I closed my eyes letting pictures of my Emmett pass through my head praying that on this my last night in this world I would be able to dream of him one last time. Those were my last thoughts as I drifted off.
Chapter#19: Saving the suicidal
Emmett's pov:
As I began to smile and think happy thoughts. Jasper having just told us all that the I.p address was in California and we were getting ready to leave. Alice suddenly gasped eyes filling up with venomous tears she would never shed. We all stopped and looked at her with concern. Please don't let it be Bella! I begged with every thought I could muster. We waited what seemed like days when in reality it was only mere seconds. Alice found me with her eyes first shaking her head sobbing. "What?" I yelled running to her only to be blocked by jasper. "She's going to kill herself" Alice sobbed as she began reading the goodbye note from her vision (A/N: she is just remembering the vision Bella hasn't sent it yet) I fell to my knee's in pure agony as Bella's words flowed through my body mind and soul shattering my heart a little more with each word. "No!" I sobbed. This being the second time in less then a month that I was believing Bella was dead. But wait. "Alice when is she going to do this?" I asked tears heavy in my voice.
Alice paused a minute looking back into her future. We waited with baited breath. "around noon tomorrow" she answered we all looked at the clock it was 7pm. "We'll never make it in time" Rosalie said with sorrow. Before I had even thought about what I was doing I raised my hand back slapping Rosalie causing her to fall to the floor from the brute streangh of the hit. Everyone gasped. I had never hit her before I had never hit a woman before I always believed woman beaters to be the lowest scum on earth besides rapists and child molesters. I couldn't even say I was sorry I took off running out the front door knowing where my Bella was and ill be damned if I don't get to her in time. "Bella hold on im coming!" I shouted so loud im sure the hole town of forks could hear me.
Jacobs pov:
I stood outside Bella's bedroom listening to her baited breath as she went to sleep. Edward stood on the opisate side of the room staring at the wall so not to look at me. I knew he was waiting for the same thing as me. For Bella to go to sleep. As soon as we heard her light mumbling and snores he proved me right as he turned to me with the most menacing glare. Making me thankful that the phrase 'if looks could kill' was not true. "What the fuck do you think you were doing?" He leered at me with a growl. I growled back at him. "Edward cant you see what we are doing is hurting her?" I asked trying to keep my voice down so as not to wake Bella up. And I could tell he was doing the same thing because the look on his face clearly said he would like nothing more then to wipe the pavement with my face. "Man she is gonna end up killing herself!" I yelled in a whisper putting my hand up when he tried to start talking. "Have you not noticed that she has hardly ate at all since we have taken her?" I asked harshly. Edward looked regretful for a minute before he looked hateful again and selfish. "At least I would know the bitch died mine!" He snapped. I couldn't believe he just said that out of all the things we had done this was an all time low he was wishing death on her and I wouldn't have it. "I'm getting her out of here and I don't care what you have to say!" I snapped. "The hell you are!" he said as he sped up to me taking my neck in his hands and snapping it.
(a/n: yes Jacob is now dead)
Bella's pov:
I woke up around midnight I looked around neither Jacob nore Edward was in here with me which was weird since one of them was always with me. I got up slowly trying to make as little noise as possible tiptoeing to the bedroom door and opening it a crack. I looked out seeing the TV on but nobody was watching it nobody was here. I quickly searched the rest of the hotel room not finding them anywhere. I knew they wouldn't leave me alone long this was probably some sort of trick and I wasn't falling for it. But I figured since they were gone I would write my suicide note to the cullens and my father. I would of course email it to Emmett being my father did not have an email and I wanted Emmett to know how much I was sorry and I loved him. I turned around sitting on the bed pulling my new laptop and iPod out I turned both on. Opening a new page to wright the email on as creeds my own prison started blaring through the headphones.
"the court is in session the verdict is in no appeal on the docket today just my own sin
the walls cold and pail the cage made of steal screams fill the room alone I drop and Neal.."
Dear, everyone
I am so sorry to be writing to this but always know how much I love you. Emmett you were the love of my life I have never been so in love with a man as I am in love with you. My heart cries out for you I love you so much and im not trying to hurt you if I go to heaven I know that I will see you because that's the only heaven I wish for you are the love of my life but you must promise me to do nothing stupid this world just wouldn't be sane without you in it. Your witty humor your childish love. You make this world a better place and we all love you for it. The Cullen need you.
Carlisle and esme you guys were like second parents to me please help Emmett hold his head high.
Charlie and Renee you guys were great parents even when you were fighting you were still my mom and dad and I love you.
Alice and Rosalie you guys were my best friends I knew if I ever needed a shoulder to lean on you guys were always there even with Alice's shop shopaholic tendencies. (Maybe you guys should get her in rehab lol) Sorry I had to make you smile.
Jasper you were the big army brother I never had and I don't blame you for my birthday always remember you are a wonderful person and please help Alice and the rest of the family with my death.
To everyone else you guys were wonderful to me and im sorry I had to leave this world so soon please remember the way I was and not my death. I love you all and I am sorry. BTW I want to be cremated and my ashes spread across first beach in la push.
Love always Isabella Marie swan-Cullen
I sent the email as "never again" by nickle back began playing. I shut the laptop placing it on the floor laying back and singing to the song wishing this was the only way Edward and Jacob could hurt me.
"He's drunk again its time to fight she must have done something wrong tonight the living room becomes a boxing ring its time to run when you see him clenching his hands she's just a woman never again.
I hear her scream from down the hall amazing she can even talk at all she cries to me go back to bed im terrified that she'll wind up dead in his hands she's just a woman never again been here before but not like this seen it before but not like this never before have I ever seen it this bad she's just a woman never again.
Just tell the nurse you slipped and fell it starts to sting as it starts to swell she looks at you she wants the truth is rod out there in the waiting room with those hands looking just as sweet as he can never again seen it before but not like this been here before but not like this never before have I ever seen it this bad she's just a woman never again... never again... fathers a name you haven't heard yet... your just a child with a temper... haven't you heard don't hit a lady.... kicken your ass would be a pleasure.
oh...oh...he's drunk again its time to fight same old shit just on a different night she grabs the gun she's had enough tonight she'll find out how fucking tough is this man pulls the trigger fast as she can never again seen it before but not like this been there before but not like this never before have I ever seen it this bad she's just a woman never again. Seen it before but not like this been there before but not like this never before have I ever seen it this bad she's just a woman …..never again...never again... never again...never again!"
I sat up ripping the headphones out as I heard someone clapping. I looked up wiping the tears out of my eyes and shutting off the iPod as nickle backs "here without you" began playing. Edward was sitting in a chair in the corner of the room a giant smirk on his face. It took me a second but I noticed he was covered in dirt and blood he must have just gotten done hunting which was weird being he just ate last night. "What do you want" I tried snarling but my voice cracking in the process. He chuckled "just admiring your beautiful voice is all." I wanted to gag at his words and I swore I would never sing or even speak again in my life not that I had much life left but still. "Well go back to sleep my angel and I will see you in the morning its actually raining tomorrow so we can go out" he said in a sickly sweet voice.
He stood up turning on the radio letting "o come all ye faithful" by destiny child blare through the clock radio. And walked out. "What a merry fucking Christmas!" I said to myself earning a chuckle from the other side of the door. I turned over hoping for some sleep on my last day on this earth tomorrow better work because I cant handle one more minute of this.
Emmett's pov:
I sped up almost hitting the California border when my phone vibrated. I looked at it while running it was a text from Alice
yer not gonna make it Emmett! it will be raining so no need to hide
were right behind you about ten miles Bella will need help. ~pixie~
What the hell did she mean Bella would need help? I just needed to get there Alice said I wouldn't make it and I would prove her wrong I looked at my watch it was nine am I just had to make it in time. I was almost there about 50 miles out. Alice must have seen something Bella's planning on doing sooner.
Bella's pov:
I woke up rubbing my eyes I looked at the clock it read nine am. Ugh! What hell was I going to have to go through now. But then I remembered my plan and a smile brightened my face. "What are you smiling about?" a voice said from the corner of the room. I looked at him, Edward, my worst nightmare. I glared at him not answering and looked back down at the sheets debating weather or not to go back to sleep. I felt air rush to me looking up in surprise I saw Edward who had a pissed off look on his face. "Answer me when I speak to you!" he snapped grabbing my chin with more force then necessary I knew it would cause I bruise but I dint care this was what I wanted I wanted him to kill me.
I shook my head out of his hand and spit in his face literally spit in his face. He looked stunned for a minute but the next thing I knew I was flying off the bed having just been slapped in the face with brute force. I knew it wasn't all his streangh otherwise my blood and guts would have been pasted to the wall.
I sat in shock for a second before I gained some nerve and I stood up not caring that my nose was bleeding and it felt like my jaw was broken. I walked up to him slapping him across the face with as much streangh as I could. My hand was sore but I was sure it wasn't broken that was entail Edward grabbed my arm and twisted it entail I heard the sickening crack of the bones. I screamed in pure agony as he put pressure on the broken bones. "Growing some balls huh little Bella?" he asked with a sneer. "Not a good idea" he said as he through me into the wall my head hit the corner of a stand. I could feel the blood oozing now not only from my nose but from the side of my head. I smelled it and right before I blacked out I heard a crash and Edward was thrown against the wall opisate me. For a second before I passed out I saw the face of my angel looking at my in agony. I just wanted to tell him it was OK that I was going to a better place. That the pain was drifting away and it was beautiful. "Goodbye Emmett" I said with my last breath before the darkness pulled me in.
Emmett's pov:
I was at the hotel waiting for the receptionist to tell me what room I could find my Bella when with my sincetive hearing I hear Bella scream and I smelled her blood. I raced to her not caring that my family had just shown up and was detractinghe elderly lady as I ran at vampire speed with carlisle, rRRosalieand aAAlicey my side jasper and esme having dedetracted the woman. "Growing some balls huh Bella" I heard as I raced up the stairs with my family. "Not a good idea" Edward sneered as I heard Bella's body go flying and into something I instantly sped up as I smelled more blood. "Carlisle she's losing to much blood" I panicked as we ran to the door breaking it down. We rushed into the bedroom Where we saw Edward look at us in shock I kicked him with everything I had throwing him through the wall. Then I looked at Bella you could tell from her eyes that she was fading fast. In that moment I felt the worst pain in my heart and my soul. She was dieing. "Goodbye Emmett" she whispered as her eyes closed and her body went limp. "No! Carlisle do something!" I panicked. Carlisle raced to Bella's side as I turned on Edward. Rosalie now had him up by his throught. "Ill fucking kill you!" I snapped Racing towards him biting into his arm and ripping it off. Hearing his pain filled screams fill the room brought a smile to my face. As Alice and jasper walked in. Edward began to smile and say something when Alice ran up to him slapping him across the face dry sobs taking over her body. No did this mean Bella wasn't going to make it? She had to she just had to! "You sick fuck you raped her!" Alice snapped. And slapped him again causing a crack in the side of his face. I looked at him fire burning red into my eyes. "You did what!" I Yelled and threw myself at him.
I know kind of a cliffy sorry but hey this is the longest chapter I have ever done so im proud of myself at 2,798 words I think I did pretty damn good that's almost double to some of my chapters anyhow. Will Bella die? I'm not sure yet tell me what you want to happen. And should ii have Emmett kill Edward or If Bella survives have them trap him entail she is changed and let her torture and kill him? Its up to you let me know what you think. Remember R+R 3