Hey my wonderful readers

Wow, hehe. You guys make me laugh. So I just got home and now I'm gunna start writing the next chapter.

MarineMP18: hehe, don't worry about reviewing all the time, although I do love hearing from you. Only do it when you want to. :D I understand the busy thing, when are you going to be leaving? You're theory on the miko powers was very convincing, and I almost went with it, but then I decided they don't really fit into my storyline, it would seem too forced and you guys wouldn't like that.

KagomeMarie: yeah, Kagome gets in a lot of trouble.

BoredGirl17: I know, I love the fluff, takes away some of her sadness. Narakus very important in her life.

Abused Abuser: bahahaha, I'm scared. runs away in fear, then turns around and sticks tongue out. I'm updating NOW, hehe.

Aurora Rehona: she has a wall built up hiding her true feelings from everyone, it's normal for having that happen, she's acquired it over the years, I guess I forgot to put that in there, sorry for the confusion. But every once in a while the wall crumbles, especially when she goes back home you'll see a HUGE change. Thanks for the review.

CourtneyKogaLove: hehe, good, I can't wait to go on that shopping spree, oops, I mean, send Naraku to that mental institution…yeah…that's what I meant. shifty eyes well thank you very much, and thanks for your vote, I don't think I'll put miko powers in, I just don't think they fit.

Darkfairykara: Yeah, I agree on the miko powers wouldn't fit, idk they'd be out of place. Plus I kinda like the Inuyasha to the rescue thing. Hehe. I'm glad everything worked out for you. I love dogs, they're super cute, my doggys having puppies soon, YAY!

Last chapter:

"Look, Kagome, I'm sorry about that. I was stupid, Kagome, please forgive me."

"I don't know Inuyasha," she said, running up the stairs.

"Please Kagome!" he yelled after her, once he was at the base of the stairs he whispered, "I love you…"

Currently:

Kagome sat curled up on the corner of Inuyasha's bed, her arms wrapped tightly around her legs as she sobbed into her knees, leaving huge wet spots on her new jeans. Her body was shaking violently, she didn't know why she was crying so hard, it just seemed that anything and everything she wanted was just out of her reach. She felt like she was tied down and everything she wanted was surrounding her, taunting her, when she would reach out to them they would be right at her fingertips, if only she could reach just a little further…

"Kagome?" Inuyasha asked, peeking his head through the door.

"Get out," she demanded, just above a whisper, but the boy still advanced.

"Come on Kags, what's wrong?"

"I said GET OUT!" she screamed throwing her shoe at him. Inuyasha ducked, barely missing being struck in the head by the shoe that just left a hole in the wall from the force at which it was thrown.

"Kagome, please, calm down," he said, creeping towards her again, ready for her to throw something else.

"Leave," she said in a deathly low voice, looking at the hanyou who looked slightly taken aback at her tone.

"I'm not leaving until you tell me how I can make it up to you."

"Make what up to me?" she scowled, "Not like you ever cared…"

"I do care, I did care, and I will ALWAYS care about you Kagome!"

"Then why the fuck did you treat me so horribly up until now?!"

"I…I don't know…" he stuttered, she just looked at him with that face, the one that says 'I told ya so…' but she didn't look disappointed, she knew it was coming, she knew no one could ever care about her other than her mother, and possibly her baby brother, he was too young to tell, but they were both DEAD, she could never bring them back. Kagome looked away, fighting to hold back tears, she didn't want to cry anymore, she'd had enough of it, she needed to be strong, for her mother, for Souta, but most of all, for Inuyasha, she wanted to SHOW him she could handle herself, that she didn't need him to pretend to like her, that she didn't need anyone, she could do this by herself, and she only had three more days until Thursday, the day she would return 'home'. She couldn't really call that…place…home anymore, she didn't feel welcome or loved there, she knew what a real home felt like, she was living in one now, but she had to leave, it was for the best… "I guess," he started again, after watching her face go through an array of emotions, but when she looked up at him, her face held no emotion, it held…nothing…her eyes seemed to be clouded over in a fog, her expressions were stoic, like Sesshomaru's usually were, and her scent had changed, he could no longer smell the hidden joy and love in her, nor could her smell her overpowering sadness and despair, it was like she was gone, and nothing could bring her back, this sent shivers down his spine as her continued, "I guess that you could say I was acting like a little kid…you know that whole first grade thing, boy likes girl, boy treats girl like crap so girl doesn't suspect that he likes her, then hopefully girl figures out that she likes him and they live happily ever after. I guess I just never grew up, I always liked you, and now, now I think I l…I think I love you, Kagome…" he saw it for a second, he smelled it too, it was such a sweet smell, the smell of pure joy, like nothing could ever bring her down…but apparently something could, for the next thing he knew she was overcome with distress and…fear…what was she afraid of? Was she afraid of him? She knew he would protect her from Naraku, at all costs, so what was she afraid of now? He had to find out, but subtly… "Kagome?"

"Yes?" she asked, her words were coated in the fear she held, it stung his ears and slightly angered him that she was so scared and he didn't know what to do to help her.

"Will you go out with me?"

"…huh?" she shook herself out of her thoughts, trying to concentrate on what he had just said… 'Did he just? I think he did… Did he?'

"I said… Will. You. Go. Out. With. Me?" she looked away, contemplating it, it seemed, he could tell she wanted to by the look of longing on her face, but the fear rose inside her again, the scent burned his nose, he was almost sent into a frenzy, he wanted to attack anyone and everyone who tried to harm his mate, but her gentle touch on his arm calmed him. 'Wait… did I just call her my…mate?'

"I'd love to…" she smiled sadly, but Inuyasha didn't seem to notice, he was overjoyed she had accepted, she was his girlfr… "But," his heart sank, "I can't…" she finished, a single tear drop forced its way out of the corner of her left eye, which Inuyasha wiped lovingly away. He stared deeply into her chocolate brown orbs, they wavered a bit then looked sharply away, he understood why she thought she couldn't at that moment, and he was going to fix it right then. Inuyasha tilted her chin upwards a bit, she didn't back away, she wanted it, good. He planted a soft kiss on her soft lips, it was so simple, but meant so much, she whimpered a bit when he backed away, quickly coming to her senses and scooting away from her hanyou, 'Wait, my hanyou? No…I don't…' "I don't deserve this… I don't deserve you… You deserve someone better…"

"There IS no better for me Kagome. You're perfect in my eyes."

"DON'T LIE TO ME INUYASHA!" she yelled at the top of her lungs, she wouldn't believe what he was telling her, she couldn't, she had grown up most of her life knowing she was flawed, too flawed for anyone to love, she was lucky to have the father she had, he took care of her and kept her sorry ass alive, she deserved to die.

"Kagome…" he said softly, trying his hardest to be gentle with the girl, he didn't want to scare her, but she needed to hear this, "Don't listen to your bastard of a father. He's lying to you, you deserve better, better than me, but I'm hoping you feel the same way I feel for you and you'll give this unworthy hanyou a chance. Please Kagome, I love you. You're perfect, I think so, Sango thinks so, Miroku thinks so, Sesshomaru thinks so, even Bankotsu and his brothers who you JUST MET think so. Kagome, you're beautiful, you're smart, you're caring, and I just can't seem to get you off my mind. I will protect you with my life and I'm sure the other would do the same, they love you too Kagome, they don't want to see you hurt." By now the hanyou was cradling the small girl in his arms as she cried, he rocked her gently back and forth until she fell into a light slumber. He slowly placed her on the bed and tucked her in, going downstairs to watch television. About an hour later he heard her rustling around upstairs and went to check on her, he found her halfway out of her jeans hoping around trying to get them off. "I think you need to take your shoes off first," he snickered, earning himself a glare from the girl.

"Stop laughing and help me."

"Are you sure?" he asked, not sure what to do.

"Of course, what kind of GIRLFRIEND would I be if I didn't trust my BOYFRIEND enough to help me get undressed?" those two words stood out in his mind and replayed over and over until he was shaken from his thoughts by a loud THUD , Kagome was know wrestling on the ground with the leg of her pants, Inuyasha chuckled and walked over to help, "Finally," she joked, smiling slightly.

"Why are you changing anyways?" Inuyasha asked as he slipped off her shoes, then her pants.

"It's a surprise, now get out," she said quickly shoving him out while slamming the door shut and locking it.

"Aw," he whined, "I wanna see!"

"Hold your horses," she laughed at his childish tone through the door.

"But I don't got any!"

"Well hold…yourself…I don't know, hold something!"

"Can I hold you?" he asked slyly.

"Sure," she said flinging open the door. Inuyasha was dumbstruck, she looked…HOTT! She was wearing lingerie that framed her perfect body, it was black with a corset top and thong bottoms, the stockings were held onto the top by thin leather straps, and Inuyasha favorite part, it was completely see-through. The young man couldn't resist himself and kissed her passionately, she wrapped her arms around his back, closed the door, and locked it, then snuck her hands to the back of his neck, deepening the kiss. When Kagome finally had to pull back for air she smiled seductively at the hanyou, panting slightly from shortness of breath.

"Wow, Kagome," Inuyasha breathed, "What's all this for?"

"You…" she blushed slightly, feeling stupid now.

"Well I love it," Inuyasha said planting a soft kiss on her temple.

"Really?" she smiled brightly.

"Yeah, but why are you doing this to me?"

"Doing what?"

"Taunting me like this, I'm not sure I can take this any longer."

"Who said I was just taunting you?"

"Are you sure about this Kagome?"

"Positive," she smiled up at him, 'I don't want my only memories of sex to be rape…by my 'father' no less…I just hope Inuyasha likes me half as much as I love him…'

MY FIRST EVER ATTEMPT AT A LEMON: (Don't read if you don't like this kind of stuff, it's in here for readers who requested it and cause I wrote it. Hehe.)

Inuyasha was hesitant for a moment, sure he wanted it, and not just because he was a horny bastard, he was in love with this girl, but he wasn't sure if she REALLY wanted it, or if she just felt like she had to, he tried to sniff out any sense of doubt on her, but there was none, he asked again to be sure, "You don't have to do this you know? I love you; I can wait until you are ready, if you ever are. Don't feel obligated to." He gently caressed her face, looking into her deep brown eyes, he got lost for a moment until she spoke again.

"Inuyasha, I love you, I WANT this. I don't feel obligated in the least, but if you don't want to, I understand." She started slipping Inuyasha's robe on, heading for the shower with a pile of her clothes, she felt so dirty, of course he wouldn't want her, she was so stupid; why would she think he would want someone as used and un-pure as she was? He could probably tell her father had already taken her before that asshole Taro did. Why would he care what she wants anyways? A hand on her shoulder stopped her degrading thoughts in their tracks, it was him, she could tell. Inuyasha spun her around to face him and kissed her passionately. While caught up in the kiss Kagome started pulling at the hem of his shirt, lifting it above his head, they only broke apart long enough for the fabric to slide between them. Inuyasha lead a trail of kisses down her neck, nipping slightly at her collar bone making her giggle, then gasp in pleasure. He then proceeded in unzipping her corset top after unhooking it from her long stockings, it fell to the floor with a slight thud and he heard her gasp when the cold air hit her already hard nipples. Kagome slid her hands down his firm chest to the buckle on his pants, easily discarding it as his pants sagged slightly, she couldn't help but arch her back as he started suckling on her left breast and fondling the right, taking a deep breath she unbuttoned his pants and let them drop to the floor as he stepped out of them, he was now only in his boxers and she in her thong and thigh highs and black stilettos.

"Hey Kagome?" he said huskily.

"Yeah?" she breathed.

"Where did you get this outfit?"

"Um…Victoria's Secret I think, Sango got it for me…"

"I'll have to remember to thank Sango…" he grinned mischievously, then pounced on her, making her fall onto the bed with a surprised squeak. He was now straddling her waist, she was pouting playfully. "Oh, we can't have you frowning now can we?" he asked her, tickling her mercilessly; she giggled and squealed telling him to stop. He watched as her perfect mounds bounced around, he was growing harder with every move she made, and he didn't think that was possible, he was already so hard it was painful. When he finally couldn't take it anymore he stopped, she looked up at him with love, trust, and lust in her eyes, she was so damn hot. They both ripped at each others undergarments, throwing them to the side. As Inuyasha positioned himself at her entrance he asked one last time, "Are you sure about this?" she nodded, and he slowly slid himself in, he knew he was big, and he didn't want to hurt the poor girl. She kissed his neck and he knew it meant he could proceed. He slid himself out a little and thrust back in, he continued at this slow pace for a few seconds until he heard her groan slightly.

"Faster," she said, he obliged. He thrust faster into her, and faster, each thrust bringing more ecstasy to the both of them. Kagome writhed in pleasure underneath him, he liked it and could feel himself getting harder still, he was now pounding into Kagome, and she loved it. She felt herself wrap her small legs around his waist in an effort for him to get deeper still; he got on his knees and started pile driving her until she was close to passing out. She wanted to keep going, but she knew she couldn't take anymore blood rushing to her head. Kagome had had enough of having him in charge and quickly flipped him over, getting slightly woozy from all the blood rushing back down her body, but she didn't care. She was now riding Inuyasha, with each up and down movement her boobs 'danced', she arched her back slightly as she climaxed, shouting out Inuyasha's name. The added pleasure of her walls rippling around his member caused Inuyasha to start climaxing as well, but he quickly pulled out of her, making sure no cum got in her body, she couldn't handle getting pregnant right now, she wasn't ready for that. She gave him a quizzical look as she rolled back on top of him, straddling his waist. (AN: no, he's not still hard, she's just sitting on his waist, nothing else.)

DONE!!

"We don't want you pregnant now do we?" he asked, knowing why she was giving him that look.

"No, I guess not, thanks…" she smiled down at him, kissing his forehead, "Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to get out of these stilettos, they're killing my feet and I didn't even walk in them that much," she giggled, he loved when she did that. As she was walking to the shower he called after her.

"Hey Kagome?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

"I love you too, Inuyasha," she smiled at him and headed for the shower again.

The next couple of days went by as usual, Inuyasha and Kouga fighting over who's woman Kagome was, Inuyasha being over protective of Kagome, and Sango and Miroku just being so darn cute together. Kagome enjoyed her last few days at the Takahashi's, although she had not seen much of her 'big brother', she sort of missed him. Soon though, it was Thursday, the day she would be going back…there.

finally, after days of writing im done with this chapter. sorry about the horribly long wait, lots came up and i barely ha dtime to get on my comp. my dog had 11 puppies, i have a head cold from being out in the cold wind rain for track all wednesday at the meet, AIMS (its a test that everyone in highschool here has to take, if they dont pass all 3, next year 4, sections they dont graduate, a while back we did the reading and writing pertions, theyre adding science next year) math was tuesday, monday was just horrible, yeasterday my cousin had a baseball game, and saturday and sunday i was shopping for my sweet sixteen party. so again, sorry i didnt tell you, but i thought id have more time each day, so yeah. heres your chapter, sorry its short. next one will be better. promise.