Burning the flames
That doesn't move towards
My own happy ending
I wish for another life
That calls for only heaven
I call for a friend
That will cry with me
And a star
That will come to my aid
And will shine
For my aching heart
I wish for my heart to be saved
From the crying sorrow that grows
I want to hear the bells
For my death
Oh chiming bells
Come ring for me
And let the clouds cry for me
And only for me
For the sun won't shine for me
And only the moon
Will shine for my sorrow
And my pain
Will stab me once more
I wish for my own
A love and a friend
That will cry for me
And my waking sorrow
Things that don't wake
To my own pain
My own promise
That will cry
A broken promise
That will never become whole
A sad promise
Never to come true
A friend
A parent
A love
That will cry for me
Promises will die
Along with my broken heart
My bells won't chime
For my wishing death
I wish for a family that will
Feel my sorrow
And my broken pain
'Cause my friends all cry
But not for me
But for their waking sorrow
I wish I could feel their sorrow.
And their pain…
A new hell.
A new awakening
That calls for a reunion
And more pain.
My summer break is over
And my broken pain
I wish for a heaven
That will shine for me.
I cry under my tree
That shadows my fear
And my pain
And my shame
But what shame am I hiding?
My fear?
My sorrow?
My pain?
My hell has already came
And burned me
And scorned me
I feel I have no reason to stand on this earth…
I wish for an ending
To everyone's pain
I want to see someone happy
No more crying
And no more fear…