Matt waited down stairs hoping I would come down, instead of me Wyatt did Matt got him something to eat then put a kids show on for him Wyatt just sat on the lounge watching the show not saying a word, Matt sat with him for a while but then got worried.
Upstairs I was crying beside the bath tub I thought I could cope deep down but I couldn't handle it I closed my eyes then reopened them and there stood Trish's spirit, Trish just smiled at me I was shocked
"Trish is that you?" I gasped
Trish bent down and whipped away my tears but she didn't say anything I blinked and she was gone my eyes just filled up with more tears
'I must be going crazy' I thought to myself as I just sat there confused at what just happened I then got up and looked in the mirror my mascara was everywhere,
I filled up the bathtub I sat beside the bathtub cutting my wrist with a small silver blade blood began to flow from my veins I sat in the bath still with my bra and panties on I laid all the way down and put my head under I wanted to die.
Matt finally gave up he told Wyatt to stay on the lounge and walked upstairs he then noticed the bedroom door was open he walked in and looked around the room I was nowhere to be found he then noticed the bathroom light on and presumed I was in there he walked over and lightly knocked on the door
"Lita?" Matt asked
INSIDE MY HEAD
I was in a park, it seemed so familiar I looked around it was sunny and perfect.
"Lita" I herd I turned around and there was Trish and Jeff they walked over and we hugged they sat me down and told me how happy they were.
NORMAL TIME
Matt noticed water coming out from underneath the door
"Lita" matt yelled frantically
"open the door" he kept repeating over and over again he busted the door open and saw me I laid there under the blood filled water colourless.
Matt ran over and grabbed me out of the tub he then dragged me out of the bathroom and laid me on the bedroom floor he then got up and grabbed the phone he dialled 911
"I need an ambulance…now…my…my girlfriend…she's…she's not breathing there's blood everywhere help" he pleaded into the phone tears forming in his eyes they told him they were on the phone matt then hung up the phone Wyatt ran up stairs and saw what was going on he then began to cry.
INSIDE MY HEAD
I talked to them and they helped me understand it wasn't my time
"Move on but don't forget where happy lita you need to understand it's not your fault" Trish said in a soothing yet serious voice
"She's right lita, you have matt to stay alive for not to mention Wyatt now" Jeff added
"you have the future to worry about, don't worry about us please its not your time yet ok its our time and we understand that now you have so many people to be strong for you have us, matt and my little boy Wyatt take care of him" Trish said holding my hand.
NORMAL TIME
The ambulance turned up and Wyatt showed them up to where I was they told matt I was unconscious and that the water in my lungs has caused the breathing to stop every few minitues, they lifted me on the stretcher and took me out to the ambulance outside, camera flashes where everywhere matt picked up Wyatt and jumped in the back of the ambulance with me and drove off to the hospital with the paparazzi following close behind.
INSIDE MY HEAD
"We love you lita and we know it's hard for you but be strong this isn't the end for" Jeff explained
"I cant" I sobbed
"You can" corrected Trish
NORMAL TIME
We finally reached the hospital paparazzi were there waiting the doctors rushed out to see what happened or more like who it happened to then they rushed me into the emergency room matt and Wyatt were made to wait outside in the waiting room they made matt fill out loads of paper work and after he was finished he paced around the waiting room for hours when Shannon, Lori and Andrew turned up
"Take Wyatt please I'm going to stay" Matt told them they all left with Wyatt as matt just sat down and waited.
INSIDE MY HEAD
Matts a good guy red don't loose him I know you think he's taking it better than he should but he's not I want him to but Li he's dying inside he just wont show it you need to help him and be there for each other" Jeff said hugging me
"Wyatt?" I gasped
"Yes he did see us at the funeral he understands now it's your turn" Trish said
"Close your eyes and count to 3" she added
"We will always be there" Jeff said
I closed my eyes and started to count my head started spinning I felt like I was falling then suddenly I stopped.
NORMAL TIME
The monitor started to beep
"She back stabilise her now" the doctor ordered
"She's breathing she's alive" the nurse added
The doctors and nurses all looked at each other
"3 minitues she was dead for doctor" another nurse exclaimed
"It's a miracle" the doctor said as he looked at the monitor in disbelief he then walked out to matt, matt saw him and stood up
"Is she okay?" matt asked
"I understand it's been a long 2 hours" The doctor said still in shock that she survived
"You didn't answer my question" Matt pointed out
"We lost her a couple of times 3 minitues at a time but she pulled through she's in a stabilised condition Mr Hardy it's a miracle she survived with the amount of blood loss" the doctor explained
"Can I see her?" asked matt
"Yes offcourse but don't wake her she very weak and where still not sure if she will make it through the night but we all hope for the best" the doctor announced matt just walked past him and into my room as soon as he saw me he walked over and held my hand rubbing it gently
"Come on red I love please stay with me" he pleaded.