A/N: Back to Donna…this isn't too confusing is it? If you've read Noughts and Crosses or any book like that, ya'll realise this is mild in comparison! don't forget to R&R!:

Chapter 6:

(Donna's POV):

'What d'you mean she said it's your decision?' Andy asked but I bared took in what he had said. It's my decision how can it be my decision?

'I don't know' I replied. 'I actually don't know.'

'What exactly did Rose say?' Andy asked

'I asked her what she had decided and she said it was my decision' I said. 'She didn't tell me what she meant or what'

'I think she means it's your decision…' Andy said.

I wasn't in the mood for sarcasm. 'Yeah, I got that much'

'No' Andy continued. 'I mean, I think she means, whether or not the two of you go with the Doctor is your decision'

'Oh my goodness' I said, because he was probably right.

'What are you going to do?' Andy asked.

'How the hell should I know' I answered. 'I haven't got a clue. How am I supposed to make a decision like that?'

'I could be wrong' Andy said.

'And, when was the last time you were wrong about something like this? You're basically psychic' I replied.

'That doesn't mean I'm right this time' He reasoned.

'What else could it be?' I asked, hoping he could think of something else.

'I don't know. I'm sorry' He replied. 'Ask your Mum'

'Yeah good idea' I said, and ran out to the hallway as Mum and the Doctor were coming in. 'What the hell do you mean it's my decision?'

'Donna language' Mum warned.

'Sorry' I muttered. 'But what did you mean?'

'Donnie, I don't know what to do' Mum admitted. 'So basically it is your decision. Whether we go, or whether we stay'

'Mum no' I said. I paused and thought about it 'Do I have to decide straight away?'

'No of course not' Mum said.

'Yeah, Donna, take you're time' The Doctor added.

'You were right' I called to Andy, quietly added 'As per usual'. I turned back to Mum. 'I'm going for a walk. I don't know how long I'll be'

'Donna' Mum stopped me as I got to the door. 'Are you ok?'

'I'm fine' I told her, not quite sure whether it was the truth or not.

'I'll see you in a while' Mum said.

'Yeah' I said and walked out.

DWDWDW DWDWDW

It was an impossible decision. How was I supposed to make a decision this big? A decision between seeing amazing things, in time and space, and never see Andy or my Nan or Grandad or Tony again, or staying here and wondering what I could've had. I realised that was what was wrong with Andy. I had out rightly told him if Mum had decided to go I wouldn't try to talk her out of it, but I hadn't paused to think that it would mean I'd never see him again. Or my Nan. Or my Grandad. Or Tony. Or any of my other friends.

I realised I didn't really care about any of my other friends. It had always really just been Andy when it came to proper friends. I always imagined we'd be friends forever. I never imagined something like this could threaten to come between us.

Time and Space. It was the sort of opportunity no one would want to miss. I knew I really didn't want to pass it up. But in a whole other universe. Where I could never see them again. I didn't know if I could bare to do that.

And then there was my Mum to think about. She loves the Doctor, like she loved him when she was with him. Like she loved my Dad. She lost him twice, and then she lost my Dad, and each time it left her heartbroken, and a mess. She'd be the first to admit that. Could she bare to let him go again? I knew she would, if I asked her to. But would that be fair? I couldn't bare to lose her, and I know she would never leave me in this world while she went to another. But could she lose him again, knowing she had the chance to be with him again? She would, I know how a fact she would do that, if I asked her to. It didn't seem fair to ask her to though.

I wish Mum had just decided. I wish she had just said 'yes lets go' or 'no I can't' she's the adult, she's the parent. She should be making these sorts of decisions not me. I'm 14 for pity's sake…

…No, that wasn't fair. Mum wanted to know what I wanted, that's why she couldn't make the decision. But how could I tell her what I wanted, when I didn't even know myself. I want her to be happy…I wanna go with her with the Doctor…but I wanna still see Andy and…

'Donnie'

'Speak of the devil and he shall appear' I said as Andy ran up to me.

'Are you ok?' He asked.

'No' I said simply.

'D'you know what you're going to do?'

'No'

'D'you know what I think?'

'No'

'Can you say anything other than no?'

'No'

'Obviously not'

'Andy I'm scared' I admitted.

'What of?' He asked.

'Making the right decision for me' I started. 'and it being wrong one for my Mum. Scared of making the right decision for me and it being the wrong one for my Mum. Scared of making the wrong decision. Scared of regretting whatever decision I make. Scared of losing my grandparents and Tony. Scared of losing you. Scared of taking th…'

Andy cut me off suddenly, by kissing me. I started at him in a shocked silence.

'What was that for?' I asked when I found my tongue.

'A goodbye kiss' Andy answered. 'You've already made your decision, Donnie. You made your decision as soon as you realised it was it was the Doctor'

'No I said…' I tried to argue.

'You said' Andy stopped me. 'That if your Mum made the decision you'd go without a second thought'

'Yeah but I hadn't thought about it properly then' I replied.

'And maybe you shouldn't have' Andy said. 'Do you think Rose thought about it properly when she tried to choose the Doctor over Jackie and Pete?'

'No' I said. 'She didn't have time to. But she told me she would've made the same decision if she had had time to think'

'You're Rose's daughter, and you're the Doctor's double's daughter. Donnie, do you really think you belong just on earth?' Andy asked.

'I'm going to ignore the comment about my Dad, just because I'm not in the mood for an argument. My mum doesn't belong just on Earth but she has been for the past 15 years and she's been mostly ok' I said. 'Well ok-ish. I've never been in space, so I can't say I belong out there. I've lived here, on Earth, in London my whole life. Don't I believe here?'

'Why are you trying to talk yourself out of doing?'

'Why are you trying to talk me into going?'

'Donnie I want you to make the right decision and we both now that's you and Rose going with the Doctor. You belong out there, it's in your blood' Andy told me.

'Come with us' I blurted out.