Hermione
woke up early next morning, and was treated to a sleeping Severus,
who, to her great surprise, was smiling. She sled slowly and quietly
from his grip, so as not to wake him. Dear,who would've guessed he
could look so peaceful…
She decided not to waste her time and to
start working on her correspondances. She felt quite guilty not
having taken some time to write to Harry or Ron, who must've been
sulking for the last two weeks. Harry had written in his last letter
that he had been in a bad mood for the last few days, and even though
Harry had tried to explain again, and again, and again, that Hermione
had been busy with Snape, Ron remained surly and was muttering about
why she wouldn't do them all a favour and let him die in his bed if
that was what Snape really wanted.
Harry and Ron were both
studying Defense against the Dark Arts in a specialised school in
Romania, sharing a room at Charlie's place. Hermione shuddered at
the thought of three men living alone with no female presence to
remind them about a wonderous notion passing under the name of
hygiene . Last time she had come to visit, just before Snape's
attempt to kill himself, she had found mounds of dishes levitating
over the full sink and Ron wondering if they should buy some more.
Pitying them, Hermione cast a cleaning spell on them and magicked
them to their respective place only to have Ron telling her in an
exasperated tone that he had been just about to do it and that it
wasn't her job to do their chores, as she was the guest. Hermione
had been about to throw him a snappy retort when Charlie had caused a
diversion by apparating in the house with his shirt on fire. Later
that night, after she had applied murtlap essence on Charlie's
burns, Hermione was granted yet another one of Ron's annoying
speech about why Snape shouldn't be considered as a war hero, which
started to annoy even Harry, who had heard it at least two dozen
times ever since Ron got wind of it by his father from the
ministry.
Sometimes, Hermione asked herself when Ron would grow
up… Or whether he even would… She was happy about Harry starting
to grow respectful about Snape after all both had been through, and
setting aside old stereotypes inherited from his father since he
learnt about his mother's and Snape's friendship. This proof of
his maturity made Hermione feel proud about him, which was the least
she could say about Ron. She once caught herself thinking why on
earth she had remained friends with him all along. She sheepishly
thought about all the good times she had spent with Ron, about his
social background, his bravery and his sense of humor. She drew a
deep breath and closed her eyes… She knew that even though Ron was
one of her best friends, he wouldn't handle gracefully the news
about Snape and her. However, she didn't want him to feel left out
in case she only told Harry, or to lie to him by telling him that her
life was as dull as his ex-pet rat Scabbers. What if you only wrote
to Harry and ask him not to tell Ron ? He'd understand, a nasty
little voice whispered in her head. What was wrong with telling Ron
only the official version of the facts? He deserves the truth? He
can't handle the truth!
Hermione withdrew a piece of parchment
from the desk in her room and settled herself comfortably on the
couch after lighting a fire. She had taken one of her books for
support, and after sucking the tip of her quill, she carefully opened
her tiny ink bottle and dipped the quill in it.
Dear Harry,
Sorry
I didn't write for long. I've been very occupied for weeks, as
you probably figured it out if you've heard the latest news by
Dumbledore or Lupin. If you haven't, Snape has committed
suicide and was only just saved by MacGonagall and Dumbledore, but
he's still weak, and I've been chosen to take care of him during
the next few weeks. He had poisoned himself with a draught
of his invention, which makes your body grow older and older, and
even if he was rescued from death, the potion is still effective.
He's doomed, Harry, and the worst is that nothing, no potion
whatsoever could save him. He's been planning this for weeks, and
was planning to make another attempt as soon as possible.
Fortunately, I've
figured
out how to cure him, which brings me to telling you something I don't
want you to tell Ron. Whatever you do, DO NOT TELL RON. If
he's anywhere near you, just figure out something, whatever it
takes to put him off trail. Destroy this letter afterwards; you never
know with Ron.
Harry, I've been bursting to tell somebody,
anybody, about a little something. Well, I'll try to get to the
point. I have feelings for Severus, and I guess you understand what I
'm talking about. Nothing serious, no … Well, you know, sex…
It's just Platonic love, and I think that's how it's going to
stay. I feel so happy with him, and I know what you're thinking,
but everything's alright.
This brings me to write about the
cure. The only way for him to get better is to make him act young. He
has bad memories about his youth, so it's not going to be easy, so
I'll try my best for him to enjoy himself.
I hope you three
boys are okay, and remember to clean up the house every month or
so.
Love,
Hermione
She read her letter again in order to
check her spelling and was quite satisfied with herself. She yawned,
walked to the chimney and ordered for some breakfast. When she turned
back to the couch, she found that her letter was missing.
"Platonic
love. Feelings. My , my, how intimate you are with the Potter boy."
Severus' soft voice came from a dark corner of the room. Hermione
gasped.
"I have the right to write whatever I want to my
friends. Give this letter back."
"Not where I'm concerned,
no." Snape looked at her with a mocking smile on his face. "Come
and get it, if you wish so, but I won't let you have it back", he
said sleekly.
Hermione was furious. She shot her wand at him and
shouted "Accio letter!" and caught the letter in mid-air. She
cast hastily a clothing charm and ran out of the room; hurrying up
the dungeon's stairs and to the owlery. She sped up the
steep stairs and realized Snape was following her, shouting after
her. He was dressed in his potion master's robes, which were
billowing behind him. He had trouble catching his breath, which
worried Hermione. But this was not about Snape's privacy, but about
Hermione's. She had to show him that she deserved as much respect
as him, and sending this letter would be a perfect lesson Snape had
to be taught at least once in his life.
She arrived at the
windowless tower, caught the nearest owl and told him shakily "bring
this to Harry, he's in Romania!" But just as the owl was about to
take off, a white hand grabbed it by the talons. Snape was as pale as
death, and the owl's pecks and scratches caused him to let go off
it. He stammered "no", and staggered to one of the owl-free shelf
before fainting.
Hermione panicked; dark blood was starting to
drip from Snape's mouth and he was slightly trembling. A small boy
had just come to send an early letter to his parents, and was shocked
at the sight of Snape, seemingly dead, and Hermione, who had tears
pouring from her eyes.
"Go fetch Madam Pomfrey, anyone, run,
RUN!"
He didn't need telling twice, and next second he had
left the tower, his letter laying forgotten on the floor.
Hermione
went to Snape's side and held his hand. "Everything's going to
be be alright Severus, hang on, please, just hang on…"
She
sobbed.
