guy, and I was it, just like my father…" 'He's nothing like your so-called-father and we both know that.' "But what if he is? He sure has the capability of hurting me, and it's not like he's afraid of using it against me, he's done it before…" 'But he's changed now, I know you've noticed it, and you know Sesshomaru wouldn't let him within a mile of you if he wasn't positive you were safe with him, let alone leave you two alone all the time.' "I guess that's true, Sesshy always looked out for me…but what if he's changed? Maybe he doesn't love me like he used to, maybe he and Inuyasha are in this with my father…maybe I'm just not meant to be happy…" 'Why don't you give it a chance?' "I…I'm scared…" 'Of what?' "That I'll get hurt…" 'How will you know if you don't try? Plus, Sango is always there to back you up, same with Miroku. You can do this Kagome…You can do this…' the voice faded away, leaving Kagome with one last thought before drifting back into her nightmare 'I can do this…I love him…'

Kagome's Dream: (AN: this may get pretty graphic or disturbing for some people, so if you can't handle child rape or some sexual situations, please don't read, I'll post END DREAM SEQUENCE in big bold letters when it's over, and to be nice, I'll even underline it. But I don't think it's that bad, just be warned, it's not nice and fluffy stuff.)

"No Dad, please stop! You're drunk, you don't know what you're doing! Please, Daddy!"

"That's right pumpkin, scream my name, scream it!"

"Daddy! Please stop! Please!" she screamed, as he unzipped her pants, why was he doing this? What had she done wrong? She cleaned the house until it was spotless while he was out, cooked his favorite diner, and even kept it warm until he got home, she stayed in her room all day so he wouldn't have to look upon her ugly face, she walked to school and back, she did everything he ever asked of her, and now she was getting the ultimate punishment, he was going to take the last thing she had, he was going to break her. Take everything away and just leave her as a shell of her former self, take away the only thing she held dear, the last thread holding her heart from falling into the bubbling pool of acid below. He just kept going, sliding of her pants as she tried to wriggle free of his grasp. "Please," she was now sobbing as he slid of her panties, "Please, stop it Daddy, please." SLAM.

The 13-year old girl was hurled across the room into the wall, "Shut up you little whore and stay still! I don't want another sound or motion from you until I say so, got it?" she didn't move, she didn't dare, "I said got it?!" he yelled in her face, grabbing her by the front of her shirt and shook her violently, causing more tears to spill from her chocolate brown eyes on to her, now paler than ever, milky-white skin, but she gently nodded her head, trying not to cry out as he forcefully ripped her shirt off along with her bra. He then lowered his pants and boxers and tore off his shirt, Kagome closed her eyes tight in disgust, but didn't dare turn her head. "Look at me, my daughter, look at your father, open your eyes precious, see what I have to give," he laughed evilly, walking up in front of her so his penis was right in front of her closed eyes, "I said open your eyes you stupid girl!" he yelled, she slowly opened one eye, quickly jumping back from the sight in front of her, almost screaming out, but chocking it down, along with some throw up. "Had to get a better view aye? After all, it is pretty large, and soon, yes, very soon, it will be inside that tight pussy of yours. I'm going to fuck you all night long," he grinned, showing off his yellowing teeth. He started towards her small, naked body, and she scrambled away, instantly regretting it when she found herself in a corner, "Now, now, pumpkin, playing hard to get are we? Well, I don't like games, so get the fuck on the bed you little bitch!" he slapped her across the face, hurling her head into the desk to the side of her. She slowly and shakily got to her feet, feeling her head spin with every small movement, she stumbled to the bed and sat down, as she took her hand from her head something caught her eye, blood, and lots of it, her hand was coated in her own blood. She wasn't too concerned though, she had other things on her mind ass she was shoved onto her back, her throbbing head colliding with the headboard, almost causing her to pass out, but her dad would not allow that, he wanted her to be awake for this, he wanted her to suffer through it and remember that no matter what, she was always his, always. She tried to escape into the world of unconsciousness, with every pound into her she could feel her head throb, the pain was unbearable, and not just from her head, the area between her legs felt like it was being ripped apart, she could feel blood seeping through the open wound, tears started streaming down her face again as she realized that it was all over now, there was no hope for her, he had taken away everything, her mother, her baby brother, her life, and now he had taken her soul, she felt it leave her body as her expression became stoic, emotionless, the pain numbed, all she could feel, all she could hear was the constant pounding back an forth, she could feel the blood seeping out from both wounds, but she couldn't feel the pain, she was no longer there, she belonged to him, and no one else. He soon grew bored of her listlessness and pulled his limp member out of her opening, slapped her across the face and said, "Now, clean up the mess you made like a good little bitch." Kagome curled into a ball on her bed as the monster left her room, soon it seemed as if her soul had slammed back into her, causing her heart to skip a beat and she became short of breath, now feeling the full-fledged pain of that nights events, she slowly inched her way off her bed, her whole body searing in pain, she threw the sheets off the bed, she wanted to burn them, but knew it would be a bad choice for those cold winter nights, she would have to use these sheets, her father did this on purpose, so she would always remember, every night she would sleep in her bed, she would remember the horrible events of this night. She noticed her blood had stained her mattress and bile made its way to her mouth, at least she could wash the sheets, what was she to do with the mattress? She swallowed hard, the sickening liquid going back down her throat, she couldn't risk running to the bathroom at this time, her father had likely locked them all so she wouldn't be able to wash herself, and if she attempted to open it she would surely get a beating, no, she just had to swallow it down, slowly make her way to her bed and flip the mattress over, she then picked up the sheets again and tip-toed down the stairs to the laundry room, slipping in silently and closing the door behind her.

END DREAM SEQUENCE

"Kagome? Kagome! Kagome wake up!" Bankotsu yelled at the writhing girl under his blankets, gently trying to shake her awake, "Kagome, please wake up! You're having a nightmare, please wake up." She was sweating profusely and had a pained expression on her face, but after a minute, her struggling stopped, she just lay there with tears streaming down her face, curled tight in a ball as if hiding from something, Bankotsu crawled next to her and began stoking her hair lightly, unconsciously she turned to face him, tears still streaming down her pale cheeks, he wiped them away carefully, took her sleeping body in his arms, and held her, whispering to her to wake up, "Everything is alright Kagome, I'm here to protect you, so are Inuyasha and Sesshomaru, Sango and Miroku have always been there for you, there's no need to be afraid, we will protect you, no matter what." Silence, the tears stopped falling, and she slowly opened her puffy red eyes to the dark, almost black, eyes of Bankotsu, she screamed and tried to free herself from his grasp. He let her go and she scrambled backwards, only succeeding in falling off the edge of the bed, but as he peered over the edge at her she just scrambled back into the corner of the room, eyes clouded over in tears again, she still wasn't over that dream, the night her dad had taken her virginity, she didn't recognize Bankotsu until he spoke to her, "Kagome, it's just me, Bankotsu, you remember me don't you?" he asked, extending his hand to the cowering girl. She slowly whipped the tears from her face and nodded, grasping his extended hand and he brought her to her feet.

"Wh…where am I?"

"My house, you asked me to bring you here last night…"

"Where are my clothes?"

"…well…the ones you wore last night are destroyed, so I'm having Inuyasha bring you some more, unless you don't want him to come here." He added quickly, remembering how afraid of him she was last night.

"No," she spoke slowly and very softly, "He can come."

"Are you sure? I mean, you can stay in here while I get the clothes from him, you won't even have to see him."

"Thanks. I think I'll do that." She smiled softly, he did too, she had such a pretty smile, even when it was a sad one.

"So…what do you want for breakfast?"

"Oh, don't worry about me" she smiled wider, "I can take care of it myself."

"But you're not going to, not in my house you're not, now, what do you usually have?"

"N…nothing really…"

"Hm…what do you eat for lunch? Never mind, I see you at school, you never eat lunch, how about dinner?"

"Um…"

"Nothing still…hm…no wonder you're so skinny…well we'll just have to change that now won't we?" he grinned at the red faced girl. (AN: if you don't get it, she's embarrassed kay?).

Okay, short chapter, sort of eventful, next chapter will be at Inuyasha's house...tsk tsk tsk...he didn't come home with Kagome.

Ooooo, he's in TROUBLEEEEE!! haha, well, next chapter will be up when i feel like it, so like 2 to 983567823475897458975765 days. Think you can handle the wait? haha,woww, grilled cheese makes me hyper. So i'm done with this chapter, starting on the next, so all you sukka fish who are stil reading this I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU! okay, i'm done now...BOO!