AHH!! GOMENASAI!! I screwed up the first chapter!
Gomenasai, gomenasai, gomenasai, gomenasai!!
The part where Allen said "cheer--" I am so sorry! I forgot to put in the "up" because I suddenly changed my mind in what I'd make the ending like.
GOMENASAI!!
So, to atone for this gigantic and stupid mistake, I'll make the next one quick.
Once again, gomenasai!
I decided to make this a song fic. I've never written a song fic before, so I have no clue whatsoever as to how to write these.
Lenalee's POV.
Disclaimer: I don't own D. Gray-Man, but I wish to own Allen Walker.
I had a dream: a nightmare
Where (your back grew further away).
I was frozen...
Allen…how many times have you been there for me?
There aren't enough fingers in the world for me to check off to count.
I was searching
Once again
For the warmth that should have been there.
I shrieked once during a terrible nightmare. I was positive that it was too soft for anyone in the Black Order to hear. Yet, seconds later, I hear the sound of bare feet slapping against the cold concrete ground and a soft tap of my door and a gentle soothing voice asking for my current state and permission to be let in.
I was trembling…shivering…shaking…quivering…shuddering…freezing…all alone.
I was alone on that night
With no place to run to.
"Allen."
You were the one to come for me when I was trapped in my room with terror. You're the light that saves me when I'm spiraling into the darkness.
Ah, I started to blame myself
While I was wandering.
You opened the door and with that, spilled light and hope and love into every corner in my room and heart.
My eyes were uncontrollable. They lingered over every section of you.
I felt the urge to praise you, worship you, love you more…
You're like my savior whenever I'm in danger,
My guiding light when I'm lost.
So be by my side
And say that it's forever
Until the voices of demons have gone away.
To be sure that I won't lose you
I need to make certain.
I ran.
I slammed my head into your chest and clenched your shirt in my fist.
"Don't leave. You won't leave Allen. I don't permit you to leave me."
Even if our precious memories
Become flawed
They are somehow just beautiful.
I'm sorry. I let a tear fall. But please.
"Don't leave Allen. I don't want to be in the dark alone again."
This was exactly like the time when you first got the new form of your left eye.
Same position…same feeling
A blue butterfly,
My favorite hairclip,
Decorated the nape of my neck.
"Lenalee…" you grasped onto my waist and pulled me closer, "so many people have described you like a butterfly. Butterflies have wings. They're the ones who fly away. So I should ask you…to stay."
When you saw it fluttering in the wind
You laughed and said, "It looks like a specimen."
I lifted my eyes to look at you. Yet, I saw that same expression, that smile.
The smile that somehow always pulls us through.
"Heh." You said as you embraced me tighter.
Swirls of light were being swallowed whole
But you were far too gentle.
You're always emitting such a warm feeling.
Like a feeling of love and protection.
As I listened to your heart beat, I listened to the angelic music of affection.
But, is a hug and smile all you can do?
I was the one who prepared
To pull the trigger...
I'm prepared for…something more.
If you're not going to pull the trigger to open the next door,
Should I start for you then?
So be by my side
And touch me properly
Until your fingers make me melt away,
Ending my life by means of pleasure.
I'll wait…so long as you stay by my side.
You brought your hands up to my neck and under my chin.
"Allen…you will never leave?"
Promises gone dry
Leave behind a build up of scar tissue
And that is just so precious.
You released my chin and moved a step away.
My heart was close to splintering into pieces smaller than dust.
An almost pwik.
So be by my side
And say that it's forever
Until the voices of demons have gone away.
To be sure that I won't lose you
I need to make certain.
You smiled.
A genuine smile.
You swept me up in your arms and danced me straight back to the bed of where I was struck with pure fright.
Then…not you…nor I…
We…
Waltzed into the warmth of the bed.
Like the how the seams of the quickly moving linen were sewn together strongly.
You and I...we…
Our hearts are sewn together…
With golden thread
And
Diamond seams
And
Eternal love.
Though someday everything
Will become flawed, I don't mind.
Risk it all for love...
There ya go! Hearing! Though I didn't really incorporate it very well…heh.
And the pwik up there was from the Earl. I remember reading somewhere in the manga, it was either the first or second volume, that the Earl's heart went pwik. ;D And the song is Antoinette Blue. See, I even stuck with a D. Gray-Man song!
Please review!!