K since someone asked me if i was gonna do a chapter two i thought i would.. it took me forever to find a song that was even close to what i wanted.. and still it wasn't exactly what i wanted.. sadly..
Misunderstood by Bon Jovi! D
I do no own Maximum Ride James Patterson does! Yay James Patterson
and thanks for the reviews! It made me feel good about myself... :D
"Misunderstood"
Should I? Could I?
Have said the wrong things right a thousand times
If I could just rewind, I see it in my mind
If I could turn back time, you'd still be mine
The wind wiped at my face as I followed Max through the air. I had to make this right. What was I thinking? I never meant to hurt her. I thought she wouldn't be back for another day. That's terrible thinking I know but that's what went through my mind when the red head locked lips with mine. I would give that all up to make it better for Max. I would give a lot up for Max. I had given up a lot and still I would give up more.
You cried, I died
I should have shut my mouth, things headed south
As the words slipped off my tongue, they sounded dumb
If this old heart could talk, it'd say you're the one
I'm wasting time when I think about it
I saw Max aim toward the ground, landing roughly on her knees. I heard a sob escape her throat. My heart sank immediately. I'm such an ass, hurting the woman I love.
"Max," I whispered, I knew she would have to focus to hear me, but I couldn't make my voice any stronger.
"Go away Fang," so she had been listening.
"Max, I can't explain my actions, I just can't." hmm that may not be the best sentence to get your girlfriend to forgive you. After you just cheated on her, but it was all I had.
I should have drove all night, I would have run all the lights
I was misunderstood
I stumbled like my words, Did the best I could
Damn, misunderstood
"Go away Fang," she whispered, she didn't seem angry anymore just hurt, every time I got a glimpse of her face that was soaked in tears it ached my heart, it felt like her personally taking a knife and twisting it driving it deeper.
"Max, please, listen to me?" I was begging, which I deserved, I know perfectly well that she deserved better.
Could I? Should I?
Apologize for sleeping on the couch that night
Staying out too late with all my friends
You found me passed out in the yard again
"Max, I never thought I deserved you. I never thought you should have settled for someone like me," I felt tears gather in my eyes, "It's true Max. All I deserve is a slutty red head. Whose name I don't know and will just forget the next day when I wake up. Have my life be meaning less and pathetic. All of that I deserve! Just for hurting you, Max I thought you would leave me for someone better, or at least should have. Someone you deserve and really wanted." Tears seeped over my eye lids and trailed down my cheeks.
I had never really been the best boyfriend, instead of hanging out with my friends I should have done more with Max. I should have loved her when I had the chance. Held her closer, kiss her more often and maybe actually think I deserved that chance. Now I'm too late.
You cried, I tried
To stretch the truth, but didn't lie
It's not so bad when you think about it
I should have drove all night, I would have run all the lights
I was misunderstood
I stumbled like my words, did the best I could
Damn, misunderstood
Intentions good
"I'll do anything," I offered.
Max was sobbing and again I felt the knife dig deeper. Suddenly she stood without even turning to look at me, I deserved this so much for what I did to her. She launched herself into the air.
I stood there, thinking wondering what I would do next, follow her? I'm not even sure if my last attempt of offering her my soul did any good.
It's you and I, just think about it...
I should have drove all night
I would have run all the lights
I was misunderstood
I stumbled like my words, did the best I could
I 'm hanging outside your door
I've been here before
Misunderstood
I launched myself after her this time she really let her power go and I was loosing her quickly. She wasn't going as fast as she could, maybe she did want me to follow.
I pumped my wings harder up and down to gain speed, finding wind currents that were in my favor.
I saw her land at Nudge's house and she jolted in. The lights flashed on and I saw two figures hugging in the windows as I landed.
"Max I love you!" I called; the two figures turned their heads to the window to look at me. Neither moved to the door that was more then likely locked.
They turned and walked away.
Sighing I leapt back into the air. There was nothing else I was going to be able to do tonight.
I stumbled like my words, did the best I could
Damn, misunderstood
Intentions good.