So I've been very busy lately. And I'm so sorry. But I've been really trying to write something but everytime I tried it would just end up in my recyling bin as another lost cause. It was useless. I had hit the writers block. Nothing. I couldn't find away to continue the story. Until last night. I began writing again and I could stop myself. My mother had to literally tell me to get off the computer. Anyways like I had promised. I'm going to make a real effort to write a chapter a week. If I don't, I'm so very sorry but please just try to bare with me. I have tests to study for and projects to work on...But I will try my best.

I hope you like this chapter. I thought the story need to turn in a diferent direction..So here it is.

-CaityyCullenBlackLover

BellaPOV

As my eyes closed, The image of Carlisle ran across my mind in my dreams. I dreamt of the future. A future that we could never have. Children. Beautiful, Adorable children that would look just like their father. They would have his beautiful blond hair and gorgeous blue eyes.

"Hello there my love" Warm and loving arms, wrapped themselves around my expanding stomach. It was then that I realized that I was with child. Carlisles child. His eyes were on my stomach. Not in the least bit interested in me. It worried me slightly.

"Mhmmm. Hello to you, too." I smiled at him. He didn't return it. It worried me more. His hands slowly started to rub against my swelling stomach. Caressing it gently with tender love and care. "I wasn't speaking to you, Isabella." His voice held no emotion in it. It scared me.

He slowly lowered himself onto his knees infront of me, eyes still on my belly. "I love you, my Kimberly Anne. I can't wait to see you, Sweetheart. Daddy loves you" He shot a icy glare up at me as if he hated me with a passion. "Take care of my child while I am at work, Isabella. I won't like it very much if I found out you've fallen again like an idiotic klutz." He stood and walked away without another word or a second look back. Something was so terribly wrong and it freaked me the hell out.

How could he just walk away like that. As he reached the door, hand on the knob, I couldn't help it. "CARLISLE!" I was angry. The hormones taking over me. How dare he be so disrespectful to me!. The mother of his unborn child!

"Not now, Isabella." He all but growled back.

"Yes, now. You good for nothing low life motherfucker. You don't walk away from me." By now my eyes were seeing red. As most likely his were, too.

"I said not now!" He hissed, yanking the door open almost breaking it off its hinges and slamming it on his way out.

I fell to the floor. Tears falling down my face. The anger from minutes ago already gone. Replaced with fear of losing the only man in the world I truly loved and sharp pain in my stomach. The white dress I was wearing was beginning to become drenched in my own blood. I was losing my baby. Our baby.

I woke up in a heep of sweat, from tossing and turning the whole night. I moved my arms around, feeling for the man that I knew wasn't there. He left for work, again.

I must have sat there for twenty minutes strait, trying to figure out what the hell the dream meant. How could something that seemed so good in the beginning turn so bad in the end? I just didn't see the justice in it. I couldn't wrap my head around it. Carlisle loves me...I know he does. And I love him so what's there to worry about? After all it was just a dream.

I got up from the bed and fixed it before taking a long and much needed shower. The cold air that hit my body as I got out shower made me shiver slightly. I quickly dried off, not bothering to notice the small bump that was forming in my lower stomach.

I headed down stairs. I could already smell the delicious smell of Esme's cooking. She was like a second mother to me, the mother that could cook and cook well. Renee could never cook without burning it and making us have to go out and it, mostly Chinese.

"Good morning, dear." Esme greeted me with one of those beautiful smiles. Her voice ringed like bells. So sweet and inviting.

The smile that I returned to her must not have been that convincing. She asked me what was wrong. One question led to another and soon enough it was like I was a criminal being interogated by the cops. She forgot all about feeding me. I didn't mind it, though. I liked talking about it with Esme. She listened to me. I guess in a way she understood. She told me that I shouldn't worry so much over a simple nightmare. But it wasn't just a nightmare. It felt so real. I know it must sound crazy but it was just too realistic to be just something I dreamt about at night.

"Don't worry, yourself so much darling. You said it yourself, it was just some silly dream gone bad. Don't get yourself so worked up." Jaspers hand was on my back rubbing it softly in a comforting way sending waves of calm through my body. I calmed down drastically just by the gesture alone.

I let out a yawn. I didn't know if it was Jasper making me sleepy or was it my body. I had woken up less than an hour and a half ago. How could I be sleepy again?

Jasper took me back upstairs to Carlisles bedroom. He laid me down gently atop the bed. And was about to leave when I caught his arm.

"Please..Stay with me...I need someone here with me, Jasper. I don't want to have another nightmare" I couldn't believe myself. God, I sounded desperate. I was pratically begging him to stay with me.

He chuckled in response. "Alright alright, darlin. I'll stay with you." He pulled the covers over me, wrapping me in it then slid on the bed beside me. I felt his lips on the top of my head before sleep took over my body again.

JasperPOV

Poor girl. She seemed so upset over this little nightmare. It worried me slightly but I knew Carlisle would never do anything like that. She knew he wouldn't. It made me laugh when she asked me to stay with her. She was blowing it out of preportion if you asked me. But that's Bella for you. I watched her as she slept. Making quiet noises throughout the time. She didn't move much. I guess me being there made her feel safe. Safe from what, though?

EsmePOV

Awe, my baby. I hoped she wouldn't dream something like that again. That angel didn't need to be worrying about things like that.

AlicePOV

Keep your mouth shut, Alice. Keep it shut. I tried to get my mind off the future. I did the only thing I knew how to do. I shopped. I wouldn't let myself ruin the future. I wouldn't say and damn thing and damn sure wasn't gonna go around Edward without being very sure that it wouldn't slip.