Last time on worthy of love:"Emmett I'm so lost without you" I cried silently to myself before wiping my tears putting on a brave face and walking out to meet my fate. This is a climb but I will make it.
Chapter#17: Is all hope lost?
Emmett's pov:
"She made an email address she is alive!" Alice squiled downstairs. I raced down from my place in my room where I had been sulking. "What is it?" I asked. Alice looked at me. "Well Edward made her one but I don't think she will check it plus he has the pass to it. Its edward_cullens_vampire_" I growled because I dint even want to think of her being a vampire by him. And to say she is his girlfriend but wait I could get him on this. "Did you say Edward cullens vampire girl?" I asked. Alice nodded. "He is in a way exposing himself" I stated. "Yes son but I don't thinkk we can get him as you have seen he has some of the volturi working with him" Carlisle stated back. I sighed he was right. "Wait you said she made her own?" I asked. Alice nodded "Yes its " she said. I raced back upstairs to my laptop ignoring Alice's yelling after me "she wont check it entail tomorrow and she wont get a chance to see yours" she said. I dint care I had to tell my Bella what I was feeling and that I was still searching for her. And I had been we have kept traces on Edwards credit cards and bank accounts all thanks to Mr,jinks. The last draw was of $25,000 and that was in Canada we had looked at the place he had withdrawn but there was no sign of him and who knew how long that money would last him.
I sat at my laptop and started typing my letter to my dear Bella.
My dearest Bella
I miss you so very much my heart feels like it has disappeared from my chest. My dear you have taken it with you. I know you are alive we all do and we will never stop looking for you entail we find you. Please any help from you would be fantastic the sooner we can find you the better. And I promise we will find you. Esme said she is going to cook for you entail you can no longer walk from being so full. I will spoil you so much and protect you. You will never leave my sight again I swear it this will never happen again and Edward is one dead mother fucker I swear if he has hurt you I will rip him to pieces and let him reattach so I can tear him apart again and I will cut all of Jacobs body parts off one by one and let him bleed to death. They will pay for hurting you. I love you never forget that my love and we will find you please hang tight.
Love always
your fiancee Emmett
I dint know what else to say so I sent it. Then a thought struck me. I looked down at the email I had just sent my letter to suicidal bliss? Was she thinking about committing suicide? No I wouldn't let that happen. "Jasper call jinks and have him trace Bella's email address." I said quickly only earning a "k" in response and a slammed front door. And jasper speaking on the phone. I opened a new page so I could write to my Bella once again.
Bella dear
I saw what yer email is and don't you dare do anything stupid we are searching for you
when I find you I will take you away just me and you. We will go to Isle Esme if we have to
and it will be just me and you. Just please Bella for me hang on tight.
Love always
yours truly
Emmett
I closed my laptop praying Alice was wrong and that Bella would read my emails. I closed my eyes then opened them looking at the calender. Two weeks entail Christmas. ( A/N:I know I fucked up the dates but I had to have a Christmas in my story beings Christmas is mere weeks away) "Please god let her be back with us by Christmas" I prayed to the heavens.
Bella's pov:
As I walked out of the room I sat my laptop on the bed and walked to the living room where Jacob was. Edward was there to. Edward smiled when I walked in Jake just looked pist off. "Whats wrong?" I asked. Edwards grin got bigger he pointed at the TV an turned the volume up.
"About a week ago 18 year old Isabella Marie Swan was reported missing
from her home town in Forks, Washington. As of right now police are saying
there is proof the girl was kidnapped." The news reporter said. "The main suspect
Is none other then best friend and local resident in La-push beach in Washington
Jacob Black" a picture of Jacob and me showed on the screen. Then my father
came on screen tears in his eyes. "Please if you have any information call 1-800-555-the-missing
There is a reward going out to any information that leads us to my daughter" He said.
The news reporter came back on screen. "We have interviewed many of the people in this
town and it had struck this town hard." She said as Nathan came on screen. "This has really struck
our town, I know what it is like to lose someone you love I lost my sister 3 years ago and
right now we are just hoping and praying that she is brought home safe. Man if your
watching this bring her back don't do this it isn't worth it" He said and walked off screen to be replaced
by Jessica Stanley. "She is like my best friend and school isn't the same without her
we miss you Bella" (I growled anything for her 15 minutes of fame) Then Carlisle came on screen
the rest of the Cullen's standing beside him. Emmett looked so broken. "We are offering a
$50,000 reward for the return of Bella. She is greatly missed by her family and friends and her
Fiancee Emmett please bring her home and no charges will be pressed."
Edward growled and shut the TV off. "Fiancee my ass" He snarled causing me to jump. He looked at me and he looked furious "Are you crying over that piece of shit?" He snapped. I brought my hand up quickly wiping away the tears from my eyes I couldn't help it.But he saw it anyhow and ran at me vampire speed pushing me onto the couch causing Jacob to jump up "What the hell man?" Jake yelled. I looked at Jacob and so did Edward both surprised that he was standing up for me. For a moment I saw my old Jacob. My personal sun. I saw the regret in his eyes. This boy could never kill me. But wait Alice said if I went with him I would die not that Jake would kill me so something would happen that would cause my death. But as much as I hated Jacob for what he had been putting me through with Edward I still don't believe he would kill me. No matter what he did he was always gentle with me and I was just now seeing this.
"You got a problem?" Edward snarled at him. Jake looked at me still seeing terror in my eyes im sure. Then he looked at Edward but I could see his resolve crumbling. "No man" he said quietly "Just don't want you to hurt her for when its my turn to have her" Edward chuckled and pounded fists with Jacob. But something was different Jake had a distant look in his eyes like he was thinking hard about something.
Edwards smile slowly slid as it looked like he was remembering something. He turned to me "You room now!" he snapped causing me to jump at his sudden mood change. I ran at the room almost tripping on my own two feet. I shut the door putting my headphones on and listening to decode by paramore. This song explained Edward so much saying "how did we get here I used to love you so much." Edward whats happened to you? I wondered to myself.
Jacobs pov:
"You room now!" Edward screamed at Bella she looked petrified. Just seeing him push he made something snap. And I was really regretting what we had done. As soon as Bella was in her room and decode blaring on her new iPod. He turned angrily on me. "Your having second thoughts!" he snarled more as a statement then a quistian. Of course he would know being a mind reader and all. "Maybe we should just take her home" I said looking at the floor. "Are you fucking nuts!" Edward yelled. "Don't forget who they think took her, who their looking for!" He said, And he was right but I dint care I was just finnaly realizing everything we had done to her. After what she had already been put through by that sick fuck Richard. If you don't let her go I will take her back tonight! I thought to Edward. Edward snarled flipping the couch across the room. Then racing up to me grabbing my neck causing me to start shaking if he dint watch it I would end up fazing right here. He let go of my neck realizing that fact to. "Jacob I swear if you try I will find you and kill you both!" He said with menace and stormed out the front door. I knew he wouldn't go far since he couldn't go outside cause it was sunny. But I knew one thing I had to help Bella I had to get her home. I don't care if I go to prison!
So what did you think. And Jacob finally seeing reason shocking huh. Will he help Bella? And yes when Alice said Bella would die if she went with Jacob she meant that Edward would kill both Bella and Jake. Anyhow R+R
