Took me forever, I know. You're probably pissed at me for taking so long. Probably thought I was just going to abandon it..Well..To be honest...For a while there I was really thinking about it. But then I finally sat down after writting chapter nine for "A Love Not Known", my newest story and it just hit me like a ton of bricks. It was so much easier this time around. For a while there I couldn't write at all but ever since I've been trying really hard on A Love Not Known its been alot easier.

Previously in Chapter 8

JasperPOV

Poor girl. She seemed so upset over this little nightmare. It worried me slightly but I knew Carlisle would never do anything like that. She knew he wouldn't. It made me laugh when she asked me to stay with her. She was blowing it out of preportion if you asked me. But that's Bella for you. I watched her as she slept. Making quiet noises throughout the time. She didn't move much. I guess me being there made her feel safe. Safe from what, though?

EsmePOV

Awe, my baby. I hoped she wouldn't dream something like that again. That angel didn't need to be worrying about things like that.

AlicePOV

Keep your mouth shut, Alice. Keep it shut. I tried to get my mind off the future. I did the only thing I knew how to do. I shopped. I wouldn't let myself ruin the future. I wouldn't say and damn thing and damn sure wasn't gonna go around Edward without being very sure that it wouldn't slip.

BPOV

"If I can't have you, no one can!" His expression was that of a killer, cold and heartless. He growled at me, ferral and terrifying. Never in my life would I ever expected him to be such a monster. The knife he pulled out from his back pocket was a shinning silver and it mocked me as he smirked at it menacingly.

"No!" Before I had a chance to run from him, from what surely was my doomed death, he was in front of me. The knife was sharp and pointing strait at my stomach. One, Two, Three. He stabbed me. I could smell my blood in the air around us, rusted. It soaked my clothing, a red puddle quickly formed around my feet.

How could he do that? Before he could even get to the fourth stab I fell to the floor, clutching my stomach in excutiating pain. "You're fucking psyco!"

He kneeled down next to me with a sadistic smile on his face. "He can't have you, Bella. You belong to me! You will always be mine! You're not meant to be with him, can't you see that, my love?" His voice was tender and sweet, now, the voice of a lover. He must truly have lost his mind. I couldn't find it in me reply to him as tears tumbled down my cheeks forming two rapid waterfalls. This was the end. I could feel it. "Your so pale, already. You've lost so much precious blood. I know you've lost the baby...And I can't bring myself to care, because you deserve this Bella...You and Carlisle deserve this!" His face was merely inches away from my own.

I couldn't move. My body hurt too much. I could feel the sticky warm liquid all around me, it was flowing from me nonstop. I wondered how much longer would it take for me to just die...Thats where I was heading anyways.

How could he do this to me? What had I done to deserve this? The questions kept on.

"Bella, my love, you've lost your child. You've lost your precious Carlisle. You've lost everything. And the funny thing is that this could've all been avoided if you had just stayed faithful to me, you whore." He stopped talking then, and moved to kiss my cheek. I roughly turned my head, not wanting him to touch me in any way. "Its okay, Bella...You'll be dead soon anyways...No need in fighting" He kissed me tenderly. As if he truly loved me.

I couldn't help but scream. It seemed useless as my death was soon aproaching but I didn't want to give up.

My screams weren't loud. No one would hear. No one would come. So here I am...Dead

End Of Dream

I woke up screaming. This time they were loud. This time everyone could hear and everyone came flying into the room at their top speed...All of them coming to my rescue even though there was no real danger. Such over protectors.

Although I knew deep down there was nothing serious to cause me to react in such a way I kept screaming until his loving arms wound around me protectively, securing my small body against his larger one. His hands caressed me, serving as a form of comfort . His sweet words caressed me, too, also trying to comfort me.

Slowly my body caught up with my mind and my screams turned into cries. My cries turned into wails. My wails turned into sobs. I'm telling you his shirt was soaked by the time my sobs turned into small sniffles.

What's going on with me? Get it together Bella.

"I heard about your dream, Bella..." He whispered softly to me, his voice just as tender as Edwards in my dream. His arms wrapped around me served as a feeling of safety and yet I still could not brush off the stupid, meaningless dream. Even as I sat here with him knowing that I was safe from danger, I couldn't help but feel doomed.

"It was nothing." Yet again here I was trying to shrug the thing off. Hopefully one of these times it would work but so far it seemed as nothing was going to work and nothing ever would. This dream was haunting me and was doing a damn good job at that.

Telling Esme didn't work. Having Jasper hold me while I slept didn't work. Even now didn't work as I'm with Carlisle, the love of my life, holding me. Nothing worked to get this thing off my mind.

"You know that will never happen, Bella. I love you and I always will. You have nothing to fear. I promise...A child could never take your place in my heart...It would grow to accomidate the both of you." The look in his eyes was that of pure love. Our lips met briefly and words of love were exchanged then it was down stairs.

"It was just a dream Carlisle. No need to talk about a child that don't and won't exist."

Out of nowhere I started cramping like a bitch. Cramps like "Damn...Just kill me now!". I wrapped my arms around my waist, moaning loudly in pain. "Fuck Me!"

Then as if on que Esme's cooking wafted upstairs and through my nostals, instantly making me cover my mouth as I felt bile rise in my throat. I think that was onions I was smelling.

I didn't waste time in running to the bathroom and emptying my stomach into the toilet. Everytime I thought I was done I only threw up more. The worse part was that my esophogus felt like it was on fire, buring badly I could only hold my throat in a feeable attempt to make it go away.

Carlisle rubbed my back and held my hair until I was done. I'm sure I looked disgusting but he showed no sign.

He placed his hand on my stomach and as if on que something wiggled around in there. Now I didn't know if I was too delirious from my nightmare or I was just going plain jane insane. I thought the nightmare was over but right now I wasn't exactly sure.

"But you're wrong sweetheart...There is a need to talk about child...I'm a doctor Bella...I know the signs when a woman is pregant."

I growled at him "You don't know shit Carlisle. I'm not fucking pregnant" my foul mood suddenly turned to fucking pissed in a flash, for no good reason.

I pushed his hands off of me roughly like there were carrying some kind of deadly disease. I absolutely loathed his hands and right now I didn't want his hands anywhere near or on me.

I was brushing my teeth when he dared speak again, "Bella I can see it. All the signs...You're pregnant."

I turned around glarring daggers at him. I'm sure I looked crazy. If looks could kill, Carlisle would be dead.

"Are you trying to say I'm fat?" I tilted my head to the side still scowling at him, just waiting for him to utter something wrong. I knew I was setting him up for failure but I just couldn't help it..I knew I was being horrible but I couldn't stop.

One wrong word and I would be on him like white on rice.

His eyes grew wide like a deer caught in bright headlights. "Thats not what I'm saying at all, my sweet darling." His eyes were now pleading with me. For someone with so much power he sure as hell looked scared.

"Fuck. You. Carlisle." With each individual word I jabbed my finger into his stone hard pecks. He looked genuinly hurt but with all the anger built up inside of me right now, I couldn't find it in me to take it back, anyways, it was too late for that.

Okay...This is not my best chapter but let me know what you thought while reading it.

LOVE YA BUNCHES!- CaityyLoves'EmAll