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Chapter 9 Broken Hearted Soul
The song used is Broken Hearted Soul By Ra
Lying in the Hospital bed Nathan had this music video like thing playing in his head.
I can't believe that I am down in this hole
Nathan sat there on the couch head resting in his hands
Always paying the toll
The three different doors of the three different girls slam shut
for having found my way to you
"May I help you?" "You're Haley James right?" Haley shifted her books. "I am Nathan Scott and I believe you are my tutor." "There's no way." "But you're Haley right." Haley grabbed the slip of paper and read it. "Sorry I'm Best friends with Lucas." "In that case I'm sorry too." "Look I'll fined you someone else." "No you can't. you're the best and if there was anyone else…" "If there were anyone else." "see you're helping me already." "Look I can't help you and on top of that I wont help you."
It doesn't matter that I'm pushing you away when you wont me to stay
Nathan shoved Haley off of him so things wouldn't go to far
I have to find a way to make you talk to me
Nathan tried to get Haley to talk to him after Brooke lied about showing everyone the card
Why wont you talk to me
Nathan pouted when she turned off the lights
When did I want to be lonely
"When you made her leave" said Nathan's voice to the Nathan standing on the river court
When did I want to be cold
Nathan was sitting on Haley's porch socked to the bone
I can't believe that it's over
Nathan throw the keyboard against the wall
The beating of my broken hearted soul
Nathan came home to an empty house. He turned and punched the wall.
When did I want to be lonely
Nathan was standing alone at the river court
When did I want to be cold
Nathan walked down the hall towards the bedroom but stopped seeing the bracelet he gave Haley on their unofficial first date.
I can't believe that it's over
"If you wont to go then you should, but if you do we're done!" "Nathan!"
The feeling in my broken hearted soul
"just like I can't help that I fell in love with you but I did. There it is." "There it is. Wow." Haley leaned in and kissed him "I love you to Nathan Scott."
It's so cold
Nathan leaned in and kiss Haley in the freezing rain
I can't live with out you
Nathan crashed the racecar into the wall
I think about you
"You know I'm always thinking about you Hales"
You're everything to me
"I would give anything to have her back"
Can't you feel
"Since when do you not wont to make out?" "Since you got my jersey numbered tattooed on your ass."
"Above my ass, and when did you see that?" "this morning." "Oh. Are you alright about it?" "I'm just as confused as hell. I mean you will get a tattoo but you wont have sex with me?" "You can get a tattoo removed Nathan. Sex is a big deal for me." "That's why I'm trying not to pressure you." "Like your not pressuring now!" Haley yelled and walked out the door. Nathan's heart ached from that argument.
Don't you dare walk away
"Haley" "Sorry Nathan she's gone"
This could not be the end
"Haley I missed you, I love you, I will do what you wont, come with you , wait anything." "Nathan." "You're not wearing your wedding ring."
You're my savor my lover my loves my best friend
"I made the list but it's a list of every girl I ever loved, and your name is the only one on it."
I wont swallow again
Nathan couldn't swallow that feeling that something wasn't going to right about their renewal day
I wont ever by loved
Nathan stopped himself from having sex with Haley's sister again
You can't do this to me
"You did this to yourself Nathan!" A familiar voice said to The Nathan just standing in the middle of the river court
Can you hear what I'm saying
"did you hear me? I will always protect you."
Please talk to me
"Haley please." Nathan said trying to get Haley to turn back around and turn the light back on
You never talk to me
Nathan fell to his knees as he begged to Haley not to leave
When did I want to be lonely
"She didn't leave you, you idiot you left her." Nathan heard his voice standing again at the river court
When did I want to be cold
"You have to fight for her. She has fought for you but you never fought for her." His voice kept talking to him
I can't believe that it's over
"I told her if she goes we're over, but I didn't mean it. What am I going to do?"
The beating of my broken hearted soul
Nathan walked out to see Haley flat on the floor
When did I want to be lonely
"You love this girl!" Nathan's voice yelled to himself that was still on the river court.
When did I want to be cold
Nathan sat beside his dying wife waiting for the ambulance
I can't believe that it's over
Nathan took the wedding wall and through it across the room
The feeling in my broken hearted soul
Nathan feel onto the floor of the hospital
Nathan's eyes opened wide.