He hung up and I just wanted to cry out. "Now we can all be together forever" Edward sneered smiling at Jacob. "All?" I asked tears hanging heavy in my voice. "You dint think I would do this for free did you?" Jacob asked. I looked horrified. They were both forcing me to be with them and now that the Cullen's thought I was dead I saw no way out.

Chapter#16: lost without you

Emmett's pov:

She's gone no! "Nooo!" I screamed out as I looked at the empty driveway. Edward had killed her. My family stood behind me in shock and sorrow. How could Edward kill her? No I wouldn't believe it. I ran at the nearest tree and tore it out of the ground throwing it miles away. I still dint feel better I dint know what to do I sunk to my knee's and sobbed harder then anyone thought possible. Nobody had seen me cry before so they had no idea what to do. I could see Alice and Rosalie in peripheral vision. They were also sobbing. Jasper was comforting Alice and esme was comforting Rosalie.

I layed my face against the cool ground still sobbing but feeling dead inside I had lost my mate that itself usually would kill any vampire. Vampires could die of a broken heart but that only happened if they lost there mate. First the anger would come and then they would slowly die. I jumped up snarling. I remember something I wasn't paying attention to. I remember slight whimpering in the back ground when Edward called. She was still alive I knew it and I would find her. "She's alive!" I said loudly. Carlisle walked over to me placing his hand on my shoulder "She's gone son" he whispered tears in his voice. "No" I snapped. "son" carlisle began. "No!" I yelled standing up and throwing Him towards the house. The family looked at me in shock. I felt something on my face lifting my hand up and wiping it I saw glistening venom on my fingers. I was crying tears of venom.

"I'm sorry" I whispered knowing they could all hear me. "But she is alive and I wont stop entail I find her" I said and took off running full speed in the direction they had taken my Bella. "I'm coming bells and I will find you" I said.

Bella's pov:

Most people would enjoy how I was being treated. Here we were in California in a five star hotel. I'm sitting at my brand new laptop downloading music to my new iPod. I was left alone for the first time in weeks Edward went hunting in the mountains miles away and Jacob was downstairs extending my stay. They seemed to buy me new gifts every day but at what cost. I was forced every day to go out in public and be lovey dovey with Jacob and every night with Edward. The rules were I was to be there girlfriend. I had to kiss them I was forced to make love to them both I felt disgusting horrible. I dint know I was doing it but I was downloading songs that showed my depression or reminded of Emmett. Edward would flip if he knew this that was the other rule I was never to speak or think about Emmett or any of the other Cullen and it was killing me not saying my loves name but I still thought about him constantly. A song came on that gave me streangh telling me I could do this and I would get through this. Without a thought I started singing...

I can almost see it, that dream im dreaming

but there's a voice inside my head saying

you'll never reach it, every step im taking

every move I make feels, lost with no direction

my faith is shaking

but I, I gotta keep trying gotta keep my head held high

there's always gonna be another mountain

im always gonna wanna make it move

always gonna be an uphill battle

sometime your gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast I get there

ain't about whats waiting on the other side

its the climb.

That's it I would make it I will survive this ill get through it and get back to my Emmett. We will be happy one day I thought as I turned to the next song I had downloaded. Honestly I hated this junk they were buying me it reminded me to much of what I have to give up to get it. Besides I was never really one for gifts anyhow and Edward knew that. I don't know why he thought that would change now that he had taken me it just made me more miserable. But I swear if I ever get back to my Emmett I would except any gift he gave me and I would be happy about it. Because I would be with the one I loved. But as of now it dint look like that was going to happen it had been a week since I was taken and I have not received one sign that he was searching for me. I truly believe he thinks I am dead that he has just given up. But a part in my head keeps saying "he loves you he will find you" I try not to listen to that part because honestly I cant hope cause if I do and my hopes are false it will literally kill me.

Just then I remembered something I grabbed up my new laptop and took it to the bathroom shutting and locking the door. Sitting on the toilet I opened it typing in .com and putting in my new email in because Edward had erased all my old ones he had made me one but I dint use it so I typed in the one I had just made hoping and praying Alice had seen me make it. I typed in. "You have 3 new messages" the computer told me. My heart started beating fastly as I closed my eyes and clicked inbox. I opened my eyes after a second and a smile spread across my face two emails from Emmett Cullen and one email from Alice Cullen.

I quickly opened Alice's saving Emmett for last to hopefully cheer me up. And I read...

Bella

Omg! I cant believe your alive edward said you were dead. We dint know it wasn't true

im so sorry we believed him but Emmett never did he always believed you were alive. He

hasn't even hunted since you were taken. Don't worry ive been keeping an eye on you. Bella

we will find you I swear it. And do not go out with Jacob tomorrow night trust me do anything

you can to keep from going if you go you will die. Please Bella hang in there we will find you.

Love you sis

love always

Alice

Tears came to my eyes. I looked at the date it was sent. Yesterday. She said something about not going with Jacob tonight or I will die! No this cant be happening can this get any worse. Just as I was about to open Emmett's emails there was a knock at the bathroom door. "Bella what are you doing?" Jacob asked. I jumped almost dropping my laptop in the process. "I'm taking a shit if its any of your concern!" I said with more bravery then I felt. I was truly scared after what Alice had warned me about but I was also pist off because Jacob had kept me from reading my loves emails. "Hurry it up" he snapped back and I heard his footsteps go into the living room of the suite. Tears started cascading down my face. "Emmett im so lost without you" I cried silently to myself before wiping my tears putting on a brave face and walking out to meet my fate. This is a climb but I will make it.

Sorry for the short chapter again but im running out of idea's plus I have been spending time with my dad for the first time in 9 years so it means a lot to me to be with him plus today is Thanksgiving. But I promise to write more soon.