I don't mean to sound like an idiot but can anyone give me advice??

I did it.

I broke up with my boyfriend of four months.

Which is nothing but he makes it something and he thought we had a future but we didn't and whats really weird is the fact that I don't know what to do because he keeps e-mailing me that he loves me and wants to fight for it

and he makes my mind turn to jumbled words and I don't know what to think anymore but I know that I don't have the energy to fight for a relationship where I feel we're only friends. Then he puts into my mind that he'll be the

only one for me forshit sake I'm 18! I'm too young for that but I end up rethinking and rethinking again and again…can anyone give me any advice??

I'm sorry to have been loading this on everyone but I thought that any one with an outsiders opinion could clear my head and help me think clearer then the cloud that's a complete mess right now…

thank you and I'm sorry